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Life itself is the greatest gift we have received.

It is quite sad that most individuals think this gift of life is a joke.

Possibly “you” are the joke and life itself is not the joke.

Is it time to “wake up?”

Is it time to leave the matrix?

Becoming your greatest version.

Or is it time to

Continue on “existing”?

The constant cycle of the everyday individual.

Unaware and numb to your surroundings living in pleasure after pleasure.

The real question is.

Why keep on living?

There are infinite possibilities.

There is never a reason to give up besides the false thoughts you manifest.

Become your greatest version.

Life is a gift.

What you do with this gift determines who you are.

Be weak.

Be strong.

Fail.

Surpass yesterday.

Never give up on yourself.

Remember, to love yourself.

Without loving yourself.

You will be attracted toward energies the opposite of the current energy you are holding within your soul.

Manifesting a pathway of destruction.

Your past does not have to define you.

Unless you choose for your past to define you.

Create your destiny instead of letting life itself create a destiny for you.

Have the past dictate your future.

Never overcoming older versions of yourself.

Unless you wish to overcome your fears.

Continue fearing this life.

To think of a future that will never be here at this very moment.

Worrying about the past self wondering if you are “good enough.”

To never fully live within the eternal now.

Missing the whole “purpose” of life.

“The Eternal Now.”

Creating and expressing helps me release all of the energy built up within my soul.

Positive, negative and every emotion you can think of.

It is quite difficult to express your whole self in one writing or one drawing/painting.

This is why artists can create endless pieces of art.

It takes a lifetime, possibly many lifetimes to fully express yourself.

There is so much to learn and study, we have infinite time.

Stop living that negative life.

Think those positive thoughts and manifest those positive thoughts.

Unless you wish to continue ignoring your fears.

Letting your fears and demons consume you from the inside out.

First consuming your soul second the external world.

Until you turn into “nothing.”

Ignore your fears and life itself will manifest a path for you.

Overcome your fears and you will be in more control of how your path is paved.

Remember there will never be “one answer.”

There will be many questions with many theories.

To “know” is possible but quite difficult.

How do we know that we know what we know you know? hahahaha.

All we know is what we have learned from others.

To know if what we “know” is correct is uncertain.

Possess the ideologies and philosophies you wish to believe in.

That is if you are on the way to becoming your true self.

Never mock people or become envious of people.

Become “your” greatest version.

Let me repeat that one more time.

Become “your” greatest version.

There is only “1” of you.

Do not waste your individuality to become an individual that is not “you.”

Be yourself.

Instead of becoming a self that is not “you.”

Unless you wish to live within a false reality.

We are all in this world aspiring to become someone that we are not.

Listen to that soul of yours instead of all the outside voices and opinions of others.

The soul speaks to you through the intuition.

You have to learn how to access your intuition.

If all you do is listen to the voices of others.

It will be quite difficult to access your own intuition.

The intuition is the voice hiding within your own soul.

Your consciousness collects everything you have experienced.

Past now and future.

Manifesting an intuition for you to use.

Use that intuition of yours.

Unless you want to be a drone and obey/accept what others tell you.

Think for yourself and accept nothing.

Life has limitless possibilities.

Become your unique individual self

Play the victim.

Conquer all that passes your way.

Let your demons become your greatest lessons/teachers.

Overcome what you fear.

If you overcome your fears.

It is as if these fears you “possessed” were never there in the first place.

When you overcome fears you begin to shed new versions of yourself.

Then you realize what you thought you “feared” you never really feared.

You have nothing to fear besides “yourself.”

Fear nothing besides fear itself.

False evidence appearing real.

The choice is yours.

Life itself has more power over you.

That does not mean you do not attempt your absolute best to become your greatest version.

The light manifests itself into the darkness.

The darkness manifests itself into the light.

However, you decide to balance your energies will manifest the outcome of your life.

What “inspires” the spirit within me to continue creating.

Is the beauty and horror within this world.

You can point out the ugly easier than the beautiful.

Then again, you can point out the beautiful easier than the ugly.

I “believe” everything manifests from your surroundings as a child continuing into your older age.

How you perceive everything and how you decide to guide your soul.

Determines your “fate”

Yes, you are in control of your fate, then again not.

Do what you must do.

If what happens is supposed to happen.

Then what you “did” will do itself out.

Trust the universe and trust yourself.

The higher power will help guide you to where you need to go.

That is if you put in the effort and energy.

All that “play” and “work” will show itself.

Do not force anything in this life.

You cannot “force” yourself in this life.

The more you force yourself, the more you distance yourself from your soul.

Be more connected to your soul.

Listen and feel what your soul tells you.

I look at the world and see creation/destruction.

Everything must be, then everything must not be.

To continue elsewhere that is not here.

Create love.

Create peace.

Create unity.

Creation is infinite.

Create positive energy.

Good luck with creating everyone!

You are the creator of your destiny.

Create wisely.

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When I saw this picture I “had” to share it with everyone, jahahaah.

This used to be me in the picture.

Thinking thoughts and thinking more thoughts after those thoughts, thinking if the thoughts I am thinking are meaningless or have a purpose.

How do I know I am thinking? The thoughts I am thinking.

Language confuses me.

I only know what everything is because I have been told what everything is.

If someone never told you anything within this life you would have no judgment or concept of what is what.

Overthinking makes you a weak minded individual.

If all you do is worry all the time you will have no time to become your greatest version.

Yes, have thoughts.

Make sure your thoughts do not consume you to the point where you cannot function ignoring the soul.

The power within yourself is ignored when you are weak.

To “know” anything is quite impossible but possible.

What I mean is.

For “one” individual to take on the world like it is their worst enemy is the role of a victim.

Sometimes you are better of taking it easy and taking it one step at a time instead of all the steps in one step.

To victimize yourself or to free yourself from all the thoughts.

