More crazy colors added.

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Recently received some new drawing paper I ordered off the internet.

The brand is “Strathmore. ”

I have heard a lot of great reviews about this paper/brand.

Before I was using different paper a little thinner than the paper I just got.

Still, thick just not as thick as the current paper I will be using.

The color on the new paper I got is a little tan as well.

The tan color is supposed to help the image pop out even more than normal.

Going to have to think of new drawing ideas.

So I can use the new paper.

Will be brainstorming in my head thinking of what to draw next.

Again, I apologize for the post not being up to date.

I post when I can post.

I appreciate everyone’s patience.

Thank you and much love! 😊

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The picture speaks for itself.

I would like to add one thing.

There is the boy in the “hospital.”

He is looking down on an individual who is doing an action as simple as walking on their 2 feet.

Most of us are born with legs and arms.

Most of us are “normal” you can say.

Then again, what is “normal.”

We live in a materialistic world.

Greed and ego at it’s highest form.

I am not sure if people use their ego because of the confusion of the conscious and subconscious mind.

People express themselves through the subconscious without even knowing.

The soul expresses itself through love.

The ego expresses itself through greed and what thyself does not have at this moment.

Zero appreciation when using ego.

Soul identifies with love.

In the picture that is presented.

Let’s say there is one more square creating 5 pictures in the photo.

I imagine a person who has “died.”

Looking down on mother earth.

Expressing to themselves out loud in a thought bubble.

“He has a life, he is so lucky. I wish I could be living instead of being dead.”

You have to remember that life is the greatest gift we have received.

All the gifts you get from others do not mean as much as the gift of life in itself.

Practice gratitude every day.

The life you are living.

Millions and millions of souls wish and desire to possess the life you are currently living.

Live for the moment and appreciate the little things in life.

One day your soul will transcend elsewhere.

Appreciate this life while you can.

Till it is too “late.”

Have a loving and energy filled day.

Much love everyone!

Life is the greatest gift we have received.

Imagine pure darkness and nothingness.

No one wants to be in pure darkness and nothingness.

We all need love in our lives.

Spread love and not hatred.

New colors added! (Check it out)

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New colors added to the drawing.

You have to enjoy the process of the art otherwise everything will be “forced” with zero flow.

When there is zero flow.

The art will not manifest itself into existence.

I practice breathing exercises before arting.

Lowers the “intensity” my mind is manifesting.

Remember everyone.

“It” “is” all in your head.

Whatever that “it” happens to be.

“Is” it all in your head?

How do you know if what you feel and sense in your presence is “real?”

Take it easy.

Live in the moment.

All we possess is the moment.

After the moment has passed there comes the next moment and the next moment.

The moments never stop happening.

If you think about it there is no moment beside the moment that happens before this moment.

The past is the past.

The future is in a constant cycle of revealing itself.

Breathe and remember you are the controller of this life.

You have a “choice” every day.

To be anything or to do anything you want in every moment of this life.

Let your surroundings consume you.

In the end, becoming a product of your own environment.

Unless you wish to dig deep within your own soul and adventure the depths of your individual psyche.

“We” all possess an individual unique self.

If you bother to express your unique self to the world or not.

That is up to you.

Follow the herd of sheep or become your own leader manifesting your own destiny.

You have the ability to manifest any future you desire.

The energy you put into this world you will get in return from the universe.

Do not become a victim.

Do not play the self-pity game.

Become your greatest version everyone.

Have a great day all you beautiful souls!

😘

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I sound quite lost or confused about what I am saying.

I know exactly what I am saying then again, I know nothing of what I am saying.

Language is quite confusing.

We created this art/craft of language ourselves.

Man is very intelligent.

Then again man is very unintelligent.

How do we know what we know?

That is the real question

I would say.

To know what you know.

You have to go out there and explore this world.

Anyone can read something and repeat what they have read out of a book.

We all know soooo much.

In the end, knowing so little.

