Quote #71

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Do you ever think for yourself?

There is a voice within each individual that speaks to their soul.

This is your subconscious or the “you” within yourself.

If you know your worth on this earth.

You will find your place and purpose with zero regrets.

Imagine if each moment lived was equivalent to the last moment ever lived.

The moment you die.

A screen/tv that shows the third person view.

Would be overlooking your shoulders.

Giving you a view of your last moments lived.

You would watch a short clip of the last moments you ever lived.

The clip would play 7 times in a row.

There is no way to cover your eyes at all.

Everything is there and nothing can stop you from watching your shadow of a person.

The person that you would watch.

Does this person happen to be the you that is you?

Or a you that is nothing similar to you.

Live each moment as if it was to be your last moment on earth.

Question everything around you, especially your own belief system.

Who knows what there is to know.

I would say everyone is as clueless as the last.

We are all philosophers of our own life.

To live a predestined life.

Or to create the destiny of your own life.

Let me say something one more time.

Question everything and even yourself.

In questioning yourself, you question “authority.”

Do you ever question “authority.”

Who has the right to tell you what to do?

Besides thyself.

If you know who you are.

Then you will go out into this world exploring for parts of your soul that are present in this moment.

A future you that you see in this world.

But these parts of you are just not here now.

The greatest parts of your soul are hiding around the corner waiting for you to visit.

What I just said might be confusing.

What I am trying to say is parts of you that you have never discovered or let free.

Are here in this moment hiding within yourself.

You can experience these moments you dream about.

If you face your fears head on with zero hesitation.

Unless you want to keep on living in fear similar to the rest.

Fear is just creating an imaginary thought in your mind to stop you from being who you truly are.

These parts of you are not here at this moment in time.

Every moment is the same as the last.

All time is “now.”

The greatest version of yourself will be in the future of your thoughts.

Most manifest negative futures.

If you decide to manifest a negative life.

The path you decide to follow will be nothing but a thought pattern of negative manifestation after negative manifestation.

Entering a never-ending tunnel of regrets and remorse.

This life was created for you to decide who “you” wish to be.

Not for another to take your dreams away from you.

No one has the right to tell you who the real “you” is.

Stripping “you” of your identity.

Only “you” will know who the true you is.

People will project their ego on you.

Most of the time this is unwanted energy being thrown at you from the other individual.

When people project their ego, they are just misunderstood.

Projection of the ego is a defense mechanism people subconsciously use in order to cope with difficult emotions or feelings.

In the moment of projecting your ego, everything vanishes away, but the energy to come back is even stronger.

When you point fingers at others, in the end, you are pointing your fingers at yourself.

Peacefully deal with your emotions.

Ignore projecting your own ego on others.

Instead look within yourself.

We all project our ego quite often and do not even recognize it.

In the end, the negative energy the individual transferred to you does not have to stay with you.

That is your decision.

This person who is attacking you is just hurt and needs healing within their soul.

Value is everything.

Do not value negativity instead of positivity.

If you believe you “know” more and have more “experience.”

Well instead of degrading others for who they are.

To make yourself feel greater at the moment.

Use all of what you know and have experienced.

To create more positive energy in the world and not negative.

This is not an ego competition of who knows and has experienced more.

We are all equal and deserve the chance to be ourselves.

Ignore the naysayers.

Keep on believing in yourself.

If you do not believe in yourself.

Well, then there is nothing there to believe.

You have to be you in order to be at your greatest version.

To turn the negative into positive.

Or to craft the negative energy into more negative energy.

To create love and understanding.

Or to create more hatred and more misunderstandings in this world.

Love is the “answer” in my eyes.

If anything we have accomplished how to not get along with one another and segregation is at its best.

All I have “learned” in school was how many times we have corrupted the world.

We never learned about our mistakes the second time or the millionth time.

A never-ending manifestation of corruption in our world.

We rarely learn about peace or love.

Instead, we learn about mass destruction and separation of the people.

I am not sure what “success” is anymore.

If anything the thought of “success” has made us all as a collective not “successful.”

We are going to terminate this world soon as well as ourselves if we do not create a change.

The first thing you should change.

Is yourself.

Change yourself before you change another.

If you know more about other individuals than yourself, we have a problem.

We live in a world where the population knows more about “celebrities.”

Then about themselves as in “yourself.”

This is honestly so sad.

Most individuals know more about gossip and drama than about themselves.

To be programmed.

Or to program your mind yourself and think freely without control.

Were we all just created in this world to blend in and to be the same?

Or was this life created for you to be yourself and to have originality?

To question authority.

Or to accept everything for how “it is.”

Be yourself.

To be yourself, you have to love yourself.

To love yourself is to learn how to turn the negative into positive.

After turning the negative into positive.

The energy that is created is love.

Love thyself and love others as well.

Or walk around with an abundance of negative energy.

Throwing it on to others.

Expecting them to deal with your wounds and blood.

Take it easy and calm down my dudes.

There are no worries in the world besides the worries you create within your mind.

The imagination is a tricky tool we “possess.”

To be yourself.

Or to not be yourself.

The decision is yours.

Blend in with everyone else.

