Late 21st Birthday to me! -(02/01/1998)- “Special” -[Question and Answer]- Ask me anything you wish….

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I am an artist/writer/philosopher that lives in North America, in the United States.

I live in a small town of about 40,000 people.

Each person is similar to a ghost walking throughout the streets. You never really know each individual, but can observe and feel the presence of their energy. Each person having their own aura.

I have been creating art for the past two years now, in a serious way.

When people ask me “What do you do for a living.”

I always question what that means. What I “do for a living” really should not matter, should it?

I could be a bitter soul full of hatred and have all the money/ fame in this world. Your labels do not define who you are.

The energy you emit to the world, as well as the energy you feel within yourself, is who you are.

Labels do not change who you truly are.

Be your true self instead of hiding behind different masks.

Loyalty and trust are important when using your soul.

If I were to have all the money in the world I would still be who I am today.

I would help the people in need. Spread as much love around as I can.

My answer to this question.

“What do you do for a living.”

Well, I breathe, just like everyone else. I eat/ go to the bathroom. Oh and I sleep sometimes too.

My point is, I am nothing but human. I happen to make art for happiness and I am lucky enough that I can make it into a “career” in the future. The goal is a full-time “career”, well that is the dream.

This dream lies in my hands. The people help the dream happen including all the people reading this. It is all of the energy put towards the craft, every little amount of energy matters as much as the last amount of energy.

If it was not for each transcending moment, you would not be here at this very moment. Every second put into the art means that much more of an improvement. Even if I “fail” at a drawing. It is still an improvement.

I look at my art as play and not work, you do not get paid for something you enjoy. You get paid for something that you do not enjoy.

Then again you can contradict what I just said. I am thinking most will understand what I am trying to explain.

You only get paid for something you do not enjoy because then there is no need to be doing what you are doing if the only reason is for the money and nothing else.

If you get paid for something, what you are doing is nothing more than a duty.

No one pays the children to go have fun and run around outside.

We live in a society that is ego driven and we automatically think we have to be “rewarded” something for everything we do.

Imagine if I told you that everything you did you would receive nothing in return.

All you would receive is the gift of life each and every day.

Material and money should not control your life.

Live your life through your soul and love instead of being controlled by the illusions of life.

Health is wealth.

Attempt “working” on your health.

A positive mindset also comes with a healthy body.

It is as if no matter what we are never happy enough as a collective.

Everyone is always waiting for the next thing or waiting for more of something.

If you think about it there is nothing that is next.

You can’t have everything at the moment.

There is only the now.

All you must do is be and live in the moment.

Patience is at an all-time low for most individuals

I recommend becoming more patient.

Everything I do is out of my imagination and nothing else. It is all just for fun. All being an act of play at the end.

All of the money is extra. What I care most about is the energy people give me towards the artwork. The expressions as well, So I guess the new energy created and the love that the art creates in this world.

By being yourself you bring a whole new energy to this world.

There is only one of you.

Start being “yourself” now.

If each day you are manifesting more positive energy into your life.

You are on the path to becoming your greatest version.

We all have different energies to offer the universe.

Remember to not be so locked up and do not fear to share your state of mind in this world. Even if it hurts, in the end, it is better to be a “real” you than a “fake” you.

Here I sit typing up this blog, aging every second that passes by. To never grasp any moments that pass by but only to live in each moment the best I can.

The imagination lets you “remember” past times. Everything is your imagination, all of these mind games I tell you.

Looking into the past or imagining what the future holds for you can be scary or pleasurable. It is always the moments with the most energy that you never forget in your lifetime. The happiest and the saddest moments, usually these moments are imprinted on the brain.

It is the way you stand back and observe each moment, there is yin and yang in all situations. The individual just needs to see a deeper message or meaning. We need more of this yang. The greater energy out of the two. Positive energy will force out the negative energy. It feels as if more negative energy is flowing around the world at the moment.

It is on each individual to create each moment.

No one is perfect, I always attempt my best with my imagination. I do not always create the piece of art I manifested within my mind, but I am happy with what is created.

The next time you get a chance to become your greatest version learn how to manifest a brighter future.

It is best to live in the moment you physically are in, at this very moment and no other moment. If you live in a different moment of time then your mind is not even in the “now.”

