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Modern scientists are baffled by how the brain works. It’s the only organ that’s not understood by scientists. Councciounessiones itself is still a mystery, no answer to this day.

Scientists understand how every other organ works besides the brain. The organ that makes you survive and live today. There’s no idea why we’re here.

We’re all just here and it’s just happening, that’s the best way to explain it.

Your eyes are connected to your brain so in a way the eyes are part of your brain as well. They correspond. If you look at a blueprint of the brain it’s quite weird looking.

Not trying to scare anyone here but if you look at the shape of the brain. The blueprints of what It looks like. Here’s an example…..

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It looks just like the “Eye of Horus.” If you’re not sure what this is, do some research on the “Eye of Horus.” The “Eye of Horus” is located on King Tuts tombstone.

There’s a pyramid on the US dollar as well, with an eye right at the top of the pyramid. SO called being the “Eye of Horus.”1280px-United_States_one_dollar_bill,_reverse

 

Another crazy fact, The Great Pyramid is literally in the center of the world and all the pyramids are relative and are synchronized into a weird shape. Put together extremely well.

Fitting on the ” The Orion Belt.” It’s a set of stars. Known as the “Three Kings” and “Three Sisters.”

 

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All so, the (longitude-latitude) and the speed of light is the same coordinates as The Great Pyramid. The Great Pyramid is located in the direct center of the world. The numbers are 299,792,458.

The speed of light and the coordinates match up, both having the same exact numbers, 299,792,458. Numbers are infinite and the chances are impossible, but it happened. The word “Impossible” is literally “I’M-Possible.” Anything is possible at any time at any given moment.

This life happens to you and you don’t happen to life. This life controls you and you don’t, when I say this I mean the world moves and guides without your direction. The birds fly as they fly and the trees grow as they grow. Nature and the world combine and do its thing, all happening at once.

Yes, we all control and harness our own energy, so yes. We do control our own lives, this concept I speak of is confusing to most. Someone will understand me.

I’ll try to explain in a different way.

There’s a “tree” and a “human.” When asking the human “who are you?” This human will go into a ponder of thought, think of things to say. Similar to a story or plot of some sort, or someone reading a grocery list or a long receipt that never ends. All of these things add up creating this “I.”

When asking the tree, “Who are you?” The tree has nothing to say at all. It sits there, does nothing and looks beautiful. All doing this by just doing nothing. In a state of meditation. There’s just a tree and only a tree, it has nothing to say.

If you ask a human, “Who are you?” Usually, you’ll get hit with a name, then an age or what school this individual went to. Maybe a job of some sort. The typical conversation starters you can say, in this society. I Don’t usually ask people things like this. There’s more of a person behind this name than most think.

When people ask me who this “I” is. My answer is there’s no “I” or “Me” whatever you want to say. “I’m” nothing, similar to this tree. Just chilling enjoying life as it can be. I don’t say this in a bad way, but a good way.

My labels are thrown out the window. “I” have nothing to say about myself. Life controls itself. Rather just breathe and enjoy the fresh air, hahaha. The person put in charge usually abuses the power. Power put in the wrong hands can outcome in much evil.

The universe controls everything, but the individual only thinks they’re in control of everything. Your hair and nails grow just like how your food digests without you telling it to do so. Energy is all around at all times, creating this thing we call “life.”

There’s no me, just a passenger visiting earth and then another rebirth, we’re all the same and “I” have nothing to claim.

Most of the time the person behind this name is ignored and not taken care of. When I say this, I mean thyself is not taking care of thyself. This is much of a doing world and thyself is ignored.

Back to the pyramids, sorry thought I would share this analogy with you. I’m thinking select individuals will understand.

All of this corresponds. It’s quite weird.

Also, no one has any idea how the pyramids were built or how they all arrived on planet earth. They just did, a lot of myths are told. About how they were built. But in reality, no one knows anything or how everything has got here.

