Quote #78

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I do not look for the answers.

All you can do is seek for the answers.

Because there are no answers.

Everything is a choice.

No one decides this life besides thyself.

Be forced by others to create your own life.

Or create the life you dream of into this reality.

Do you ever think your thoughts for yourself?

Or do you accept everything that everyone tells you?

Listening to the dogma of others.

Believing or not believing.

At the end of all these different belief systems.

It is difficult to believe anything.

You might as well believe in yourself if you decide to believe in anything.

Everything you say and know.

You only say and know because you were told what to say and know.

These words I am saying.

I only know what they mean because of what I am told.

Each letter holds a different vibration.

When multiple letters are combined.

A “word” is created.

All of the little vibrations from each letter creates a final word.

Each word holds a different vibration.

Giving the word meaning.

One word concludes to many words.

A definition holds many words of the word just said.

The sound of the vibrations creates each word/letter.

Everything is energy or a frequency of some sort.

Vibrating negatively or positively.

Whatever you manifest will manifest itself into something greater.

We may all be quite delusional.

Saying we know this and know that.

In all reality.

Does anyone know anything?

Or do we just act as if we know everything and all things?

I doubt we have figured out 10% of the “world/universe.”

This life is infinite and anything is possible.

What you see and believe.

Occurs to be true because you have been told what to see and believe your whole life

What is put in front of you is absorbed.

This is what you see because that is how you were raised in this world.

Imagine if everything you knew was just a lie.

Then everything you did not know was full of truth.

Life is quite confusing.

At the end of the day, you never know what to believe.

You might as well believe in yourself.

To believe in yourself is to love yourself.

Become your greatest version and realize your worth in this world.

Anything is possible as long as you believe.

Continue being labeled and accept the box you are put in.

Or attempt to leave the box you were put in since birth.

Create your own reality and destiny.

Instead of letting others control your belief system as well as yourself.

You know you.

Others do not know you.

The energy within can be used for positivity or negativity.

What you decide to manifest is up to thyself.

Be programmed or program yourself.

Question everything around you.

Even if that means questioning yourself.

Is the “you” you think you are the actual “you?”

Or is this “you” a person someone else told “you” to be?

You have to think for yourself in this world.

The people often act delusional and confuse me.

If life is what people say life is.

Then that is quite depressing.

Negativity seems to override this world.

If you think about it.

The negativity projected into the world.

Could manifest itself into something completely opposite.

Wars could be peace gatherings.

Arguments of the ego could be discussions about the heart and soul.

Everything is relative.

There are rainbows after storms.

We just have to unite and speak our peace without ego.

We need negativity for there to be positivity.

Positivity means there is negativity.

Everything is vice versa.

If you look into the abyss you can see the darkness as well as the light.

What you decide to manifest is up to thyself.

The light?

Or the darkness?

Everything is perspective in the end.

Millions of souls dream of the life you possess.

In the most negative moments in life, there are people “suffering” a million times worse than ourselves.

I do not believe in anger. Anger gets you nowhere besides deeper into the hole you are already in.

It takes more energy to work yourself up and to get angry than to realize the only issue/problem is the problem you manifest into this reality.

The moment you become angry and act like a fool.

Is the same moment world war 2 occurred.

Many individuals are acting as if wars are going on within themselves.

To suffer in each moment or to not suffer.

To find peace within each moment.

Unless you choose to live an aggressive life.

I feel as if people enjoy getting angry.

All the dopamine and hormones going off in the body are making thyself feel ecstatic.

Many individuals get a power trip while angry.

As if the universe is centered around their thoughts and opinions.

Imagine all of this negative energy being used for the positive instead.

I rather die being myself and living the life I choose instead of being programmed to think a certain way.

I do not believe in religion.

My “religion” is love.

People act similar to wild animals more than the civilized human beings we are.

Sometimes I do not know what to think.

Is this life the life we all dream of?

People chasing after the same dreams.

Or are we all living in a reality we do not wish to be in.

Ego destroys this earth creating the separation of the people.

The soul/heart unites the people.

Remember to be your true self.

Whoever that happens to be.