It is hard to appreciate what you see at this very moment when you are not living in this very moment. Destroying the purpose of life in a way.

All of this is very ironic.

Stop living in regret, choose to live in the “now.”

To dwell on past moments is a bad idea. Nothing can be fixed or changed, just reflected upon.

Yes, this is a picture of me, I never post pictures of myself.

This photo was from about a year ago.

I am lazy and do not want to take a current photo, hahaah.

The only difference Is I have more of a beard and a lot more hair. My hair is getting quite long.

Now here I am at this very moment typing this. If it was not for the moment in my mind, that I decided I wanted to go full out on this “art’ thing. I would not be here at this very moment typing this. It all would be nothing but a “dream.”

Here I am happier than I was last year, many positive and negative situations occur to everyone within their lifetime.

I do not wish to speak of myself, I would have no idea what to tell you. I never really have anything to say, unless I am talked to or if people ask me things.

Yes, I do talk a lot but most of the time to myself. As we all do, I probably talk to myself more often than most do, hahahaha.

With time and experience, the universe will create my future, all I have to do is play with the universe and not give up. Listen for the signs when they are there and follow through.

Remember to not ignore the intuition, heart, and soul. The soul, heart, and intuition guide you throughout your life.

Trust the energy you are feeling at the moment. Each moment creates the next moment. Pay attention to the energy and do not ignore the energies you feel in your presence.

“Chaotic Shapes” aka “Brandon Knoll” is signing off, ask me anything you please. It can be something as simple as 1, 2, 3. Or possibly a question as complex as the creation of this universe. I do not know the literal answer, hahaha. I just mean a question that is very complex and mysterious. Love to have conversations with people who are interested in the same thought patterns as me.

I am ready for all people and types of questions, do not be too scared to ask anything.

Nothing is too weird/strange or abnormal for me. I accept it all, hahaha.

I am no greater than you, all of us are equal. All I happen to do is create some art and besides that, I am a happy and a humble soul.

All I wish for is peace, love, and positivity to vibrate throughout each soul.

Ask any question as you please.

Go………

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Salvador Dali

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Throughout the process of this drawing, I was attempting to push myself past my limit of comfort.

My main focus was to make everything as abstract as possible.

The colors were a little mind-boggling to figure out, but I am up for any challenge.

Each piece should challenge you more than the last work of art.

Somehow I end up surprising myself each and every piece of art.

Sometimes I have no idea how I create what I create.

Everything happens within the moment of the moment.

Time and space are forgotten when creating art.

Through art, the soul is set free.

You forget you even have a body.

There are no rules in art.

Create as the soul wishes.

Art is the greatest way to teach yourself about life.

Through art, you learn patience and learn how to love.

You appreciate the moment more than ever.

The process of art is similar to the process of life.

Be diligent with everything you do.

A piece of art could take you a lifetime to “complete.”

Technically no piece of art is finished.

You just have to stop yourself from adding more to the piece.

Life is a never ending journey.

The moments in between life create the life we are living now.

Art is a process of small steps put together, creating “one whole moment.”

Art shows you the “answers” to life.

Through art, you nurture the soul.

Salvador Dali is an example of someone who is their true authentic self.

He was quite a “crazy man.”

Then again all “artists” are crazy.

When you step outside of the box and question yourself as well as your surroundings.

Then you realize everything makes sense, but nothing makes sense at the same time.

Life is just a hallucination perceived differently by each person.

The “artist” expresses themselves through their own reality.

Attempting their best to explain their thoughts that make them question everything.

To accept everything for how it is.

Is quite hard for the “free minded” person.

We are all “artists” most just forget to be themselves.

“Their true selves.”

Think freely instead of being told what to think.

No one is perfect in this world.

All we can do is become our greatest versions.

Each day holds infinite possibilities.

If you believe in yourself anything is possible.

Do not give up even when you feel weak.

It is the challenges and storms in life that help you become your greatest version

The negatives help you become your greatest version.

Showing you what is hidden behind the truth of reality.

The positive moments remind you how beautiful life is.

We need both the positives and negatives to live this life.

Everything is only seen as perceived.

Remember to keep on creating and to be your true self.

Vibe at your own frequency.

Do not let others drain you of your energy.

Be the light within the darkness.

Anything is possible if you believe within yourself.

