Late 21st Birthday to me! -(02/01/1998)- “Special” -[Question and Answer]- Ask me anything you wish….

brandoining.jpg

I am an artist/writer/philosopher that lives in North America, in the United States.

I live in a small town of about 40,000 people.

Each person is similar to a ghost walking throughout the streets. You never really know each individual, but can observe and feel the presence of their energy. Each person having their own aura.

I have been creating art for the past two years now, in a serious way.

When people ask me “What do you do for a living.”

I always question what that means. What I “do for a living” really should not matter, should it?

I could be a bitter soul full of hatred and have all the money/ fame in this world. Your labels do not define who you are.

The energy you emit to the world, as well as the energy you feel within yourself, is who you are.

Labels do not change who you truly are.

Be your true self instead of hiding behind different masks.

Loyalty and trust are important when using your soul.

If I were to have all the money in the world I would still be who I am today.

I would help the people in need. Spread as much love around as I can.

My answer to this question.

“What do you do for a living.”

Well, I breathe, just like everyone else. I eat/ go to the bathroom. Oh and I sleep sometimes too.

My point is, I am nothing but human. I happen to make art for happiness and I am lucky enough that I can make it into a “career” in the future. The goal is a full-time “career”, well that is the dream.

This dream lies in my hands. The people help the dream happen including all the people reading this. It is all of the energy put towards the craft, every little amount of energy matters as much as the last amount of energy.

If it was not for each transcending moment, you would not be here at this very moment. Every second put into the art means that much more of an improvement. Even if I “fail” at a drawing. It is still an improvement.

I look at my art as play and not work, you do not get paid for something you enjoy. You get paid for something that you do not enjoy.

Then again you can contradict what I just said. I am thinking most will understand what I am trying to explain.

You only get paid for something you do not enjoy because then there is no need to be doing what you are doing if the only reason is for the money and nothing else.

If you get paid for something, what you are doing is nothing more than a duty.

No one pays the children to go have fun and run around outside.

We live in a society that is ego driven and we automatically think we have to be “rewarded” something for everything we do.

Imagine if I told you that everything you did you would receive nothing in return.

All you would receive is the gift of life each and every day.

Material and money should not control your life.

Live your life through your soul and love instead of being controlled by the illusions of life.

Health is wealth.

Attempt “working” on your health.

A positive mindset also comes with a healthy body.

It is as if no matter what we are never happy enough as a collective.

Everyone is always waiting for the next thing or waiting for more of something.

If you think about it there is nothing that is next.

You can’t have everything at the moment.

There is only the now.

All you must do is be and live in the moment.

Patience is at an all-time low for most individuals

I recommend becoming more patient.

Everything I do is out of my imagination and nothing else. It is all just for fun. All being an act of play at the end.

All of the money is extra. What I care most about is the energy people give me towards the artwork. The expressions as well, So I guess the new energy created and the love that the art creates in this world.

By being yourself you bring a whole new energy to this world.

There is only one of you.

Start being “yourself” now.

If each day you are manifesting more positive energy into your life.

You are on the path to becoming your greatest version.

We all have different energies to offer the universe.

Remember to not be so locked up and do not fear to share your state of mind in this world. Even if it hurts, in the end, it is better to be a “real” you than a “fake” you.

Here I sit typing up this blog, aging every second that passes by. To never grasp any moments that pass by but only to live in each moment the best I can.

The imagination lets you “remember” past times. Everything is your imagination, all of these mind games I tell you.

Looking into the past or imagining what the future holds for you can be scary or pleasurable. It is always the moments with the most energy that you never forget in your lifetime. The happiest and the saddest moments, usually these moments are imprinted on the brain.

It is the way you stand back and observe each moment, there is yin and yang in all situations. The individual just needs to see a deeper message or meaning. We need more of this yang. The greater energy out of the two. Positive energy will force out the negative energy. It feels as if more negative energy is flowing around the world at the moment.

It is on each individual to create each moment.

No one is perfect, I always attempt my best with my imagination. I do not always create the piece of art I manifested within my mind, but I am happy with what is created.

The next time you get a chance to become your greatest version learn how to manifest a brighter future.