I feel as if many individuals are fake without knowing they are fake.

That is just me though.

We are all flawed human beings.

Even if you do not think you are flawed you are flawed.

There are flaws within thyself that you are not aware of.

Hopefully after the moment of negativity releases itself.

You notice the flaws within yourself.

You realize your stupidity and attempt to become your greatest version.

Most of the time you have to ignore the negativity within people.

Many project their emotions without knowing they are projecting.

Negativity plus more negativity concludes to nothing.

It is wiser to “be” then to “win” the battle.

In the end, both people are foolishly yelling over each other.

The negative person is just confused and lost.

Bleeding their negativity on to others.

Unless the moment is life or death.

Then possibly I will act.

Remember to be yourself.

Instead of accepting what others tell you.

To be programmed.

Or to program yourself.

If you know how to constructively get your message across.

Then positivity gets your message across without using your ego.

Everything usually centers from the energy within thyself.

If you love others as well as yourself then there is no reason to hate.

Every experience in life helps you become your greatest version.

Use the negative experiences in life to expand your mind for the greater.

The reason I mention all of this is because of the boxes we are put in since birth.

The negativity separates us into more boxes.

People fear to be their true selves.

Never leaving the box they were put in by others.

When you are your true self.

You have left every box you were put in.

The positivity lets each individual be in their own box.

When you are in your own box instead of another’s.

Life is full of freedom and love.

The labels dissolve when you are your true self.

Sometimes you wish you could “fix” negativity.

All you can do is create and Express.

In expression itself there holds mass amounts of love and energy.

It takes different perspectives to change peoples minds about their reality.

Gratitude is a great practice.

Be Appreciative of everything around you.

Millions of souls dream of the life you are living.

Do not have society program you.

Think for yourself and appreciate everything.

Live in the constant cycle or live freely of zero burdens.

Manifest with beautiful intentions or let the demons override your brain manifesting nothing but negative thoughts.

The light is infinite.

Most just live life in pessimistic thinking.

A few more things to say before I am done expressing myself.

Everything is what we are told.

We are here but then again not.

“We” as in each individual or the “I” we all possess.

When you are at peace with your soul.

That is the true and real you.

Peace within thyself. (Nirvana)

New versions of myself were within me that I never knew could be within me.

Old parts of myself from the past have been erased and new parts of my greatest version have grown into this reality.

There is no self besides the self that is within you.

Ignore people who tell you who you are.

If another is not living a similar life to you.

Then their information they project towards you is probably not needed.

They are jealous of you or fear themselves.

A lot of individuals “tell you how it is.”

These people have wounded souls.

Thinking of past memories and not living in the “now.”

These people probably do not know themselves at the end of the day.

Then again I doubt anyone truly knows themselves fully.

Many individuals know who others are but do not even know themselves at the end of the day.

To know thyself or to not know thyself.

What shall you choose?

Be programmed into being you.

Or think freely and be who you truly wish to be.

Live in a box and stay in that box.

Or leave the box you are currently within and expand your horizons.

All I wish for is everyone to be their greatest version.

Is this “you” they say is “you.”

The actual you that is within you?

Or are you an imposter of yourself.

Living this life through these eyes that are not even yours.

Love or fear is the real question?

The ego guides us in the wrong direction.

We were all once a baby with zero beliefs.

Pure as can be.

Think about that.

We all come from the same source.

Our mothers birthed us into this world.

A smiling happy baby with zero cares in the world.

That was all of us at one point in time.

Ignore the box you are put in.

Be your true self and who you are will vibrate out of your soul.

Listen to that intuition of yours and you will know who you truly are.

Divine feminine

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I will attempt my best to explain this drawing.

There are feminine and masculine traits.

Females have more power/energy.

Labels of each gender are different and quite stereotypical.

The woman. Feeds the family. Cleans. Becomes pregnant. Has the labor of the baby. Raises kids. Lots of love is created and spread. Provides for loved ones. Etc….

Tell your mother you love her. Your mother is everything. Without your own mother, you wouldn’t exist.

Mother nature is a woman.

The earth is more of a being than an earth. The earth has feelings similar to us. The earth reacts to everything we do with it.

