Quote #104

I look at life.

Life looks back at me.

I appreciate each and every moment that passes.

Each “positive” and “negative” moment has something for you to learn.

Never get frustrated or flustered at something.

To be aware of oneself or to be unaware of oneself.

There is a lesson within everything.

Whatever is happening to you “right now” is supposed to happen.

Otherwise, what is “happening” wasn’t supposed to happen.

Karma.

Karma equals action.

The actions you act in this life manifest a “positive” or “negative” karma.

Use each moment “good” or “bad” to help you evolve into your greatest version.

Instead of using everything to help you devolve into your weaker self.

To become your greatest version.

Or to devolve into your weaker self.

Being weak and being strong is okay.

You learn from “failure.”

“Failure” is a good thing.

If you were to never fail you would be living in a fantasy land.

No one is perfect.

If “perfect” were to be real.

Well, nothing and no one would exist.

Life would have been so perfect that there would be no reason to manifest this universe.

The “fact” we exist is a phenomenon.

Energy in itself is conscious.

Everything is energy.

People live In the 3rd dimension.

The 5th dimension is where it is at.

Love consciousness.

To do the “right” thing over the “wrong thing.”

There would be nothing to experience if life itself were perfect.

So if you are “failing” right now it is all a part of the learning process of becoming your greatest version.

Even in moments when you feel like throwing in the towel or giving up.

“You” must persevere and keep on going.

With no challenges in this life.

Life would not be worth living.

Let’s say everything within this life was “handed” to you.

To feel gratitude or appreciation might be difficult.

To feel love and higher vibrations will be difficult if life is given to you.

If life is given to you.

There is no reason to live this life.

“You” begin to lose touch with reality.

Life begins to hold no value or meaning.

Not that there is one specific meaning or answer to everything.

This life is subjective.

We are all living on planet “earth”

In the same world living within different realities

The more energy you put towards something there is a higher chance that something will manifest itself.

If “you” begin to manifest negative energies within yourself.

You must detox the energies out of yourself.

The pattern of life each individual chooses to live has a huge effect on them.

I see many individuals living their lives in a certain pattern.

Then their reality comes crashing similar to a comet.

To be honest “I” am not surprised by the outcome of some individual’s lives.

All people do is want more and more and more.

Enough is not enough

More than enough is not enough.

Enough is never enough.

No one can settle and appreciate the smaller things in life.

People want to be praised and bowed down to.

As if everyone is a “king” or “queen.”

There is no individuality within a king or queen.

“Dictators” are all the same.

Ego, ego, ego.

Me, Me, Me.

My, My, My.

I, I, I.

It is when you begin to use your ego that you become more attached to the belief of yourself.

The “ego” does not exist.

Then again the ego does “exist.”

By the ego existing it does not exist.

If you try to get rid of your ego with your ego.

That’s like a knife trying to cut itself.

Another example of trying to eliminate your ego with your ego is.

A nose trying to sniff itself.

That’s not very likely to happen.

To be here.

To not be here.

People act as if a person is hiding between the brain using a remote control and a joystick controlling the individual.

If the ego does exist.

I would like for you to “physically” show me this ego you speak of.

Unzip your flesh body and have this thing you call the “ego” show itself.

The ego is not physical.

The ego is an illusion of who and what you think you are.

Sure your name might be what your name is.

But that is it.

The ego is a construct.

A construct of the idea of who “I” is.

“You” think your ego is this and that.

While another thinks differently of you.

Every person to walk on this earth thinks differently of you than the next person.

Keep using your ego and be the dictator you are.

A Dictator forces oneself onto others.

Usually with no consequences.

anything goes.

Anything to occur.

What one wishes for their wish is commanded.

Whoever “I” is finds it funny how a lot of people live their lives.

People are always seeking for external happiness.

Forgetting about internal happiness.

Happiness comes from within.

Happiness is a choice.

To play the victim and blame every other person for your actions is not a wise choice.

Learn from your mistakes.

Stop pointing fingers at everyone besides yourself.

It is time to move on.

Restart your life.