Certain practices and meditations can help you ease your mind.

When you “worry” you are in a stage of weakness.

When you are weak you are more prone to “victimizing” yourself.

Do not victimize yourself.

All that lost potential to never be shown to the universe and your family.

Let everything happen and be in the moment.

The moment is where no one pays attention.

Most individuals are lost within the “past” and the “future.”

Funny thing is there is no past or future all there is, is the “now.”

To live in the now.

To live in the past or future, creating unwanted suffering and pain.

When you live in the moment you find tranquility.

Life is my riches.

All that material is a distraction.

Appreciate this life before it is too late.

One day you will be gone.

Don’t waste that “time” of yours.

Use your time wisely.

In the blink of an eye, you will disappear.

Late 21st Birthday to me! -(02/01/1998)- “Special” -[Question and Answer]- Ask me anything you wish….

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I am an artist/writer/philosopher that lives in North America, in the United States.

I live in a small town of about 40,000 people.

Each person is similar to a ghost walking throughout the streets. You never really know each individual, but can observe and feel the presence of their energy. Each person having their own aura.

I have been creating art for the past two years now, in a serious way.

When people ask me “What do you do for a living.”

I always question what that means. What I “do for a living” really should not matter, should it?

I could be a bitter soul full of hatred and have all the money/ fame in this world. Your labels do not define who you are.

The energy you emit to the world, as well as the energy you feel within yourself, is who you are.

Labels do not change who you truly are.

Be your true self instead of hiding behind different masks.

Loyalty and trust are important when using your soul.

If I were to have all the money in the world I would still be who I am today.

I would help the people in need. Spread as much love around as I can.

My answer to this question.

“What do you do for a living.”

Well, I breathe, just like everyone else. I eat/ go to the bathroom. Oh and I sleep sometimes too.

My point is, I am nothing but human. I happen to make art for happiness and I am lucky enough that I can make it into a “career” in the future. The goal is a full-time “career”, well that is the dream.

This dream lies in my hands. The people help the dream happen including all the people reading this. It is all of the energy put towards the craft, every little amount of energy matters as much as the last amount of energy.

If it was not for each transcending moment, you would not be here at this very moment. Every second put into the art means that much more of an improvement. Even if I “fail” at a drawing. It is still an improvement.

I look at my art as play and not work, you do not get paid for something you enjoy. You get paid for something that you do not enjoy.

Then again you can contradict what I just said. I am thinking most will understand what I am trying to explain.

You only get paid for something you do not enjoy because then there is no need to be doing what you are doing if the only reason is for the money and nothing else.

If you get paid for something, what you are doing is nothing more than a duty.

No one pays the children to go have fun and run around outside.

We live in a society that is ego driven and we automatically think we have to be “rewarded” something for everything we do.

Imagine if I told you that everything you did you would receive nothing in return.

All you would receive is the gift of life each and every day.

Material and money should not control your life.

Live your life through your soul and love instead of being controlled by the illusions of life.

Health is wealth.

Attempt “working” on your health.

A positive mindset also comes with a healthy body.

It is as if no matter what we are never happy enough as a collective.

Everyone is always waiting for the next thing or waiting for more of something.

If you think about it there is nothing that is next.

You can’t have everything at the moment.

There is only the now.

All you must do is be and live in the moment.

Patience is at an all-time low for most individuals

I recommend becoming more patient.

Everything I do is out of my imagination and nothing else. It is all just for fun. All being an act of play at the end.

All of the money is extra. What I care most about is the energy people give me towards the artwork. The expressions as well, So I guess the new energy created and the love that the art creates in this world.

By being yourself you bring a whole new energy to this world.

There is only one of you.

Start being “yourself” now.

If each day you are manifesting more positive energy into your life.

You are on the path to becoming your greatest version.

We all have different energies to offer the universe.

Remember to not be so locked up and do not fear to share your state of mind in this world. Even if it hurts, in the end, it is better to be a “real” you than a “fake” you.

Here I sit typing up this blog, aging every second that passes by. To never grasp any moments that pass by but only to live in each moment the best I can.

The imagination lets you “remember” past times. Everything is your imagination, all of these mind games I tell you.

Looking into the past or imagining what the future holds for you can be scary or pleasurable. It is always the moments with the most energy that you never forget in your lifetime. The happiest and the saddest moments, usually these moments are imprinted on the brain.

It is the way you stand back and observe each moment, there is yin and yang in all situations. The individual just needs to see a deeper message or meaning. We need more of this yang. The greater energy out of the two. Positive energy will force out the negative energy. It feels as if more negative energy is flowing around the world at the moment.

It is on each individual to create each moment.

No one is perfect, I always attempt my best with my imagination. I do not always create the piece of art I manifested within my mind, but I am happy with what is created.

The next time you get a chance to become your greatest version learn how to manifest a brighter future.

It is best to live in the moment you physically are in, at this very moment and no other moment. If you live in a different moment of time then your mind is not even in the “now.”

It is hard to appreciate what you see at this very moment when you are not living in this very moment. Destroying the purpose of life in a way.

All of this is very ironic.

Stop living in regret, choose to live in the “now.”

To dwell on past moments is a bad idea. Nothing can be fixed or changed, just reflected upon.

Yes, this is a picture of me, I never post pictures of myself.

This photo was from about a year ago.

I am lazy and do not want to take a current photo, hahaah.

The only difference Is I have more of a beard and a lot more hair. My hair is getting quite long.

Now here I am at this very moment typing this. If it was not for the moment in my mind, that I decided I wanted to go full out on this “art’ thing. I would not be here at this very moment typing this. It all would be nothing but a “dream.”

Here I am happier than I was last year, many positive and negative situations occur to everyone within their lifetime.

I do not wish to speak of myself, I would have no idea what to tell you. I never really have anything to say, unless I am talked to or if people ask me things.

