The drawing slowly keeps revealing itself.

DSC_0118I often apologize for the time in between posts, hahaahah.

Everyone tells me I am okay and to not worry about posting.

I Post when “I” feel the best to post.

“Should” be posting more often than I do.

Thinking my mental state is more important than posting a blog post.

You cannot drop everything for your image/ego.

Health is wealth.

You have to take care of yourself first before doing anything else.

Without yourself, you would not be here.

Take each day, one moment at a time and eventually, the whole day will vanish in a few moments.

Life is lived at a fast pace for most individuals, but in reality, we are moving a mile per hour.

Time is so slow and vast it is hard to measure “time.”

What is “time?”

Time could be anything, hahahah.

Use your “time” wisely.

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Quote #24 Repost (New Addition)

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You reading this, I want to let you know greater things are on the way.

You will manifest your reality with nothing but your imagination.

Manifest each thought with positive intentions and greatness will come your way.

There is no right or wrong. No one knows what the future holds for you. Your life is created by the hands in front of you.

If I gave you a drawing to color in. Would you carefully color in each piece or would you go out of the lines and express what you really think.

I am always trying to escape every box I am put in.

Be the real you. Instead of thinking about who the real you is.

Be the same person at all times. Behind closed doors or in front of the whole world. There is no reason to be fake.

Just because there are lines doesn’t mean you can’t color out of them.

If you follow what everyone tells you and do what everyone else does.

That is nothing but a false reality.

We all have dreams. Most just give up. Or never attempt at all.

Life is quite simple. Humans just complicate everything to the max.

Every situation is exaggerated and love is nowhere to be found.

With the power of love, anything can be accomplished.

Energy is everything. Be careful how you deal your energy into this world.

All the energy you produce will find its way back to you one way or another.

Karma is either positive or negative. That is your decision.

Imagine a huge pot. There is liquid in the pot. Each emotion is a different color.

A potion of your soul is being brewed up.

The combination of energy and emotions create your potion.

If you were to drink the potion.

It would be a reflection of your energy.

The color/emotions and the energy of your potion determine the calculation of what you are feeling. In this current moment.

Each potion or mixture will be different for each soul.

Possibly many bubbles foaming and multiple colors pour out of the sides.

I think this was a good explanation.

We all have a bottle of emotion brewing up inside of us at all times.

I recommend having nothing but the energy of love within your soul.

With love, you ignore acting in fear.

Live in the “now” and life will be everlasting.

Your imagination is always playing games with you. Don’t listen to what your mind tells you. Instead be in control of your mind.

The thoughts you think and the actions you produce.  Make sure they are your thoughts and actions. Instead of another.

Attempt to create your thoughts and actions into what you want yourself to be.

When you die you remember nothing. Live now or be dead forever.

There is the now, but then there is no now.

The now was moments before you read this.

To live in the now. Is similar to being reborn every moment of your life.

Learn from the past. Instead of living in the past.

I send love and happiness to all.

Emotions are hard to balance.

Countless energy filled situations keep creating hatred in everyone.

Few know how to deal with what is thrown at them.

It is easier to run away than to face what is in front of you.

Use nothing but love.

You might enter the unknown. The unknown is adventurous and infinite. Beautiful things can happen.

Listen to others but don’t let them tell you that something you are doing is wrong or correct.

The one who knows that answer is you. If it is wrong, you will know it is wrong. If it is correct, you will know it is correct.

Create the best masterpiece you can while you are here. Remember to leave nothing unfinished.

Color all over the place and use all the detail you want. Be what you want. Express how you feel. The colors you use are who you are.

Become a masterpiece in your eyes. There is no perfection. Become what you are. You know who you are. We all do.

Good luck with creating your masterpiece. Color out of the lines as many times as you want.

In the end, you will be happy with what you have become.

Quote #40

 

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Brandon Knoll, that’s what happens to be my name. Yes but that is nothing but a name, for the name means nothing in a sense. Besides for an Identification, usually, the last name will identify you more than the first.

There are many individuals called Brandon in this world, but not many named knoll.

Don’t forget the middle name. Why have a middle name? My guess is to identify each “family.” To know who’s in what family tree compared to the rest. Brothers, sisters, aunts, uncles etc……..

My answer for whom this Brandon happens to be can be summed up in one single word. That word is “Art.”

My purpose in this world is “Art.” This literally isn’t me, but more of a character in play in an act.

When making art, you only think to make the art. Otherwise, the art wouldn’t happen. But why does the mind ask thyself to create art? What purpose is art created for, why create this thing called art?

