Quote #83

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Use each and every day as an experience to become your greatest version.

When you observe an individual vibrating negative energy.

Imagine what they are doing, but imagine the complete opposite of what they are doing.

If an individual is manifesting negative energy they “should” react in a “positive” way.

We live in a world of opposites.

Then again, I guess everything is perspective and there is no wrong or right.

The negative souls are too blind to realize they are negative.

Positive souls look within themselves and find peace in all situations.

The positive people understand the “negative” souls are suffering.

The negative people understand the “positive” souls are in the process of healing themselves.

We are all the same in the end.

We are all “one.”

We are all in this world together.

Life is a never ending journey.

How do you know what is “wrong” and what is “correct.”

All I have to say is if you are raising the vibrations of the world manifesting more light into the world keep doing what you are doing.

If you feel the energy being sucked out of yourself as well as your reality.

I recommend shifting your way of life.

Observe everything in a positive perspective, even when the situation is full of negativity.

When you can “see through” peoples energies you have “mastered” using the soul.

The soul senses negativity and positivity.

Many people ignore the energies of the world.

Ignoring their soul.

If you are an “empath” you feel energies more than others.

At times absorbing the energies of the world is overwhelming for one individual.

One individual cannot take on the whole world.

You can only live within one moment, not infinite moments.

Saying that, appreciate the “now” right “now” jahahaha ;).

To be and set free.

Or to be stubborn and in the need to know everything and always be correct.

The “monkey mind” has to always “win.”

The mind has to be “correct” at all times.

The heart and soul are open minded to all thoughts/ideas and beliefs.

Use your soul instead of your ego.

Then you will start living this life in gratitude and appreciation.

Be a positive source of energy instead of becoming an energy vampire.

Give up and have the world suffer in your eyes.

Unless you wish to start on the journey of becoming your greatest version.

When you see an individual spreading negative vibes.

What the individual is “actually” doing should be the complete opposite of what they are doing.

Use other peoples negativity and manifest positivity.

Live your life on a positive timeline.

Reverse the energies.

Show your love to this world.

The universe is in need of love energy.

Spread as much love as you can.

Remember everyone will not be a positive source of energy.

Some individuals are born into this world to show us what “not” to be.

While some individuals are born into this world to show us what “to” be.

Life is quite simple.

Us humans “mess” everything up.

It takes “failure” to learn how to “win.”

You have to fail to win.

You have to win to fail.

Do not have your mind go down a negative thought pattern.

You are in control of your manifestations.

No one else is in control of your manifestations.

Manifest light over darkness.

Have the darkness, defeat you or strive for the light.

The light will help you realize the positivity in the darkest moments.

You are you for a reason.

We are all ourselves for a reason.

Only we know the reason why we are the way we are.

There will be no reason or “purpose.”

If the emotions are suppressed and you are acting out in negativity.

Living life blind to your actions.

Open “all your eyes” and the truth will come to you.

To me, the meaning of life is To live through love and the soul.

If you forget how to love you will forget how to live this life.

Peacefully interact with the humans around you.

Instead of creating everything into a war or competition

You are not your labels and belief systems.

You are your mental and physical health.

The energy within yourself defines you more than any material object or labels you possess.

Stop arguing who is “correct” and “incorrect.”

Instead, love each other and unite in peace.

Peace amongst the people.

This life is manifested into a living heaven or a living hell

The reality you decide to live in is up to yourself and no one else.

Be programmed and believe everything you are told.

Living in a life full of fear.

Unless you decide to think for yourself.

Unless you wish to be your greatest version. (Higher self)

To accept everything for how it is.

Is quite crazy to me.

Question everything, even the truth.

To know thyself or to not know thyself.

In the end, remember to manifest positive light as often as you can.

One cannot “do” or “be” everything.

Take it one moment at a time people.

Love to all!

Quote #41

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Isolation is either your best friend or your worst enemy. Destroying yourself or creating yourself. Which one to do, what one will have the greatest outcome in the end?

Emotions are everything we are. If a mind isn’t stable the person will not be at their best potential.

Many hide their true reflections behind closed doors. The ironic thing, there’s always a greater version laying within everyone.

It’s just the individual has to reach deep within their soul and find a deeper truth of why they’re feeling this way. What is the energy causing you to feel this?

Once you reflect on your broken pieces of a person, these pieces are fixed. Not 100% but more fixed than before.

Don’t crave sadness, your mind will attract any thought or feeling you wish for it to hold. Yes cry, but don’t become addicted to sadness, you’re better than that. I believe in you, there’s no reason to not have your head up. Don’t drag your body to the floor, live free and do what’s best for you. Not all individuals will understand your state of mind, but that’s okay.