Or be your original self.

Thyself.

Question everything.

Even question your own questions.

All I know is I know nothing.

Everything is the imagination.

The collective created “answers” and we follow all of these “answers.”

To live in a world full of questions with one “answer.”

Or to live in your own reality.

Manifesting positive energy.

Creating more love in this world.

With infinite answers.

The answers are endless.

Just remember to create more love instead of releasing your negative energy on others.

We call these individuals “energy vampires.”

Are you an “energy vampire.”

Or do you love thyself?

I love it when people tell me how “it is.”

All I want to do is laugh.

Just because “you” are suffering and do not decide to create your own reality does not mean “I” have to suffer.

We all suffer enough.

Resist creating more negative energy in this world.

Live each moment as if it was your last moment living.

Do not regret this life.

Be free.

Or be programmed.

To be free is to think for yourself.

Being thyself.

To be programmed is to be given a name and then “accepting” all of the “answers.”

Create your own destiny.

Or let your destiny be created for you.

Whatever success is to you is not success to me.

Success is feeding your family.

Success is providing shelter for your family.

Success is spreading the love.

Success is not material.

Instead.

Success is life itself.

Success is creating more love energy into the world.

Each day is a new day to become greater than the last.

All progress is progress.

Do not hesitate to be yourself.

To become your greatest version.

Or to give up and let your demons control you.

This very moment.

Is the greatest moment to be alive.

Anything is possible.

All you have to do is believe in yourself.

To believe in yourself is to love yourself.

To not believe in yourself is to not love yourself.

With the abundance of individuals lacking self-love within themselves.

I am still not sure what success is.

Whatever that word happens to mean.

I will let everyone continue with their journey of “success.”

Do not have imaginary words control your life.

Be yourself and the love with vibrate everywhere.

Do not have the thought of success destroy your soul.

Everything is already here.

You are here 100%

We are all okay and have everything we need to survive.

What you sculpt this life into is all up to you.

Paint the craziest canvas you can paint.

Have your canvas be original like no other canvas that has been painted.

To be a print of a canvas or to create your own canvas.

To be programmed or to not be programmed.

Think for yourself and be free.

Is this you the you that you wish to be?

Or is this you nothing but a false reality of nothing that seems to be you.

Success is one of the most misunderstood words in our language.

Success is stripping all of us of our identity.

An imaginary destination, we keep following and chasing after.

Attempting to fill these never-ending holes that cannot be filled.

Peace, love, light, and positivity to everyone.

Remember to not have success destroy your life.

There is no X marks the spot.

You are the X and the spot has been marked.

The whole surface area of the earth has been marked.

Create the path you wish to create.

Or decide to follow the path that is already created.

Take control of your life.

With positivity and love.

Conquer your life or let it be conquered by others.

Make your stance in this world or be foolish and do not be your true self.

look within thyself and listen to what your soul has to say to you.

Are you the you that is you?

This soul you possess.

Is it true or false?

Or just a programmed soul.

The choice is yours, not mine.

Success creates distress.

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Finished the drawing. (Check it out!)

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Here is the finished drawing.

This sketch took me under a week to finish. Normally it takes me a little longer than a week to sketch out the full drawing.

I remember in one session of sketching. My hand was swiftly moving all around the paper. As if someone besides myself was in control.

I always tell people “I” don’t make the art.

Who is this “I” that “I” speak of.

I will try my best to explain.

The soul uses love and expresses emotions through art.

The soul creates the art instead of the label “I.”

If you resist expressing yourself you will never know who you truly are.

Is the current you that you are. The you that you wish to be?

The soul within myself creates the art.

The internal world is everything.

Everything possesses an energy of some sort.

Expression is everything.

110,000+ Views. Thank You!!

I would like to say thank you for 110,000+ views on the blog! 🙂

At the moment I have 116,425 views.

A little late on the thank you post. Hahahahaah. 😉

I would not have made it here without any of you. The only way I can get views is if people view my blog. There is no other way. I always say the numbers or amount of fame you receive does not matter as much as the pure happiness and joy you get out of what you do.

We are all the same person. In the end, nothing much, but mirrors of individuals looking at each other.

Throughout the process of creating this blog and everything with my art. I have had a lot of love created. However also a lot of stress as well.

Each day is a new day to learn something new. I am learning new things every day. It is quite amazing how that works, hahaha.

This blog brings a huge experience in my life that I would have never imagined until now. If someone told me these exact words a few years ago.

“Hey Brandon, you will make a blog in the future.”

I doubt I would believe or understand what this individual was telling me.

At this moment I am quite happy and appreciate all of the views on the blog. The key is to keep the happiness and to not let anything take you down. In life, you will be taken down in many different moments. It just matters if you stand back up. We all fall, but very few stand back up.

I appreciate everyone who has viewed or looked at my art/writings! Each view matters as much as the last.

Thank you for letting me reach this far. I appreciate every single individual out there. I can feel the love and energy from everyone.

It seems to be quite hard for me to express myself sometimes. I always try my best on the blog and the same with my comments. I always try my best to answer each and every comment. If I miss one or two of your comments I am sorry, hahaha. Forgive me.

