Quote #68

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Think of yourself as a wizard.

Crafting up manifestations of thoughts.

Positive and negative.

Each combination of thoughts that go together create a potion.

Each potion creates a different manifestation.

You have to create and craft your own way of life.

I have had people I thought that believed in me completely tell me that what I dream is “incorrect.”

You do not really know anyone at all not even yourself.

You might think you know who you are but no one does.

We are all lost.

Everyone that thinks I am lost is lost themselves for saying I am lost.

We are all lost.

Keep your mouth shut unless something positive comes out.

You can “positively” “correct” someone.

Stop being such an energy vampire.

If you do not heal wounds of yourself.

You bleed on others as well.

You either work on your own dreams.

Or help others with their dreams.

I dislike when people ask me what I “do.”

We are all doing the same thing.

It is something called living and breathing hahahah.

As well as eating and shitting. Oh, I forgot we sleep too.

I am not everybody I am somebody and that somebody is me.

I am not similar to the rest.

I will become me and not a clone or robot of me.

When people ask me what “job” I have I always want to say “breathing.”

I can read peoples egos and auras/energies when I say “art.”

I always hear the saying “art isn’t a real job.”

What answer is that? Actually?

How disrespectful.

One time someone said something along the lines of this. I’ll never forget it.

“Art is a better hobby than heroin.”

Not sure if I was being compared to heroin or close to heroin.

Or possibly this was some crude humor.

I am a very funny and humorous guy.

Just don’t bring down others and compare your ego to oneself to feel better for a moment or two.

When people tell me I don’t have a “real job.”

Then I think this.

How about you don’t have a “real soul.”

I don’t go around judging others and comparing my egos to others.

We are all okay the way we are.

Improvement is within us all.

We live in a world of people that compare and say “I” and forget about “us and “we.”

Without one of us, we wouldn’t all be here.

I is we.

We is I.

All I wish for is each and every persons respect.

To respect others is to respect yourself.

To disrespect others is to disrespect yourself.

Do you love yourself?

To love yourself is to love others.

There is no “reason” why you should hate someone.

In the end, the reason usually comes down to thyself. Not the others.

People like to pick and choose what others need to work on because they are unaware of themselves.

In the end, thyself is in need of improvement and not the others that you think need improvment.

It is impossible to be “correct” and “perfect.”

All you can do is attempt to become your greatest version.

To attempt is to attempt 100% effort.

To try is to give 50% effort.

To try or to attempt.

There is no option to give up. 🙂

Love is within each and every soul.

Love will guide you to the “correct” direction.

To live life in fear or love?

To fear each moment or to love each moment.

Ego is the real question.

To possess an ego or to not possess an ego.

If you lose your ego all the fear disappears and vanishes into thin air.

As if the fear and ego are never real.

Nothing is really real.

It only gets a real as you manifest it to be.

Look within and manifest what you wish to manifest.

Or you help others with creating their dreams.

Sucking all the energy out of yourself and not even using the energy for the positive on thyself.

Losing connection to your soul and not feeding your soul with positive energy.

I’m a puzzle piece that doesn’t fit in this world.

So I have to craft my own world and fit in.

All I am trying to do is raise the energy and create positive vibes.

I feel as if people are just jealous, envious or some sort of “disadvantage” occurs within their “ego” of a mind.

We are all equal.

Skin and bones and nothing much else.

Let the dreamers dream and let the naysayers naysay.

In the end, you are either a dreamer or a nay sayer of people that are dreaming.

Wishing you could follow your dreams but no it is “too late.”

Guess what it is never too late.

Start dreaming now before life itself ends.

You can’t dream when you are dead.

So you might as well dream now.

There is no end till you end.

Live life in a positive outlook or live life in a negative outlook.

To live positive is to be optimistic.

To live life negative is to be pessimistic.

To be the impossible.

Or to be the “I’m-possible.”

Ignore the thoughts of others.

Listen to the inner voices of who you truly are.

Your soul speaks to you.

All you have to do is listen.

Most ignore the soul and live in their ego of a person.

Fearing every moment and worrying about thesmelves.

To be your true self.

To be a dreamer.

Or to tag along with all the nay sayers.

Much love to all!

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1 Year Anniversary/Milestone. (Thank You)

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So it has been a year apparently, this is what WordPress is notifying me with. 1 year, that wasn’t that long ago. I remember the day making this blog, it felt like yesterday. Others have helped me get where I’m today.

Life is nothing much but a team effort, with just yourself it’s quite hard to accomplish anything. Someone will help you at least one way or another. Throughout this year, I have got a lot of help from many people. Without these people, I wouldn’t be here at this very moment typing this. Possibly doing something else and not even focusing a single amount of energy towards art.

I remember all the times I didn’t create art at all. Those were the worst times, things always had a negative energy towards them. I walked around angry and depressed at this world. More lost than I’m now. We’re all lost humans, all lost in our own ways.

Have it be emotional problems, health issues, insecurities…… etc. I think most will understand what I’m saying. We’re all prisoners of our own minds. All sitting within a chair in the middle of a dark room to see nothing but pure darkness. Every thought and memory to creep up on you. As if nothing but words and visions are monsters attacking you while you defend them off.

Visions are played through your mind over and over to never forget. It’s only the things you wish to forget that you don’t forget, how Ironic. The mind is a tricky thing.

Throughout this year, I have learned quite a lot. In all different aspects of life, good and bad. That’s just how it’s. Moments will not always be great, but just attempt to make them greater than they seem to be.

Saying this, art has found me in life. or maybe I found the art, who knows. I guess either way works if you think about it.

Now I sit here, 1 year later from the day I typed up my first blog post. An individual who didn’t know what he was doing. This person was so dazed and confused they didn’t know what right from wrong was.