It is best to live in the moment you physically are in, at this very moment and no other moment. If you live in a different moment of time then your mind is not even in the “now.”

It is hard to appreciate what you see at this very moment when you are not living in this very moment. Destroying the purpose of life in a way.

All of this is very ironic.

Stop living in regret, choose to live in the “now.”

To dwell on past moments is a bad idea. Nothing can be fixed or changed, just reflected upon.

Yes, this is a picture of me, I never post pictures of myself.

This photo was from about a year ago.

I am lazy and do not want to take a current photo, hahaah.

The only difference Is I have more of a beard and a lot more hair. My hair is getting quite long.

Now here I am at this very moment typing this. If it was not for the moment in my mind, that I decided I wanted to go full out on this “art’ thing. I would not be here at this very moment typing this. It all would be nothing but a “dream.”

Here I am happier than I was last year, many positive and negative situations occur to everyone within their lifetime.

I do not wish to speak of myself, I would have no idea what to tell you. I never really have anything to say, unless I am talked to or if people ask me things.

Yes, I do talk a lot but most of the time to myself. As we all do, I probably talk to myself more often than most do, hahahaha.

With time and experience, the universe will create my future, all I have to do is play with the universe and not give up. Listen for the signs when they are there and follow through.

Remember to not ignore the intuition, heart, and soul. The soul, heart, and intuition guide you throughout your life.

Trust the energy you are feeling at the moment. Each moment creates the next moment. Pay attention to the energy and do not ignore the energies you feel in your presence.

“Chaotic Shapes” aka “Brandon Knoll” is signing off, ask me anything you please. It can be something as simple as 1, 2, 3. Or possibly a question as complex as the creation of this universe. I do not know the literal answer, hahaha. I just mean a question that is very complex and mysterious. Love to have conversations with people who are interested in the same thought patterns as me.

I am ready for all people and types of questions, do not be too scared to ask anything.

Nothing is too weird/strange or abnormal for me. I accept it all, hahaha.

I am no greater than you, all of us are equal. All I happen to do is create some art and besides that, I am a happy and a humble soul.

All I wish for is peace, love, and positivity to vibrate throughout each soul.

Ask any question as you please.

Go………

Advertisements

Quote #77

77

When “expressing” yourself.

You can use negativity or positivity.

Expressing and projection can be confused.

Expressing is using your heart and soul.

In the process of expressing.

The only intentions that are spread are positive

When projecting.

Usually, the intentions and energy are negative.

The negative energy of thyself is thrown on to the other individual/individuals in projection.

When you project you do not think about your thoughts.

The mind instantly starts rambling and acting.

The past memories/emotions of thyself are thrown on to other individuals.

In projection, you have no idea you are projecting.

It is wiser to keep the mind at ease than to manifest a storm within the mind.

When negative energy is vibrating in all directions.

The other individuals/individual will feel intense energy vibrating off the projector.

The listener can listen and ignore the negativity.

Or the listener can absorb all of the negative energy.

Manifesting more negativity within the negative mindset most possess.

In the end, both people can spread more negative energy to each other.

Or the person that is absorbing all the negativity can realize the person who is projecting is in pain.

Negativity leads to pain or uncomfortable feelings.

When you do not deal with your emotions.

You throw your emotions onto others.

Manifesting a more negative reality than before.

The only slavery is mental slavery.

When you are living this life in a negative reality.

That is not you.

This life was manifested to love and to care for each other.

When you use your soul and heart in each moment of life.

Living your life in a positive perspective.

That is the real you.

The ignorant negative self is not the true self.

To be with your soul is to live this life in love

There are infinite possibilities within your soul.

The real you lies deep within your soul.

There are parts of your soul you did not know existed.

Until you experience these parts of your soul.

You will never know what can be on the brighter side of reality.

There is a greater you on the other side of all the darkness you hold within yourself.

I look at this life with beautiful intentions and thoughts.

All I wonder is why most live in a false reality.

A reality that is not even themselves.

If you feel uncomfortable or unhappy about the reflection of your soul.

There is some soul searching needed.

Dig into the depths of your soul and be the light within the darkness.

Or continue manifesting that false reality that is not you.

When I say “false” reality.