P.S. I will answer all the comments soon, sorry about that. Have been quite focused lately. I am pretty sure only a few individuals will see this. Thank you and I appreciate everyone for waiting, hahaha.

I answer the comments on the little free time I get.

There is a total of 16 countries with 1,000+ views. On the 100,000 view post, we had 15 countries. Many more will join the 1,000+ club very soon.

All the other countries that did not make it on this list. I thank you as well. Everyone is “worth” the same in the end.

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One last message.

Remember to not ignore thyself or to forget about yourself. Without yourself, you would not be here at all. Remember to breathe everyone, make time to breathe hahahaha. Have a great afternoon everyone. I appreciate each and every individual as much as the last! 🙂

Thank you!

Much love.

Quote #70

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I often feel like giving up.

But that is never the option to choose.

If I were to give up.

I would have nothing to give to this world.

Not even myself.

Without myself.

There is nothing to give.

With myself.

There is everything to give.

Ignore being a slave to your own mind.

Be in control of your own thoughts.

Do not let the moment overwhelm you.

Throwing you in the opposite direction intended.

You are the universe.

Life itself is the greatest experience offered to the people.

Imagine pure darkness.

I doubt people think about that.

There is no sunshine in pure darkness.

To follow the light or to continue entering the endless pit.

To work on thyself and to become your greatest version.

Is to love yourself and to believe in yourself.

To give up and throw in the towel.

Is to not believe in yourself.

To become your greatest version.

You either live this life.

Or this life lives through you as if you are not the one living this life, but another is in control of you.

Be a slave to your own mind and be apart of the system similar to everyone else.

Or be free and live this life as you would wish in each moment.

Do not be told what to do or where you should be headed.

There is no race or challenges besides the ones against thyself.

Take it easy and don’t work yourself up.

Do not get lost in the rat race.

All you have to do is be “you.”

And to be you means there will be no worries or a single care in the world.

I believe in you.

Be the master of your own mind and live this life as If it were to be your last moment to ever live.

Live this life in love and not fear.

Love yourself.

Instead of fearing yourself.

Are you happy when you look in the mirror?

Or disappointed with yourself?

Remember growth is within yourself at all times.

If just takes the strongest version of thyself to dig deep within your own soul.

Who is this “you” that they speak of?

You will only know this answer and no one else.

Live in your dreams of a life.

In positivity.

Or live each moment in a manic depression.

Living life in a slow, painful death.

Negativity vibrates in each moment.

To be free.

Or to feel trapped.

The only slavery is mental slavery.

We all feel different forms of pain.

Suffering is a form of mental pain.

We are all dying each moment.

How you decide to take care of yourself.

Will result in when death will take you.

Health is wealth.

Possibly a disease is attacking your body. Similar to cancer. There are many other “diseases” as well.

No one has shackles tied to their feet.

Well, possibly a few do. I am sorry if you do.

Not trying to offend anyone. Just speaking the truth within myself.

It might feel like quicksand is pulling you to the floor and you are losing connection to your own soul.

This happens to us all.

In life, there will be more negative moments than positive moments.

The “challenge” is helping you turn the negative energy into positive energy.

Then you appreciate the negative moments.

Realizing how important the negativity is.

You grasp on to the positive moments even more.

When you realize you need both negative and positive to become your greatest version.

Remember the positive and negative moments for inspiration.

I believe in inspiration, but then again not.

Inspiration comes from within.

The person who inspired did nothing but be themselves.

They were being their greatest version you can say.

In the end, you inspired yourself enough to become inspired.

With the energy of inspiration within yourself.

Anything feels possible.

It just depends if you decide to act in fear or love.

Challenging thyself.

Or ignoring the inner self.

Leading yourself down the wrong path.

All of this was already within yourself.

It just took till this moment of inspiration for you to become your greatest version.

What a confusing analogy I just explained.

Someone will understand me.

Everything comes from within yourself and not others.

You have to be you in this world and not another.

Do not follow or mock others.

Be yourself and inspire yourself to be yourself.

Inspiration is a tricky word.

We can all “look up” to others or have a “role model.”

But remember to be yourself at the end of the day.

Use the negative moments to create growth.

This will help you become your greatest version.

Life is what you create it into.

Everyone creates their own reality.

A living hell.

Or a living heaven.

To grow in each moment.

Or to create a deeper tunnel every moment.

Remember you are the only one that can save yourself.

Others will be there to help you, but only you can look within yourself and find the true “answers” to life.

Is this life you are living the life you wish to live?

Or is this life, nothing but a repeating nightmare that seems to be lived over and over and over.

Whatever you are going through at this moment.

I believe in you.

Someone who you have never met believes in you.

I wish for you to say these sentences out loud.

Repeat yourself 3 times.

“I believe in myself.”

“I am grateful for life itself.”

Have these messages impressed in your mind.

Say whatever you have to say to create your reality into existence.

Manifest your life into your wildest dreams.

Or manifest this life into a living nightmare.

Good luck to all that are battling against themselves.

A greater you lies within.

No one is perfect.

We can all attempt to be perfect.

In attempting to be perfect.

You will lose your sanity.