Life is a real adventure.

Have the greatest time you can in this life.

Life is the gift.

Appreciate the gift of life.

Before life itself swipes you from your feet.

Appreciate this life and practice gratitude.

Appreciate the little moments in life more than the “bigger picture.”

There is no “bigger picture.”

All there is, is this very moment.

All there ever will be is “this very moment.”

The moment is always here for you to pay attention to.

It is up to you to pay attention to the moment.

Let the moment fall between your fingers similar to grains of sand.

Never grasping or catching the moments for what they are.

Unless you wish to slowly process each moment for what the moment holds.

Learn new things every day and expand that psyche of yours.

The little moments create the bigger picture.

Without the small fragments in life.

“We” would not “all” be “here” in this very moment.

One day you will be here and another day you will not.

Tomorrow is not promised only thought about.

Think about that.

Life could possibly be eternal, but we will never know the “answers.”

Go out there and explore.

Experiment with this life.

Do things you have never experienced before.

Fear nothing besides fear itself.

Why is it you are here?

That is the hardest question to answer.

We live this life in such an unusual way.

To the point where nothing we do makes sense

Then again, everything we do makes sense.

That is because nothing makes sense jhahahaha.

Why do we do what we do?

It is because everyone knows the “truth.”

But we continue to “blindly” accept the “lies.”

Living within a false reality.

Leaving most individuals to never live their own individual “truth.”

I can contradict myself here and say there is no truth.

The only truth there is, is your truth and that is it.

All that you have experienced yourself is “your” “truth.”

You have the ability to manifest and pave your own path in this life.

Unless you wish to “follow” a path that is “pre-created.”

Others will say you cannot pave your own path.

Others will think you are crazy.

Others will think you have lost touch to reality.

What others think is not important.

You need to be your greatest version in your eyes and not another’s eyes.

This is your life.

Isn’t it?

Are you willing to slave your life away for someone that is not yourself?

Be “you” instead of being a slave to others.

Live this life through love and light.

Instead of darkness, fear, and hatred.

Live this life every day as if each moment is your last moment.

Without this moment you would not be here.

Appreciate this moment, even if this moment brings you suffering/pain.

Over time, hopefully, the pain/suffering within yourself will begin to heal.

Transfer the negative energy into positive energy.

Do what you must do.

Never harm or destroy your soul.

Each day the soul becomes richer or poorer.

The choices you manifest in this life will create your reality.

Energy is hard to understand.

Do we say we know what energy is or do we actually feel a presence?

Life in itself is the “craziest” energy we have.

Life itself is similar to another organism.

“We” are an “organism” (man) within another organism (earth) within another organism. (The universe)

That is if there is “a” universe.

Possibly there are many universes.

Possibly infinite universes.

Or zero universes and all of this is a simulation/illusion.

“It” could all be in your head.

“It” is “this” life we speak of in this very moment.

What is “this.”

What is “it.”

One different word placed in a different position in a sentence can manifest a whole new meaning to the sentence itself.

“It” is the answer.

“This” is the answer.

It and this?

What is it?

What is this?

I am sounding a bit crazy hahaha.

Hopefully, someone understands my craziness.

Possibly “it” could all be for real.

What “is” for real.

What “is” in your head?

I believe we need fact and fantasy in our everyday lives.

You need to be “serious” here and there.

Without some love and fantasy in your life.

Life itself will be a hectic situation in all moments of your life.

You are within this “game” of a life. (Matrix)

It is all on you to choose how you “react” to all moments.

Let the matrix consume you.

Unless you wish to be in control of your own actions/emotions.

When you are vulnerable to your surroundings the matrix has gotten a hold of you.

No matter where you are, you are within the matrix at all times.

It is up to you to decide how much of the matrix you will be a part of.

Be consumed by your thoughts living in reaction.

Ignoring the soul living through the flesh.

To never be aware of the soul itself.

“You” are the soul or life within yourself.