Well if you really think about it, there’s no answer for anything. Just an idea created in a sentence/structure and then agreed upon by some people. Creating the world and the “answers” we have now. The ideas and everything that is happening now.

There’s no real answer to anything or perfect ideal life to live. The map of life doesn’t hold an X marks the spot.

Life is happening to you, create yourself and explore what you desire. Create the destiny you vision to live. Don’t just be handed ideas and go with them, see what you truly love and desire.

I’ve finally found something that I truly enjoy and love. Each moment, creating art I cherish. A very spontaneous moment.

Most other things to me seem like a competition to everyone. In “life” I’ve always felt at a competition against everyone with everything. Lately not so much.

Each person racing against themselves, to never have an answer or time to relax. The race continues every moment and second. Whoever can advance to the top of the mountain first, is the “successful” one. The rest below the mountain, happen to be lower ranked than the top. This is much of a “monopoly life.”

As I look out across the whole world, each human to me looks the complete same but then again not. For me, the energy of each person is read and the vibe of your personality is vibrating off each individual. Similar to a temperature or frequency of some sort. A literal energy source.

I Could care less what you’re wearing, the color of your skin or the language you happen to speak. All I happen to care about is the soul within the skin. The internal you and not the external, for it’s only a designated character in play with some skin attached. Only “you” or “thyself” truly knows how this “I” feels, to enter my mind and think what I think would only be a nightmare to many.

The mind of an artist is quite horrifying. In a peaceful way and a dark evil way. When you look at art it’s both positive and negative in its ways. There’s “sad/dark art” and then all the other kinds. I feel as if all artists make “sad/dark art” at least one point in their lives.

A lot of artists are “crazy.” The brain of an artist is wired and designed is such a weird way. Things are thought and created that are unbelievable except out of 100% pure imagination. My mind has these ideas that I feel like only I have thought of. Things so crazy and ridiculous most wouldn’t understand them at all. Unless somehow I could transfer them into this “real world” of a matrix.

Art is nothing but pure creation and invention. A new birth or child into the world, each having their own uniqueness. I always tell people my art is similar to my “children.”

If my art were to be damaged it’s as if a part of me is damaged. Kinda like one of those voodoo dolls with the needles. The person feels the pain when jabbed. In a literal sense for me as an artist.

Few have asked me, “What would you do if I ripped one of your drawings or burned one?”

I know this isn’t in a disrespectful way. Just out of curiosity. But like I said before there’s no real answer to anything.

Just ideas or thoughts. Unless living in that very moment. No one would know at all, but could only make an assumption.

Well, I would probably have to take time to transfer the moment and then ponder on it. What if I just said, “You just killed one of my children?” Or maybe I would laugh in a satanic laughter of joy and appreciate you burned my artwork.

Everything is meant to be born then eventually end, one moment or another. So I guess I would have to just breathe and tell myself.

“I can always create another one.”

It’s more about the moments than the final product. The journey than the destination. Yes, the final piece is a beautiful sight, but without all the little moments the bigger picture wouldn’t be here. Creating the moment as of right “now.”

This “now” I speak of, is the moment you’re reading this “now.” All you have to do is cherish each moment and life won’t be that gruesome but yes it gets very hard at times. You just have to push through those times and become the greatest version of yourself.

Through this short life, I have lived so far, art has found me and I didn’t find the art. The art was destined to happen, so I can either give up. Or watch it all happen right in front of my eyes and possibly never see each moment ever again. Live this life of a dream and not live life in regret.

With all other things in life, it all feels like a competition besides art. Art gives you that freedom to do whatever you want and you can do it wherever too. There are no rules of any sort and the mind is free.

There’s no one answer to anything in art. Anything is correct and nothing is wrong, it’s just all in the perspective.

Art is for everyone, it’s just most don’t accept art, so if you don’t accept it then you can’t make it.

Just lose the fear of failure and you can accomplish anything in this world.

If you were to ask me, I’d say vision and create your own future. You don’t always have to listen to instructions from others.

The craziest adventures are always the ones people never tell you to go on. Sometimes this adventure of a life is quite lonely, but remember you always have yourself.

Not all people will understand your journey, but that’s okay it’s more for you to understand. It’s your life, isn’t it? Who posses and carries this soul through this body. The mover and guider of where you choose to go.

Each thought manifest on a short scale or long scale of some degree. It can be as simple as going to the store or brushing your teeth. It’s all a thinking process, you don’t just brush your teeth or go to the store you think to do these things.