I am talking about the you that is trapped in the mindset of negative thinking.

This life is here for us to live.

Any way we desire to live.

I look at the world and feel the energy of some souls.

Then question myself.

Is this what life is?

Depression, despair, envy, greed, ego, rage….

To sum it up…

I see most living in a false reality.

What you dream of should consist of your actual life.

These “dreams” you hold within your mind are the real you.

Not what everyone tells you.

People live through the illusions of life instead of the actual energy.

Be a dreamer.

Or just give up on yourself and play the self-victim game.

We are all in this game together.

We might as well get along and manifest as much light as we can.

I imagine a world completely opposite of what is occurring in this world.

A world full of peace, harmony, love, and unity.

It all seems so Cliche.

In all reality it is possible.

It takes more energy to be negative than to take a deep breath and appreciate everything that you have in this life.

Instead of thinking about everything you do not have in this life.

Think about everything you do have.

Be happy and grateful that you get to experience life itself.

I think about death every day.

Multiple times.

Most have lost loved ones to death.

The reason why I think about death often.

Is because there is so much beauty in this world.

Life is the beginning.

Death is the end.

Or possibly, life is the end.

Death is the beginning.

You transcend to the next life.

Whatever you happen to believe.

We all have our own ideologies and belief systems.

In the end, no one knows anything.

Question the questions.

Then question the answers.

Are there answers to the answers, hahahah?

I always live each day as If it were to be my last.

The energy you hold within your soul transcends to the next life.

I am in the process of accepting my soul.

Being the “real” self.

If tomorrow I were to die.

I would know in the depths of my soul.

That I attempted my best to be my greatest version.

All I wish for is the people to get along.

Instead of dividing and living in separation.

In every man and women, there is a beating heart.

I am on no one’s side.

All the sides are the same.

Love and unity are the answer…

In the end, we are all “worth” the same.

We are all “one.”

The connection for everyone to be alive is the same connection for us all.

The divine energy within us all.

Be the real you and true self.

Live through your soul.

Or live this life in a false reality of despair.

Remember you are the only one that controls you.

Thyself is the only one controlling thyself.

Nothing is anyone’s fault besides your own.

Do not point the fingers.

No one stops you from being you beside yourself.

Instead look deep into your soul and do some soul-searching.

Instead of shitting on other peoples realities.

Ignore sucking the energy out of others.

All you must do is spread love and love will transcend back to thyself.

If all you do is live this life in fear.

Fear will keep manifesting itself over and over.

You either live this life comfortably or uncomfortably.

When you are comfortable that is not the real you.

When you are uncomfortable you are expanding your soul/mind.

When you are nervous or frightened you are on the way to becoming your greatest version.

Only thyself is in control of thyself.

Unless someone hijacks your brain and tells you what you should be doing.

Listen to the voices within your soul.

Instead of relying on other peoples thoughts and opinions.

Stop fearing to be the real you.

Today is the day that you will turn the negative energy into positive energy.

Manifesting all the darkness into light

The choice is yours.

Be your true self.

Or simply give up and live through this illusion they call “life.”

Some individuals manifest this life to be more of an illusion.

Then what the illusion already is.

Live life through a false reality. (Not thyself)

Or live throughout your dreams. (Your soul/heart)

I love everyone.

Keep expressing yourself and continue being the you that is you.

Only you will know who you are.

Do not give up.

Only a fool will give up.

If you feel like you do not belong.

You do belong.

All you are missing is yourself.

Energy is worth more than anything physical.

You either conquer this life or this life conquers you.

I rather live through my dreams than live in a reality of false belief.

We will not all agree.

Speak your truth.

Unless projecting.

Namaste.

Quote #58

58

Meditation creates a separation between me, myself and I.

Who you want to be. (The illusion people put in your mind.) Uncertainty. [Me]

What they want. (What others expect) confused. [I]

What you actually want. (Your imagination and dreams) [Myself]

Me – the person you think you are. But in reality, it’s nothing like “me.”

I – I’m this person. The person people define you by. Nothing of your own thoughts. A thought of who you are to others. Ego. You care what others think so you have to look your best at all times.