Here are a few quotes I would like to share by Salvador Dali. I relate to what he says within each quote. I am sure many other individuals will as well.

-Mistakes are almost always of a sacred nature. Never try to correct them. On the contrary: rationalize them, understand them thoroughly. After that, it will be possible for you to sublimate them.

“What is important is to spread confusion, not eliminate it.”

-There is only one difference between a madman and me. The madman thinks he is sane. I know I am mad

-“I believe that the moment is near when
by a procedure of active paranoiac thought, it will be possible to systematize confusion and contribute to the total discrediting of the world of reality.”

“You have to systematically create confusion, it sets creativity free. Everything that is contradictory creates life”

-Surrealism is destructive, but it destroys only what it considers to be shackles limiting our vision.

-“It is not necessary for the public to know whether I am joking or whether I am serious, just as it is not necessary for me to know it myself.”

-“A true artist is not one who is inspired, but one who inspires others.”

-“The difference between false memories and true ones is the same as for jewels: it is always the false ones that look the most real, the most brilliant.”

There are many more quotes I could post that I can relate to. I will stop before I get too carried away.

Much love to all!

QUOTE #1 REPOST (NEW ADDITION)

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Life is quite simple.

There are the trees and there is a sun.

The water flows down the stream.

The sky possesses gusts of wind from time to time.

They say twenty-four hours are in a day.

Without the concept of time.

Twenty-four hours could be a lifetime or possibly 4 minutes.

We only know what we know because of what we are told.

What we “know” is it to be “true” or to be “false.”

Life’s outcome is in your control, but not 100%.

The universe is in more control than anything.

All you need to stay alive is the energy of love.

I might be just a kid.

With just a pencil.

But that kid.

With just a pencil.

Feels many emotions and has much to express to others.

I wish for the negativity to stop and the love to increase.

Being an artist you throw yourself into this world.

Everything from your inner self released to the outside world.

Your “true self” is 110% exposed.

Expressing all most everything I feel and everyone knows the “true” me.

Being my “real self.”

To create art.

You have to step outside your own boundaries and mind.

Step outside of the box you are already within.

When you step outside of the box you are in.

Growth is developed.

There is a lot out there. More than the world you live within.

Remember anything is possible just don’t give up on yourself.

Doubt and fear are your greatest challenges.

Facing your fears helps you grow into a greater you.

Ignoring your fears leads you down the depths of a never-ending tunnel.

To find the light or to live within the darkness forever.

You manifest everything one way or another.

Even if you think you don’t.

You are everything and all things at once.

But then again, not.

Everything is the perception of the mind.

Being an artist is quite imaginary and delusional.

Talking to yourself and creating never-ending ideas within your mind.

Expecting others to be interested.

Without knowing there lies a message and intention in everything.

Even if you don’t intend to create an intention or purpose. You do.

Within the roots of each human. Each individual shows their true self.

The inner self is never shown unless expressed.

I am the happiest kid alive.

All I need is a pencil and I can entertain myself for an infinite amount of lifetimes.

Life is quite simple and easy.

It is just the energy you put into the world.

You get the same energy back that you put into this world.

Negative attracts negative.

Positive attracts positive.

Then again.

Negative and positive are both needed to understand the difference between the two.

We need both negative and positive to live.

I recommend nothing but the power of love.

Be proud of the person you are. The value of thyself, and not the worth.

I rather save 1 billion souls than obtain 1 billion dollars.

Energy never dies.

Numbers are infinite and never end.

The numbers never end, so your happiness will never start.

If all you depend on is the numbers.

It will be similar to following a never-ending path.

Numbers can never make you happy.

Saying that your happiness with never start.

Or begin.

Begin your journey of happiness now or regret each and every moment of life.

I send positivity and love to each soul reading this.

Create nothing but positive energy. Ignore the hatred from others.

Attempt your best to resist joining the negative mindset of others.

Be the best you that you can be.

Much love!

Milestone 200+ blog posts. (208)

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Been meaning to post this for a while, achieved this a few weeks back. About two weeks ago. Finally found an open day for me to post this. Rather post drawing updates than a “thank you” message for 200+ posts.

Every Saturday I try my best to post a quote, so far I’ve been constant. Post around two or three drawing updates a week.