There’s an estimate of 2.3 million blocks of stone. Each block weights about 2.5 tons. This is The Great Pyramid. These are just all estimates of science, the numbers of anything are never 100% true. Perfection is impossible in any form, always time for more learning or adventures.

There are so many “theories” or stories that are within ancient history, but most sound so abnormal it’s not believable to most. Your mind has to be very, very, very, open. If not you’ll laugh and make fun of what you read.

All I say is do your research, the research they don’t teach you in school. All of that Hi-Story.

History. His story.

It’s all just mass produced, taught and nothing else can be taught. A curriculum is followed with no freedoms or very little.

It’s all a very big coincidence that all of this has happened. Then there’s the pineal gland. It’s an organ in the center of your brain. An organ within an organ. The size of a pea. They say it holds the “soul” of you within it. The “energy” creating who you’re.

Multiple things destroy and damage the pineal gland. Over time it can be destroyed or it can be cleaned.

At a certain length of time, it’s destroyed and there’s no way of going back. I think there’s a max till its destroyed. An organ can only take so much till its destroyed.

All of what I have said might have been very confusing to most, I might sound like some “madman” but I’m just sharing things I’ve read and know.

It might sound like I’m just babbling and talking nonsense. But just keep listening/ reading, it’s your choice.

If you read Egyptian history, the history they don’t teach you in school. You’ll learn all of this.

Also, a man named “Nikola Tesla.” He can explain all of this very well. Think I’m going to draw a picture of him one day. He’s very inspiring, doubt most know who this man is. He could have changed the world, just research a man by the name of “Nickola Tesla.”

There’s so much they don’t teach you that’s out there. All of this will sound very crazy to you if I keep talking. I feel like a few know what I’m talking about.

All of this is quite ignored, I feel as if it’s for a reason.

Research the “pineal gland” and “The Great Pyramid.”

Everyone have a beautiful loving weekend, remember to appreciate the moments as they pass by. For all, we know today could be your last day to live. Life’s a mysterious and crazy thing.

I Send love and happiness to everyone!

Have a beautiful weekend!

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quote #38

 

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Sometimes, depending on how deep into the meditation I get, visions or hallucinations appear you can say.

Things that are so hard to explain unless you have seen them yourself.

I see shapes and colors. Sometimes stories or visions are seen, a very deep unconscious thought. Everything is let go, entering into an imaginary land.

Sometimes it’s very hard to put pictures into words, not many are good with their words.

At moments I have my good times, others I don’t. Sounds like every human to me.

I don’t know how to explain Mediation other than what I have said here.

Here’s my best visual for everyone put into words…..

It took me the longest time to just sit still for a little bit. Up to a year to fully grasp it.

At the beginning, it was around a few minutes for me. Keep adding more time when you’re comfortable. Or maybe don’t add time up at all, just close your eyes and meditate. Recently I’m up to 30-minute sessions. As of now, I’m at 35-40 minutes. A period where my eyes are closed for 30+ minutes but I’m still awake. Eyes are just closed.

I try to not open my eyes and think of nothingness.

You forget where you’re, or what you’re. Breathe but don’t concentrate on breathing, just let the breathing happen.

I lose feeling in my whole body and feel this feeling like no other. You forget where you’re or what room you happen to be in. It’s as if an energy is flowing throughout your whole body. If performed correctly, your heart rate will drop a decent amount. One time I got my heart rate very low and the Mediation was so intense. It felt like I was a new person after I woke up as if I reincarnated. Meditation is a natural medicine for the body.

The experience for each mediator will be different, not all will enjoy or think this is a grand idea. When in a deep meditation, all you see is pure darkness.

The feeling of your body disappears, it’s as if you’re in another world of some sort. Another dimension.

You can put on “certain music” if wanted otherwise in complete silence.

Go to music with a rhythm or beat. Something with a frequency of around 432HZ. It’s said this frequency of music is the most appealing to the ear, to calm down and relax. Mozart produced a lot of music at 432 Hertz.

