At times in life, I find myself walking throughout my mind and the destinations never end.
But then I think to myself, why?
Why does my mind keep opening all of these doors? The mind I possess never seems to stop thinking no matter what I do.
I also find my mind quite lost. At times I find myself quite sad or “depressed.” Not saying I want to leave this world. I just happen to be in very deep thought, you can say. I don’t mean to offend anyone is saying this. A deep rest within the mind.
When I search or look for the answers there’s nothing to be found.
I’m being sad and “depressed” for no reason in the end.
It’s all within my imagination and nothing else.
An imbalance of energies within the mind. Chemical reactions I believe.
Each thought you create within your mind posses its own vibration. An example of Energy itself. Thoughts are a very pure, powerful energy towards your mind.
You become your thoughts, you literally manifest each and every thought one way or another.
In the end, you will be each and every thought you think you’re.
For the “real world” to see it or not is your choice.
Hide behind those iron bars of a scared mind. Or go out there and explore to find your “happiness.”
As happiness can only be valued from an individual standpoint. Each person defines their own happiness as each person defines their own emotion. The moment we all posses.
At the end of the day, there’s no place to be designated. We all act as if this life is one big competition/race.
No one takes a break and it’s nothing much, but people “doing.” It seems to be that few people contribute to “doing nothing.”
If you “do nothing” you compare yourself to others. This “nothing” of yourself.
This is all from the individual’s perspective. What their image of “doing nothing” or “doing something” is.
I could care less what you do with this life. Just don’t hurt or harm any others in the process. All you have to do is spread love and positive energy. Don’t be the negative energy sucker.
Don’t compare but be better than who you were yesterday or it’s nothing much but a competition your whole life.
In the end, there’s no finish line. The line of finish is when death occurs.
When you die then the race will be over.
Stop “doing” so much and running all over. Take some time to breathe and enjoy the moment, for what it’s.
Who knows, you could die 1 week from now or possibly in 1 month.
Imagine if tomorrow you were told you had 24 hours to live.
Would you regret anything? Possibly everything you have done in your life. Each moment is a moment never grasped again. It’s too late to take it back now or to change anything. Now what.
The things you didn’t do. The things you “could” have done. But you never did. Just because you were all stuck up in this race.
To live a life doing things you don’t enjoy. Or possibly you enjoy every moment. In the process, you continue doing all these actions and moments. Very few days seem to be “different” but many seem to be the “same.”
Work, whatever you do for free time, sleep and repeat this every day for 5 days a week for 50+ years. Then you can enter retirement. When your body is so distorted it’s hard to function. From all of this “doing.” The body never gets a chance to rest.
Then you wonder why so many “lost individual” roam throughout this world. We’re all lost in the end. No one knows wrong from correct or correct from wrong. It’s just what we’re told in the end. Everything has an “answer” of some sort.
Sadness or depression usually is because,
It’s more about people not being able to face this reality of a life.
This isn’t even a great life for some. Instead, it’s something similar to a bunch of puppets with no feelings doing and doing and doing.
We all have an inner self. Just take a look in the mirror and look at everything around you. Then ask yourself this question. “Why?”
To never look within the moment for a greater picture of this life.
We live in a world where the only thing that matters is “work/money.”
Whatever you wish for this life to be. Create that life into this life.
People judge each other and compare off wages and job positions. The more money you make the “happier.”
I’m going to explain this analogy I thought of in my head. It was created a few days ago. I remembered to put it in this quote.
Maybe some will not agree. But here I’ll share it.
“Every emotion in a form is to not live in the present moment. Instead, to live in the past or the future, which is never to be here. The “Now” is ignored. The state of mind is greatest when you reach full happiness or enlightenment. I call this state of mind “Nirvana.” It’s the hardest things to achieve. Most will never “succeed” at this, but many will attempt to.”
When I say this, I’m thinking it’ll make sense to someone out there, hahaha.