You are Most vulnerable to your surroundings when living in “fear.”

Absence of the self.

When the self is lonely.

What the self manifests is usually negativity.

It takes more energy to transfer negative perspectives into positive perspectives.

Then again, it takes less energy to be loving and it takes mass amounts of energy to react and to manifest fear into your life.

I would say you can contradict everything because how do we know “everything”

If anything we all know nothing and we all think we know something.

All I have to say is be the you that is you.

Only you will know who you are.

Look within your soul.

Ponder on your thoughts before “reacting” spontaneously.

Be in control of your thoughts.

Vibrate mass amounts of love out of your soul.

Some individuals will “fear” love itself.

It is wiser to love and to fail at love than to never attempt at love at all.

This life is quite mysterious I tell you…

Fact.

Or fiction.

Possibly both.

Science and religion, I would say are similar to each other.

People label themselves too much.

To the point where we are only labels and the “human” has been forgotten.

I do not like it.

We are more labels than human.

We are more egotistical than soulful.

We are more illusion than “reality.”

Imagine if everything you knew and were taught was not the “truth.”

You should question your own belief system

The truth is infinite then again the truth is limited.

Imagination is infinite.

Fact is limited.

Who has the right to tell you the “truth.”

Go out there and explore in this life.

Figure out what works for you the best.

Pave that beautiful path of yours.

Remember to never give up!

Only a fool would give up.

Do not fool yourself into doubt and self-pity.

Good luck everyone.

You will need it.

“Luck”

Is “luck” even real.

Mhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Nothing makes sense, then again it all does make sense.

Life is perspective through perspectives.

Fact and fiction.

I would say we need both Fact and fiction to thrive and survive.

Good “luck” “manifesting” a “destiny” that fits “you” best.

Believe in “fate.”

Fate is the supernatural powers.

Of the universe controlling your future.

If you do not “believe” it will be hard to “see.”

Imagine if you never knew your future.

Does this make you uncomfortable?

You cannot know everything.

There are things within this world that are unexplainable.

Words are limited.

Language is limited.

All you know is what you have experienced yourself.

Magic and physical are both needed.

Your eyes are the projector.

The mind processes everything.

Only in your perception.

Perceptions change over time.

Question everything.

Evolve and become a greater you.

Added color to the new drawing!

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Have been quite busy the past week.

Working every day instead of arting.

Taking care of the physical and mental mind.

Took a picture of the drawing a while ago.

I apologize for the random posts.

I post when I get the chance to.

I know time is infinite and we have time when we make room for time.

Mental and physical health is more important than anything.

People forget about the internal and only wrap their mind around the external.

In my mind health is wealth.

Wealth is not important.

Riches do not define you.

How rich your heart and soul are defines you more than ever.

Take care of yourself, everyone.

Will be posting updates in the near future.

Shared video (2) “Parents are psychologically pressuring their children”

We live in a world where others besides “thyself” are telling you what to do with this life that is yours.

Take charge of your own life.

Know what you want in this life.

Do not settle for being someone that is not you.

Continue being a you that is a false and fake you.

Or continue to explore your own psyche and thoughts to see what you are put on this world to do.

I rather live a life that “I” would enjoy instead of faking my whole life to get validation from others.

In the end, if you “succeed” in the people’s eyes and not your eyes.

The “people” will appreciate what you have done.

Only “you” can imagine and see what is in your own mind.

Others can not “see” what you “see.”

You can explain and tell people as much as you want.

In the end.

To explain something you are “feeling” is quite difficult to put into words.

Do not let others use psychological pressuring against you.

Some individuals take advantage of you.

Some know they are taking advantage of you while others have no idea they are taking advantage of you.

Everything is a choice.

Some individuals will tell me we have no choice and man is guilty to his own pleasures.

Cause and effect,

Can one choose what they wish to do or be?

Or does the external world interfere with the individual’s choices?

Become a slave to your surroundings and the “humans” around you.