A creature/object as simple as a tree.

Is one of the most beautiful sights you can lay your eyes on.

And this tree is the most beautiful creature in my eyes.

We should not all aim to look the same.

Instead be original and yourself.

Originality is rare these days.

If we were to all look the same.

Then who is this ‘you” or “I” that “we” speak of?

The ego race is perfectionism.

Perfectionism is one of your worst enemies.

Everything is connected to one life force.

In saying everything is connected to one life force.

Nothing can be perfect.

Patience is an infinite game.

Patience never ends.

We are all one.

There is no separation or differences besides the ones we manifest in this world.

Just remember.

To never give up on thyself.

Manifest a positive outlook on life.

Instead of manifesting a negative outlook on life.

I love everyone!

Love is the only weapon that will save us all.

Save yourself before it is too late.

Do not take your life or do anything you would regret.

It is always brighter on the other side.

The greater the storm the greater the rainbow.

Think about that.

The moments that possess the highest energy.

Will provide you with more opportunities to learn and to become your greatest version.

The negative moments in life are needed to become your greatest version.

I use every negative moment and all the negativity I create within myself towards positivity.

Creating my art that I express to the world.

You need an outlet for negative energy.

That outlet can be anything.

Ignore creating more hatred in the world.

Creating more anger and negative energy in this world.

Will only lead you down the wrong path.

Anger and anger create a windstorm of fire.

Love and love unite and create peace/unity within each other.

To love is to be out of your own ego and to accept others for who they are.

To use anger is to be completely in your ego having an opinion about every little thing.

Ego is acceptable here and there, but I rarely recommend using your ego.

All you have to do is love yourself and that is it.

When you love yourself there is no reason to hate on others for who they are.

Few know how to love themselves enough to know what is “correct” within their mind.

Be you and there will be nothing to worry about.

Good luck my earthlings.

I love you all!!

Started a new drawing! (About halfway finished)

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The last drawing that was finished. Wasn’t intended to take so long. I thank everyone for their patience.

It is always interesting to know how the audience will interpret the art. I never really know what to think about the art that I create. All I know is how to create. To create is to create using the energy within the depths of your soul.

Art comes from within your soul. Emotions/energy that happens to be positive and negative. All the energy that is buried away is released. All of this energy is applied to the art itself.

Whatever you feel at the moment is what you create. Energy is everywhere and all over the place. There is plenty of energy for everyone to share.

Let’s all get along in this world. Don’t you think so?

When people ask. “How do you create your art.” Well, I have no answer. Besides that, it all comes from within my soul.

The art and words that you observe are nothing but creative energy flowing through my mind/soul.

We all express differently. This is how I happen to express myself.

Don’t attempt to be another soul in this world. Besides the soul that is within thyself. Most ignore themselves and their soul. Attempt to be yourself and not everyone else.

I had no idea what to draw next after completing “Divine Feminine.”

Asked my father what I should draw. He gave me a few suggestions. I went along with what he said. Just creating in my “style.”

Usually, don’t think about the next creation till the very moment I complete the piece I am arting on. The mind can only concentrate on one thought or idea. If the mind is scattered everywhere the energy won’t be as powerful. You will end up stumbling all around looking similar to a buffoon.

Keep the mind clear and focus on one moment at a time. There is no rush in this world besides the rush you create within yourself.

Adding to the sketch at this very moment. Let’s see what we come up with……

Divine feminine

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I will attempt my best to explain this drawing.

There are feminine and masculine traits.

Females have more power/energy.

Labels of each gender are different and quite stereotypical.

The woman. Feeds the family. Cleans. Becomes pregnant. Has the labor of the baby. Raises kids. Lots of love is created and spread. Provides for loved ones. Etc….

Tell your mother you love her. Your mother is everything. Without your own mother, you wouldn’t exist.

Mother nature is a woman.

The earth is more of a being than an earth. The earth has feelings similar to us. The earth reacts to everything we do with it.

The earth is both a female and a male.

The soul is what truly matters the most.

The external world is an illusion.

Imagine every “mother” being a “father.”

As well as every “father” being a “mother.”

If single dads were running this world, I doubt they could “accomplish” as much as our mothers have accomplished for us.

Not hating or ignoring the fathers that are “mothers” to their children as well.

Love expands the mind and ignorance dumbs the mind.

Females have more power in the end.

“Feminine qualities” help you grow as a human being.

Loving.
Kind.
Caring.
Affectionate.
Expressive.
Feelings hurt and need to look within to ignore the negativity.
Insecurities.
Self-image.
Health.

Basically self-care.

I could go on forever.

Thinking most will understand what I am attempting to say.

“Masculine qualities” don’t really help you grow on thyself.

Work.
Hands dirty.
Tough love.
Ignore inner self.
Not expressive.
Takes it how it is.
Ego.
Control.
Lazy.

Everything I express is quite stereotypical of each gender.

All I am trying to Express is we need both feminine and masculine traits.

The internal world is more important than the external world.

Labels are quite stereotypical.

Everything is stereotypical.

We need both feminine and masculine traits to become our greatest versions.

I believe “love” is the correct way to handle a situation instead of “ignoring” the problem.