Yes, I do talk a lot but most of the time to myself. As we all do, I probably talk to myself more often than most do, hahahaha.

With time and experience, the universe will create my future, all I have to do is play with the universe and not give up. Listen for the signs when they are there and follow through.

Remember to not ignore the intuition, heart, and soul. The soul, heart, and intuition guide you throughout your life.

Trust the energy you are feeling at the moment. Each moment creates the next moment. Pay attention to the energy and do not ignore the energies you feel in your presence.

“Chaotic Shapes” aka “Brandon Knoll” is signing off, ask me anything you please. It can be something as simple as 1, 2, 3. Or possibly a question as complex as the creation of this universe. I do not know the literal answer, hahaha. I just mean a question that is very complex and mysterious. Love to have conversations with people who are interested in the same thought patterns as me.

I am ready for all people and types of questions, do not be too scared to ask anything.

Nothing is too weird/strange or abnormal for me. I accept it all, hahaha.

I am no greater than you, all of us are equal. All I happen to do is create some art and besides that, I am a happy and a humble soul.

All I wish for is peace, love, and positivity to vibrate throughout each soul.

Ask any question as you please.

Go………

Quote #43

43Few people reading this might not know what, “Manifestation” is. Reading this might be quite confusing. I’ll try my best to explain the difference between a goal and a manifestation.

In the end, this is only my perspective, maybe you’ll disagree, but it’s all within the individual.

Goal:

1. the result or achievement toward which effort is directed; aim; end.

2.The terminal point in a race.

3. a pole, line, or other markers by which such a point is indicated.

So in the end, the meaning of a goal is the “end result.” If you really think about it, there is no “end result.’ Nothing really ever ends.

There’s is this quote by Albert Einstein, that goes like this…..

“Energy cannot be created or destroyed, it can only be changed from one form to another.”

Therefore each day is a form of new energy, the day is neither destroyed or created. More like the day has just been carried on throughout to the next day. It would only be if time completely stopped all at once. Or the universe ended.

In my mind, a goal is much of a misleading word, life never ends till thyself ends.

The soul within your skin leaves and enters elsewhere. Then to another form of energy elsewhere.

As said before, energy can only be changed to one form to another. The sun rises and then the sun sets. The day is full of light and then turns to darkness. Then to reoccur again. Everything begins and then has to end. The cycle is very continuous, this works with most processes. I could list endless ideas running through my mind. I’ll stop before I get carried away, hahaha.

If nothing where to even begin or start, nothing would have even been created. The universe, to never be born and the life you live at this very moment, to never appear at this time in “now.”

Just sitting within pure darkness, to feel nothing of touch, taste, hear, smell, or sight. It’s very easy to imagine this within my mind, but quite disturbing. In a way, mediation is very similar to leaving your body.

Mediation is a 1 on 1 experience with yourself and soul. Pure darkness and a whole new realm entered for each individual.

The mind is one of the scariest things we possess in this world, much evil can be produced with the mind. Take a look for once, do you see more love or hatred? What energy is greater. What energy do you produce the most, Love or Hatred?

The world may end sooner than expected if we don’t change some things around, for the positive and not the negative.

Each day, we all go to bed and then wake up. But what actually wakes you up? What actually makes you go to sleep? This may be very confusing to some, I speak of the energy that cycles throughout your body.

The energy that makes you run and function each day. The energy that makes you breathe and your heart pump each moment. All of this happens without many to observe or spectate on the situation.

Saying this, were all our own realities. We’re all our own mirrors of ourselves, in the end, all it comes down to is love. The pure energy of love and nothing else. A pure energy of love runs throughout my body.

I breathe in the air, I become the air itself. Being the universe, I eat plants from the earth, that contain energies. The sun itself grew all of these plants. The power of the sun could be compared to a god of some sort. The sun is literally one of the greatest energy forms to ever to be created. We don’t even need fossil fuels, all we need is the solar energy. This earth holds everything within it that we need to survive.

Most just disrespect this world and drag their feet throughout this world. To never realize how mind-boggling existence is itself.

Without energy, nothing would be here. Neither would you be here, we’re all forms of energy itself. All humans acquire a different amount.

The “I” we speak of that controls this energy can do much good or bad in each moment. To focus on your “goals” or not.

In a way, goals deceive your reality of what you thought you were going to achieve. This “finish line” we speak of. There’s no finish line and there will never be a finish line. It’s nothing more, but a continuous process of energy. All moments happening at once, the universe is more in control of anything, then you’re in control of anything.

You don’t even make your own body grown and break down the food you eat. That all just kinda “happens” in the moment. The ego directs you, but won’t always “succeed” you.

Let the universe do its thing and all you have to do is play along and not be in control. If in control and the end result is not what you expected, then it’s much of a false game. You keep falling over and over an over and over.

The ego playing mind games with you, you’re not who you thought to become. Then that negativity will occur. Don’t get lost and fill your head up full of air.

Thyself can only control so much, the moments create themselves, all we do is react. Just let everything happen, how it’s. Go with your frequency and find what you love. Then true happiness will be on your way.

Yes, goals do help you learn in the end, but I believe manifestation is an easier process for all humans to do. Then to set “goals” of any sort.

You don’t know where you will be in 1 year from now, so don’t imagine where you will be. All you have to do is just do it and don’t think about it. Then it will all happen in the process aligning all things and object within your mind into one.

There’s this saying, “once you find your happiness, everything seems to fall into place.” This is a good way to explain what I just said here.

“All you have to do is just do it and don’t think about it. Then it will all happen in the process aligning all things and object within your mind into one.”

Manifest and don’t make hectic goals that will consume your mind. Failure is much of a building block, we all start somewhere within our lives.

Live in each day and improve each day. Then you’ll be that much closer to your “finish line” that we speak of in this “goal” process.