This kind of music soothes me and relaxes me too. Whenever I go to bed, I always put on “sleeping” music. It’s as if I’m a child in a crib and I’m listening to a lullaby to fall asleep. All ages can do this, hahaha. I swear I pass out soon after putting the music on.

To decide to have music or not.

The choice is yours. Silence or music. It depends on the day for me.

Mediation is not for everyone, but I believe everyone can do it. Took me the longest time to sit still.

Here are my crazy thoughts, hahaha.

Mediation is my best medicine at the moment. It helps me the most with relaxing the mind and staying “happy.” Happiness is different for everyone.

Mediation makes me realize this. We’re nothing much, but a mind with a body and soul. Mind, body, and soul.

Mediation helps you find your soul from within, the things hiding you’ve never thought to dive into. It just happens, in the moments of mediation you find thyself, and reflect who you really are as a person.

Who is this “I” we speak of? mediation helps you realize there is no “I” but there is only a mind that separates us all from each other, nothing much but a mind.

Your mindset in this world will distinguish you from others. You are nothing but a thought of a mind, with nerve endings responding at all moments. If it wasn’t for the sense of “feel” the mind wouldn’t be here.

Neither would you, nothing would be here. Everything is an emotion or energy form of some sort. Everything around you and yourself is just “energy.” If you were to zoom in on anything with a microscope, there would just be live energy moving all around. Nothing but a bunch of moving atoms. (ENERGY)

How else would something take up space in this world? Without energy being used in some sort nothing would be here. There’s some form of energy in everything we do. After doing something, It’s all over and there’s no way of stopping it. Or going back.

Control it at your best, don’t abuse your energies and everything will go as planned. A few unexpected things will happen, in those moments you use your energy at its best or you fail yourself and use your energy in a negative way.

Mediation helps you reflect upon yourself. It’s as if your eyeballs turn to the back of your head, and you’re set free from this world temporarily. Entering another world of your own.

What I’m about to say could either be me being crazy and everything I say is just what I’m telling myself. Craziness or insanity you can say, or possibly there is some truth in this. I’m just speaking from experience. I’m no expert, just a soul sharing information with the world.

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I could be putting all of this in my mind and I actually see and hear these things.

Most will say it’s my imagination.

But I think it’s much more.

Something much, much more.

I recommend you try doing a few minute meditation and see if you can even sit still.

It’s a very simple and easy task against yourself. I challenge everyone right now reading this to attempt a few minute meditation.

Find an empty area, sit down. Cross your legs, close your eye and put your hands/fingers in a comfortable position.

Focus on the center of your forehead and “doze” off into the pure darkness. Remember your eyes need to be closed.

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If you were squirmy, you “failed.”

If you were still, you “passed.”

Here’s what I mean. If you were squirmy and moved around. You’re probably anxious and in need of some sort of self-cleanse or reflection of thyself.

I used to be very anxious, but now I kinda just don’t care. Life is free and anxiety is at a cost. Creating a burden on your mind. A constant future thought to not even be in the “now.”

Through meditation, this helps me a lot to lose my anxiety and be more stress-free.

When you look into the science if you believe it or not.

There are many benefits of meditation. I’ll name a few of them, take care to listen if you want.

You may not believe what I say, but that’s okay, just sharing “different” information with many individuals who aren’t probably used to this kind of talk.

I might have just sounded very strange to you at the moment. But don’t we all, hahaha.

A few benefits of meditation.

1. More conscious of thyself, thoughts and actions are more aware. Less energy is used towards “energy sucking” thoughts or actions. Accepting of others. You’ll wonder why you’re here.

2. Your nerves become calm, you’re not tense and tight all the time. Science tells me this, but there’s always a study to fight against the other. The body’s energy can be controlled.

3. Some of my best art ideas or advice you can say is given to me by the universe, my imagination improves.

4. A lot of studies show that meditation improves most parts of the brain as if you’re “working” it out. Muscle memory is built within the brain. Just look into it, you’ll understand what I’m saying. Are brain can be worked out just like how your arms can be worked out. Just in different form hahaha. Multiple parts of the brain are “worked out.” Similar to your arms too.