Drop your ego.

Lose your ego.

Instead of repeating the same mistakes over and over.

Never leaving the rabbit hole you are within.

Never-ending chaos.

Manifestation is real for sure.

Each individual manifests their reality into being.

Each individual is infinite consciousness.

We are spiritual energies living within flesh bodies.

There is a source of energy we are all connected to that creates all of us into this life form.

Without this “energy” I speak of there would be no you to exist.

There is a universal energy that manifests you to have this flesh body.

We are infinite love and consciousness.

There is love and compassion within each soul.

There is a beating heart within everyone.

What makes the heart beat?

It takes a lot of soul searching and going within yourself to learn who “thyself” is.

Most individuals seek for external happiness.

External happiness can only be achieved for so long.

Eventually, you must go within yourself and obtain this happiness you are seeking.

Everything is nothing.

Nothing is everything

More is less

Less is more.

The monk can sit still in meditation and nothing fazes the monk.

The monk could lose all his possessions, his family, his money.

Everything you can think of.

All external possessions or ideas.

Sure the monk may lose all external possessions or ideas.

But the monk continues to meditate as if “nothing” happened.

Then there is the king.

Who commands all wishes.

Who commands all pleasures.

Who commands all treasure to be his treasure.

Imagine if the king were to lose all his “power” and external possessions.

The king would have no identity and go mad/insane.

All the king remembers himself for is his ego.

On the other hand, the monk possesses no ego

The monk possess material objects similar to the king

But the monk is still at peace within his soul.

Unlike the king who has lost everything including himself/ego.

What I’m trying to explain is.

Most individuals are so attached to their ego.

Imagine if you were to lose everything you had externally.

All the achievements and awards everything you can think of.

All your money all your possessions.

Everything to disappear to never return.

Would “you” still be the same person you are today?

Or would you be freaking out having a panic attack?

Acting as if the walls are coming down to crush you.

Your ego taken from you in every which way.

Could you continue on living if your ego was “stripped” from you?

The ego exists only if you believe the ego exists.

Stop being so attached to “I” and “me” “my.”

Start using more words similar to us, we, they, them.

The truth hurts more than all the lies you are used to hearing.

Most rather live in a fantasy land than reality.

Life cannot always go “your” way.

Life itself is more conscious than you think.

Do you ask for your heart to pump?

Did you learn how to breathe?

When you eat your food do you tell your food to digest?

When you look through your retinas the lenses of your eyes.

Are you telling yourself how to use your eyes?

When you taste food are you telling your taste buds to activate.

Do you ask for your nails to grow?

Do you ask for your hair to grow?

Or does all of this just happen?

What I’m trying to say is.

Everything just “happens.”

Life is quite the phenomenon.

Some things occur that are beyond our explanation.

Words do not give justice to the experience of life itself.

Many things happen within this life.

Most individuals act as if they “know” everything.

To be honest.

All “I” “know” is that “I” “know” nothing.

The more I learn the more I realize the more we don’t know.

The more opinions an individual has the less they have.

Internally lost.

To know or to not know.

Do you know that you know?

Or do you just think that you know what you think you know?

The word “know” can be quite confusing.

You “know?”

Muahahahahhaha.

Hehehehhehe.

Whoever “I” is could debate on anything and everything from the beginning of time to the end of time.

Most of everything is a construct.

A system of beliefs that most people agreed on.

Reality is a hallucination.

You only know that a “chair” is a “chair” because you were told a chair is a chair.

You don’t know the “chair” is there until you can feel the chair on your skin.

You sit down on the chair and you don’t fall through the chair.

Now you “think” that you “know” the chair is there.

Life is more mysterious than you can imagine.

We could spend our entire existence “learning” new things.

But we would only learn about a fraction of a percent of what we actually “know.”

Knowledge is limited.

Creativity is infinite.

Sure we may learn forever and ever and ever.

But creativity in itself helps us learn.

Without creativity, there would be no knowledge..

Without knowledge, there would be no creativity.

Everything is aligned in this universe.

Now it is time for “You” or “I” to align oneself

Point your fingers at all the people you wish.