Don’t rush yourself too far ahead of the game, take a look at what is in front of you at this moment. Most likely, you could get lost and not pay attention to what you’ve missed.

My thoughts often are all over, but this is the best way for me to express my feelings in words, no format is followed. All I do is type what my mind thinks, it’s as if this mind, I possess isn’t my mind and someone else is whispering all of these thoughts into my mind.

Then I apply these thoughts down into paragraphs of some sort. I could be typing this up forever, at times I have to calm down and stop talking too much, hahaha.

Now I’ll try my best to explain how to create a manifestation within your mind.

manifestation:

1 A manifest indication of the existence or presence or nature of some person or thing.

2 A manifestation is the public display of emotion or feeling, or something theoretical made real.

3. A clear appearance, expression without words.

4. An appearance in bodily form (as of a disembodied spirit)

This all has to do a lot with your intuition/heart and soul. To trust everything or don’t that’s all up to you.

Remeber all energies, thoughts, and emotions will come back to bite you again one way or another. Like I said in the past paragraphs. Energy can only be transferred or carried on, that’s it. Never destroyed.

Think the emotion, then the emotion is put into play or ignored. Everything is a process of some sort. All leading to another process and never-ending. Energy in all forms, coming from all directions to barricade thyself.

I’ll try my best to explain the process of a manifestation.

1. You have to visualize it. Imagine all the possibilities that could happen.

2. Hold that thought you have for a while within your mind, process the thought and make sure you wish to continue with this thought.

3. Put some emotion towards this thought you hold within your mind. (Feelings/Energy).

4. Repeat this process, until you truly believe you can accomplish this thought. Remember to never give up, unless you truly wish for nothing to do with this thought. The holder will know correct from wrong.

In the process of this manifestation, you have to behave and act as if you already have achieved this thought.

After all of this, just let your mind be free and let everything go. Become the universe itself and achieve anything you wish.

It has taken a long time for me to truly understand this process. My best way of explaining all of this is through emotion itself.

What I mean by this, is every moment that happens within your life. You’ll feel a certain emotion towards everything you experience. With all 5 senses, each person will feel something different. Interpreting that moment into a different moment than the person next to them. Maybe a thought/reaction similar or close, but nothing exactly the same.

We all think the same and look the same, it’s just the mind that separates all of us. Some put action towards their thoughts, others just ignore them like they never even happened.

What person do you wish you were, your thoughts are your greatest reality. In the end, your thoughts are nothing but a mirror of yourself.

The things you think about, are the things you’re. If you’re attracted towards one thing more than another, it’s more than likely about yourself. The person trapped within this body. The things that cannot leave without expression or action.

My art is a great example of a manifestation.

“I never know why I decided to draw or paint a certain image. In the end, it’s as if the image decided for me to draw it then I decided to draw it myself.”

I always imagine what the “final” picture will look like at the end. I always stop myself, though, the reason why is because there’s no reason to be doing that. You live in the moments of life, not the future of life. If you live the future, you don’t even live in the present moment at all. A very ironic idea.

I’ve learned this, from my manifestations and thoughts. I’m willing to share my thoughts without greed and only love. I only wish for more people to achieve what they “dream” of within their mind. Don’t let anyone stop you, remember if anyone does. In the end, it’s no one’s fault but your own. You’re the controller of this life and no one else.

In a way, each thought is a little form of a manifestation. It’s just most don’t seize to manifest anything beyond thought or belief.

Your mind can literally take you over, it’s the scariest thing to overcome. Each thought is a manifestation of some sort. If you think to be negative you will be negative. If you think to be positive you’ll be positive.

Manifest beautiful things in this world, not negative. I guess in the end the perspective of “negative or positive” is on each individual. We can not all agree on everything 100%. All I have to say is this.

“The only thing that will heal or “fix” any problem is love. Nothing but a pure connection of straight love energy. An energy of love to each human being would progress in not as much harm as there is now. It’s only when love is the last option we will choose to love. When love runs out, it’ll be too late, let’s not make it be too late. For love is the strongest energy we possess. It can “heal” anything. Love is the only option in my eyes.”

All of this corruption is not needed. Take a look at yourself before you ever say anything. That voice you hear, do you actually agree with what it says or do you just agree with it to go along.

Your voice can only get you so far, in a positive way or negative. Both are given credit. Choose what is better for you in the end. Manifest what you wish for and listen to within your mind. Don’t let it take over you, be the controller of your mind and achieve great things. You’ll be surprised at yourself with what you can do.

The moment you achieve “success” everyone applauds you, but in the end, only you know what is correct or not. Don’t follow the crowd, instead be yourself. Define yourself and don’t let others define you. Shine like a diamond and show all your faces, some will appreciate you and others won’t, It’ll be their loss in the end.

Follow and manifest those dreams you wish to be.

Good luck manifesting everyone! 🙂

Much love and I only hope the best for everyone.

 

 

Late 20th Birthday to me! -(02/01/1998)- “Special” -[Question and Answer]- Ask me anything you wish….

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I’m an artist that lives in North America, in the United States. I live in a small town of not that many individuals. About 16,000 people so not a lot, but then again it’s a good amount. Each person is like a ghost walking throughout the streets, you never really know each individual, but can observe and feel the presence of their energy, each person having their own aura.

I’ve been creating art for the past year now, in a serious way. When people ask me “What do you do for a living.” Well first off, that really shouldn’t matter, should it? I could be a bitter soul and full of hatred and have all the money/ fame in this world and nothing would change. I would still be who I’m today.

So my answer to this question.

“What do you do for a living.”

Well I breathe, just like everyone else does and I eat/ go to the bathroom. Oh and I sleep sometimes too. My point is, I’m nothing but human. I happen to make art for happiness and I’m lucky enough that I can make it into a career in the future. The goal is a full-time career, well that’s the dream.