Or be in control of the controller.

Feel an abundance of love within your heart and do not let your emotions get to you.

It is quite hard to be “human” when everyone is acting similar to a machine.

Taking orders and duties from others besides thyself.

I do not believe in a world full of “duties.”

Each individual has something special to offer the world.

We are all unique in our own ways.

Embrace your uniqueness and your true self will slowly reveal itself to you.

Take charge of your life and ignore others.

For example, I am an “artist.”

Hahahahha we can discuss “artists” all day.

I have been told the happiest and most loving compliments ever.

Then I have had people who call my art “garbage” or a “waste of time”.

These “duty” people I tell you, hahahahahha.

They care about others more than themselves.

I am here doing nothing to harm anyone.

Then someone comes along.

Saying awful horrid comments or loving and meaningful comments.

In the end, you have to do what is best for “you.”

People need to take responsibility for their own hopes and dreams.

Instead of putting their hopes and dreams in another’s hands.

Only “you” see your hopes and dreams.

No one else does.

Become your greatest version sooner than later.

Or continue to have people use physiological pressure on you every moment of every day.

Taking advantage of you.

Never for “you” to become your greatest version.

Good luck everyone manifet the path that is best for you.

Give this video a watch for some daily inspiration! 😀

“Parents are psychologically pressuring their children”

Gary Vee – Instagram.

This is not a shout out. I truly love everything this man has to say. ❤

To see more energy filled videos similar to this video like his Instagram Page:

https://www.instagram.com/garyvee/

Finished the drawing (2 days to complete)

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This sketch took me 2 days to finish.

Ironically I am posting the final drawing a few weeks after I have finished it, hahahaha.

When I say 2 days, usually that consists of 8-10 hours a day.

I feel as if I “create” or “art” slower than most artists.

That is okay in my eyes.

You must appreciate the process of the art as well as each moment that is spent creating.

If I am feeling an infinite amount of energy sometimes I lose track of time forgetting to eat and drink.

Losing feeling in my whole body losing myself within the art itself.

12 hours can go by and time will feel infinite as if there is nothing but this very moment.

When time drags you are living in the future.

Waiting for a destination that is nowhere to be.

Waiting for a “future” that is never here in this “moment.”

When time makes you anxious you are thinking of the past.

What “could” have I done.

There is no “could” all there is, is the now.

Without the “now” there would be nothing.

There is nothing but this very moment when creating.

All these mind games I tell you…

The moment holds infinite power.

The power is within you.

When creating art you enter a whole new reality.

Entering other dimensions compared to this dimension on “earth.”

That is on the days I have the chance to work on art.

There are days where I do not art or sketch/draw at all.

My posts are not “up to date.”

I attempt my best to post and be as active as I can.

Do not put all of your energy into the “virtual” world.

Remember to spend some time in the “actual” world.

Focus on the moment and breathe in that fresh H2o

Started a new drawing. (Check it out!)

 

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Started sketching this drawing a while ago.

Took a picture before I got too carried away with the sketching.

I always finish the sketch ten times faster than how long it takes me to color the whole drawing itself.

To me at least. In my subconscious, the colors matter more than the sketch itself.

Then again, you can contradict that and say the sketch is more important than the colors.

Once the colors are applied to the paper you cannot “erase” the color that was applied.

The color that is applied is once and done.

Possibly that is why I care more about the colors more than the sketch.

The sketch is the structure and the color is the emotion/energy within the picture.

My sketches are similar to a bunch of spider webs.

My eyes often begin to bulge and hurt.

I have to take short breaks depending on how “anxious” I am.

The reason why I put quotation marks around the word “anxious.”

Is because I believe we all have a form of “anxiety” or “mental disorder.”

No one is perfect and if you say you are perfect you are the biggest liar in the world.

Life is about turning the imperfect into the “you”

Be yourself instead of aspiring to be someone that is not even yourself in the end.

Become your greatest version.