Myself – the person you truly are no matter what. Behind closed doors and open doors being watched by millions at once. Soul

Instead, we are a world of oneness and we are all connected to the same source.

This is a universe of we and not I. Without all the souls we would all be soulless

The I is much of the ego speaking.

Ego is usually possessive and not shown in love.

Yes, we need an ego for identification.

We don’t need an ego to be possessive. Saying we possess this and that.

This is my land and not yours.

Huh? What does that even mean, actually I’m quite confused with this whole possession thing.

I find no happiness in possessions. The happiness is created with other forms of energy.

Emotion itself creates happiness not the illusion of possessions. Sure everything might appear to be 100% “real.”

In all reality what you think is “real” could end up to be quite “false.”

Love creates love and hatred creates more hatred.

It’s quite simple, even though some haven’t firmly grasped this.

If anything mother nature the creator of life itself posses everything around us.

We possess nothing that we think we possess.

All you possess is this current moment. The “Now.” The rest is nothing but your imagination.

Let’s say you die tomorrow. Your soul will transcend elsewhere.

Your flesh, organs, bones and the human carcass you “possess” will go nowhere. It will look the same way it looked the moment your soul went elsewhere.

You don’t really possess anything but only think you do.

I believe the only thing that I possess or acquire is my imagination and thoughts.

The rest is nothing much but a glance of the eye. Imagine being blind. Sight is a gift itself.

You are borrowing or temporarily using everything. Nothing is owned by thyself.

This game of life. To live within the matrix or to live outside of the matrix.

One moment you are here and the next moment everything vanishes within a few moments.

Appreciate every moment of this life. For all, you know this is your last day on earth.

Tomorrow isn’t promised but only thought upon.

Your soul is different compared to your ego.

Ego and soul are different people.

There is a higher power that lets you live this life.

The air you breath isn’t even yours.

These trees aren’t ours.

The animals possess themselves. We don’t possess anything.

But man’s ego and power keep controlling without any hesitation.

It’s only when the last tree falls, or when we don’t have a sip of water left.

It’s only in this moment of loss that we’ll worry and be concerned about something.

We are quite the controlling and possessive handful of people.

When we can control something we don’t hesitate to take power.

When we don’t appreciate the outcome our ego becomes greedy and unloving.

The “we life” is much of the soul.

When I say “we life” I mean it takes more than one to mingle or do anything.

A combination of energies is needed for greatness.

Don’t hand the power to the incorrect hands.

Power within the incorrect hands will cause massive destruction.

Sharing is caring.

See the thing is this.

Do you think your soul and ego are the same? What you are compared to what you think you are.

Soul seems to be childlike.

Ego seems to be more fitted with the adult.

The ego adapts and does what it pleases.

The soul knows what’s correct at all times.

The ego hesitates to know correct from incorrect. The ego just knows everything no matter what.

The soul follows love and positive energies that attract towards thyself.

The ego is quite confusing. It can be used with intention or negativity.

When the ego is used all boundaries are ignored and possibly the ego will unleash all energies.

Usually a belief of some sort. That creates who you are.

Similar to all these thoughts I throw on everyone reading this.

I use my soul and sometimes use my ego. Mostly the soul.

Don’t have your ego stand in front of your soul.

Your soul is more of who you are compared to your ego.

The ego is nothing but a price tag or a label on a shelf.

I’m not a label, price tag, number or statistic.

I’m love.

I’m great.

Are you a soul filled with love.

Or an ego filled with hatred.

Your destiny is created upon hatred or love.

Elevate your soul and decriminalize your ego.

The choice is yours.

Second repost. Thank you, the love is felt in abundance.

This is my second time sharing a repost. When you read the response don’t judge the words. It looks like this person had a lot of emotions flowing out at once.

We’re all imperfect with language. When I post my writings and blog posts. I know for a fact I don’t have everything perfect. Each day you improve more and more.

I’d like to say some things after receiving this response from the quote that was read.

This one happened to have a mass amount of energy within it. The moment you have a realization is the greatest moment you can have.

It’s at this moment you accept the demons and flaws. You realize life is actually beautiful and everything is worth it in the end.

life will be quite challenging it’s a challenge for everyone to accept thyself. It might seem to be easy to accept yourself, but it’s the hardest thing you can literally do.