In the end.

All of your suffering is done to oneself.

Keep on manifesting those negative energies being a victim in this life.

Unless that is you wish to begin manifesting positive energies into this life.

Dropping the victim role.

Manifesting yourself to be in control of your reality.

Instead of having reality be in control of you.

Yes life itself is more alive and conscious than one individual soul.

That does not mean you can’t go within oneself and overcome the darkness.

Become the light within the darkness.

Let the darkness overtake you.

The “choice” is yours

We all have a choice at the end of each moment.

What you choose to do after each moment is on yourself.

There is not an “answer” or “meaning” behind everything.

Sometimes life just is.

Life just is.

There is no explanation beyond that.

Stop trying to solve everything and instead absorb the energy around you and appreciate this life as each moment passes.

One does not know when “their time” will come.

The end is always near.

Death could take you any moment.

Do not live this life in fear.

Instead, live this life in infinite love.

Let love guide you instead of fear

Love holds the highest frequency.

Fear holds the lowest frequency.

Love life.

Fear life.

Here I am saying it again over and over.

“The choice is yours.”

Choose wisely, my fellow earthlings.

Choose wisely……

Quote #99

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To “prove” that this moment is happening is impossible.

We might as well appreciate each moment instead of manifesting all this fussing and fighting.

Without this moment there would be no moments.

This very moment leads to the next moment.

Without the next moment, there would be no moments at all.

This very moment holds infinite power.

What moment occurs next is up to you and how you cast your energy into this world.

Cast your energy negatively.

Cast your energy positively.

Your fate/destiny lies within your hands.

I look at the universe/world.

To me, it seems as if most souls/individuals.

Are lacking in their mind/body/spirit.

The ego or identification of oneself is the only thing that is cared about.

People identify with race/religion/political parties/degrees/money/possessions etc…..

If you dissolve the image of yourself.

“You” realize we are all “one.”

Flesh, blood, and bones.

Hopefully, we all have a soul within us that feels some emotion.

An individual self.

Health is ignored.

The mind is ignored.

The soul/spirit is ignored.

Energy is ignored.

Vibrations are ignored.

Frequencies are ignored.

Mother earth is ignored.

Loving others is ignored.

The animals are used and abused.

Man does what he pleases.

I do not fear the creator or a higher power.

I fear man himself.

The man within the flesh.

I fear what man is becoming.

I fear what man is.

Technology is not to blame.

We need technology in a sense.

Technology helps us.

The only problem is.

Man is becoming a machine.

A robot.

Feeling nothing but doing all that man can please.

Sure you may “know” a lot, but do you “feel” anything?

One day I wish my brothers and sisters will wake up.

Possibly one moment within all the moments you live.

You will step outside of the box you are within at this very moment.

Or not.

Selfishly living in vain.

Destroying your soul as well as mother earth.

“Who” cares right.

“It” is what “it” is.

Sure.

Let’s go with that hahahaha.

I think not.

Let’s manifest a future of greatness.

Be a sheep taking orders from others.

Have individuals tell you what your reality is instead of manifesting your own reality.

People tell me I am in a fantasy land.

I didn’t know it was a crime to love your brothers and sisters.

All I wish for is love to guide and protect us all.

Possibly everyone else needs to leave their “fantasy” lands and start loving one another.

All this separation and segregation.

Hatred instead of love.

Political party/ religion over identity.

Identity is “you”

“Your” individual self.

Stop pursuing negative self-indulgences.

Believe in yourself and heal your soul as well as mother earth.

Be here to heal instead of being here to destroy.

Meditate instead of being a fool doing foolish things.

Be a “man.”

Whatever being a “man” is.

Stick your chest up and do not look at the ground.

Look into the sky and reach for the stars.

Mind over matter.

Believe in yourself and that belief will manifest in one way or another.

Do not believe in yourself and that belief will not manifest in one way or another.

Energy, frequency, and vibrations are for sure real.

I wonder if no one else feels the energy, vibrations, and frequencies around them.

We live in a me and I world.

There is no Me and I.