5. Lowers blood pressure, lowers anxiety, creates natural serotonin in the body. Giving you that “happy” feeling. Creates the calm chemical.

7. One of my favorite. Reduces “cortisol” that’s your worst enemy. All it does is drag you to the floor. A “stress” hormone. Nothing good comes from this hormone. This is your worst enemy

8. Increase serotonin. You’re just happy for no reason all the time. You’ll end up a “crazy” person, hahaha.

6. Boosts melatonin levels, helping us to improve sleep.

7.Makes you younger and produces natural growth hormones. Literally reversing your age. Most regular meditators look younger. It’s hard to explain. Look it up, if you want.

Many more, could go on for a while.

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Believe it or not.

But don’t knock it till you try it.

All you have to do it nothing. I’m sure you have a few minutes to do nothing.

Sitting on the couch is the same as meditation. Just a little more advanced, I believe in you!

Give it one attempt, why not? The worst you can do is try, there’s no harm in trying. Or I rather say “attempt.” Be at your full potential.

 

About half way done, you can say.

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Worked on this yesterday. Try to post the day off, when I draw. Got too late and had no time. Rather get extra sleep instead of frantically writing a blog post just because.

You can always do something tomorrow instead of today. If the second day, even happens, don’t promise yourself the second day. It’s only thought and wished upon.

To plan the future but never know the end results. Till acted upon at the exact moment.

I only thought to make this the next day and I did. One task achieved for the day! Try to accomplish the important things crossing throughout your mind. The ones that bring you happiness, not just out of force and hatred. Thoughts within you that are hiding, thoughts you fear to express to the world. Be yourself

Don’t acknowledge the ignorant thoughts or people. Whatever thoughts are most important to you and make you happy will turn out the best in the end. The chaotic thoughts and people will throw you off balance, taking you in the wrong direction.

When posting a color update turns into a philosophical story, hahahaha. Sorry. I’m just being me in this lonesome world that appears before my eyes.

That’s just the way my mind works, everything within it is very detailed. Similar to my art, the pieces of the pieces.

Each person interprets and sees the worlds differently, creating their own story.

Within words hides greater messages, just like in art there’s a message hidden within the picture. Messages are hidden within everything. Listen for them and you’ll hear it at the correct moment in time. You’ll be appreciated that you listened

 

More color added

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This is where I’m at the moment. Thought right now would be a good time to stop and take a picture.

Taking a short break to post, then drawing for a little bit longer.

Having fun with this one. The position of the drawing is interesting, trying my best to separate the colors and shades. To make the image as identifiable as possible.

If you look at each area of the image, your mind will create a picture over time.

 

First colors added

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Here’s the progress of the past day or so. Took a picture before I started working on it tonight.

Taking a break right now to post a picture of my past progress. As of right now, I’m a bit further than this.

Don’t let the colors throw you off. In art, any color can go anywhere. All the colors are the same in the end. If light were taken away or the sun. There would only be black and white. It’s more of the tone in the color than anything else. The pigment

Many are guessing the same thing, don’t second guess yourself, take a look at each detail closely.

The answer will not be given until the end, only hints and ideas will be given towards the answer.

Within your imagination what do you see?

Finished sketch.

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This is the finished sketch. Drawing this was quite sudden. It was a fast decision, the paper was put on the drawing table. The final product was produced in a long but short period. Only took me about 8 hours. But only took one day not a few as usual.

I’ve said this in my past posts. The speed I’m drawing at seems to be increasing slowly but surely. The ease and thoughts disappear and only art is the true focus. When all thoughts are canceled and the only focus is art. You get lost in your own work, finding a place to follow at and you get lost on an adventure.