You’ll manifest every amount of energy you produce within this world back to thyself. One way or another. It could be a bad day. Horrible luck constantly. Or just something as simple as negativity.

Manifest negative thoughts and you’ll become negative.

Manifest positive thoughts and you’ll become positive.

Each day is a new day to become a greater version of thyself. Just remember to never give up. The universe hasn’t given up on you so you shouldn’t give up on the universe.

Life is similar to a very complex game. All you have to do is attract and manifest the things full of love and positive energy,

If all you do is hate and feel all the negative feelings you’ll continue to feel and think all these things. No one is perfect and we’re all addicted to something or sinners you can say. No one is perfect. A world of imperfect souls, competing to race ahead of one another every moment in life.

The only race you have is the race against thyself. That’s it.

I never thought My writings would create such a big impact on the souls of this world. My writings seem to be getting more attention than my images or drawings. I understand why though. The words connect to people and it’s similar to entering their soul.

A key has entered each person’s heart and the doors open and the words flow in. All emotions felt. The soul is reached.

I’m happy that the thoughts and ideas within my mind make people feel this way. All I ask for is peace, love, happiness and harmony in this world. For all the hatred to leave. You can’t even be on the internet or go in public without hearing or seeing negative energy

At the moment negativity overrides this earth and the love is lost within the air, but is here to be found. It’s just upon you to create the love and to create the positivity.

Much love and happiness to all the souls out there, even the ones who don’t wish to be loved. I send you love as well. The ones who don’t receive any form of love I love you too.

Remember to love thyself, and don’t forget to do so.

31944404_2123951317660547_7741850646084583424_n

31960689_2123951397660539_4102706009867288576_n

The quote that was shared was quote #47

Here’s the quote.

This quote has quite a few views and a decent amount of shares.

47

If you’d like to go read the quote and the description, click on the link below.

v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v

https://chaoticshapes.com/2018/03/18/quote-47/

Thank you.

Much love!

I normally don’t share reposts. Thank you, the love is felt in abundance.

This is my first time sharing a repost. When you read the response don’t judge the words. It looks like this person had a lot of emotions flowing out at once.

We’re all imperfect with language. When I post my writings and blog posts. I know for a fact I don’t have everything perfect. Each day you improve more and more.

I’d like to say some things after receiving this response from the quote that was read.

This one happened to have a mass amount of energy within it. The moment you have a realization is the greatest moment you can have.

It’s at this moment you accept the demons and flaws. You realize life is actually beautiful and everything is worth it in the end.

life will be quite challenging it’s a challenge for everyone to accept thyself. It might seem to be easy to accept yourself, but it’s the hardest thing you can literally do.

You’ll manifest every amount of energy you produce within this world back to thyself. One way or another. It could be a bad day. Horrible luck constantly. Or just something as simple as negativity.

Manifest negative thoughts and you’ll become negative.

Manifest positive thoughts and you’ll become positive.

Each day is a new day to become a greater version of thyself. Just remember to never give up. The universe hasn’t given up on you so you shouldn’t give up on the universe.

Life is similar to a very complex game. All you have to do is attract and manifest the things full of love and positive energy,

If all you do is hate and feel all the negative feelings you’ll continue to feel and think all these things. No one is perfect and we’re all addicted to something or sinners you can say. No one is perfect. A world of imperfect souls, competing to race ahead of one another every moment in life.

The only race you have is the race against thyself. That’s it.

I never thought My writings would create such a big impact on the souls of this world. My writings seem to be getting more attention than my images or drawings. I understand why though. The words connect to people and it’s similar to entering their soul.

A key has entered each person’s heart and the doors open and the words flow in. All emotions felt. The soul is reached.

I’m happy that the thoughts and ideas within my mind make people feel this way. All I ask for is peace, love, and harmony in this world. For all the hatred to leave. You can’t even be on the internet or go in public without hearing or seeing negative energy

At the moment negativity overrides this earth and the love is lost within the air, but is here to be found. It’s just upon you to create the love and create the positivity.

Much love and happiness to all the souls out there, even the ones who don’t wish to be loved. I send you love as well. The ones who don’t receive any form of love I love you too.