If you really think about it. All emotions are based on the current moment. But then again, not. If you don’t live in the ‘Now” any emotion could erupt out of you. I’m done explaining this now.
Back to what I was saying……..
The more advanced job the “greater.”
But at the end who is greater? Who is the best?
Well, there is no winner. We’re all “one.”
The person to the north, east, south, west. They’re the same as you.
The ego will place your value within this world, a positive, loving ego or a destructive self-centered ego.
Only caring about this “I.” There’s no “I.”
But there is a “we.”
We’re all nothing but a huge family. In the end, we all continue to fight and cause problems within this world.
An ego based driven world.
I, I, I, I, I,
“I” hear this enough. There is no “I.”
Only the “I” you think of.
Each other individual has this own “I” they posses of you.
In a way, it matters what you think of yourself. I’m not saying this is an unsecured way.
To live life and not even live your life than to die and all, in the end, no one ever really lived even when they did live. So, in the end, everyone has never been alive. Just “here.”
This life is more of a dream than a dream is even a dream.
All being much of a paradox in the end.
We live life to live life, but in the end very few ever “live.”
You keep learning more facts. Skill wise those things we never learn. You stop learning skills soon after the age of kindergarten. Then it’s all nothing but the same. Yes you learn lots of things. Don’t get me wrong. I’m thinking only a few individuals will understand this.
Your identity is lost. The name really doesn’t mean anything in a way. Besides identifying people. All humans are my family. I accept all humans. Love is the only thing I wish for within this world.
You have to adventure on your own to learn things school doesn’t teach you.
Imagine if you handed a sheet of paper to each child and told them to write what they feel from within. Even adults too. All of us need this.
We need classes on self-love and how to make peace within. Love each other as a nation. Something that will add more love to this world. Positive energy.
School is mostly beneficial for ego and culture. They don’t teach you how thoughts and emotions affect our reality. The connection with nature. This “outside” world.
I feel as if many don’t feel a connection with the world they live within.
If you don’t trust the way the universe works. You can’t even trust yourself.
We learn to walk, read, eat, talk etc…. The basics.
We all learn and some don’t which is okay. We’re all at different levels in life. There’s always time to adventure wherever you wish to. If you wish to improve at something. Do so, manifest those thoughts and put actions towards them. Keep that thought within your mind and let it go into the universe.
We all know how to survive. The definition of survival is different for each person. All you need is Oxygen, Water, Food, Shelter, and Sleep.
That’s all you need to technicality be alive.
Everything else is your decision after that. Whatever you wish to manifest in this life.
The body does everything else naturally.
Similar to how it grows every day without you yelling at it. Or your food digests without you screaming at it. You can talk how you’re talking within your mind. Also, you’re reading this right now. Everything is already there in a way.
The rest is the character and morality. Personality or how a person treats you.
Not the wealth or “value” of a person.
We live in a world where we’re quick to judge. Without saying a single word to each other.
The ego overrides the mind and has to instantly compare.
Why is that?
My mind thinks insecurity within the soul. There is no reason to judge someone unless to compare to thyself.
In the act of doing this, it will lead to nothing but negative energy and unhappiness.
We’re equal including the animals. Nothing separates us besides souls.
Morals and characters.
Karma will come back to you at the weirdest times. You’ll have to take it and create it into a positive outlook.
If not, you’ll attract even more negative things upon more negative experiences.
Whenever I’m having a bad day. I always try to turn the negative into the positive. I’m improving at this daily.
The universe is not that easy. It likes to play games. The way you create each moment is what consumes your mind. Each moment is the same in the end. It’s just the way you react. Similar to the analogy I explained before.
Through reaction, your life will be created. Each experience will create the next step in your life.
Have the step be an intelligent step. Do your best to create the moment a positive moment.
If not it’s okay. We all let loose once in a while. Just don’t let your mind get carried away. Be safe in what you do each moment.