The earth is both a female and a male.

The soul is what truly matters the most.

The external world is an illusion.

Imagine every “mother” being a “father.”

As well as every “father” being a “mother.”

If single dads were running this world, I doubt they could “accomplish” as much as our mothers have accomplished for us.

Not hating or ignoring the fathers that are “mothers” to their children as well.

Love expands the mind and ignorance dumbs the mind.

Females have more power in the end.

“Feminine qualities” help you grow as a human being.

Loving.
Kind.
Caring.
Affectionate.
Expressive.
Feelings hurt and need to look within to ignore the negativity.
Insecurities.
Self-image.
Health.

Basically self-care.

I could go on forever.

Thinking most will understand what I am attempting to say.

“Masculine qualities” don’t really help you grow on thyself.

Work.
Hands dirty.
Tough love.
Ignore inner self.
Not expressive.
Takes it how it is.
Ego.
Control.
Lazy.

Everything I express is quite stereotypical of each gender.

All I am trying to Express is we need both feminine and masculine traits.

The internal world is more important than the external world.

Labels are quite stereotypical.

Everything is stereotypical.

We need both feminine and masculine traits to become our greatest versions.

I believe “love” is the correct way to handle a situation instead of “ignoring” the problem.

“Love” = feminine.

“Ignoring the problem” = masculine

But to ignore the problem. The problem will only increase.

Love will solve anything.

Without love and to ignore love. You will become blinded instead of becoming who you truly are. A divine being.

If anything I am more “feminine” then “masculine.”

Your inner feelings are worth more than any object or possession.

Self-care is priceless. Without yourself, you couldn’t be here to be you.

Don’t regret not being yourself. If others don’t accept you. That is their loss. Not yours.

Taking care of thyself should be your first priority. Not your last priority.

I am living this life to “love” each and every soul. Most importantly myself. Thyself.

I am not living this life to regret each moment and to be living in negativity.

“Hatred” arising in each moment for no reason. The “hatred” is within yourself and it is nowhere to be found. Hatred is not a disease. It is who you are within the moment you decide to become angry. Hatred is within you and you are hatred. An angry soul.

Emotions are not really you, but then they are you. Emotions are here and there.

Love is infinite. Love is the answer and the only answer.

Ego knows too much and creates more problems.

Love is all I can say……

The more love you spread.

The higher the chance the world will be at peace with each other.

In time the world will come together and unite into one.

All you have to do is believe in love.

Be your greatest version and that is all that matters.

Love is a priceless feeling that few experience. But what really is love. I guess love is self-explanatory.

Love is different for us all.

Just remember to love and to not create more hatred in the world.

Hatred separates.

Love unites.

The last paragraph explains the foundations of the artwork.

When I look into my art I see many stories as well. It is hard to explain.

This is what I wish to say.

This is only for you to read along with. If you have nothing to say after. That is okay with me. All I wish for you to do is listen to me………

I believe our purpose on this earth is to raise human consciousness and to live each moment in love. Whatever you can do to benefit the world. Creating love for you and others. Love holds the highest vibration known to man. Love has the highest frequency out of all frequencies. The meaning of life is life itself. We are all running around in a delusional vehicle of flesh holding a soul within our body. Attempting to become something greater than what we already are. Forgetting life itself in the process. To not even acknowledge life itself. Instead, we are too blind. The love is being forgotten and the ego is not. Ignore living life at a fast pace. Especially with an abundance of negative energy. With more negative energy life will be a slow process. It will feel as if life itself will never end. All you will want is for life to end in a negative mindset. To live your life in love and positivity. You will live each moment in gratitude and the appreciation of existing. Positivity is always the answer. To create more love in the world. Or to create more hatred. You are either hatred or love. When you “hate” yourself there is no “growing.” When you “love” yourself. Each moment is another moment to become your greatest version. Life will feel as if it is a dream when you use love. Existing in itself is mind-blowing. Appreciate this life or you will never appreciate thyself. To ignore thyself is to never be yourself. Each individual has to express what they feel. If you don’t express who you are. Possibly this you that is within you isn’t the you that you wish to be within. Greatness is always around the corner. “New and greater” parts of your being are here. It is just that you haven’t “discovered” them within yourself. Look within. All you have to remember is to never give up on yourself. To give up on yourself is to not love yourself. To love yourself is to express yourself and then you are being yourself. If you aren’t yourself, then this you that is you isn’t you. Expression is everything. Without Expression, you couldn’t express who you are. We are all our own artist of life. Even if you don’t think you are an artist you are. Everything is an expression of another expression. It never ends. Neither does life so you should continue on living. Remember to be “you.” Instead of being a “you” that someone has told “you” to be. Embrace the real “you.”