This dream lies within my hands and the same with all the people reading this. It’s all of the energy put towards the craft, every little bit matters as much as the last bit. If it wasn’t for each transcending moment, you wouldn’t be here at this very moment. Every second put into my art means that much more of an improvement. Even if I “fail” at a drawing. It’s still an improvement.

I look at my art as play and not work, you don’t get paid for something you enjoy. Then this is called “work.”

You only get paid for something you don’t enjoy because then there is no need to be doing it, if the only reason is for the money and nothing else. Then it’s nothing more than a duty.

No one pays the children to go have fun and run around outside. So, therefore everything I do is out of my imagination and nothing else. It’s all just for fun. All being an act of play at the end.

All of the money is extra, the thing I care most about. Is the energy people give me towards my artwork. The expressions as well, So I guess the new energy and the love that art creates in this world.

It brings a whole new energy to this world. We all have different energies to offer the world. Remember to not be so locked up and share your state of mind in this world. Even if hurts, in the end, it’s better to be a “real” you than a “fake” you.

Here I sit typing up this blog, aging every second that passes by. To never grasp any moments that pass by but only to live in each moment the best I can. The imagination lets you “remember” past times. This is nothing but your imagination, all of these mind games I tell you.

Doing this can be scary or pleasurable. It’s always the moments with the most energy that you never forget in your lifetime. The happiest and the saddest moments, usually those moments are imprinted on the brain.

It’s the way you stand back and observe each moment, there is yin and yang in all situations. The individual just needs to see the deeper message or meaning. We need more of this yang. The greater energy out of the two. Positive energy will force out negative, it’s just more negative energy is flowing around this world at the moment.

It’s all on each individual to create each moment.

No one is perfect, I always attempt my best with my imagination. I don’t always create the piece of art I manifested within my mind, but I’m happy with it. The next time you can improve even more, learn to manifest even greater.

It’s best to live in the moment you physically are in, at this very moment and no other moment. If you live in a different moment of time and your mind isn’t even in the “now”, you can’t even appreciate what you see at this very moment. Destroying the purpose of life in a way. All of this is very ironic.

Don’t live in regret and choose to live in the “now.” To dwell on past moments is much of a bad idea. Nothing can be fixed or changed, just reflected upon.

As I stare into the distance, it has been a year and one week since I decided to become an “Artist.”

Yes, this is a picture of me, I don’t post pictures of myself quite often. Here is a glimpse of my backside, hahaha. 😉 You get a little picture of my side face.

Now here I’m at this very moment typing this. If it wasn’t for the moment in my mind, that I decided I wanted to go full out on this “art’ thing. I wouldn’t be here at this very moment typing this. It all would be nothing but a “dream.”

Here I’m happier than I was last year, many things positive and negative occurred within this year of my life.

I really don’t wish to speak of myself, I wouldn’t know what to tell you. I never really have anything to say, unless I’m talked to or if people ask me things.

Yes, I do talk a lot but most of the time to myself. As we all do, I probably just do it more often than most so, hahahaha.

With time and experience, the universe will create my future, all I have to do is play with the universe and not give up. Listen for the signs when they’re there and follow through. Don’t ignore my intuition, heart, and soul. For these things will truly guide me throughout my life. It’s all in the energy you’re feeling in the moment that creates the next moment.

“Chaotic Shapes” aka “Brandon Knoll” is signing off here, ask me anything you please. It can be something as simple as 1, 2, 3. Or possibly a question as complex as the creation of this universe. I don’t know the literal answer, hahaha. I just mean a question that’s very complex and mysterious. Love to have conversations with people who are interested in the same thought patterns as me.

I’m ready for all people and types of questions, don’t be too scared to ask anything. Nothing is too weird/strange or abnormal for me. I accept it all, hahaha.

I’m no greater than you, all of us are equal. All I happen to do is create some art and besides that, I’m a happy and humble soul.

All I wish for is peace, love, and positivity from each person.

Ask any question as you please.

Go……..

 

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If you were to strip every one of their things and clothes we would all just be naked.

Take all the colors away.

Black, white, brown, orange, purple, red, yellow, green. Whatever color it’s all the same in the end.

There’s only black and white. Colors happen because of vibrations and light. Without the sun, we wouldn’t be here. Photosynthesis is important to the production of life.

Everything just happens.

Do you do the things to show off or are you doing them for yourself?

At the end of the day, you’re within your body and no one else. You only feel you. No one else feels what you do.

Are you happy doing the things you do?

Or in the end is it just trophies of some sort. Is there a reason for doing this, or a purpose that holds this in your heart. An intention to create something to better your life.

The things I choose to do are for myself. I’m not a selfish person.

Just do things for yourself and not others to look good for a few moments.

It’s not about who is the top shot.

Be original and yourself, don’t mock someone else’s actions to become them.

Become what you seek within.

Be the one who walks away from the crowd. Originality is within us all, most fear to show their true selves to the world.

Take all your achievements away.

All living in the same place called “Earth”.

I see no borders when I look down. Borders were just created and agreed upon. I accept all people.

The fact Life exists is very crazy and hard to comprehend

All just a conscious manifestation of thought. Aware or not aware.

Think about it, imagine if there were only trees plants and animals. Maybe the world would never end like how it’s now.

People/humans are the worst inventions created, but not necessarily. Just the most destructive. Destroying mother earth without even thinking or to care at all.

In the end, we,

All look the same.

Same skin.

Mind.

Legs .

Arms.

We’re all the same. The ego places you where you think you belong. Lots of times playing games with your mind.

Categorizing yourself into a group of people or persons. When I look at people, each person is my brother or sister.

Same with the animals and the plants, trees. Everyone is my best friend, I ask for love and no hatred.

Someone will probably judge me or mock me for saying that, within their mind. Whatever I could care less. An example of the ego at its best.