“Love” = feminine.

“Ignoring the problem” = masculine

But to ignore the problem. The problem will only increase.

Love will solve anything.

Without love and to ignore love. You will become blinded instead of becoming who you truly are. A divine being.

If anything I am more “feminine” then “masculine.”

Your inner feelings are worth more than any object or possession.

Self-care is priceless. Without yourself, you couldn’t be here to be you.

Don’t regret not being yourself. If others don’t accept you. That is their loss. Not yours.

Taking care of thyself should be your first priority. Not your last priority.

I am living this life to “love” each and every soul. Most importantly myself. Thyself.

I am not living this life to regret each moment and to be living in negativity.

“Hatred” arising in each moment for no reason. The “hatred” is within yourself and it is nowhere to be found. Hatred is not a disease. It is who you are within the moment you decide to become angry. Hatred is within you and you are hatred. An angry soul.

Emotions are not really you, but then they are you. Emotions are here and there.

Love is infinite. Love is the answer and the only answer.

Ego knows too much and creates more problems.

Love is all I can say……

The more love you spread.

The higher the chance the world will be at peace with each other.

In time the world will come together and unite into one.

All you have to do is believe in love.

Be your greatest version and that is all that matters.

Love is a priceless feeling that few experience. But what really is love. I guess love is self-explanatory.

Love is different for us all.

Just remember to love and to not create more hatred in the world.

Hatred separates.

Love unites.

The last paragraph explains the foundations of the artwork.

When I look into my art I see many stories as well. It is hard to explain.

This is what I wish to say.

This is only for you to read along with. If you have nothing to say after. That is okay with me. All I wish for you to do is listen to me………

I believe our purpose on this earth is to raise human consciousness and to live each moment in love. Whatever you can do to benefit the world. Creating love for you and others. Love holds the highest vibration known to man. Love has the highest frequency out of all frequencies. The meaning of life is life itself. We are all running around in a delusional vehicle of flesh holding a soul within our body. Attempting to become something greater than what we already are. Forgetting life itself in the process. To not even acknowledge life itself. Instead, we are too blind. The love is being forgotten and the ego is not. Ignore living life at a fast pace. Especially with an abundance of negative energy. With more negative energy life will be a slow process. It will feel as if life itself will never end. All you will want is for life to end in a negative mindset. To live your life in love and positivity. You will live each moment in gratitude and the appreciation of existing. Positivity is always the answer. To create more love in the world. Or to create more hatred. You are either hatred or love. When you “hate” yourself there is no “growing.” When you “love” yourself. Each moment is another moment to become your greatest version. Life will feel as if it is a dream when you use love. Existing in itself is mind-blowing. Appreciate this life or you will never appreciate thyself. To ignore thyself is to never be yourself. Each individual has to express what they feel. If you don’t express who you are. Possibly this you that is within you isn’t the you that you wish to be within. Greatness is always around the corner. “New and greater” parts of your being are here. It is just that you haven’t “discovered” them within yourself. Look within. All you have to remember is to never give up on yourself. To give up on yourself is to not love yourself. To love yourself is to express yourself and then you are being yourself. If you aren’t yourself, then this you that is you isn’t you. Expression is everything. Without Expression, you couldn’t express who you are. We are all our own artist of life. Even if you don’t think you are an artist you are. Everything is an expression of another expression. It never ends. Neither does life so you should continue on living. Remember to be “you.” Instead of being a “you” that someone has told “you” to be. Embrace the real “you.”

Live life in fear or love………

Quote #69

69Why do you believe what you believe?

Possibly it is because you have been learning the same thing you have been learning since you were a child.

Not much has changed.

What I am about to say might overwhelm some people.

This is nothing but words and an opinion.

Words to provoke thought and to create happiness and love………

This life at this very moment.

Will be the greatest life I will ever live.

Out of each life that I have lived.

As well as any future lives.

This one will be lived the best.

The preacher man tells me how to live this life.

I do not think so.

I will look within my own soul and hear what it has to say.

Heaven is on earth.

If we are not in heaven are we in hell?

Oh, wait possibly we are in hell because we go to heaven after this.

I am so confused.

Where are we “now?”

If we are neither in heaven or hell.

Then we are here “now”

If the life after this life happens to be greater than this one I have lived.

Then I have failed myself.

To only have dreamt of a heaven, but to never truly experience the whole heaven or dream.

This life is heaven and I will live in my own reality if that is what it takes.

I find it quite confusing that individuals worry about their next life, but could care less about this current life.

At this very moment.

Most people are daydreaming about what they could be doing.

Instead of being who they truly are.

If you do not love yourself, are you in a living hell?

You cannot escape your own soul.

What are you running from?

There is nothing to run from.

Love yourself and love will vibrate everywhere.

Do not worry about any other life besides this very life.

Live this life to your greatest potential.

For all, we know you could die tomorrow.

You are either living within a hell on earth or a heaven on earth.

Do not worry about what is next.

Avoiding the real problem.

Thyself.

Look within and do not be told what to “believe.”

I believe this life is heaven itself.

Possibly you are living within hell right now.

The choice is yours.