In the post where I said thank you for 150+ blog posts. I mentioned something about adding another tab to the website. I said once I reach 4,000+ followers I would add this tab.

Change of plans, hahahaha. Sorry about that, I really wish I could create this tab and share all these different writings with you. I haven’t stopped writing everything I plan to post. It’s kinda a never-ending process and so are the images.

I have journals and notes of writings that keep stacking up. More and more each day. Words of love and words that I wish will bring the people together. That’s all I wish for, this world to come together.

People tell me that this world will never come together. Nothings stopping you, but your negativity within your mind. Change is within.

Many individuals choose to hate instead of love. The inner self is confused and uncertain what to do, so the monkey mind begins to speak out loud.

If you wish to make a change in this world, take a look at yourself instead of going around correcting everyone else. Love and not hatred.

Whenever my mind is thinking. At this moment I write down what my mind tells me. It’s as if someone is talking to me. I say this is my intuition. The guider of my paths. What to do and where to go. The person who is deep down within the soul, but is scared to come out.

At the moment this drawing is consuming my soul. But in a good way. hahaha.

Soon to be, when I hit around 5,000+ followers, I’m going to release this new tab. With more “art” related creations. Similar to stories or lessons. Spiritual teachings. Been writing a lot of stories, poems, and a few other things. I’ll combine all of it into one tab I’m thinking.

I’ll attempt my best to have the basics of the tab added soon. I’ll sketch a blueprint of what the tab will look like. Then I can add each writing as I please. If I don’t do this after 5,000+ forgive me, hahahaha. I wish I had more time for arting. Too bad the “real world” is here.

I’m comfortable enough to share my thoughts with the world. Being an artist you do release and show the world your true self through your art and emotions. The real you, the person within the skin. Not the exterior, but the interior self. Thyself is truly exposed.

So at the end around 3-4 posts a week. Soon I’ll have this new tab, so another post each week or so. Much more to come…..

That seems to be a decent amount of posts for me, always try my best with the words and the flow of the blog posts. Hope I create love and happiness within each person. Thank you for reading and observing my artwork.

I appreciate every individual who has taken their own individual time to observe and read any blog posts. I’m sure some followers have read all 200+ blog posts. Thank you, this shows your loyalty and love.

The energy of love and happiness is felt within my heart.

Thank you, everyone, for reading everything and looking at all the art I post!

Much love. ❤

Late 20th Birthday to me! -(02/01/1998)- “Special” -[Question and Answer]- Ask me anything you wish….

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I’m an artist that lives in North America, in the United States. I live in a small town of not that many individuals. About 16,000 people so not a lot, but then again it’s a good amount. Each person is like a ghost walking throughout the streets, you never really know each individual, but can observe and feel the presence of their energy, each person having their own aura.

I’ve been creating art for the past year now, in a serious way. When people ask me “What do you do for a living.” Well first off, that really shouldn’t matter, should it? I could be a bitter soul and full of hatred and have all the money/ fame in this world and nothing would change. I would still be who I’m today.

So my answer to this question.

“What do you do for a living.”

Well I breathe, just like everyone else does and I eat/ go to the bathroom. Oh and I sleep sometimes too. My point is, I’m nothing but human. I happen to make art for happiness and I’m lucky enough that I can make it into a career in the future. The goal is a full-time career, well that’s the dream.

This dream lies within my hands and the same with all the people reading this. It’s all of the energy put towards the craft, every little bit matters as much as the last bit. If it wasn’t for each transcending moment, you wouldn’t be here at this very moment. Every second put into my art means that much more of an improvement. Even if I “fail” at a drawing. It’s still an improvement.

I look at my art as play and not work, you don’t get paid for something you enjoy. Then this is called “work.”

You only get paid for something you don’t enjoy because then there is no need to be doing it, if the only reason is for the money and nothing else. Then it’s nothing more than a duty.

No one pays the children to go have fun and run around outside. So, therefore everything I do is out of my imagination and nothing else. It’s all just for fun. All being an act of play at the end.

All of the money is extra, the thing I care most about. Is the energy people give me towards my artwork. The expressions as well, So I guess the new energy and the love that art creates in this world.

It brings a whole new energy to this world. We all have different energies to offer the world. Remember to not be so locked up and share your state of mind in this world. Even if hurts, in the end, it’s better to be a “real” you than a “fake” you.