Similar to all other things. You only think to do every other action and thing in this life. Think it and then do it. All being a small manifestation of some sort.

To manifest something huge and unbelievable takes a lot of time and energy, but it’s possible, anything is. If anyone tells you it’s not, well ignore the naysayer. They must be having a bad day or something.

Don’t let the negating energy consume the positive energy out of you. To control your energy is probably the hardest thing to do in the whole world.

Literally, you’re in control of this body and all of its actions. There’s no puppet behind this mask of yours.

Be good to yourself and you’ll be good to others.

To this day I still question why art decided to find me. Don’t know why I create, it kinda just happened. Now here “I’m” this very moment. Very happy for this blessing. Life’s experiences are priceless you can’t buy life it’s given to you. Internal feelings can never be bought, but only worked on. External things are purchased.

Everyone’s choices are different every day leading into a different journey for all. No one to ever be correct or wrong, all just here learning experiences together. Lived through thyself, and only thyself. Many will mislead you and misguide you into the wrong direction. Don’t let others opinions of you become your reality, create your own reality.

Art has helped save my soul from this world and art helps me heal when needed, not putting negative energy into this world.

All I wish for is love, peace, and positive vibes. Not war, hatred and negative souls.

Accept yourself and appreciate yourself. Hug yourself and feel the energy flow throughout your whole body. Appreciate each moment as it passes and you’ll realize the purpose of life is just to enjoy the short memories as they pass by. To never capture again. A living movie that you can’t rewind or fast forward.

Now as I leave you here reading this, here are the last words I have to say.

“Art is within my bones, imagination and creation flow throughout me. The energy within my bones is pure artistic energy and nothing else. If you were to see the colors of my bones/aura it would be similar to the rainbow. Every energy, color, and emotion you can vision. Snap my bones and creative juice will ooze out of them. There’s literally a created substance/juice flowing throughout my whole body.”

Quote #37

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Anger is nowhere to be found. It’s not in the room or area you’re within. Look all around and nothing is there. Anger doesn’t come to attack you. It’s not hiding around the corner. Anger is created within thyself.

You have to think to become angry, then anger arises. The doors to anger have the potential to lead to 1,000,000 doors. But so does happiness. All emotions do, but I doubt, anger creates the best future.

Anger is not here but thought upon. After thinking to be angry an action of some sort happens. Usually leading to something negative and not positive. Putting more negativity in this world and not creating a positive world. People pulling each other to the ground, with the pain they feel within themselves. Out of selfishness and lost feelings within. Only someone who is understanding doesn’t become angry. Someone, who can listen without judgment. An opened minded spirit and soul. Not someone who is instantly judgmental. Concluding to a final answer of their own. Other ignored.

First, you should think of the other person. What if you happened to be in their shoes. Would you like the way you’re treating this person? Imagine if a screen was put in front of you, and you watched what happened. This was a recording of yourself. Put directly in front of your eyes.

Would smiles or frowns come to your face? positive or negative thoughts? Would you be proud of this reflection? The actions and things this reflection were doing. Or would you question what’s happening?

Everything you see right now is a reflection of yourself. Every emotion or thought is a reflection of yourself. Creating you and no one else. All that you think and do is you. Actions speak much louder than words.

What you put out into this world you will achieve. If all you do is put negativity in this world you will be given negativity. If you’re positive expect a positive life. Yes, bad things will still occur in a positive life, everything has to end eventually. That’s an accepted rule. We all die and all live. Everything works one way and then another. Vice versa. It’s just better off to be happy in the end.

The universe deals all its player’s different cards at all times of the day. The way you decide to play the game and the moves you make. Conclude to the outcome of the game. Many pathways to lead down. Infinite adventures. We all win and all loose. Just don’t give up on yourself. The universe hasn’t given up so neither should you.

It’s better off being positive in a negative situation because, in the end, the outcome will be the greatest.

We’ll all become angry here and there, but don’t let anger consume your soul. Don’t be that angry, bitter person. Unless if that’s what you want, go for it.

Everything in this life is an act. An act leads to some sort of emotions or thought. Ending up in some sort of storyline or action you can say. Problems, thoughts, solution.

A problem occurs, then a thought happens. A single thought has to be created and then agreed within your mind. Then this thought is either acted or ignored. Creating the game of life.

See, think and do.

A moment, thought, action.

Present, past, and future all in one moment.

Not sure if I said that correct. Someone will understand.