To live in a living hell.

Or a living heaven.

I recommend meditation.

I meditate a lot.

Meditation is misunderstood.

If anything look within yourself for the answers.

Instead of looking for answers within another source of “answers.”

Possibly the answers you have within you now are not the ”answers” you wish to believe.

We cannot all live the same life.

If we do.

Happiness is hard to find.

How can we all be happy doing the same things?

We are not all the same people.

If anything we all possess our own uniqueness.

We were not born into this world to copy and mock each other.

We were born in this world to be ourselves and not to be told who “yourself” is.

You will know who you are if you look within.

That is only if you dare to look within.

Most are frightened or are scared of what is within themselves.

To face the demons head-on or to let the demons slowly eat your soul away moment by moment.

There is nothing to hide from.

Stop hiding behind that shadow of a body.

Be your true self and set yourself free of every negative energy held within yourself.

When there is more positive energy than negative you are In heaven.

When there is more negative energy than positive you are in hell.

Mans ego is foolish and stupid.

We live in a world of material vanity.

Material is nothing.

Where are the heart and soul within everyone?

Do most hide in fear or live each moment in love.

If anything you are the material of life itself.

Everything is a tool in life.

We all use these tools differently.

Use your materials wisely.

Possession of oneself or possession of material itself.

I want to own myself and I do not want the material to own me.

Material vanity destroys man and makes man stubborn and selfish.

Sharing is caring.

The earth has provided us with everything we already “need.”

There is a difference between “want” and “need.”

A starving village “needs” food and water.

We all “want” a “million dollars.”

Needs and wants.

Material is a trap.

A trap of ignoring thyself.

The more material you have, the less energy you spend on thyself.

Being distracted from your soul and heart.

Sheep of material we are. Consume, consume, consume.

I recommend creating instead of consuming.

When you create or Express you are being your true self.

To Express yourself is to be your true self.

To not Express yourself is to keep all the demons locked in.

Ignoring your true self.

Material makes you lost.

If anything, material makes you spend less time with yourself.

Material makes you distracted from the “real” problems.

I do not own much of anything or material.

But I know for a fact that I own my own soul……

Material will never take me over.

I have the basic necessities.

Gadgets do not brainwash me.

Material is a never-ending game.

People keep consuming when they are never happy.

Thinking that there is no happiness.

The “material” is supposed to replace the happiness and your soul.

A large screen TV is not the meaning of life.

The dollar bill is not the meaning of life.

Material is not the meaning of life.

Be in control of thyself, and do not have material control your life.

Objects that have zero feeling makes you feel every feeling in the world.

The more you disguise yourself with material the more material is in control of you then you are in control of the material itself.

An imaginary object is in control of you.

As I said before.

Meditate my friend.

By doing nothing, you are doing everything.

Take a moment to do nothing and within that moment of doing nothing.

Something amazing will occur.

You will have the energy and “time” to stop what you are doing.

At this moment you should sit down and meditate

Begin to meditate on your own soul and look within. Listen to what your soul tells you.

All the energy you use tackling life.

Use that to meditate and on thyself improvements.

If you were to use all the energy you use on life itself on yourself for the positive and not the negative.

Nothing but your wildest dreams would occur.

To meditate and to not ignore thyself.

Or to not meditate and to have the pain continue to grow each and every moment that passes.

Without meditation, I would be quite lost.

More lost than I am now.

I am not really lost. We are all lost.

Put on this earth and running around similar to a madman.

“Doing” everything at once.

Everything is already here and you are here 100%.

There is nowhere to go and nothing to do.

Have your mind be your mind and not a mind of an altered soul you are not.

We all seem quite delusional.

Meditation has saved my life.

This is no joke.

Without meditation, I would be following my tail similar to a dog.

Running around in a constant circle.

I notice the “benefits.”

Science shows “proof” and evidence of creating new neural pathways in the brain.
More neurons in the brain and many more health benefits when you meditate.

You have either heard of meditation or you have not heard of meditation.

All you have to do is believe and if you believe.

Possibly all the “sitting around” will benefit you.

Most people sit on the couch all day for hours at a time.

Because they have “worked” all day.

I recommend “working” on yourself.

With all the time you spend laying around.

Meditate instead.

It is just an idea. 😉

You will appreciate what I have said or possibly you will think I am a “kook.”

Jahahahahaha whatever I have heard all the names and negative energy.

Nothing will destroy you but yourself.

I know that no one means most of the negative things they do or say.

The moment just overwhelmed them.

Their demons and lost parts show in the most “negative” moments.

Meditation is key.

When you look within you find all the “answers.”

All we can do is be ourselves at the end of the day.

If you are not yourself, then meditate even more.

Do not fear the voices within.

Listen to everything your soul tells you.

If you do not follow your soul you are not you.

I am living in an almighty heaven.

I am not sure what is next and no one “knows.”

All you know is what you think you “know.”

The answers within are infinite and whatever works best for the individual works best.

All I ask for is for you to be your true self and that is it.

Life itself is the meaning of life.

We often forget about the fact that life itself is here and all we wish to “do” is “do.”

Forgetting to “be.”

Many individuals living life with manic depression.