Live life in fear or love………

Quote #45

At times in life, I find myself walking throughout my mind and the destinations never end.

But then I think to myself, why?

Why does my mind keep opening all of these doors? The mind I possess never seems to stop thinking no matter what I do.

I also find my mind quite lost. At times I find myself quite sad or “depressed.” Not saying I want to leave this world. I just happen to be in very deep thought, you can say. I don’t mean to offend anyone is saying this. A deep rest within the mind.

When I search or look for the answers there’s nothing to be found.

I’m being sad and “depressed” for no reason in the end.

It’s all within my imagination and nothing else.

An imbalance of energies within the mind. Chemical reactions I believe.

Each thought you create within your mind posses its own vibration. An example of Energy itself. Thoughts are a very pure, powerful energy towards your mind.

You become your thoughts, you literally manifest each and every thought one way or another.

In the end, you will be each and every thought you think you’re.

For the “real world” to see it or not is your choice.

Hide behind those iron bars of a scared mind. Or go out there and explore to find your “happiness.”

As happiness can only be valued from an individual standpoint. Each person defines their own happiness as each person defines their own emotion. The moment we all posses.

At the end of the day, there’s no place to be designated. We all act as if this life is one big competition/race.

No one takes a break and it’s nothing much, but people “doing.” It seems to be that few people contribute to “doing nothing.”

If you “do nothing” you compare yourself to others. This “nothing” of yourself.

This is all from the individual’s perspective. What their image of “doing nothing” or “doing something” is.

I could care less what you do with this life. Just don’t hurt or harm any others in the process. All you have to do is spread love and positive energy. Don’t be the negative energy sucker.

Don’t compare but be better than who you were yesterday or it’s nothing much but a competition your whole life.

In the end, there’s no finish line. The line of finish is when death occurs.

When you die then the race will be over.

Stop “doing” so much and running all over. Take some time to breathe and enjoy the moment, for what it’s.

Who knows, you could die 1 week from now or possibly in 1 month.

Imagine if tomorrow you were told you had 24 hours to live.

Would you regret anything? Possibly everything you have done in your life. Each moment is a moment never grasped again. It’s too late to take it back now or to change anything. Now what.

The things you didn’t do. The things you “could” have done. But you never did. Just because you were all stuck up in this race.

To live a life doing things you don’t enjoy. Or possibly you enjoy every moment. In the process, you continue doing all these actions and moments. Very few days seem to be “different” but many seem to be the “same.”

Work, whatever you do for free time, sleep and repeat this every day for 5 days a week for 50+ years. Then you can enter retirement. When your body is so distorted it’s hard to function. From all of this “doing.” The body never gets a chance to rest.

Then you wonder why so many “lost individual” roam throughout this world. We’re all lost in the end. No one knows wrong from correct or correct from wrong. It’s just what we’re told in the end. Everything has an “answer” of some sort.

Sadness or depression usually is because,

It’s more about people not being able to face this reality of a life.

This isn’t even a great life for some. Instead, it’s something similar to a bunch of puppets with no feelings doing and doing and doing.

We all have an inner self. Just take a look in the mirror and look at everything around you. Then ask yourself this question. “Why?”

To never look within the moment for a greater picture of this life.

We live in a world where the only thing that matters is “work/money.”

Whatever you wish for this life to be. Create that life into this life.

People judge each other and compare off wages and job positions. The more money you make the “happier.”

I’m going to explain this analogy I thought of in my head. It was created a few days ago. I remembered to put it in this quote.