Here I sit typing up this blog, aging every second that passes by. To never grasp any moments that pass by but only to live in each moment the best I can. The imagination lets you “remember” past times. This is nothing but your imagination, all of these mind games I tell you.

Doing this can be scary or pleasurable. It’s always the moments with the most energy that you never forget in your lifetime. The happiest and the saddest moments, usually those moments are imprinted on the brain.

It’s the way you stand back and observe each moment, there is yin and yang in all situations. The individual just needs to see the deeper message or meaning. We need more of this yang. The greater energy out of the two. Positive energy will force out negative, it’s just more negative energy is flowing around this world at the moment.

It’s all on each individual to create each moment.

No one is perfect, I always attempt my best with my imagination. I don’t always create the piece of art I manifested within my mind, but I’m happy with it. The next time you can improve even more, learn to manifest even greater.

It’s best to live in the moment you physically are in, at this very moment and no other moment. If you live in a different moment of time and your mind isn’t even in the “now”, you can’t even appreciate what you see at this very moment. Destroying the purpose of life in a way. All of this is very ironic.

Don’t live in regret and choose to live in the “now.” To dwell on past moments is much of a bad idea. Nothing can be fixed or changed, just reflected upon.

As I stare into the distance, it has been a year and one week since I decided to become an “Artist.”

Yes, this is a picture of me, I don’t post pictures of myself quite often. Here is a glimpse of my backside, hahaha. 😉 You get a little picture of my side face.

Now here I’m at this very moment typing this. If it wasn’t for the moment in my mind, that I decided I wanted to go full out on this “art’ thing. I wouldn’t be here at this very moment typing this. It all would be nothing but a “dream.”

Here I’m happier than I was last year, many things positive and negative occurred within this year of my life.

I really don’t wish to speak of myself, I wouldn’t know what to tell you. I never really have anything to say, unless I’m talked to or if people ask me things.

Yes, I do talk a lot but most of the time to myself. As we all do, I probably just do it more often than most so, hahahaha.

With time and experience, the universe will create my future, all I have to do is play with the universe and not give up. Listen for the signs when they’re there and follow through. Don’t ignore my intuition, heart, and soul. For these things will truly guide me throughout my life. It’s all in the energy you’re feeling in the moment that creates the next moment.

“Chaotic Shapes” aka “Brandon Knoll” is signing off here, ask me anything you please. It can be something as simple as 1, 2, 3. Or possibly a question as complex as the creation of this universe. I don’t know the literal answer, hahaha. I just mean a question that’s very complex and mysterious. Love to have conversations with people who are interested in the same thought patterns as me.

I’m ready for all people and types of questions, don’t be too scared to ask anything. Nothing is too weird/strange or abnormal for me. I accept it all, hahaha.

I’m no greater than you, all of us are equal. All I happen to do is create some art and besides that, I’m a happy and humble soul.

All I wish for is peace, love, and positivity from each person.

Ask any question as you please.

Go……..

 

1 Year Anniversary/Milestone. (Thank You)

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So it has been a year apparently, this is what WordPress is notifying me with. 1 year, that wasn’t that long ago. I remember the day making this blog, it felt like yesterday. Others have helped me get where I’m today.

Life is nothing much but a team effort, with just yourself it’s quite hard to accomplish anything. Someone will help you at least one way or another. Throughout this year, I have got a lot of help from many people. Without these people, I wouldn’t be here at this very moment typing this. Possibly doing something else and not even focusing a single amount of energy towards art.

I remember all the times I didn’t create art at all. Those were the worst times, things always had a negative energy towards them. I walked around angry and depressed at this world. More lost than I’m now. We’re all lost humans, all lost in our own ways.

Have it be emotional problems, health issues, insecurities…… etc. I think most will understand what I’m saying. We’re all prisoners of our own minds. All sitting within a chair in the middle of a dark room to see nothing but pure darkness. Every thought and memory to creep up on you. As if nothing but words and visions are monsters attacking you while you defend them off.

Visions are played through your mind over and over to never forget. It’s only the things you wish to forget that you don’t forget, how Ironic. The mind is a tricky thing.

Throughout this year, I have learned quite a lot. In all different aspects of life, good and bad. That’s just how it’s. Moments will not always be great, but just attempt to make them greater than they seem to be.