But usually, in a situation, there is a problem. The problem has to be figured out. Then the figured out problem leads to another thing. A 3 step process. That’s what I see in my head.

Anger is a game you have to fight against. All emotions are created upon yourself. Without action or thought, we would all be similar to robots, rocks, puppets or cages with nothing put on the inside. Emptiness. You might feel empty or angry, but we all do. No need to take the frustration out on others.

If you feel negative get ride of the emotions in a positive way or you’ll just cause more destruction in the end. Easier said than done.

Attempt at your best to be the most positive you can, yes you’ll feel “anger” or some sort of emotions but don’t just act. Think of what you’re about to do. Think before you do something.

 

This is my last thought. School, in school we never really learned anything about emotion. Nothing, it was ignored.

I look at the world and see lots of unhappy and unloving people/souls. I always question what we really learned in school. It felt like more of a memory game than anything else.

Only one answer to each individual question. No individuality. #1 is answer A. #8 is answer D. Neverending. Art and emotion lost and forgotten.

Everything I have or posses just ignored, because you know it’s the “real world”. Art is just an act of play, that’s what school told me. Unless you’re artistic yourself it’s hard to understand. Most don’t. But in this life, I’m here to accept myself and not for others to accept me. Accept me or don’t I could rather careless. It’s more about what the individual visions and seeks not another person, not even within their soul.

This life is all about freedom, do what your heart desires. Seek and adventure for a happiness in this world.

All forms of art express emotion and love. The things ignored in normal school. A normal school is not for the artistic or different individuals. You can’t express yourself in any way, instead, you are given a bunch of books and tests and crazy nonsense. It all makes no sense in the end. I would be the kid to just put my name on the test and turn it in, maybe doodle on it. But no, the ignorance within I hated school with a passion.

It felt as if school hated me. I didn’t belong in that place.

But what do I have to say, I’m just a kid who draws pictures and then colors them in. At the end of the day, everything is just opinionated.

You control you and no other does. That’s your job.

It’s as if emotions were purposely ignored. No one likes to speak of emotions or things they fear. Those are the things we hide behind are reflections for. The things we don’t accept ourselves for. The mirror is scary to look in for some, it shouldn’t be like that.

Love and appreciate yourself. You can always become greater in life, just don’t give up or you won’t see the results. The results are within your hands it’s just you gave up quite easily.

Love and all emotions were never taught in school. The things people feel within. I had a few art classes not many as I should have taken. My “subject” if that’s what you want to call it was ignored. Most other things were more important, and that’s kinda how it works in most schools.

Recently read an article about where some places, don’t even have art classes in school. Politicians were saying it was a “Waste of time.” “Have better things to do.”

If I were to attend at one of those schools in the past, I wouldn’t be here talking at this very moment. Very sad to say this, but it’s very true.

Many other artists never showed their true potential within.

Art and emotion are always forgotten.

It was just a matching game of some sort. Memory and then the memory was applied, to never remember again. Emotions and soul forgot, but test scores and numbers only worried about. Act and GPA. Labels of “smartness.”

If there was an ACT of art, well I would want the whole world to take a test. I’ll grade it, then we’ll see what the outcome is. You have 40-80 hours and 2-4 weeks.

Go………

Emotions create individuality. Art lets you express that, nothing else does. If it wasn’t for the art I probably wouldn’t be here. It’s the only thing I have in this world. Most don’t understand that and it’s okay. No one has to understand anything.

The grass is green because the grass is green. If you asked the creator I bet something similar between these lines would be said “There is no answer, that’s just the way it’s supposed to be. Don’t look for an answer, accept it and move on.”

We all went to school, or most have. If you haven’t it doesn’t mean you aren’t worth anything. You can do this thing called “succeeding” too. Maybe not in other peoples eyes but in your eyes you have succeeded.

It’s more about the way you look at “succeeding” compared to what others think. All of our lives are different. There is no one correct or one wrong. Just your perspective.

What did we ever learn in school? I don’t remember much, my subject was ignored. Every other subject had some sort of attention. Art is frowned upon to most “school” people. Some rather call it a “hobby” or “another interest.” For me, it’s a career. Call it what you want, the negativity is just an insecurity you pulled out of yourself.

 

Why can’t some just accept that art is a real thing? If I were to be saying my opinions about everyone else’s lives. First I would be abusing my ego to the max, second wars would just start and third I have no reason to make a fuss with anyone. I could go on listing why I shouldn’t be up in anyone’s business for countless hours. Just don’t create drama, be a positive, humble being.