Imagine if there was nothing but pure darkness.

Zero senses and all you could hear was a ticking of a clock.

Stuffed in a dark room that never ends and there is nowhere to go.

Life itself is the greatest gift we have received.

Most get “lost” in the rat race working themselves up.

Forgetting the realist gift of them all.

Life itself.

Let’s try to appreciate life itself and imagine a life without life itself being here.

We would not be here and nothing would be here.

There is so much beauty in this world.

It is just your perception.

Perception is everything.

Are you living in a living heaven or a living hell?

It has been 3 weeks. (Almost complete!)

DSC_0575It has been a minute or two since the last update, hahahahaha. Sorry about that. Posted the last update a few days before I moved out of my old place.

All settled in now.

Couldn’t draw for a week or so. I had a chance and it was for an hour or two. This was the week I was moving.

The past two weeks I have colored a decent amount. Just no updates recently.

I guess the mental break from drawing was nice, but I was in desperate need of creating.

I crave creating similar to how some people crave certain foods.

I rather create than consume. The days I draw I never want to take a break or eat anything but I usually make myself take a break.

Don’t need to crash and burn anytime soon.

Need to keep the soul at ease and take care of thyself. All areas of life and not just one area. To be at your greatest potential you need to take care of yourself the best you can.

I am all about self-care. That is why I am not as active as I should be. But that is okay. Rather be “sane” in my mind than desperately running around like a crazy man.

I apologize about the length of time this drawing is taking me.

I have all of tonight to draw. That means I can get lost within the drawing.

Feeling a really high energy at the moment. Perfect for creating.

Let’s see what we come up with.

Taking it one shape at a time not creating anxiety. Anxiety is nothing but the mind messing with you.

Your worst enemy and best friend happen to be thyself. Without yourself and with yourself it seems to be challenging at times. It seems as if it will never get better.

I am a voice here to tell you that everything gets better over time. Everything is temporary and doesn’t last forever.

Don’t get attached to anything. When you attach to something you begin to suffer.

Life itself is infinite and anything can happen within a matter of seconds.

Enjoy life itself while the time is here. One blink of the eye and time could be gone forever……

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Think of yourself as a wizard.

Crafting up manifestations of thoughts.

Positive and negative.

Each combination of thoughts that go together create a potion.

Each potion creates a different manifestation.

You have to create and craft your own way of life.

I have had people I thought that believed in me completely tell me that what I dream is “incorrect.”

You do not really know anyone at all not even yourself.

You might think you know who you are but no one does.

We are all lost.

Everyone that thinks I am lost is lost themselves for saying I am lost.

We are all lost.

Keep your mouth shut unless something positive comes out.

You can “positively” “correct” someone.

Stop being such an energy vampire.

If you do not heal wounds of yourself.

You bleed on others as well.

You either work on your own dreams.

Or help others with their dreams.

I dislike when people ask me what I “do.”

We are all doing the same thing.

It is something called living and breathing hahahah.

As well as eating and shitting. Oh, I forgot we sleep too.

I am not everybody I am somebody and that somebody is me.

I am not similar to the rest.

I will become me and not a clone or robot of me.

When people ask me what “job” I have I always want to say “breathing.”

I can read peoples egos and auras/energies when I say “art.”

I always hear the saying “art isn’t a real job.”

What answer is that? Actually?

How disrespectful.

One time someone said something along the lines of this. I’ll never forget it.

“Art is a better hobby than heroin.”

Not sure if I was being compared to heroin or close to heroin.

Or possibly this was some crude humor.

I am a very funny and humorous guy.

Just don’t bring down others and compare your ego to oneself to feel better for a moment or two.

When people tell me I don’t have a “real job.”

Then I think this.

How about you don’t have a “real soul.”

I don’t go around judging others and comparing my egos to others.

We are all okay the way we are.

Improvement is within us all.

We live in a world of people that compare and say “I” and forget about “us and “we.”

Without one of us, we wouldn’t all be here.

I is we.

We is I.

All I wish for is each and every persons respect.

To respect others is to respect yourself.

To disrespect others is to disrespect yourself.

Do you love yourself?

To love yourself is to love others.

There is no “reason” why you should hate someone.

In the end, the reason usually comes down to thyself. Not the others.

People like to pick and choose what others need to work on because they are unaware of themselves.

In the end, thyself is in need of improvement and not the others that you think need improvment.

It is impossible to be “correct” and “perfect.”

All you can do is attempt to become your greatest version.

To attempt is to attempt 100% effort.

To try is to give 50% effort.

To try or to attempt.

There is no option to give up. 🙂

Love is within each and every soul.

Love will guide you to the “correct” direction.

To live life in fear or love?

To fear each moment or to love each moment.

Ego is the real question.

To possess an ego or to not possess an ego.

If you lose your ego all the fear disappears and vanishes into thin air.

As if the fear and ego are never real.

Nothing is really real.

It only gets a real as you manifest it to be.

Look within and manifest what you wish to manifest.

Or you help others with creating their dreams.

Sucking all the energy out of yourself and not even using the energy for the positive on thyself.

Losing connection to your soul and not feeding your soul with positive energy.