Remember to love thyself, and don’t forget to do so.

1-4.jpg

2-43-44-4

The quote that was shared was quote #36.

Here’s the quote.

This is one of the most viewed and shared quotes.

36

If you’d like to go read the quote and the description, click on the link below.

v          v          v        v           v         v         v        v        v        v       v          v       v      v       v     v

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/12/31/quote-36/

Thank you.

Much love!

Quote #52

52

To stop hating is to make peace

To hate is to make war.

Love thyself, or decide a war with all.

Comparison to others is the worst thing you can do.

Destroying thyself.

Confused and don’t know where to go.

Nothing but the unknown, but you trust the unknown and the destiny is created.

The adventure begins, each day is a new step of the adventure.

Continue on or give up. Fall down the stairs but never give up.

Eventually, you’ll swiftly climb the stairs and it will come naturally.

Trust the process and everything will go with the flow.

To “be” is the correct way.

To “force” is the incorrect way.

Force and stumble.

Be and continue to climb the stairs.

Don’t have others drag you down.

Stand your ground and believe what you wish to believe.

It matters to thyself and others don’t have to know everything about you.

That’s your choice to share.

Accept thyself, and all the darkness begins to disappear.

Continue to hate and the hatred will grow within.

Grow with love or hatred.

Positive or negative.

Accept thyself and accept others for their beliefs.

We’re all wrong and no one is correct.

Everything is theories created upon another theory.

Everything is just the way it’s because that’s the way it’s supposed to be.

Otherwise, it wouldn’t be happening.

The challenge is to overcome the fears and demons.

Or let them take thyself down.

Be consumed or act in love.

Only compare yourself from where you were yesterday and that’s it.

The rest is your imagination.

All you have is “now.”

Live in the past, now, or future.

Most decide to hate thyself and love is challenging.

To live in the “now” is the wisest way to live.

All other ways cause life to be similar to having your legs stuck in quicksand or claws scratching at your ankles. Each ounce of energy sucked out of you.

Your heart is constantly dropping to your stomach and you feel uneasy.

Take it easy and we’ll all make it in the end.

To be is the best.

To do is the scariest.

Be or do.

Be this life.

Or do this life.

Remember the past or live in the now.

Past or Now.

Be the journey or do this journey.

Accept all and we can talk and compromise things out.

Instead of all this hatred and killing.

Hatred is in all forms.

It seems to be that we all should just shut our mouths and love our lives instead.

We’re all one.

Nothing separates us besides out belief systems and the thoughts we possess.

The way your brain thinks. You’re your soul. But you’re your brain, ironically the brain doesn’t always know what is correct.

Instead, the soul knows what is correct.

All the rest is the same.

Material is material.

A soul is a soul.

Hatred is hatred.

Love is love.

What do you decide?

To be or to do.

Nothing but a stream of consciousness.

Feeling every nerve within your body reacting to each other.

Everything is energy and you’re nothing but a feeling.

Pure energy.

Decide to act in love or decide to feel in hatred.

The choice is yours.

Have veins of love or veins of hatred.

The destiny of your life will be determined by love or hatred.

A happy future or a spiritually dead future.

A paradox of a life.

To live a life and to never live.

Within this matrix of a life.

Nothing but an illusion of feelings. All quite very holographic.

Love or hatred.

Love is 5 Dimensional.

Accept thyself, or continue to hate forever.

Everything is the imagination.

The stream of consciousness hasn’t been figured out yet.

We’re all here fighting and hating forgetting to love.

Because we’re all in such a race to be in first place.

There is no race, the only race is against thyself.

A confused and lost world.

Killing is the answer and the love is lost.

There’s no X marks the spot.

To “be” will make this world a lot more peaceful and full of love.

Competing for nothing in the end.

Making money for nothing in the end.

All of this for nothing in the end.

Experience and emotion is everything.

Material and money will sit still and collect dust doing nothing in the end.

Love is the answer in my eyes.

Love is everything.

Without love, you’re lost and love is nowhere to be found.

With love, it’s hard to become lost.

It’s more of a challenge to love thyself than to love others.

Love thyself, and life is complete.

Every day is a challenge against thyself.

To suffer or to love.