Saying this, art has found me in life. or maybe I found the art, who knows. I guess either way works if you think about it.

Now I sit here, 1 year later from the day I typed up my first blog post. An individual who didn’t know what he was doing. This person was so dazed and confused they didn’t know what right from wrong was.

First Blog post: VVVVV

(Recommend reading this, will know me more as a person and understand more.)

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/02/02/first-blog-post/

The reason why I say this is this.

“Everything I have done in my life, each person has something to say about it. Each definition of their thought being their own. Then there are my thoughts, my ideas, and my emotions. Never two humans alike, it’s as if you caused an offense of some sort. By speaking your state of mind. Being your original self and not a copy, creating your own destiny and not following a path someone gives you. A map with an X marks the spot. If you happen to do anything that someone doesn’t like, the thought they will have towards you will be negative. If I’m happy doing what I’m doing, then there is no reason to stop, people often walk around and tell each other what’s up as if they know everything. If I’m happy doing what I do in the end. Then I’ll continue doing so, even if it means the whole world not accepting me. I rather accept myself than have a bunch of people accept me for who I’m not. Nothing much, but a false reality. happiness is different for everyone and no one will understand but yourself. If it means losing individuals and possessions, then I guess you do that. All I wish to be is happy and that’s it, that’s all I want and nothing else.”

This is the reason why I have changed so drastically in the past year or so. My mindset has changed a lot. It’s all about your mindset and you can accomplish anything you wish to do in this world.

Many will tell you that you can’t do something. With that mindset in your mind, that will just do nothing but destroy you. Take you down and make you feel like a nobody. I’ve learned to turn the negative energy into positive energy. Creating myself into who I’m today. This “Brandon Knoll” we speak of.

All I wish for is peace and love in this world, for the energy of love to spread like a virus of some sort. Nationwide love and nothing else. Peace with all humans. I’ve been told by many that all the thing I think are just “dreams” or “not possible.’ I’m pretty sure all the people that “succeeded” were told this too. So, in the end, it’s nothing but an ego of a person spewing words out of their mouth. Negative energy flowing from all areas. Some people just don’t understand I guess.

All I ask for is Love from each individual, no matter what they look like or sound like. None of that really matters in the end, it’s more about the soul of a human being.

A way I can find my happiness is through art and writing. Sharing my experiences with the world through art. Art is an energy form of itself in a way. A whole new creation brought into this world. Never seen before.

Not knowing what I was doing a year ago, I’ve learned a little bit. You always have more time for learning, no one knows too much or too little. This journey of life will be endless and it will never end, till you make it end.

“I’d like to thank everyone for following me on WordPress and all other people who support me as well. As an artist, you wouldn’t be where you’re if it wasn’t for the people. the people create the artist. So, in the end, my audience creates me. All of you are my “art family” I have good connections with a lot of individuals. Like I said, all I ask for is peace and love.

If it wasn’t for that one day I decided in my mind, “I’m going to be an artist.” Like I said at the begging of this post. I wouldn’t be here or have created a single piece of art.

All of this art I’m about to show you could have just been a “dream” or an “impossible idea” but somehow I sit here typing this.

It’s very hard to process life itself to me, every day I question everything and my existence. Being an artist my goal is to make you question your reality, but also question my reality as well. Be so creative that it takes me to a whole new level, every day I learn something new. I just can’t give up and the progress will keep on continuing.

I want everyone to remember don’t give up on yourself and seek for small improvements over time everything will add up. Just don’t rush the process and let it happen.

I’d like to share all of my analytics with everyone to show the progress and the improvements that have happened in the past year. Not doing this to shine my ego, but to show everyone that anyone can do anything. All you have to do is set your mind to it.

 

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On Facebook, I added up the shares on the Quotes. At a total of 516 shares on the quotes. That’s more than 365 so at least 1 share a day. Every share counts, just want to spread the message of love.

Thank you, everyone, for sharing the quotes with your loved ones. 🙂

 

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Thank you from ALL countries who have visited my blog! Even the ones not on the list. 🙂

 

Now to show the progress of the past year of artwork. Here are the drawings from the past year, I’ll put them in the best order I can.

I’m going to put a picture of each drawing. Then a link to each blog for the full details of each artwork.