There is Us We etc….

All of us are in this together.

Let’s get along with each other.

Or continue living in vain.

Living in hatred, fear and zero integrity.

Be loving.

Be full of hatred and fear.

Do what is good.

Do what is bad.

Learn and fail.

Fail and learn.

Learn to fail.

Fail on purpose to learn.

Give up.

Do not give up.

The choice is yours.

Be in control of your energy.

Do not be in control of your energy.

Let me ask you, something brothers and sisters.

Are you proud of the you that is becoming you?

Do you fear the you that is within you?

When you look in the mirror.

At your naked self do you wish to look away and cover your face?

Are you walking around with an abundance of stress/tension/anxiety?

If so.

This you they call you is not you.

Free yourself.

Let me repeat that.

Free yourself.

Do not free yourself.

Live in vanity.

Do not live in vanity

Care for your brothers and sisters.

The choice is yours.

Look at nature.

Nature is beautiful.

Through nature, you learn many things.

“I” could explain endless things about how nature teaches us about life.

Flow like a river.

Thunderstorm and then a rainbow.

Caterpillar, cacoon, butterfly.

Trees.

Trees grow in all shapes and forms.

There are many branches in a tree.

The moments lived in this life are similar to the branches on the trees.

There are different seasons and temperatures.

The emotions are similar to the seasons.

Through nature, you will connect with your higher self.

We are nature.

Connect more with your inner being.

Make mistakes learn from your mistakes.

Be the you that is you.

Love and light to all.

Accept the positive energy or do not.

At this point, i am giving away more energy than receiving.

Remember to care for yourself as well.

Recharge your energy when you begin to run low on energy.

Do not overburden yourself or you will destroy yourself.

Life is more about loving and giving instead of receiving and wanting.

That does not mean you let others “use” you.

Do what is best for both people not just “I.”

Meet in the middle not one way or no way.

Sharing is caring.

Care and do not be unloving

Take it one moment at a time and remember to take it easy.

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All it takes is one action or one smile to create positive energy within another individual.

You could tell someone to have a great day or be nice to someone and that could stop someone from harming themselves or harming others.

People say nothing is free.

That everything costs something.

It costs zero dollars to be nice to someone.

It takes zero dollars to spread your love.

Use your soul for once instead of using your ignorant flesh.

To be selfish and to only think about thyself.

Greed and ego.

Or to help others using your soul.

There is a possibility someone could “outdo” you even though you can’t outdo anyone.

Teach your ways to others.

Using nothing but intentions of love

We are all the same but uniquely different.

Help others instead of purposely making others fail to feel better about yourself.

Radiate light and help others overcome their obstacles.

Much love to everyone!

Update on the drawing (50-60%)

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Hello everyone! 😀

The progress of this drawing is coming along quite well.

I would say I am having mass amounts of energy using these bright and vibrant colors.

Usually, the colors I use in my drawings show the emotions I am feeling within “this” moment of time.

Always attempting to keep a positive mindset.

You have to spread love instead of ignorance/hatred.

Emotions are colors if you think about it.

Colors are energy.

“They,” say each color represents a certain emotion of some sort.

I “believe” each color represents a certain emotion.

For example, the color “black” is darkness or “evil” I do not necessarily “believe” that.

Possibly you look at the color black and feel vibrant love and happiness.

In the end, I guess it is all perception of what you see in your eyes.

Colors are subjective.

The current drawing I am coloring.

Has “dark” colors and “vibrant/bright” colors.

I am thinking you will look at this drawing and feel uncomfortable because of the mass amount of energy.

Or you will get lost in the colors and it will be hard to focus on one section of the drawing at a time.

We are all different in this world.

We all have different “tastes.”

Everything in this world will not attract towards you.

That is up to you to find out what is attracted towards you.

Attempt to use your soul in every action/thought instead of using the flesh and ego thinking about yourself and no one else

Crazy color scheme. (Check it out!)

dsc_0904.jpgThe energies for this drawing are all over the place.

The colors in this drawing are quite challenging.