I’m loving and humble, that’s all I’m.

Most negative emotions or actions are just an insecurity brought out of yourself throw on to another person to deal with. Insecurity at it’s best. Not dealt with and thrown at someone else.

In the end, we’re all lost human beings. No one is better than another. All the same in the end, the ego-destroying thyself. Every time, this egotistic world is killing me.

All people do is care for themselves and no one else. It’s a receive and take world. No loving and giving. Just greed/take and unhappiness.

Maybe one day we will “learn” something. School mislead me and guided me into a path or “career” I never wanted but almost accepted upon. Art wasn’t a thought in my mind because every single person and I’m not kidding, every single person, but 1 or 2 told me I could do it.

So about 2 secure people. I believe anything is possible, it just takes time and effort. Most probably look at me as a fool of some sort. I preach happiness, love, and all this crazy nonsense. But I do these things because of the same reasons why you do your daily things. We’re all different and just imagine a different reality of life. Not all will accept each other’s thoughts, that’s just the way it’s.

No reason why we can’t talk peacefully and with love and figure things out. Guess that is too hard to do in this day and age. You’ll end up dying even though we all technically have “freedom of speech” hahaha. There are limits or you get arrested or judged. kinda how I’m taking right now. Talking to myself, but other hearing me in the moment.

My “freedom of speech” will more than likely have people hate me or love me. So I might as well do what I love and what makes me happy. Or I could just fake my happiness and stay quite my whole life. Just like how many living in this reality do. Speak up and create your originality, express yourself. Have faith in yourself and don’t give up. Greatness lies within you.

This is selfish in a way, but self-love is something great to possess. It’s worth more than anything. Every day is another day to work and love yourself.

My art, for example, someone could ask why I put a certain shape or color somewhere. Let’s say that happens.

This person is wearing a white plain t-shirt. I ask them this “Why do you wear that white t-shirt. Why not a red one or a blue one?”

This person says “I don’t know, just happened to grab it out of my closet.”

I would say nothing but a single word.

“same.”

There doesn’t have to be a reason for everything. But in a way, yes there’s a reason for everything. I guess it’s from the perspective of the person.

I create art, write and live quite a different life than most. Not the typical everyday person. That’s the individuality in me. Always try my best to be myself and not fear others reactions or opinions. Not everyone will accept your way of life, but it’s better to accept yourself than a fake version of yourself that’s not even here.

Acceptance in this world is hard to achieve, but I’m slowly doing it. I hope others can join me in the process. When each person has accepted themselves, then the ego disappears. The thing in-between your mind that isn’t there.

We’re all made up of nothing but this flesh body with a skeleton structure. Given organs and a conscious walking around. That’s all I see, nothing more than that.

The world gets ahead of everyone so fast. We all need to slow down a little bit, time will only give you an answer.

Ignorance is mans best friend, anger can lead you to 1,000,000 doors, but so can any other emotion. Anger probably isn’t the best emotion to decide in the moment. Pick a different emotion to feel. Think about the other besides yourself, enter their shoes. Imagine being them for one day. Be a loving and humble person, not ignorant and unloving.

Your emotions and thoughts create who you’re as a person, the soul within. This body is nothing but a mere reflection. Within is who you truly are, the emotions and feelings.

Not numbers and statistics. Or the possessions you possess. The awards you have won. Or anything in that vicinity. The things that build your ego. It’s all a game of who’s higher ranked. The more the better, or possibly the opposite. The more, the more lost. That’s just my opinion, not yours or anyone else.

But the personality and loving person you’re is what creates thyself and the soul.

I send love and happiness to everyone and everything!

Much love world! ❤

 

60,000 views, Thank you!

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This morning I saw my total views were almost past 60,000. In the past few hours, it passed 60k. I appreciate every single person who has looked at my art and writings.

It’s more about the time people spend reading and looking at my work that I appreciate the most.

Time is one of the most valuable things we have. Everyone gets 24 hours in a day. Depending what you spend your time on is your decision, not anyone else is in control of that besides yourself.

Just 5 minutes of your time is quite a lot to me. If you were to add up all the time people spent reading your blog posts. That would be interesting.

Thank you, each and every one of you. I appreciate the support and effort people put towards my art.

The good and the bad. Not everyone will like your art, but that is okay. Not everyone will, certain individuals are attracted toward certain things. It doesn’t mean you should give up. Peoples thoughts about you don’t have to become your reality. If something makes you happy continue doing it.