Maybe some will not agree. But here I’ll share it.

“Every emotion in a form is to not live in the present moment. Instead, to live in the past or the future, which is never to be here. The “Now” is ignored. The state of mind is greatest when you reach full happiness or enlightenment. I call this state of mind “Nirvana.” It’s the hardest things to achieve. Most will never “succeed” at this, but many will attempt to.”

When I say this, I’m thinking it’ll make sense to someone out there, hahaha.

If you really think about it. All emotions are based on the current moment. But then again, not. If you don’t live in the ‘Now” any emotion could erupt out of you. I’m done explaining this now.

Back to what I was saying……..

The more advanced job the “greater.”

But at the end who is greater? Who is the best?

Well, there is no winner. We’re all “one.”

The person to the north, east, south, west. They’re the same as you.

The ego will place your value within this world, a positive, loving ego or a destructive self-centered ego.

Only caring about this “I.” There’s no “I.”

But there is a “we.”

We’re all nothing but a huge family. In the end, we all continue to fight and cause problems within this world.

An ego based driven world.

I, I, I, I, I,

“I” hear this enough. There is no “I.”

Only the “I” you think of.

Each other individual has this own “I” they posses of you.

In a way, it matters what you think of yourself. I’m not saying this is an unsecured way.

To live life and not even live your life than to die and all, in the end, no one ever really lived even when they did live. So, in the end, everyone has never been alive. Just “here.”

This life is more of a dream than a dream is even a dream.

All being much of a paradox in the end.

We live life to live life, but in the end very few ever “live.”

You keep learning more facts. Skill wise those things we never learn. You stop learning skills soon after the age of kindergarten. Then it’s all nothing but the same. Yes you learn lots of things. Don’t get me wrong. I’m thinking only a few individuals will understand this.

Your identity is lost. The name really doesn’t mean anything in a way. Besides identifying people. All humans are my family. I accept all humans. Love is the only thing I wish for within this world.

You have to adventure on your own to learn things school doesn’t teach you.

Imagine if you handed a sheet of paper to each child and told them to write what they feel from within. Even adults too. All of us need this.

We need classes on self-love and how to make peace within. Love each other as a nation. Something that will add more love to this world. Positive energy.

School is mostly beneficial for ego and culture. They don’t teach you how thoughts and emotions affect our reality. The connection with nature. This “outside” world.

I feel as if many don’t feel a connection with the world they live within.

If you don’t trust the way the universe works. You can’t even trust yourself.

We learn to walk, read, eat, talk etc…. The basics.

We all learn and some don’t which is okay. We’re all at different levels in life. There’s always time to adventure wherever you wish to. If you wish to improve at something. Do so, manifest those thoughts and put actions towards them. Keep that thought within your mind and let it go into the universe.

We all know how to survive. The definition of survival is different for each person. All you need is Oxygen, Water, Food, Shelter, and Sleep.

That’s all you need to technicality be alive.

Everything else is your decision after that. Whatever you wish to manifest in this life.

The body does everything else naturally.

Similar to how it grows every day without you yelling at it. Or your food digests without you screaming at it. You can talk how you’re talking within your mind. Also, you’re reading this right now. Everything is already there in a way.

The rest is the character and morality. Personality or how a person treats you.

Not the wealth or “value” of a person.

We live in a world where we’re quick to judge. Without saying a single word to each other.

The ego overrides the mind and has to instantly compare.

Why is that?

My mind thinks insecurity within the soul. There is no reason to judge someone unless to compare to thyself.

In the act of doing this, it will lead to nothing but negative energy and unhappiness.

We’re equal including the animals. Nothing separates us besides souls.

Morals and characters.

Karma will come back to you at the weirdest times. You’ll have to take it and create it into a positive outlook.

If not, you’ll attract even more negative things upon more negative experiences.

Whenever I’m having a bad day. I always try to turn the negative into the positive. I’m improving at this daily.

The universe is not that easy. It likes to play games. The way you create each moment is what consumes your mind. Each moment is the same in the end. It’s just the way you react. Similar to the analogy I explained before.

Through reaction, your life will be created. Each experience will create the next step in your life.