I Accept all for who they truly are, no matter the circumstances. Nothing is too weird for me, it’s just abnormal to most who judge off an instant thought. Without even thinking. Continue on being your so-called “weird” self.

That’s the real you, the one who has a smile all the time and is cheerful about life. Many people struggle with sharing emotions, it’s the hardest thing for people to do. Ignore it and the pain will continue to get worse. If you really think about it we’re all addicts of some sort. This world is a supply and demand world. Wanting things in seconds, just like an “addict”. There’s no such thing as an addict, we’re all addicts. Greed, anger, and hatred destroy peoples images, the ego.

Try to take time to work on yourself and don’t ignore all the problems right in front of you. The answer lies within your soul, it’s just many ignore it.

Be “yourself”.

Not the bitter angry you, that’s just a reflection of thoughts not transferred properly. Creating more hatred in the world and not producing more love.

Put this into perspective, it might sound ridiculous, but I’m 110% serious.

Imagine a bucket. We’re all this bucket.

It’s filled with 75% water

Whatever percent the rest. Organs, bones, skin, hair, and everything else.

Now we give this bucket a conscious.

It’s a talking bucket with a conscious.

Let’s give it googly eyes.

Now it’s a bucket with a conscious and can see what’s going on. Give the bucket arms and legs and it’s good to go.

Kinda similar to a Mr. potato head, hahaha. I remember playing with one. Very creative and interesting toy.

The person who came up with that idea probably had countless haters and was told endless negative things.

Everything around you is made up of the same stuff. Everything is made up of “atoms” (moving energy) it’s within us all. A live moving energy.

Expect somehow we were the ones to obtain a conscious of thought.

Not day to day objects like a broom or a blanket.

All things are the same in the end, (energy).

All the things we look at are the same, it’s just some are more improved or “better”

But in the end, it’s all the same.

All of our Graves will be the same size. No matter the life you lived and everything you have accomplished.

Live this life for yourself and not to achieve goals and visions that aren’t even yours in the first place. Just to show off for a few moments. It’s not worth it.

True happiness and love are worth a lot more than quick temporary satisfaction. Only thyself will know what attracts them towards what.

Live this life, how you please, I judge no one. The stuff you possess is all the same stuff in the end.

A car is a car.

A shirt is a shirt.

It’s all the same in the end.

Purchase as you please, Just be a loving and humble person and you’ll be respected. You’ll feel loved.

The possessions don’t define you. Yourself defines you.

To be humble, respecting and loving no matter the possessions you own. That soul is greater than any piece of gold.

I’m not saying people who possess expensive things are bad people. All I ask for is your respect. Respect for respect, it seems pretty fair to me.

Life itself is more priceless than the most “expensive” thing in the world.

Someone or yourself could take your life and there’s no going back. It’s done and official after it happens.

The moment life ends, is the moment it’s over. Appreciate the moments as they’re.

Think before you do something, don’t live life out of ignorant quick thoughts and actions.

Your personality means more than the possessions and self-worth you possess.

It creates you or destroys you.

Have a beautiful day everyone! 🙂

Much love and happiness to this world. I love all souls and beings and only hope for the best.

Goodluck on your journey of life.

 

 

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Mental and physical health is more important than any other aspect of life.

That’s either life or death.

to feel your soul or not.

Living or just here.

You’re what you are within and not what you show on the outside.

The outside shows and resembles who you partially are.

We all get assigned a body.

We all have a soul, creating energy throughout each being making the heartbeat.

Each soul looking for a purpose on this earth

A body as we all have a body.

The feelings you have are who you’re.

Not the things you possess or the images your mask shows to the world. The thing underneath the skin and bones. The soul of your being. The words and thoughts that pass and leave your mind. Some thoughts ignored others listened to.

It’s all a disguise.

Show yourself or don’t.

Everything here is before your eyes.

Everyday to put on the same clothes and do the same actions. Similar to a machine or robot.

Humans are more animal-like than anything else. It’s just in the “reality” we live in, its quite difficult to see that.

When you start doing things in the abnormality you’re considered dysfunctional to most. I agree with this as well. I consider myself very dysfunctional.

The life we live is supposed to be growing up, elementary school, middle school, high school, college. University then a job. Then marry and have children. Buy a house and settle down. Get old and die etc….

Anything else than that is considered dysfunction. Not accepted with the outside world.

Any form of art, film, creativity, expression, inventors, creators, dreamers…. etc.

Concludes with some sort of dysfunction. Anything that’s not In the average persons day to day life. Something only very few think of or do.

Dysfunction (Definition)

1 ” not operating normally or properly.”

2 “Deviating from the norms of social behavior in a way regarded as bad.”

The words that pass throughout your mind are you. The thoughts are the real you. The action help as well, some are false some are true.

But is everything real or fake?

The choice is yours.

I choose to show myself, not all will accept your true self. They’ll tell you it’s not you.

But only you will know who you’re.

It’s more important for you to accept yourself than any other thing in the world.

Accept yourself and everything will be aligned.

Accept yourself and you’ll accept everyone else.

Pure happiness and joy will be achieved.

Living life in gratitude.

Calm me as you please, this is only myself. The happiest I can be.

I feel every emotion there is.

I cry and smile and everything throughout.

We all face demons, face them and show them who you’re. Face your fears and don’t ignore them. Fight them like your worst enemy. It’s kinda like fighting a game against yourself. A battle of a bad you and a better you.

Fear is shown in actions and the words you say, we all live in fear. Few face their fears and choose to run away.

Fearful monsters lurk around the corners at all times and attacking at every moment they can.

Your challenge is to defend and fight it off. Become stronger than next time.

It’s like fighting a boss in a video game, try your hardest and kill the thing, hahaha.

Concur and destroy your fears.