I usually practice a breathing exercise before arting in any form.

Meditation is the key to balance your energies.

If it were not for my meditations/practices and patience the art you see now would not present itself.

Life is a balance of all the energies combined into one.

You have to figure out what is best for “you.”

Everything is related to or connected to the same center point. (The Soul)

Bob Ross

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A little late posting this. Finished the drawing a few weeks ago.

It took an immense amount of energy to create this drawing.

The colors in this drawing are similar to some of the drawings I have created in the past.

Attempted to use bright and vibrant colors.

I ended up using almost all of the paper corner to corner.

I use 18×24 inch paper when creating most of my drawings.

Whenever I begin the sketch of each drawing I have an uncertain feeling.

Thinking in my mind. “How will this go” In a doubtful but undoubtful voice.

Thinking of the future and manifesting doubtful thoughts.

Then retelling my subconscious mind anything is possible and to not doubt myself

You can never rush the process.

Especially the creative process.

You have to let the moment “be.”

Let it happen.

If you force the creative process.

The art your soul “intended” to create will not manifest itself into existence.

If you are creating your art for the validation of others.

The purpose of “creation/art” is destroyed.

The creative process should be meditative.

Not forced similar to a “duty.”

Use your heart and soul as tools when creating.

Ignore what others think.

“You” are the creator of your own art.

You have to desire the creative process to the point where you become lost in the process itself.

Create art that will make no sense to you at the moment.

Only in the future, will your creations make “sense” to you.

Let the moment be and accept what you have created.

Fix something if you need to fix something.

Do not get too carried away.

There are infinite mistakes and possible “corrections” or “errors.”

How do we know what is “correct” and “incorrect.”

Art is here for the individual to express themselves through their own reality.

The artist is sharing perspective through their subconscious mind.

Art holds infinite possibilities and ideas…

Harness your energy the best you can before beginning a piece of art.

Be delicate when arting.

Everything is art to a certain extent.

Here are a few quotes I would like to share by Bob Ross. I relate to what he says within each quote. I am sure many other individuals will as well.

– “I think there’s an artist hidden at the bottom of every single one of us.”

– “Look around. Look at what we have. Beauty is everywhere—you only have to look to see it.”

– “This is your world. You’re the creator. Find freedom on this canvas. Believe, that you can do it, ‘cuz you can do it.”

– “You can do anything here — the only prerequisite is that it makes you happy.”

– “Talent is a pursued interest. Anything that you’re willing to practice, you can do.”

– “I guess I’m a little weird. I like to talk to trees and animals. That’s okay though; I have more fun than most people.”

– “I can’t think of anything more rewarding than being able to express yourself to others through painting. Exercising the imagination, experimenting with talents, being creative; these things, to me, are truly the windows to your soul.”

– “The secret to doing anything is believing that you can do it. Anything that you believe you can do strong enough, you can do. Anything. As long as you believe.”

– “If we’re going to have animals around we all have to be concerned about them and take care of them.”

There are many more quotes I could post that I can relate to. I will stop before I get too carried away.

Quote #88

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I am not sure what I know, but all I know is I know nothing.

Life is a subjective experience.

For one individual to tell you that you are “correct.”

Then for another individual to tell you that you are “incorrect.”

I am quite confused.

Is there only “1” way to live this life?

Everyone is telling each other how to live this life.

The individuals that are telling everyone what to do are never living through this life.

You must seek to create your own path manifesting your own destiny.

You cannot be catered your whole life.

If all you do is listen to others and follow what they say.

You will never truly know the “you” that is deep within “your” soul.

When you follow and listen to the voices of the naysayers.

Your true self will never reveal itself to the universe.

The one who chases the crowd becomes the crowd.

The one who creates and manifests their own path will encounter a reality similar to no other.

Infinite possibilities.

When you create your own reality and live within that reality.

Feeling no pressure or insecurities you are on the way to becoming your greatest version.