Have the step be an intelligent step. Do your best to create the moment a positive moment.

If not it’s okay. We all let loose once in a while. Just don’t let your mind get carried away. Be safe in what you do each moment.

The mind is very powerful. Be careful with what you think and tell yourself. It will manifest in a percentage of some sort.

Fantasy or realistic it will somehow be presented within your life.

Fiction or non-fiction. I never understood this concept hahaha.

Fiction is unrealistic, but then non-fiction is realistic. That makes no sense in my mind.

It literally says non. How is “non” conclude to a world that is “realist.”

Fiction should be realistic. Then non-fiction shouldn’t be unrealistic.

This is how my brain sees is.

Whenever I look at words, my mind slowly processes them. The reason why. Each word has a “sound” of some sort.

I always wondered why some words are silent and others aren’t.

So if you say the silent word. Then you’re wrong in saying this word. People will understand you but not fully.

We’re not all perfect and don’t know an advanced language as some do. All words hold a level from 1-10. All concluding to the same definition in the end. Just having a different order of words each time.

Language has a “proper form.” All language has to be fluent or people will have troubles understanding you.

I always make up my own words, hahaha. People say you can’t do that. Well someone did it, so can I.

I just don’t understand how this works.

People will say. “That’s just the author you can’t say it how you want.”

I would say.

“Oh, well okay then.”

I just look too deep within the lines with all things.

My thoughts are trying to say anything is possible. I guess that’s what it’s trying to say. I don’t know.

Here’s a quote I’d like to share. It’s from “Dr. Seuss.”

“Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You.”

Youer, isn’t a word.

He made up words. Dr. Seuss inspires me a lot.

I don’t believe in inspiration, but it helps.

Until you do the work it’s not technically motivation/inspiration.

It just tricks your mind into doing so. You have to put action forth before being “inspired.”

This is a weird way of explaining this. Someone will understand.

You do everything, the person told you nothing. All you did was listen. similar to how I’m talking to myself and everyone reading this is listening to me.

Everyone who is reading this decided to read this. I didn’t force anyone. I appreciate everyone who reads this.

Writing these keeps me “sane” also the intention is to inspire others. Follow your dreams and do what you wish to do in this life.

Motivation isn’t motivation, it’s more of a wake-up call. Realization from others, to tell you there’s more. A deeper and greater meaning to life.

This is my “weird” unique self. My mind is strange. I don’t understand this language. To me, it makes no sense. All words are the same in the end. Most just sound different than the last.

Words can either sound fancy, property, normal, average or “lower level”.

In the end, it’s all the same. The action you do speak more into this universe.

Be a person of value and not “doings.”

Never compare yourself. We all learn new things every day.

All at different levels of consciousness.

Don’t put a label on yourself. Just accept who you’re and be the greatest version you can achieve to be.

If you do compare, you’ll become lost in this world.

We’re all lost in the end.

If we can’t even make peace with each other than there is nothing to learn. Make peace with yourself and life will be so much greater than it’s now. Trust me, or maybe don’t.

Peace comes from within and that’s where it starts to grow.

It’s whatever you decide to do in the end. Similar to what I just said this is nothing but me talking. Someone could say this has inspired them to manifest something great.

I did nothing, it was you that did something, not me.

Be the greatest you that you can achieve to be.

Thanks for listening to me. Technically, you’re hearing a vibration within your own mind whispering you these words, so yes.

“I” did nothing in the end.

You did all of this, hahahaha.

Do nothing, but comparing yourself to where you were yesterday. That’s all that matters.

If you compare to others your whole life. Nothing good will happen. Promise me, happiness will never be achieved.

We’re all “talented” at something. Otherwise, each individual wouldn’t be here. We’re all here for a purpose. Find and create your purpose.

There’s nothing special about me. I’m nothing of a king or ask to be praised upon. I’m nothing but a person as we’re all people.

All I wish for is the people to find peace within each other.

Love starts from within, that’s where you begin.

Love yourself and you’ll love everything around you.

This is not a comparison game.

Be the best you and the greatest version you can become. Then that’s it.

Have a great weekend everyone.

Much love!