Sometimes I will gaze at a shape for a few minutes debating what color to use.

When creating art you “know” what you are doing.

Then again, you have no idea what you are doing, but you tell others you “know” what you are doing.

Artists are very mysterious.

I always attempt to be mysterious, but exciting at the same time.

I feel every energy/emotion flow throughout my body.

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You have to feel every emotion to express yourself through art.

You express yourself when the energy is vibrating within yourself.

The energy has to be released one way or another.

You might as well express yourself to release the energy in a “positive” way.

You get to that point where you have no idea how to explain yourself in words so you create an image instead.

If you think about it.

Images speak more than words do.

You can read a sentence and interpret the sentence into many different sentences.

With an image, it seems like there are more possibilities to interpret the image differently.

A single image can be interpreted into infinite stories or images

Everything is held within the eye of the beholder.

Everyone remember to be the “you” that is “you!”

Everyone have a beautiful day!

Quote #86

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Once you fully embrace your feminine side and feel your emotions, for how they are.

Instead of ignoring your emotions.

Acting similarly to a boulder.

You will feel vibrant energy flowing throughout your body.

When you realize one moment can lead to infinite moments you do not control every moment.

Decide to constructively live through your soul instead of ignorantly living through the flesh.

When “anger” arises.

Question the anger and ask yourself.

“Where does this anger come from?”

Anger is nowhere to be seen or found.

“Anger” is within you and you are anger.

People tell me “magic” is not real.

I beg to differ.

Each “sense” has some magic involved.

Sight, sound, smell, taste, and touch.

There is also a sixth sense.

The “sixth sense” is when you use all 5 senses in one.

The “intuition” is used when using the “sixth sense.

“Everything” is magic.

Life is most likely a “simulation.”

Emotions are magic.

Neurons firing left and right all throughout your brain.

Making you manifest different thoughts and emotions.

Creating you into the person that is “you.”

Living in this reality.

All experiencing human consciousness.

To listen and follow the intuition. (The voice within)

Or to follow the voices of others. (The plan everyone creates for you)

Expand that mind of yours.

Use those neurons more than others.

Never give up on this life.

There are infinite possibilities.

What you manifest you become.

Literally.

All the energy you put into this world.

You get in return from the universe.

Balance the emotions from within.

Use both the masculine and the feminine side.

Can you sit with your own thoughts?

Is it a struggle to practice”meditation?”

If your mind cannot be still you cannot be still yourself.

When the mind is corrupt, your soul has swept away from you at that moment.

Yes, we have to feel our emotions for what they are.

Do not ignore your emotions.

Remember to do what you must do but attempt to not manifest more negative energy into your reality.

Is it hard for you to accept the thoughts that flow throughout the mind?

If yes, it is time to start using your “feminine” energy.

Learn how to treat others with respect.

“Be” in control of your “emotions.”

When you can control your emotions.

The “feminine” side is fully embraced.

We will all “slip” here and there.

No one is perfect.

All you must do is attempt to be your greatest version.

If you “fail.”

At least you can say you “attempted.”

To attempt to be your greatest version or to not even attempt at all.

I rather live a life full of beautiful memories/love and positive energy.

Instead of living a blur of a life that was quickly lived and shortly forgotten.

I “swear” meditation saves my life.

Without meditation, I would not be the “man” I am.

Meditation puts every moment in perspective.

To react in every moment or to have patience and process the moments.

You can never “know.”

All you must do is “be.”

I use my “masculine” energies while working out.

There are positive ways to get out the “manly” energy.

That energy that wants to “destroy and conquer” everyone and everything.

All of that built up “tension.”

Release everything you have but in a positive way.

When you work out.

You destroy the body through exercise.

You use “negative energy” but actually “positive energy” when working out.

All the anger. (Negative energy)

Is released when working out.

Then again working out is not about anger and destroying everyone.

Often times “anger” disrupts the mind instead of benefiting the mind.

Everything is within the moment.

There are times I feel complete bliss while working out.

There are other times I feel like “destroying everything and everyone.”

jahahaah, I am hoping someone will understand me.