If you have missed any drawings and wish to go back. You can do so by clicking on each link under each artwork. Throughout the time you can see the improvements. These are in order of creation.

 

 

 

External Beauty "The Horse"
External Beauty “The Horse”

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/02/14/the-horse-external-beauty/

 

 

Second-Chance
Second Chance

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/02/21/second-chance/

 

 

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The Heart

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/03/02/the-heart/

 

 

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Life is in your Hands

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/03/28/life-is-in-your-hands/

 

 

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Marilyn Manson

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/04/13/marilyn-manson/

 

 

 

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Iguana

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/05/15/complete-drawing-iguana/

 

 

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Fox

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/06/15/fox/

 

 

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Macaw

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/07/10/macaw/

 

 

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leopard

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/08/15/leopard/

 

 

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Lion

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/09/06/lion/

 

 

shark done
Shark

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/09/24/shark/

 

 

zebra
Zebra

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/10/20/zebra/

 

 

Multi Dimensional Cactus Landscape
Multi-Dimensional Cactus Landscape

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/10/31/multi-dimensional-cactus-landscape/

 

 

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Octopus

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/12/01/octopus/

 

 

black widow spider
Black widow spider

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/12/22/black-widow-spider/

 

 

Here are all the pieces of art from the year. The average drawing took a month or so, sometimes longer or shorter than a month.

I’d like to say thank you to everyone who has followed and who is following at the moment. wouldn’t be here without you. Thanks for letting me reach this milestone.

Much more to come this year……….

Let’s see what happens in 2018, the possibilities could be infinite. the future is unpredictable.

milestone 150+ blog posts. (164)

163

Been meaning to post this for a while, achieved this a few weeks back. Finally found an open day for me to post this. Rather post drawing updates than a “thank you” message for 150+ posts.

Every Saturday I try my best to post a quote, so far I’ve been constant. Missed a few weeks for the longest time. But now I’ve been consistent for months. Post around two to three drawing updates a week.

Soon to be, when I hit around 4,000 followers, I’m going to release something new. A tab with more “art” related creations. Similar to stories or lessons. Spiritual teachings. Been writing a lot of stories, poems, and a few other things. I’ll combine all of it into one tab I’m thinking.

Think I’ll feel comfortable enough by then. Being an artist you do release and show the world your true self through your art and emotions. The real you, the person within the skin. Not the exterior, but the interior self.

So in the end around 3-4 posts a week. Soon I’ll have this new tab, so another post each week or so. Much more to come…..

That seems to be a decent amount of posts for me, always try my best with the words and the flow of the blog posts. Hope I create love and happiness within each person who looks at my art and creations.

Thank you, everyone, for reading everything and looking at all the art I post!

Much love. ❤

Black Widow Spider

black widow spider

Just finished up the drawing about an hour ago.

Here are the final results. The artist within me is telling me that I’m done now.

In the beginning of this drawing, I had no idea where it was going. The legs of the spider were the most challenging. But quite exciting to create.

I’m not going to say what’s going on exactly. That’s for you to create within your imagination. There’s no one correct answer.

Imagine it as you want, we will all see something different within the image.

Depending on the person you’re. The image will interpret into something different.

The final image is a drawing of a black widow spider.

This spider is black everywhere except on its abdomen. A red hourglass is drawn on its stomach as if the spider is art itself.

It’s the most venous spider in North America. 15 times more deadly than the rattlesnake. Very few actually die from the bite. But it’s still very deadly.

They say spiders only attack if they’re attacked. They’re friendly animals, just a little scary looking. But then again if you zoomed in on a human, we’re kinda scary looking too.

The fear of spiders is just your imagination messing with you thinking into the future. That the spider will attack you, but in reality, it’s more scared of you than you’re scared of it. I learned a new word in the process of making this piece. “Arachnophobia”. Extreme fear of spiders.

The human compared to a spider is something like “Godzilla”. Hahahaha.

Most animals, bugs, creatures and so on. They’re all crazy looking and it looks like an artist created most of them. The detail in some animals is crazy as if someone sat down and painted everything on the skin of the animal.

When I look at the black widow spider, this is what I see.

A dark form of love.

The red represents some sort of love. The hourglass represents time.