Be love.

Or suffer.

Aka future or past thoughts.

Breathe in love (positive energy) and exhale hatred (negative energy.)

Exhale the hate and inhale the love.

Be the universe and be love.

Do the universe and do hatred.

All universes are different for all.

All frequencies and energies different.

All thoughts and ideas different.

But all in the end to be quite the same.

All one. Nothing but a mind and a soul.

The exterior means nothing.

The interior is everything.

Love is similar to an oyster.

The pearl is the love.

Grow the pearl with love and decay the pearl with hatred.

Some have a pearl others don’t.

We’re all working on it.

No one is perfect and we’re all imperfect.

It’s nothing but a challenge to thyself.

We have to stop blaming others and the devil for our actions.

This world is quite corrupt. I don’t wish to list everything I’m thinking of.

Instead, I’ll talk about the thought I’m thinking about that possesses the greatest and strongest amount of energy.

War.

Everything and anything can be a little war or a big war.

War is not needed but is created for power.

Power is ego and ego is confused.

I just don’t understand.

Killing each other.

In the end, it’s nothing but similar to putting a gun to your sister or brother and pulling the trigger.

The world accepts this.

I’m quite confused.

I blame this society for the way it’s.

The children decide to hate instead of love.

Anger is the answer to everything.

Talking respectively, and with compromised thoughts.

This is against the rules for everyone. But this is needed.

Lots of selfishness.

Ego always wins but never succeeds.

The ego is a fool, a soul is very cool.

There’s no one correct answer. Just opinion and perspective.

If tomorrow I happened to pass away.

I would know this.

I would die with love and happiness within my soul.

Not perfect because the journey is never over.

At least I’ll know I attempted my best within this life.

Be the best version you can be or just keep doing your whole life and forever wish to be.

Thyself is in full control of all actions.

Some people find all the negatives within the moment instead of the positives.

At least you’re alive and not dead.

Be happy you have a life.

Many will talk to you. Listen to what they have to say. Don’t always answer back. Instead just let them speak and walk away.

Answering back is not always the answer.

Because there is no answer. Besides the one, you live by. With love, of course, and not hatred.

Many will try to mold and create your mind. Brainwash you. Let it happen or create your own mind.

Be you and only you. Not a fake lost version of you.

Sure some individuals may persuade or convince you to do something. Or think a certain way.

It doesn’t mean you have to.

That’s your choice.

Opinion is ego.

This life is nothing but choice.

We all choose to live what lives we manifest.

Just hurt no individuals in the process and do nothing but love.

The energy you create and the difference you make in this world means more than some dollar signs.

Or some fancy possessions you manifest. A degree or a high achievement of some sort.

Your job isn’t you. You’re you. The energy within.

Sure I’m my art, but then again not. I’m the energy of my art. Energy is everything.

I can’t have my art consume my soul. Mental health is more important than the flash of my ego.

I rather be alive and stable than uneasy and have a higher chance of forgetting my sanity.

You attempt your best to become greater and that’s that.

Greatness is within all.

Possessions assist in life.

You don’t need all but you might want all.

Just be love or choose to be hatred.

Some people were born in this word to hate to show you what to not do in this world.

Look at these individuals and reflect.

Do you wish to do what you see?

Or do you wish to be what you feel within.

Live in your intuition or let the system take control of you.

Be free or be scheduled.

Love or hatred.

To do or to be.

Love is the only answer for me.

Late 20th Birthday to me! -(02/01/1998)- “Special” -[Question and Answer]- Ask me anything you wish….

DSC_0041.JPG

I’m an artist that lives in North America, in the United States. I live in a small town of not that many individuals. About 16,000 people so not a lot, but then again it’s a good amount. Each person is like a ghost walking throughout the streets, you never really know each individual, but can observe and feel the presence of their energy, each person having their own aura.

I’ve been creating art for the past year now, in a serious way. When people ask me “What do you do for a living.” Well first off, that really shouldn’t matter, should it? I could be a bitter soul and full of hatred and have all the money/ fame in this world and nothing would change. I would still be who I’m today.

So my answer to this question.

“What do you do for a living.”