Happiness is worth more than anything, you can’t purchase happiness. If so it’s only temporary and not for the long run. A scary road to be on. Don’t let the negatives take you to the floor.

Happiness is only worked on and achieved within the mind, a real-life energy.

Energy is more real than money itself. Yes, we all need it, but you only need to buy what you need to survive. Money is just an exchange of energy.

Money itself has no worth, besides the stamp on it that says it’s worth something.

There are no stamps on happiness, it cannot be bought, but only worked for within the mind.

The greatest thing to possess. “Happiness” it can take you very far in this world, you’ll appreciate every moment. Even the small moments that don’t mean much will mean a lot to you. Life itself is a precious gift, unexplained but truly amazing.

When you get this thought going through your head

“I’m here and I’m alive, anything is possible at any moment.”

Then that’s the moment you realize that you’re worth something. Life’s not worth throwing in the towel. You can manifest anything you want in this world.

The hands in front of you can achieve anything you desire. It just takes a lot of mind power to show the world your true self.

If all you do is throw in the towel, you can’t even say you tried. All you have to do is at least try and not attempt.

To attempt is to actually do something, but to try is to put forth some effort or less.

We all suffer within our minds, but it’s best to be what we desire. Don’t be at the end without even finishing the race.

If you think of any of these thoughts bellow……

“I’m worth nothing, everything I do is just a waste. Why am I even here, what’s the purpose? Why even try, life’s just worth nothing and I shouldn’t even try.”

There’s much of a ruptured mind. We all seek self-improvement, doing so in all different ways. Find what is best for you. Do what makes you smile and what make peace within your mind.

The mind is the most powerful tool we possess. It’s the only possession you literally posses. All other things are temporary or just there to look at and experience for a little bit.

The mind is here forever, to never be forgotten. Maybe put to the side, but not forgotten at all. It seems like many don’t care, to take care of this person we call “thyself.”

The person reading this right now, as in this “i” is you. You’re in control of your whole life, every thought and emotion is created by you. Someone else does not enter your mind and tell you to feel a certain emotion or think a certain thing.

Only this “i” we speak of is in control of this. Each person gets to determine what’s best for them in each moment. Creating an infinite amount of possibilities for the future.

No one really knows the true answers to anything, we all might think we know, but I’m not sure if anyone does. It’s more of what the individual thinks. Not saying this in a selfish way, but in a way of freedom.

Most of what you think and do in this world will manifest into who you’re as a person. Creating each individual reality, no other alike. The mind turns to play. All actions are only thought before doing.

I would like to say one more thing…

Emotion itself is proof that everything is made up of energy. Scan each person and each person will produce a different amount of energy. Being all different colors and shades. A brain scan of the whole body, if you understand what I’m talking about.

I’d like to leave one last line that I thought within my mind, to make everyone ponder this thing we called “life.”

“Sometimes for some people, it’s so hard that nothingness seems like somethingness. Treat others how you want to be treated. This works for everyone, not just some individuals. You’re nothing special. Just water, bones, and organs with a thought of conscious. Manifesting itself thinking you’re here, but in all reality, it’s just a dream. This reality Is more of a dream than a dream being a dream itself. This life is in full control and all energy is felt, in a dream the reality is similar. This reality is actually felt, a dream is much different often forgotten. We’re all nothing but walking around in a simulation of energy.”

Multi Dimensional Cactus landscape.

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Here is the final and complete painting. I had a lot of fun creating this one.

The feel with paint is a lot different than colored pencils. More child like and less weight on the paper. More free you can say.

When thinking about popular or well known art pieces usually they are paintings. I think I know why, it makes sense in my mind. The canvas cost quite a lot. paint is expensive. Paintings just seem to value more in general. That could be why. Looking at paintings up close is very interesting. you can see every stroke and emotion put into the canvas.

With a drawing you can’t really see where the person started or the strokes, but still as interesting. Don’t get me wrong.

I wish I could paint more after making this, in the painting mood now. Only if I could not care and paint on canvas after canvas. I’ll start painting on things besides canvas, it’s a thought hahaha.

This is a painting of a few cacti, in a field. If you look closely at all the details and colors, using your imagination. You can create a solid picture. I will not tell you what I have painted in the background. That’s for you to create within your mind. What would the purpose of art be if you were given the answer every time.

The guesses for this painting were all over the place Like usual. A few people had a very intricate description of what they saw. On the previous posts. Very good eyes you have, artists see alike.

Your assignment is to look at this painting and create whatever picture you want in your mind.

If you don’t see a cactus at all or anything else. That’s okay, all I ask for is for you to enjoy my work.