If I were to show you art from when I was 13 or 14. You’d probably laugh and make a joke of it. People actually did. Middle school is when I kinda really started. I found this style a little bit, started experimenting. In high school, I stopped for a bit. Then continued and then stopped again.

Now I’m here again and this time I’m not giving up. The change and Improvement show it just takes time. Don’t give up on yourself be patient. No matter the circumstance, even if it’s not art. Just be patient and it will come at the right moment in time. Will post some of my older drawings to show examples, most weren’t originals. All the ones I have posted now are originals.

In my every day to day life, I forget I make art. I’ve told this to people before. It’s weird, I don’t understand. Neither do I know how to explain it. I just kinda make it, have fun and don’t force anything. Forced art doesn’t make sense to me. I’m an artist and i have no idea why, hahaha. I Must sound very crazy. It’s just something I enjoy and picked up as a child. Now I’m here.

Thank you one more time. Peace, love, and happiness to everyone! 🙂

Remeber to not give up on yourself, it’s just words playing with your mind. Don’t listen to all the mind games. Live your life stress-free. You can obtain what’s within your heart, just don’t give up.

 

 

 

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In the 50,000 view post, I had 9 countries. Now I’m at 10.

1 is better than none, I’m happy about every little change.

The little changes create the big changes over time. Making the game of life much more exciting. When comparing stats side by side, you can see the improvements. In a way, it inspires you to create more. But I can’t have the numbers go to my head, It’s more about having quality art. The numbers will come over time.

Thank you from every country that has visited my website, even the ones not over 1,000. I’m not going to forget a single person. Everyone matters the same amount to me.

Thanks for letting me achieve all of this, have a great night everyone! 🙂

Much love to this world and the people in it. ❤

 

 

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If you were to strip every one of their things and clothes we would all just be naked.

Take all the colors away.

Black, white, brown, orange, purple, red, yellow, green. Whatever color it’s all the same in the end.

There’s only black and white. Colors happen because of vibrations and light. Without the sun, we wouldn’t be here. Photosynthesis is important to the production of life.

Everything just happens.

Do you do the things to show off or are you doing them for yourself?

At the end of the day, you’re within your body and no one else. You only feel you. No one else feels what you do.

Are you happy doing the things you do?

Or in the end is it just trophies of some sort. Is there a reason for doing this, or a purpose that holds this in your heart. An intention to create something to better your life.

The things I choose to do are for myself. I’m not a selfish person.

Just do things for yourself and not others to look good for a few moments.

It’s not about who is the top shot.

Be original and yourself, don’t mock someone else’s actions to become them.

Become what you seek within.

Be the one who walks away from the crowd. Originality is within us all, most fear to show their true selves to the world.

Take all your achievements away.

All living in the same place called “Earth”.

I see no borders when I look down. Borders were just created and agreed upon. I accept all people.

The fact Life exists is very crazy and hard to comprehend

All just a conscious manifestation of thought. Aware or not aware.

Think about it, imagine if there were only trees plants and animals. Maybe the world would never end like how it’s now.

People/humans are the worst inventions created, but not necessarily. Just the most destructive. Destroying mother earth without even thinking or to care at all.

In the end, we,

All look the same.

Same skin.

Mind.

Legs .

Arms.

We’re all the same. The ego places you where you think you belong. Lots of times playing games with your mind.

Categorizing yourself into a group of people or persons. When I look at people, each person is my brother or sister.

Same with the animals and the plants, trees. Everyone is my best friend, I ask for love and no hatred.

Someone will probably judge me or mock me for saying that, within their mind. Whatever I could care less. An example of the ego at its best.

I Accept all for who they truly are, no matter the circumstances. Nothing is too weird for me, it’s just abnormal to most who judge off an instant thought. Without even thinking. Continue on being your so-called “weird” self.

That’s the real you, the one who has a smile all the time and is cheerful about life. Many people struggle with sharing emotions, it’s the hardest thing for people to do. Ignore it and the pain will continue to get worse. If you really think about it we’re all addicts of some sort. This world is a supply and demand world. Wanting things in seconds, just like an “addict”. There’s no such thing as an addict, we’re all addicts. Greed, anger, and hatred destroy peoples images, the ego.

Try to take time to work on yourself and don’t ignore all the problems right in front of you. The answer lies within your soul, it’s just many ignore it.

Be “yourself”.

Not the bitter angry you, that’s just a reflection of thoughts not transferred properly. Creating more hatred in the world and not producing more love.

Put this into perspective, it might sound ridiculous, but I’m 110% serious.