Well I breathe, just like everyone else does and I eat/ go to the bathroom. Oh and I sleep sometimes too. My point is, I’m nothing but human. I happen to make art for happiness and I’m lucky enough that I can make it into a career in the future. The goal is a full-time career, well that’s the dream.

This dream lies within my hands and the same with all the people reading this. It’s all of the energy put towards the craft, every little bit matters as much as the last bit. If it wasn’t for each transcending moment, you wouldn’t be here at this very moment. Every second put into my art means that much more of an improvement. Even if I “fail” at a drawing. It’s still an improvement.

I look at my art as play and not work, you don’t get paid for something you enjoy. Then this is called “work.”

You only get paid for something you don’t enjoy because then there is no need to be doing it, if the only reason is for the money and nothing else. Then it’s nothing more than a duty.

No one pays the children to go have fun and run around outside. So, therefore everything I do is out of my imagination and nothing else. It’s all just for fun. All being an act of play at the end.

All of the money is extra, the thing I care most about. Is the energy people give me towards my artwork. The expressions as well, So I guess the new energy and the love that art creates in this world.

It brings a whole new energy to this world. We all have different energies to offer the world. Remember to not be so locked up and share your state of mind in this world. Even if hurts, in the end, it’s better to be a “real” you than a “fake” you.

Here I sit typing up this blog, aging every second that passes by. To never grasp any moments that pass by but only to live in each moment the best I can. The imagination lets you “remember” past times. This is nothing but your imagination, all of these mind games I tell you.

Doing this can be scary or pleasurable. It’s always the moments with the most energy that you never forget in your lifetime. The happiest and the saddest moments, usually those moments are imprinted on the brain.

It’s the way you stand back and observe each moment, there is yin and yang in all situations. The individual just needs to see the deeper message or meaning. We need more of this yang. The greater energy out of the two. Positive energy will force out negative, it’s just more negative energy is flowing around this world at the moment.

It’s all on each individual to create each moment.

No one is perfect, I always attempt my best with my imagination. I don’t always create the piece of art I manifested within my mind, but I’m happy with it. The next time you can improve even more, learn to manifest even greater.

It’s best to live in the moment you physically are in, at this very moment and no other moment. If you live in a different moment of time and your mind isn’t even in the “now”, you can’t even appreciate what you see at this very moment. Destroying the purpose of life in a way. All of this is very ironic.

Don’t live in regret and choose to live in the “now.” To dwell on past moments is much of a bad idea. Nothing can be fixed or changed, just reflected upon.

As I stare into the distance, it has been a year and one week since I decided to become an “Artist.”

Yes, this is a picture of me, I don’t post pictures of myself quite often. Here is a glimpse of my backside, hahaha. 😉 You get a little picture of my side face.

Now here I’m at this very moment typing this. If it wasn’t for the moment in my mind, that I decided I wanted to go full out on this “art’ thing. I wouldn’t be here at this very moment typing this. It all would be nothing but a “dream.”

Here I’m happier than I was last year, many things positive and negative occurred within this year of my life.

I really don’t wish to speak of myself, I wouldn’t know what to tell you. I never really have anything to say, unless I’m talked to or if people ask me things.

Yes, I do talk a lot but most of the time to myself. As we all do, I probably just do it more often than most so, hahahaha.

With time and experience, the universe will create my future, all I have to do is play with the universe and not give up. Listen for the signs when they’re there and follow through. Don’t ignore my intuition, heart, and soul. For these things will truly guide me throughout my life. It’s all in the energy you’re feeling in the moment that creates the next moment.

“Chaotic Shapes” aka “Brandon Knoll” is signing off here, ask me anything you please. It can be something as simple as 1, 2, 3. Or possibly a question as complex as the creation of this universe. I don’t know the literal answer, hahaha. I just mean a question that’s very complex and mysterious. Love to have conversations with people who are interested in the same thought patterns as me.

I’m ready for all people and types of questions, don’t be too scared to ask anything. Nothing is too weird/strange or abnormal for me. I accept it all, hahaha.

I’m no greater than you, all of us are equal. All I happen to do is create some art and besides that, I’m a happy and humble soul.

All I wish for is peace, love, and positivity from each person.

Ask any question as you please.

Go……..