My best way of explaining it is this. The chair is the beginning of the trail for each time I draw. Imagine a wooden hiking sign, without a name written on it. The name is blank and you create what happens. When the pencil is put on the paper I begin walking down the path, depending on how I feel in each moment determines the path of the route. Places that were seen and actions experienced upon. The actions and things that were seen create the adventure/trail

The whole idea or purpose is to focus like a child and have fun each time I draw, don’t force my legs dragging each step. Enjoy the steps taken and appreciate every scenery exposed to or seen on the trail. That’s the drawing process, the walking down the path, to enjoy it and not force or autopilot it.

Don’t like to boast about myself, but thought I would share this with you. If I can improve my art skills so can you. The results happen right in front of your eyes. This works with everything else as well. Not to say I’m better than you, but to show how anyone can improve at something. It just takes time and effort. In the end, things will slowly add up and make sense. If I were to force and rush each drawing the original beauty will be lost. The true potential won’t be shown. Take it easy but still make sure things are happening

Remember to never give up on yourself, then no progress will be shown. Even if it’s a little amount who cares 1% is greater than -1% any amount is greater. Make each day feel awesome.

With the image being where it’s, what do you see? look at all details and shapes. The possibilities could never end, use that imagination of yours.

 

 

 

New sketch (Almost complete)

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Here is how far I am at the moment. Probably should have stopped sooner to take a picture. Was to in the moments of making the drawing, didn’t want to take a picture till later.

Sorry about that, meant to take a picture sooner. If I could make a flip book of every segment you could watch the sketch build up over time. When I get a camera, maybe I can figure something out like that.

In the process of making this drawing, I’ve noticed my speed keeps increasing every time. My old self would have taken a few days or a while to sketch this. Instead, it took about 3 sessions for today. Still, have a little more time draw after I post. So about 6 plus hours as of right now.

My mind tells me when it’s time for a break, then a new session is started. Usually, last around 2 or so hours each. Unless it’s a day where time is completely lost and hours and hours go by and I forget to eat. Depends on the day.

With where the sketch is at so far, what do your eyes see in the image?

Remember only hints and clues will be given, good luck guessing. Use that imagination of yours to the fullest potential. Anything could be in the image, look closely.

This one is a bit different, having fun with it. Let’s see where this one goes.

 

Octopus

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Finished up the drawing about an hour ago. I Always clean the image before spraying it. When doing that I check the paper for pencil shavings from the colors and fill in white areas that are easily noticeable.

Whenever a piece is done, I look at it and think it’s never done. Something can always be added or messed with.

I have to stop myself or I would work on one single piece my whole life, hahahaha.

You never know when you’re really done, I guess you’re done when your guts say. “Okay, I think we’re done here now.” hahahaha.

Throughout the process of drawing this, there were endless guesses. Like always, the guesses ranged from, the image I was thinking, things I never thought to be in the image and many more ideas. It’s always enjoyable and interesting when people look at my art.

Sometimes people see things that I never knew were in my art, and it’s just there. It just takes time for my mind to process others ideas and images. I don’t always see what everyone else sees. I try my best to use my imagination and see what the viewers see

I guess anything could be in my art. When there’s no color, the range of ideas is infinite throughout the mind. With color as, well, anything could be in the image too.

It’s all about what the viewer decides to see. They say what you see defines your emotions in a way. How you’re feeling at the moment.

Everyone will see the same exact image, but not necessarily. Depending on the individual the image will be transferred differently. Seeing the same image but in the end, we’ll all look at it differently creating a new story for each one of us.

Let your imagination take over and create a picture for you to see. Don’t hold on, let it be free. Think no thoughts and just focus on the colors and shapes to create a final image.

In this image, I see a colorful octopus.

When looking at this drawing the meaning of it will be different for everyone.

My first thought is freedom or a free-spirited soul. All the colors represent the journey happing within the octopus, crazy looking to most but happy and full of colors being the emotions on the inside. Feeling all emotion that can be felt. From the worst emotions to the best emotions. Every feeling that is possible. Notice how I say that this is the inside of the octopus. It’s the inside that only matters. Each person is like this octopus. All revealing different colors and such. Never to really show, but it’s all within. Being the emotions, creating each individual.