Imagine a bucket. We’re all this bucket.

It’s filled with 75% water

Whatever percent the rest. Organs, bones, skin, hair, and everything else.

Now we give this bucket a conscious.

It’s a talking bucket with a conscious.

Let’s give it googly eyes.

Now it’s a bucket with a conscious and can see what’s going on. Give the bucket arms and legs and it’s good to go.

Kinda similar to a Mr. potato head, hahaha. I remember playing with one. Very creative and interesting toy.

The person who came up with that idea probably had countless haters and was told endless negative things.

Everything around you is made up of the same stuff. Everything is made up of “atoms” (moving energy) it’s within us all. A live moving energy.

Expect somehow we were the ones to obtain a conscious of thought.

Not day to day objects like a broom or a blanket.

All things are the same in the end, (energy).

All the things we look at are the same, it’s just some are more improved or “better”

But in the end, it’s all the same.

All of our Graves will be the same size. No matter the life you lived and everything you have accomplished.

Live this life for yourself and not to achieve goals and visions that aren’t even yours in the first place. Just to show off for a few moments. It’s not worth it.

True happiness and love are worth a lot more than quick temporary satisfaction. Only thyself will know what attracts them towards what.

Live this life, how you please, I judge no one. The stuff you possess is all the same stuff in the end.

A car is a car.

A shirt is a shirt.

It’s all the same in the end.

Purchase as you please, Just be a loving and humble person and you’ll be respected. You’ll feel loved.

The possessions don’t define you. Yourself defines you.

To be humble, respecting and loving no matter the possessions you own. That soul is greater than any piece of gold.

I’m not saying people who possess expensive things are bad people. All I ask for is your respect. Respect for respect, it seems pretty fair to me.

Life itself is more priceless than the most “expensive” thing in the world.

Someone or yourself could take your life and there’s no going back. It’s done and official after it happens.

The moment life ends, is the moment it’s over. Appreciate the moments as they’re.

Think before you do something, don’t live life out of ignorant quick thoughts and actions.

Your personality means more than the possessions and self-worth you possess.

It creates you or destroys you.

Have a beautiful day everyone! 🙂

Much love and happiness to this world. I love all souls and beings and only hope for the best.

Goodluck on your journey of life.

 

 

About half way done, you can say.

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Worked on this yesterday. Try to post the day off, when I draw. Got too late and had no time. Rather get extra sleep instead of frantically writing a blog post just because.

You can always do something tomorrow instead of today. If the second day, even happens, don’t promise yourself the second day. It’s only thought and wished upon.

To plan the future but never know the end results. Till acted upon at the exact moment.

I only thought to make this the next day and I did. One task achieved for the day! Try to accomplish the important things crossing throughout your mind. The ones that bring you happiness, not just out of force and hatred. Thoughts within you that are hiding, thoughts you fear to express to the world. Be yourself

Don’t acknowledge the ignorant thoughts or people. Whatever thoughts are most important to you and make you happy will turn out the best in the end. The chaotic thoughts and people will throw you off balance, taking you in the wrong direction.

When posting a color update turns into a philosophical story, hahahaha. Sorry. I’m just being me in this lonesome world that appears before my eyes.

That’s just the way my mind works, everything within it is very detailed. Similar to my art, the pieces of the pieces.

Each person interprets and sees the worlds differently, creating their own story.

Within words hides greater messages, just like in art there’s a message hidden within the picture. Messages are hidden within everything. Listen for them and you’ll hear it at the correct moment in time. You’ll be appreciated that you listened

 

More color added

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This is where I’m at the moment. Thought right now would be a good time to stop and take a picture.

Taking a short break to post, then drawing for a little bit longer.

Having fun with this one. The position of the drawing is interesting, trying my best to separate the colors and shades. To make the image as identifiable as possible.

If you look at each area of the image, your mind will create a picture over time.

 

First colors added

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Here’s the progress of the past day or so. Took a picture before I started working on it tonight.

Taking a break right now to post a picture of my past progress. As of right now, I’m a bit further than this.

Don’t let the colors throw you off. In art, any color can go anywhere. All the colors are the same in the end. If light were taken away or the sun. There would only be black and white. It’s more of the tone in the color than anything else. The pigment

Many are guessing the same thing, don’t second guess yourself, take a look at each detail closely.

The answer will not be given until the end, only hints and ideas will be given towards the answer.

Within your imagination what do you see?

Quote #33

 

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Mental and physical health is more important than any other aspect of life.