When you tune into your own frequency.

Ignoring others, but respecting everyone for who they are.

Nothing will bother you and no negative energy can interfere with you.

The positive life is the life to be lived.

Use nothing but love in each moment of life.

Think for yourself for once.

I feel as if very few individuals think for themselves.

Accepting everything and questioning nothing.

Living in this fairy tale of a life.

Manifesting a hell of a reality.

People ignore what is “important.”

While what is not “important” is at full attention.

Why is it we care about the illusions in life?

Possessions, ego, greed, labels, money, Etc…

While what is important is being ignored.

Life, health, body, soul, spirit, nature, Planet earth, etc…

We are living in this dystopia.

Which ironically should be a utopia.

Without perspective, you would know nothing.

Perception is everything.

Perception creates you into the you that is you.

Without your perceptions, there would be no you.

We are all just a brain/conscious stuck in a mind.

Hearing our own thoughts in our own heads.

How do you know you hear yourself?

For all, we know we are in this illusion. (life)

What we see outside of us is only a projection.

These words that we speak are text.

Words manifest into Sound.

Sound translates into vibration.

We are all just making animal noises at each other if you think about it.

We only know we are thinking words because we are told what words are.

Therefore everything is unknown, we only know what we are told to know.

Life is quite mysterious and I question my existence every day.

If you think about it.

Your mind is similar to a body of water.

Random flows of energy moving around.

We all have random energy flowing throughout us.

What you manifest the energy to be is up to you.

Actions speak louder than words.

Sometimes it is wiser to meditate than to obsess.

Gestures mean more than words in a way.

This life confuses me.

Nothing makes sense.

Everything is perception.

Evolve and go out into this world.

Experience something new every day.

Learn as much as you can.

Why do you think the way you think?

Question who you are and question your beliefs/self.

Remember to embrace your originality in this world.

You possibly might never get another chance to live this life.

As I live this life.

All I do is observe and watch what the people do.

With no direction in life, it is quite hard to decide what life to live.

Why is it that we are here on this planet earth.

I feel as if the purpose of life is “life itself.”

Most ignore the gift. (Life itself)

We are all too caught up in the “pleasures” of this life.

Forgetting to appreciate this life.

With zero breaks to catch your breath.

There is never a moment to be or to stay calm.

We are all ironically living this life in a rush.

To never fully appreciate the little things in life.

The little moments in life create the bigger picture.

We have all the time in the world, then again, there is no time at all.

Man has vanity within his possessions and self.

Man has forgotten the self.

Mans ego has gone too far.

Man has lost touch to reality.

Where has man gone?

It is as if there is no human and only machine.

Human has turned into a machine.

We are nature.

We exist in life and we are life itself.

We need to connect to nature more than false illusions.

We are becoming the possessions in life and we are ignoring life itself.

We live through screens and not life itself.

We are all losing our identities to never know who we “are.”

Ignoring the inner self.

life is becoming more of an illusion than the illusion itself. (Life itself)

People care more about their car, house, ego, etc…

As if the energy within the soul is completely ignored.

The soul is forgotten and the flesh is overly used.

Take care of your soul.

Take care of your health.

Live a life of quality and not quantity.

Live a life with an abundance of love.

Instead of an abundance of hatred.

When you stop taking life so seriously, you leave the matrix.

When you take life completely seriously with zero jokes you are chained to the matrix.

Free yourself from the matrix or be control by the matrix.

We are losing purpose and meaning to life itself.

Everything/Everyone is manifesting mostly everything into the opposite.

All you can do is become a better you today.

Do not dwell on the past.

Instead, learn what mistakes you have made and move on.

Appreciate the mistakes in life.

Without all the mistakes you would not have accidentally got yourself in this position.

“You.”

We are all here on “accident.”

Then again, everything is a miracle/blessing.

Manifest greatness and greatness will occur in your lifetime.

This life is a choice.

Choose wisely, my friends.

Choose wisely…