A black widow spider is very, very loving it’s just that it’s looked at and judged to be “scary” looking.

When you mess with it, you’ll get bit. Just like when you’re in love with another human. Toxic love is still love, don’t confuse the two. Both will seduce you.

love and toxic love.

When people argue they still end up loving each other. Toxic love, but still some sort of love. It messes with your brain, making the decisions difficult. The individual will know if love is within their heart or not.

The bite is the venom, turning into arguments/problems that are in the relationship. Still some sort of love, but toxic love. Not certain on how to handle a situation.

The hourglass represents endless time.
The red represents love.
The venom represents the toxins within the relationship.

This is a spider of dark, toxic love, that tries it’s best but fails every time. No one sees the real beauty in it. Just venom and evil.

Within this creature shines true, pure love, it’s just hiding behind the evil scary looking outside.

This is just my thoughts about this animal, nothing I said was correct. Just my imagination talking to me.

Interpret the picture as you please.

Appreciate everyone for following my art, have a great night!

Don’t let the bed bugs bite.

A black widow spider might get you at night.

😉

Almost complete…

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Here is the progress of the drawing at the moment. Took a break to take a picture and post. Then I’ll have a few more hours of “play” time.

I call my art “play” not work. When you work you put an effort or force towards something. Yes, it takes energy to create art, but when it comes to art, that just happens with the flow. No forcing into a certain gear, complete freedom. No rules to play by. Play as you please.

Been drawing on this all afternoon. Drew over the weekend for a bit.

Having fun with the colors and shades. Always attempt my best with the color scheme.

Won’t know what this is till I’m finished coloring it in.

Looking at the image as of “now” anything could be there.

What’s in the image before your eyes. what do you see? Don’t let the colors fool you, the imagination is infinite.

 

60,000 views, Thank you!

60k

This morning I saw my total views were almost past 60,000. In the past few hours, it passed 60k. I appreciate every single person who has looked at my art and writings.

It’s more about the time people spend reading and looking at my work that I appreciate the most.

Time is one of the most valuable things we have. Everyone gets 24 hours in a day. Depending what you spend your time on is your decision, not anyone else is in control of that besides yourself.

Just 5 minutes of your time is quite a lot to me. If you were to add up all the time people spent reading your blog posts. That would be interesting.

Thank you, each and every one of you. I appreciate the support and effort people put towards my art.

The good and the bad. Not everyone will like your art, but that is okay. Not everyone will, certain individuals are attracted toward certain things. It doesn’t mean you should give up. Peoples thoughts about you don’t have to become your reality. If something makes you happy continue doing it.

If I were to show you art from when I was 13 or 14. You’d probably laugh and make a joke of it. People actually did. Middle school is when I kinda really started. I found this style a little bit, started experimenting. In high school, I stopped for a bit. Then continued and then stopped again.

Now I’m here again and this time I’m not giving up. The change and Improvement show it just takes time. Don’t give up on yourself be patient. No matter the circumstance, even if it’s not art. Just be patient and it will come at the right moment in time. Will post some of my older drawings to show examples, most weren’t originals. All the ones I have posted now are originals.

In my every day to day life, I forget I make art. I’ve told this to people before. It’s weird, I don’t understand. Neither do I know how to explain it. I just kinda make it, have fun and don’t force anything. Forced art doesn’t make sense to me. I’m an artist and i have no idea why, hahaha. I Must sound very crazy. It’s just something I enjoy and picked up as a child. Now I’m here.

Thank you one more time. Peace, love, and happiness to everyone! 🙂

Remeber to not give up on yourself, it’s just words playing with your mind. Don’t listen to all the mind games. Live your life stress-free. You can obtain what’s within your heart, just don’t give up.

 

 

 

10c

 

In the 50,000 view post, I had 9 countries. Now I’m at 10.

1 is better than none, I’m happy about every little change.

The little changes create the big changes over time. Making the game of life much more exciting. When comparing stats side by side, you can see the improvements. In a way, it inspires you to create more. But I can’t have the numbers go to my head, It’s more about having quality art. The numbers will come over time.

Thank you from every country that has visited my website, even the ones not over 1,000. I’m not going to forget a single person. Everyone matters the same amount to me.

Thanks for letting me achieve all of this, have a great night everyone! 🙂

Much love to this world and the people in it. ❤