That’s either life or death.

to feel your soul or not.

Living or just here.

You’re what you are within and not what you show on the outside.

The outside shows and resembles who you partially are.

We all get assigned a body.

We all have a soul, creating energy throughout each being making the heartbeat.

Each soul looking for a purpose on this earth

A body as we all have a body.

The feelings you have are who you’re.

Not the things you possess or the images your mask shows to the world. The thing underneath the skin and bones. The soul of your being. The words and thoughts that pass and leave your mind. Some thoughts ignored others listened to.

It’s all a disguise.

Show yourself or don’t.

Everything here is before your eyes.

Everyday to put on the same clothes and do the same actions. Similar to a machine or robot.

Humans are more animal-like than anything else. It’s just in the “reality” we live in, its quite difficult to see that.

When you start doing things in the abnormality you’re considered dysfunctional to most. I agree with this as well. I consider myself very dysfunctional.

The life we live is supposed to be growing up, elementary school, middle school, high school, college. University then a job. Then marry and have children. Buy a house and settle down. Get old and die etc….

Anything else than that is considered dysfunction. Not accepted with the outside world.

Any form of art, film, creativity, expression, inventors, creators, dreamers…. etc.

Concludes with some sort of dysfunction. Anything that’s not In the average persons day to day life. Something only very few think of or do.

Dysfunction (Definition)

1 ” not operating normally or properly.”

2 “Deviating from the norms of social behavior in a way regarded as bad.”

The words that pass throughout your mind are you. The thoughts are the real you. The action help as well, some are false some are true.

But is everything real or fake?

The choice is yours.

I choose to show myself, not all will accept your true self. They’ll tell you it’s not you.

But only you will know who you’re.

It’s more important for you to accept yourself than any other thing in the world.

Accept yourself and everything will be aligned.

Accept yourself and you’ll accept everyone else.

Pure happiness and joy will be achieved.

Living life in gratitude.

Calm me as you please, this is only myself. The happiest I can be.

I feel every emotion there is.

I cry and smile and everything throughout.

We all face demons, face them and show them who you’re. Face your fears and don’t ignore them. Fight them like your worst enemy. It’s kinda like fighting a game against yourself. A battle of a bad you and a better you.

Fear is shown in actions and the words you say, we all live in fear. Few face their fears and choose to run away.

Fearful monsters lurk around the corners at all times and attacking at every moment they can.

Your challenge is to defend and fight it off. Become stronger than next time.

It’s like fighting a boss in a video game, try your hardest and kill the thing, hahaha.

Concur and destroy your fears.

Ignore the fear or numb yourself continuously. Face the fear and take every challenge on, till defeat. Don’t give up on yourself. The amount of time is infinite, don’t rush, but defeat and be sly like a fox. Strategy and mindset.

The pain can last for 1 second.

Pain can last for 1 minute.

Pain can last for 1 month.

Pain can last for 1 year.

Pain can last for 10 years.

Any amount of time is the same as the last, the feeling of fighting off a fear is worth more than any other. Or something you achieved through hard work. Something you cannot buy or purchase. But have to work for.

Be in pain forever or temporarily, the choice is yours.

Remember to never give up on yourself.

We all have fears, no person is 100% perfect.

We all have fears of some sort, but we choose to ignore them as if they’re not there. Scars, tears, and rips on the history of the brain. Never to be erased, the present moment not even being appreciated or lived in.

Living in the past or the future, but in reality in the now. Never to live now, but here or later.

The ugly helps you find and create the best you. Turning the dark energy into a greater/brighter energy than before. Learning from the dark and turning it into greatness

Don’t ignore the problem or it will continue to get worse, make a change.

I believe in you.

Choose to show the within you and not the outside you.

Never give up, life’s still here in the palm of your hands.

We all have the tools and things to survive. Well most do, some don’t and that’s unfortunate.

Goodluck to everyone.

The journey never ends until death.

Take every minute slowly and each second.

Appreciate the moment for what it is.

Then you’ll truly appreciate life.

Each reality is different. For each person in a different world and only the individual knows what they feel. Everyone else can think they know, but they don’t.

Only you do.

Don’t give up on yourself.

In the moments you feel like giving up are the moments you’re supposed to fail. When you get up you’re stronger than before. Damaged but stronger.

Get up and up and up, keep falling and falling and falling.

Just never be finished.

Within is who you’re not what’s on the outside of that mask of yours.

Be the shining star you’re, don’t drain yourself of your energy, use it at it’s best.