The mind is very powerful. Be careful with what you think and tell yourself. It will manifest in a percentage of some sort.
Fantasy or realistic it will somehow be presented within your life.
Fiction or non-fiction. I never understood this concept hahaha.
Fiction is unrealistic, but then non-fiction is realistic. That makes no sense in my mind.
It literally says non. How is “non” conclude to a world that is “realist.”
Fiction should be realistic. Then non-fiction shouldn’t be unrealistic.
This is how my brain sees is.
Whenever I look at words, my mind slowly processes them. The reason why. Each word has a “sound” of some sort.
I always wondered why some words are silent and others aren’t.
So if you say the silent word. Then you’re wrong in saying this word. People will understand you but not fully.
We’re not all perfect and don’t know an advanced language as some do. All words hold a level from 1-10. All concluding to the same definition in the end. Just having a different order of words each time.
Language has a “proper form.” All language has to be fluent or people will have troubles understanding you.
I always make up my own words, hahaha. People say you can’t do that. Well someone did it, so can I.
I just don’t understand how this works.
People will say. “That’s just the author you can’t say it how you want.”
I would say.
“Oh, well okay then.”
I just look too deep within the lines with all things.
My thoughts are trying to say anything is possible. I guess that’s what it’s trying to say. I don’t know.
Here’s a quote I’d like to share. It’s from “Dr. Seuss.”
“Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You.”
Youer, isn’t a word.
He made up words. Dr. Seuss inspires me a lot.
I don’t believe in inspiration, but it helps.
Until you do the work it’s not technically motivation/inspiration.
It just tricks your mind into doing so. You have to put action forth before being “inspired.”
This is a weird way of explaining this. Someone will understand.
You do everything, the person told you nothing. All you did was listen. similar to how I’m talking to myself and everyone reading this is listening to me.
Everyone who is reading this decided to read this. I didn’t force anyone. I appreciate everyone who reads this.
Writing these keeps me “sane” also the intention is to inspire others. Follow your dreams and do what you wish to do in this life.
Motivation isn’t motivation, it’s more of a wake-up call. Realization from others, to tell you there’s more. A deeper and greater meaning to life.
This is my “weird” unique self. My mind is strange. I don’t understand this language. To me, it makes no sense. All words are the same in the end. Most just sound different than the last.
Words can either sound fancy, property, normal, average or “lower level”.
In the end, it’s all the same. The action you do speak more into this universe.
Be a person of value and not “doings.”
Never compare yourself. We all learn new things every day.
All at different levels of consciousness.
Don’t put a label on yourself. Just accept who you’re and be the greatest version you can achieve to be.
If you do compare, you’ll become lost in this world.
We’re all lost in the end.
If we can’t even make peace with each other than there is nothing to learn. Make peace with yourself and life will be so much greater than it’s now. Trust me, or maybe don’t.
Peace comes from within and that’s where it starts to grow.
It’s whatever you decide to do in the end. Similar to what I just said this is nothing but me talking. Someone could say this has inspired them to manifest something great.
I did nothing, it was you that did something, not me.
Be the greatest you that you can achieve to be.
Thanks for listening to me. Technically, you’re hearing a vibration within your own mind whispering you these words, so yes.
“I” did nothing in the end.
You did all of this, hahahaha.
Do nothing, but comparing yourself to where you were yesterday. That’s all that matters.
If you compare to others your whole life. Nothing good will happen. Promise me, happiness will never be achieved.
We’re all “talented” at something. Otherwise, each individual wouldn’t be here. We’re all here for a purpose. Find and create your purpose.
There’s nothing special about me. I’m nothing of a king or ask to be praised upon. I’m nothing but a person as we’re all people.
All I wish for is the people to find peace within each other.
Love starts from within, that’s where you begin.
Love yourself and you’ll love everything around you.
This is not a comparison game.
Be the best you and the greatest version you can become. Then that’s it.
Have a great weekend everyone.
Much love!
❤
Chaotic Shapes 