Ignore the fear or numb yourself continuously. Face the fear and take every challenge on, till defeat. Don’t give up on yourself. The amount of time is infinite, don’t rush, but defeat and be sly like a fox. Strategy and mindset.

The pain can last for 1 second.

Pain can last for 1 minute.

Pain can last for 1 month.

Pain can last for 1 year.

Pain can last for 10 years.

Any amount of time is the same as the last, the feeling of fighting off a fear is worth more than any other. Or something you achieved through hard work. Something you cannot buy or purchase. But have to work for.

Be in pain forever or temporarily, the choice is yours.

Remember to never give up on yourself.

We all have fears, no person is 100% perfect.

We all have fears of some sort, but we choose to ignore them as if they’re not there. Scars, tears, and rips on the history of the brain. Never to be erased, the present moment not even being appreciated or lived in.

Living in the past or the future, but in reality in the now. Never to live now, but here or later.

The ugly helps you find and create the best you. Turning the dark energy into a greater/brighter energy than before. Learning from the dark and turning it into greatness

Don’t ignore the problem or it will continue to get worse, make a change.

I believe in you.

Choose to show the within you and not the outside you.

Never give up, life’s still here in the palm of your hands.

We all have the tools and things to survive. Well most do, some don’t and that’s unfortunate.

Goodluck to everyone.

The journey never ends until death.

Take every minute slowly and each second.

Appreciate the moment for what it is.

Then you’ll truly appreciate life.

Each reality is different. For each person in a different world and only the individual knows what they feel. Everyone else can think they know, but they don’t.

Only you do.

Don’t give up on yourself.

In the moments you feel like giving up are the moments you’re supposed to fail. When you get up you’re stronger than before. Damaged but stronger.

Get up and up and up, keep falling and falling and falling.

Just never be finished.

Within is who you’re not what’s on the outside of that mask of yours.

Be the shining star you’re, don’t drain yourself of your energy, use it at it’s best.

 

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The true endeavor is to never give up. Then change and occurrences will happen.

But to continue on every day facing the same actions is much of a nightmare. The adventures and places traveled to are never seen and ignored.

Not on purpose or on accident, but out of 100% fear. The mind playing games, creating anxiety messing with the imagination. Only to think something without knowing the true answer.

Go out there and do things people don’t normally do.

Things that you would never think you would have done.

You learn things about yourself when you change up the whole process.

Listen to the voices within and they will guide you where to go.

There will be multiple voices talking to you. We’ll know what voice is the correct voice.

But we don’t always choose that voice, mostly just ignore that voice and challenge it. But not on purpose, but on accident.

Unknown to what voice to pick, but deep down you know what voice is correct.

Follow the comforting voice and the moments will just pass

Follow the unsure voice and you’ll have a few ideas of where to go.

Follow the voice you know is correct and the adventure will be true love and happiness. Each day will bring something new to look forward too. Every day will be a blessing and lived in gratitude. The present moment will be appreciated. Anything will be possible,

But just never give up.

All of the voices are different each moment, they’re like creatures speaking to you on the corners. The voices will enter from all areas. You will follow creatures’ voices that are more interesting to you. In the moment.

Try to think before following each voice, but not too much.

nor too little.

Like I said don’t create anxiety in the mind. The imagination plays games with you.

Just let the mind wander in thought and think what’s best for you in the end.

What will make you the happiest, little changes can occur and huge differences will occur. In a short period of time and you’ll be surprised by the change.

Find your true self and accept yourself for who you’re.

The voices are your teachers and guide you through life.

similar to the good and the bad. Ying and Yang.

All voices flying from everywhere.

The individual decides to follow one voice out of the 100’s surrounding him/her.

Only 1 is the true self. Don’t think much or think too little.

Your curiosity in this world will bring you down the correct paths.

Follow and listen to your curiosity, but be careful. This life is similar to a movie. Anything can happen at any moment.

Appreciate what you have at the moment. Do things you’ve never thought of and the paths will be easier to follow.

Life’s all about self-teaching and looking at the past. The old you helps create the person you’re today. Try your best to not look at your old self and compare in a bad way, but good. What can you do today, that will create you into a better you than yesterday? Don’t continue to dig the hole deeper. free yourself.

Don’t follow the old paths you hate, but learn from them. Everyday Is a new you, each day is something new to look forward to. It’s like a video game. Make the most fun out of it you can.

Don’t regret and hate this life. Appreciate and love this life.

I send love and happiness to all, thank you for being who you’re.

Your curiosity and imagination will pick and choose your paths.

Good luck everyone, I believe in each and everyone one of you.

There’s no reason you can’t achieve anything, as long as you set your mind and heart to it and never give up any sort of success is on the way.

Don’t do something just for the ending event, it’s more about the process and journey than the end result. There is no end in life it’s never-ending. Don’t fix your mind on success, but growth and your improvement each day.

Succes will just create a delusion in your mind. success is a misunderstood concept. This word is very confusing to me.

To live in the now there is no “success”, but to live in the future there is thought of success, but the present moment is ignored, not even to be focused on. we all succeed in our own ways. It’s just the way you look at it.

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Judging others for how you feel, it makes sense. Try to take it out in a positive way. Not aggressive.

The hurt have been hurt.

Some don’t know how to transfer the negating energy into positive. Creating more ignorance in the world.

Guns are better than love.

What an insane world we live in.

We’re beings made to create conflict. To forcefully have an opinion on everything.

The conscious was created to have conflict and to argue about things. Have an opinion.

The challenge is on us and the world is living proof that we’re failing as a world and nation. Anger and greed destroy the world.

There’s always time to improve things, we better start sooner than later.

People live their lives as if it’s their last in the depressing and sad way. Not beautiful and in love.

Try to appreciate the moments as they pass by, not be bitter and angry, complaining about every little thing, that your mind thinks about.

Just take a deep breath, look into the beautiful painted sunset in the sky and appreciate the moment for how it’s.