If all you happen to see is a bunch of crumpled up colors so be it. Anything is possible. like I always say, my art is neither correct or incorrect. It’s whatever the viewer imagines.

I can say everything I want, but it won’t matter in the end. because you won’t see what I see. You only see what you see. We’ll all see different colors, shapes and figures.

Goodluck.

 

An array of colors.

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Right here seemed to be a good spot to stop and take a picture.

There’s just enough left to paint where I think I’ll have it done next time I post. Not going to rush this, as normal. Taking my time.

With the style I have, the figures and shapes might be difficult to make up. That’s where your imagination kicks in and you stand back and take a look for yourself.

What do you see? The way I paint this isn’t really correct or incorrect, not sure how to explain it. Thinking everyone will understand.

Look closely at the colors and think of objects that happen to be those colors. After that the colors turn into solid shapes. Creating the picture you see in front of your eyes.

But then again, if I draw something not its original color. You’ll never know. The ideas and answers can go on forever. Find one that fits best with you, and stick with it.

The colors and shapes are different for all of us. It’s just how you interpret the picture.

I could explain every little detail in this painting, but if I were to do that it would take a century.

There’s no answer in art, so don’t look for one. Paint as you please and the picture will start making itself in the moment. Be anxiety free and breath. Eveything will be okay in the end.

At times I feel like I’m racing myself to finish the painting, but when I think of an answer, there’s none. Put this into perspective. The moment you create the picture, is the same moment you completed the picture. All moments are the same. So in reality there’s no rush it’s all created in the imagination. To confuse the mind is quite easy, be careful.

Just relax and paint, out of rushing and greed. I’ll ruin the true potential of each piece I make. To never show what I truly have hidden within me.

Enjoy the picture how you please, use that imagination of yours and start bending it around in all different positions.

 

Paint added to the canvas.

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When I applied the first stroke of paint to the canvas, I was feeling iffy on how this will turn out.

Like I said before It has been around 1.5-2 years. Haven’t painted something since I’ve been in high school. Don’t have random canvases and paints laying everywhere. I wish I did, maybe one day.

For art being such an expensive subject. Materials can be costly. Which is very ironic in a way, the starving artist saying. No money, but still somehow can afford expensive art supplies over food.

Never really understood why art materials cost so much, but then again, it makes total sense in the end.

Whenever making art I try my best to apply the rule of no anxiety and just Create. I can’t have a second voice in my mind while painting. The painting just needs to be painted without second and third guessing.

Paint, breath and hope for the best outcome. Never give up, but don’t put too much work into your work. Just the perfect amount where you can go at a constant jog and feel comfortable.

Saying that, here I continue painting this and the future will give us an answer.

As of right now I’m feeling decent about where I’m at. It takes a while of filling in the colors and pieces till everything makes sense. using the style I use under certain moments my eyes get very strained with all the lines and colors.

When that happens, I have to take a moment to breath and realize everything is okay. To paint under pressure isn’t to even paint at all, but similar to forcing a job/duty that you don’t even enjoy. Destoying the purpose of true art.

Use love when creating art not tension and anxiety.

As of right now, what do you see in the image above?

Thank you everyone, have a great evening!

 

Update on canvas.

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Sbketch on paper

I started making a sketch for the painting. I always end up putting too much detail into sketches that are’nt needed. opps more practice time, nothings going to hurt me.

After realizing I was putting too much detail into the sketch. I started just drawing out the bigger parts as you can see. The rest I’ll add as I paint and while I finished the sketch on the canvas.

Finishing the sketch, needed to transfer it somehow to the canvas.

Remembering I have a graphite stick somewhere. I looked for it, found it. Scribbled all over the back of the sketch. Pushed the pencil down on the bold areas quite aggressively.

 

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Canvas

 

Here’s what the canvas looks like.

The larger parts of the drawing were showing, not all the little detail. Added that later.

Over time, as I paint, I’ll add little details here and there.

Should have taken a picture, but I was too in the moment of drawing this. Forgot to take a picture.

Took a picture of the final sketch and canvas. Thought it would be interesting to see both.

Empty canvas 10x20cm

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Here we go, I’m going to attempt to create a painting. It has been the longest time since I’ve painted.

I’m neither a good painter or a bad painter. I’ll see what I can come up with. There’s a theme or certain ideas I’m thinking about.

If I fail, I fail. At least I created something.

Something is better than nothing being created at all.

If you ever get artist block just start scribbling like a child with colors with no direction and see what you come up, for all we know it could be a “masterpiece”.

Will create some sketches before I draw on the canvas, Thank you everyone.