This octopus is on a mission and nothing is in its way, the colors also represent the strength and vitality of the spirit of the octopus.

Like I said before what you see is how you feel emotionally.

Each drawing in a way. After I complete it, I’m the drawing. I feel what the image looks like. The colors represent how I feel at the moment.

I feel like a colorful octopus on a mission and nothings stopping me. I’m riding on a wave at a certain frequency enjoying this journey of life day by day. For each day to bring new endeavors. All challenges accepted to create thyself into the greatest version that’s out there.

Life itself and the experiences you create are the greatest teachers that are out there. Learn and mess up, both are needed. Life’s not a clean and simple paved road, there will be many twists and turns.

Just never lose your balance or frequency, kinda like riding a bike and in the end, everything will be okay. Follow your gut and heart.

I’m this octopus and so are you, it’s just that we will all interpret It differently.

I shared my story. What’s your story? What do you see in this image? There’s no right or wrong, share as you please.

Color update (soon to be finished)

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Here’s how far I’m at the moment, worked on this for a few hours last night. Late into the night, it seems that I have more of a spark of imagination at night. When I’m supposed to be sleeping and in dreamland, I feel the most creative.

If sleep wasn’t important I would sacrifice a lot of sleep for art time. But If I don’t sleep a certain amount of hours I feel sluggish all day. Not working to my full potential. It’s in the small, focused intense moments where you build yourself. Not all the sloppy fast moments when you’re trying to hurry and finish something. Similar to try to run in front of a person in a race.

We’re all moving at a different pace/ frequency, move at what pace is comfortable for you. To move very fast without thought most likely you’ll go down the wrong path and become frustrated. The race never ends. Remember to take time to breathe

Remember how I said, sometimes I get in the ‘Zone”. This is the best analogy for me to explain. The race, we’re all running at different paces. Don’t try to be first or last. Just become what is within you. The greatest you.

When drawing I “warm up” for the short race. A mental warm up. Coloring in the shapes is jogging for me. Find a pace to follow on, be steady and you’ll conquer and destroy. I reached the “artist high” or “runners high” when coloring this time again. It’s probably the best sensation I can ever feel. This feeling is a feeling of bliss. The pencils move without thought, they just do. In such concentration.

Whenever this happens, it feels as if the colored pencils, take control of me. My fascination with colors is so intense, I get this childlike feeling when I have colors in my hand. I always appreciate these moments with intense love and gratitude. Only if this could happen every time. Trying to train my body to do this more often, if you understand what I’m saying.

With the colors that have been added, what do you see in the picture revealed in front of your eyes? Remember folks, anything is possible. Don’t have the colors throw you off. The imagination is infinite and so are you.

 

Crazy color combination.

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When making art, you can’t think about real-life scenarios or anything in general. Besides art, If you think about anything else, you won’t enjoy making the art as much as you can.

I try to get in the “zone” that’s what I call it. It’s as if something is controlling me when I draw. It’s similar to a runners high.

I draw and it doesn’t stop, continuous until my hand cramps and I take a break. Fighting the cramps sometimes to finish the last pieces. A battle against the paper and the mind, hahaha. Only do I wish I could draw nonstop, sometimes it takes a lot of energy to motivate yourself.

Making art is a lot harder than people think, sure it might not make your hands dirty unless you’re using paint, hahaha. But the mind is worked out to the max.

I feel as if I get mind headaches from my art sometimes, it’s a lot to process. All the different colors and shapes.

An example you can see, I get bored in one area and end up all over the place on the drawing. Then there are times I’m slow and steady and stay in one area, it depends on the way I’m feeling that day.

I Always do my best to feel tension free when drawing. Don’t drag your hand across the paper, be light weighted.

With all the crazy colors you see, what’s in the image before your eyes?