First Blog post: VVVVV

(Recommend reading this, will know me more as a person and understand more.)

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/02/02/first-blog-post/

The reason why I say this is this.

“Everything I have done in my life, each person has something to say about it. Each definition of their thought being their own. Then there are my thoughts, my ideas, and my emotions. Never two humans alike, it’s as if you caused an offense of some sort. By speaking your state of mind. Being your original self and not a copy, creating your own destiny and not following a path someone gives you. A map with an X marks the spot. If you happen to do anything that someone doesn’t like, the thought they will have towards you will be negative. If I’m happy doing what I’m doing, then there is no reason to stop, people often walk around and tell each other what’s up as if they know everything. If I’m happy doing what I do in the end. Then I’ll continue doing so, even if it means the whole world not accepting me. I rather accept myself than have a bunch of people accept me for who I’m not. Nothing much, but a false reality. happiness is different for everyone and no one will understand but yourself. If it means losing individuals and possessions, then I guess you do that. All I wish to be is happy and that’s it, that’s all I want and nothing else.”

This is the reason why I have changed so drastically in the past year or so. My mindset has changed a lot. It’s all about your mindset and you can accomplish anything you wish to do in this world.

Many will tell you that you can’t do something. With that mindset in your mind, that will just do nothing but destroy you. Take you down and make you feel like a nobody. I’ve learned to turn the negative energy into positive energy. Creating myself into who I’m today. This “Brandon Knoll” we speak of.

All I wish for is peace and love in this world, for the energy of love to spread like a virus of some sort. Nationwide love and nothing else. Peace with all humans. I’ve been told by many that all the thing I think are just “dreams” or “not possible.’ I’m pretty sure all the people that “succeeded” were told this too. So, in the end, it’s nothing but an ego of a person spewing words out of their mouth. Negative energy flowing from all areas. Some people just don’t understand I guess.

All I ask for is Love from each individual, no matter what they look like or sound like. None of that really matters in the end, it’s more about the soul of a human being.

A way I can find my happiness is through art and writing. Sharing my experiences with the world through art. Art is an energy form of itself in a way. A whole new creation brought into this world. Never seen before.

Not knowing what I was doing a year ago, I’ve learned a little bit. You always have more time for learning, no one knows too much or too little. This journey of life will be endless and it will never end, till you make it end.

“I’d like to thank everyone for following me on WordPress and all other people who support me as well. As an artist, you wouldn’t be where you’re if it wasn’t for the people. the people create the artist. So, in the end, my audience creates me. All of you are my “art family” I have good connections with a lot of individuals. Like I said, all I ask for is peace and love.

If it wasn’t for that one day I decided in my mind, “I’m going to be an artist.” Like I said at the begging of this post. I wouldn’t be here or have created a single piece of art.

All of this art I’m about to show you could have just been a “dream” or an “impossible idea” but somehow I sit here typing this.

It’s very hard to process life itself to me, every day I question everything and my existence. Being an artist my goal is to make you question your reality, but also question my reality as well. Be so creative that it takes me to a whole new level, every day I learn something new. I just can’t give up and the progress will keep on continuing.

I want everyone to remember don’t give up on yourself and seek for small improvements over time everything will add up. Just don’t rush the process and let it happen.

I’d like to share all of my analytics with everyone to show the progress and the improvements that have happened in the past year. Not doing this to shine my ego, but to show everyone that anyone can do anything. All you have to do is set your mind to it.

 

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On Facebook, I added up the shares on the Quotes. At a total of 516 shares on the quotes. That’s more than 365 so at least 1 share a day. Every share counts, just want to spread the message of love.

Thank you, everyone, for sharing the quotes with your loved ones. 🙂

 

(Views) on the blog.

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Country views:                    (10 Countries with over 1,000+ views)

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Thank you from ALL countries who have visited my blog! Even the ones not on the list. 🙂

 

Now to show the progress of the past year of artwork. Here are the drawings from the past year, I’ll put them in the best order I can.

I’m going to put a picture of each drawing. Then a link to each blog for the full details of each artwork.

If you have missed any drawings and wish to go back. You can do so by clicking on each link under each artwork. Throughout the time you can see the improvements. These are in order of creation.

 

 

 

External Beauty "The Horse"
External Beauty “The Horse”

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/02/14/the-horse-external-beauty/

 

 

Second-Chance
Second Chance

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/02/21/second-chance/

 

 

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The Heart

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/03/02/the-heart/

 

 

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Life is in your Hands

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/03/28/life-is-in-your-hands/

 

 

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Marilyn Manson

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/04/13/marilyn-manson/

 

 

 

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Iguana

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/05/15/complete-drawing-iguana/

 

 

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Fox

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/06/15/fox/

 

 

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Macaw

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/07/10/macaw/

 

 

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leopard

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/08/15/leopard/

 

 

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Lion

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/09/06/lion/

 

 

shark done
Shark

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/09/24/shark/

 

 

zebra
Zebra

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/10/20/zebra/

 

 

Multi Dimensional Cactus Landscape
Multi-Dimensional Cactus Landscape

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/10/31/multi-dimensional-cactus-landscape/

 

 

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Octopus

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/12/01/octopus/

 

 

black widow spider
Black widow spider

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/12/22/black-widow-spider/

 

 

Here are all the pieces of art from the year. The average drawing took a month or so, sometimes longer or shorter than a month.

I’d like to say thank you to everyone who has followed and who is following at the moment. wouldn’t be here without you. Thanks for letting me reach this milestone.

Much more to come this year……….

Let’s see what happens in 2018, the possibilities could be infinite. the future is unpredictable.