Right now you could just be in pure darkness and death and nothing could be happening

Life itself is a gift, maybe you think I’m wrong but like I said.

That’s the challenge, to accept others for their thoughts and ideas.

If not agreed upon, using rational talking and discussing. Problems can be figured out in a peaceful way.

But in the world, we live in today. To relieve one’s stress, we do the opposite of everything we should be doing.

Love is the answer in my eyes.

Love is the only thing that can heal this world.

An abundance of love and nothing else.

There’s no pill or secret weapon besides true, pure love.

Giving an individual the love and attention they need, most likely they won’t latch out.

The hurt have been hurt.

The hurt are reflections of others.

The “bad guy” Is confused and uncertain about what he is doing.

Moving without thought or idea.

Being ignorant. Attacking one’s side saying thyself is correct and the other is wrong.

To say someone is wrong and thyself is correct, is not a discussion of peace and love.

More like bullets and pulling on legs. Anger and greed, thinking of only thyself importance.

The other to be ignored and not cared about.

I don’t see any love in that.

Without receiving love you can’t give love, maybe you can but most can’t.

Love others and pass it on to everyone.

After we figure out nothing works, the worst situation happens.

Then we learn, but too bad it’ll be too late.

The actions already happened there’s no going back.

Be aware of what’s going on what you do to others. If they’re not words of love or actions of positivity, keep them to yourself.

All you’ll do is hurt yourself and all the ones around you.

I’m going to continue spreading love everywhere I go and maybe people will tag along with me.

Remember when someone is being ignorant, they’re just confused and a misunderstood person.

There’s no correct or incorrect.

A 6 can be a 9 and a 9 can be a 6.

It’s just the perspective you want to choose.

Whatever you choose to think, creates thyself.

Not thyself into everyone else.

Become you and don’t try to create others into something they’re not. We’ll all have different intentions and such in this world.

I send love and happiness to everyone, have a beautiful day! 🙂

Judge me as you want it won’t bother me, we’re just two different individual human beings.

Try the best to lose the ego, the self-worth of thyself. It’s more of the individual’s self to control it than anything else. We all have one. I’m in the process of losing my ego.

The ego destroys itself thinking it’s correct, but guiding into the opposite way intended.

Keep to yourself unless the intention is appropriate. The intention you have creates or destroys the moment. Reading people’s intentions are quite easy. Respects is the best thing to acquire from others. It’s rare these days.

The ego destroys the individual

To not have an ego. Is to have an ego. I thought to not have an ego, therefore to not think I don’t have an ego. I do have an ego and so do you. It’s just how we control it. It’s like a mask or cloak. At any given moment you can put it on and take it off. The actions and words each individual represents determines their ego. To create or destroy yourself.

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Making art and writing keeps me sane in this “insane” world

Albert Einstein “insane” To do something the same way over and over and expect different results.

I look at art and it’s completely sane.

Every time I create it’s a new experience and not boring or the same. Clicks some life into my soul.

I look at the world and this so-called government and I think “insane”

Albert Einstein was totally correct.

“Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.”

Albert Einstein has another quote talking about how the imagination is the only thing to set you free. I totally agree with him on this one, without it, I’d feel like a prisoner locked up in this world.

“Imagination is everything. It Is the preview of life’s coming attractions.”

The imagination is infinite and priceless remember to never lose your imagination in this “insane” world.

My imagination is the only thing keeping me alive and running.

Without It, I wouldn’t know what or who to be.

Thank you imagination for being there for me when no one else is.

You’re always there and never a nonsense.

We accept each other and make the most creative ideas you can think of.

Thank you imagination and have a great day!

When I sleep every night it’s rebooting my imagination for new ideas and thoughts.

Every moment and day is a new moment to create your life into a better one.

That “one” stupid or nonsensible idea you had, could possibly change the world to be insane to sane.

Don’t give up on your dreams and ideas, not everyone will understand you. The ones who do will come to you at the right moment.

But you and your imagination understand each other like no other.

I’ll never be breaking up with my imagination. I appreciate every moment my mind thinks and creates creative ideas.

If you were to enter my mind it would be full of fantasies, unrealistic thoughts, and adventures. It would be one crazy ride/adventure for you to enter.

I try my best to express what’s going on in my imagination. Many things are confusing within it. Like another language/dialect of some sort. So deep some don’t understand and will say I’m “insane” or judge.

But in reality, am I the insane one. Or are you the insane one for calling me insane.

It’s a game of pointing fingers and the talk of the ego.

We’re all insane. If you reckon, to not be insane. You’re probably are insane yourself.

Listen to the words you speak before you talk to others. You might hurt yourself and others similar to a war. The words you speak could be similar to gunshots and multiple injuries. Concluding to the same concept as war itself. In a different format.

Be aware of what you’re thinking before you think the first thought. Don’t just do unless you know what you’re doing.

Lose the self-worth and accept others for who they’re. All of our values end up to be equal at the end of the day. Sure, you might own a yacht or things people don’t, Or whatever you think is in your mind. But at the end of the day we all sleep, eat, and shit. The actions you do through the day create the life you choose and who you’re, not others peoples lives. Your life, the reality you live in.

The imagination is my best friend. I don’t feel sad or “depressed” saying this. I’m proud and happy we have the best relationship we can have.

I couldn’t imagine what I would do without you imagination

Not everything I think is released, but I try my best to explain the thoughts I have and continue to have.

I question why I have the thoughts I do or how I come up with them. What thoughts were I thinking to think these thoughts?

Life blows my mind it’s hard for me to understand anything. The simplest things. I look at a leaf or my finger and each has a “print” or identification.

But why, haha.

Why this, why what? I’m like a little kid, I have a question about everything.

After asking the question I’ll have another question after that question. It never ends, hahaha.

The infinite imagination, the ideas, and numbers never end.