I’m a puzzle piece that doesn’t fit in this world.

So I have to craft my own world and fit in.

All I am trying to do is raise the energy and create positive vibes.

I feel as if people are just jealous, envious or some sort of “disadvantage” occurs within their “ego” of a mind.

We are all equal.

Skin and bones and nothing much else.

Let the dreamers dream and let the naysayers naysay.

In the end, you are either a dreamer or a nay sayer of people that are dreaming.

Wishing you could follow your dreams but no it is “too late.”

Guess what it is never too late.

Start dreaming now before life itself ends.

You can’t dream when you are dead.

So you might as well dream now.

There is no end till you end.

Live life in a positive outlook or live life in a negative outlook.

To live positive is to be optimistic.

To live life negative is to be pessimistic.

To be the impossible.

Or to be the “I’m-possible.”

Ignore the thoughts of others.

Listen to the inner voices of who you truly are.

Your soul speaks to you.

All you have to do is listen.

Most ignore the soul and live in their ego of a person.

Fearing every moment and worrying about thesmelves.

To be your true self.

To be a dreamer.

Or to tag along with all the nay sayers.

Much love to all!

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I often hear people saying that they sacrifice this for that.

What are they sacrificing?

Is this life living you or are you living it?

To sacrifice yourself is to be a slave to yourself.

Everything should be done with the intention of acting in love.

With love, there are no sacrifices in life.

Life itself sacrificed itself for you to be here.

Let’s have all the sacrificing stop.

From this day on.

Let’s use nothing but the power of peace, love, and unity.

Everything is within your mind.

Perception is everything.

All words have a different meaning or definition.

Each individual interprets or understands each definition differently than the person to the left or right of them.

We all think completely alike, but then again completely different.

Your surroundings and the energy attracted to each individual.

Creates thyself.

Without yourself, there is no self to find.

Is this “you” that they call you.

The actual you that you seek for?

If not.

It is time to start “sacrificing” each and every moment in life.

When I say this I don’t mean to “give up” each moment.

Instead, I mean it is time to attempt to become your greatest version.

Look within yourself and see who you truly are.

Use nothing but love in each moment.

After you know who you truly are.

Everything stops becoming a sacrifice.

Instead, each moment of life is lived in appreciation and gratitude.

Imagine if life itself was never here.

You can “sacrifice” all the time you want when you are dead.

Don’t have any excuses to not be at your full potential.

In the end, if you don’t become your greatest version.

The best that you can be.

You did nothing but “sacrifice” yourself.

This life was sacrificed.

And in the end, you did nothing to prove yourself to this world.

To prove yourself doesn’t mean to outperform other individuals.

Instead to live life in love and zero regrets.

To live the perfect life in “utopia.”

And to never regret a moment in life.

They say about 99.99% of people regret each moment in life.

Is this life lived in “sacrifice” or love?

To live in love is to never regret any moment that passes.

To sacrifice each moment in a negative way.

Is to never enjoy life at your greatest potential.

All of this might be quite confusing to some individuals.

At times I confuse myself with my own thoughts.

My thoughts are just as abstract as the art I create.

I didn’t decide to create all of these words or the art.

Life itself did.

I could say that I sacrificed each and every moment for my art.

But no I actually loved and enjoyed each and every moment.

There was no sacrifice.

Instead, there was 100% growth.

Every step matters, even if it is just a baby step. Remember there is no end to the universe.

In saying that. There is no end to you.

Become your greatest version you wish to be and live life in love.

Or toss in the towel and sacrifice life itself.

The term “sacrifice” is quite confusing.

Remember words are powerful.

All it takes is a few words of “energy” and someones life can manifest into a positive life or a negative life.

Use each word precisely

Language is an energy of itself.

Language is very advanced.

It is mind-blowing that we possess something this powerful.

Mindset is everything.

You manifest every amount of energy negative or positive.

Keep the mind clear.

Seek within.

Get lost, but not so lost you forget who you truly are.

I’m Brandon knoll.

But then again, not.

I’m the soul within.

All I wish to do is spread the love.

I am love.

I don’t define myself off labels or my ego.

I define myself with my soul and heart.

Labels separate people.

Love your neighbors and strangers just as much as the ones closest to you.

We are all nothing but a naked body in the end. With a brain of ideas. Usually forgetting about the heart and soul.

Don’t let the power get into your mind.

Take it easy my friend. There is no race besides the one you create.

Manifest everything that you dream.

Be in your own box and ignore the other individuals.

Let them be who they wish to be.

Be in the box you wish to be in.

Or be thrown into the same box as everyone else.

Be a rebel and be yourself.

To be yourself is to rebel against society and its expectations of “what” and “who” you should “be.”

Sacrifice your own ego and maybe love itself will enter your soul.

If anything I recommend sacrificing your ego.

If you do use your ego.

Use your ego for love.

Be wise with how you deal your energy into this world.

Mindset is everything and quite powerful.

Sacrifice nothing.

Life had To sacrifice itself for us to be here.

The plants/animals that aren’t “human” could have just been created and humans to be never created.

Think about that.

Each experience is a sacrifice of life itself.