If you feel anger, feel anger.

If you feel nervous, feel nervous.

If you feel “love” feel love.

Do not spread negativity to others.

Use that “negative energy” to uplift yourself.

Transfer the negative energy into positive energy.

“Hurt people” “hurt people.”

The ones who have been hurt mentally or physically hurt other people.

unintentionally and intentionally.

When living this life in “fear” you are blind to your own actions most of the time.

Few souls understand people who hurt others do not mean what they do.

The ones who have “healed” themselves.

Or individuals that are in the process of “healing” themselves.

Spread positive energy to other souls that are in need of love.

If an individual accepts your “love” or not, that is up to the individual.

Never stop attempting to spread love everywhere you go.

Even if others do not accept your “love.”

Negative people are ignorant.

There is no need for that negative energy.

We are all born “innocent.”

Over time we begin living.

Life is not fair.

Saying that.

What happens to you in this life.

You can either use the energy to uplift yourself or you can use every “negative” moment to destroy thyself.

Some things that happen to you, you are not in control of.

Other things you can control.

Usually what you are “controlling” is “controlling” you.

The moments that have intense energy you should appreciate.

Without a challenge in this life, this life would not be worth living.

The “bad” things that happen to you, do not define you.

How you act out in each situation is more important.

“React” with positivity instead of negativity.

Do not act out “ignorantly”

Each person defines everything differently.

No one asks to get hurt by others.

When someone “hurts” you.

This individual is being blind to themselves and their surroundings.

Forgive the “ignorant” individual and move on.

Hold zero grudges against your brothers and sisters.

“Forgiveness” is needed in this life.

I believe the hurt people do not mean to hurt people.

Hurt people are blind.

The hurt only want to be loved.

Since the hurt individuals are not loved they continue to live in a cycle of hurting others and themselves.

We all want love.

Spread love instead of hate.

Hurt people are living in their ego, but then again not.

You need to know who you are.

Is this “you” they call “you” the actual “you.”

Do not tell others who “they” are.

To know anything else is a mystery.

Know yourself in and out.

Then again, how do you “know” that you “know” something.

Appreciate this life and live through the soul

Use love in each moment that is possible.

You have to feel the emotions you are feeling.

Remember to not bring others down with you.

Use your soul instead of the ego.

You need to express yourself.

Just do not hurt others.

It is as if others enjoy seeing the pain in others.

Suffering is not an option.

Face your emotions instead of suffering.

When you suffer you create pain within yourself and others around you.

Do not throw your emotions on another.

Use your “feminine” side to process the moment and see what this moment is teaching you.

There are lessons within everything.

Learn how to look at everything with a positive perspective instead of a negative perspective.

Learn to learn instead of learning to fail.

“Guilt” is a funny word to me.

Everything is “guilt” in my eyes.

To have “pride” in one’s self you are “recognizing” your image of yourself.

I always tell people there is no “me” or “i.”

Instead, we are all the same human consciousness experiencing this thing called life.

We are all “I”

“I” am all of “you”

“You” are all “me.”

We are all this thing called “life”

We are “all” experiencing this thing called life.

Imagine if you never had this opportunity to live this life?

Existence in itself is mind-blowing.

We should not be here.

Literally.

It took soooooooo much energy.

For the world to manifest itself here.

To be honest, it would have been easier for the universe to do nothing.

Why create “us”

“Us” is destroying the mother earth.

Ironically” this world we “worship” we could care less about.

We all care about this world so much, but when it comes to “reality.”

We are all destroying mother Gaia.

If you like it or not, the earth is on its way to the “end.”

Everything must begin and everything must end.

Will there be a new beginning.

Possibly the end is the new beginning.

Life after death.

Or death after life.

Energy never dies.

Energy is infinite and can only transfer to another source.

Ignore guilt, but live your life with “love.”

Live your life fully at the moment and “attempt” your best to have zero regrets.

A “sin” to one individual is not a sin to “another.”

Live your life how you must live your life.

Ignore spreading “negativity” to others.

Society brainwashes us into thinking every action is a “sin.”

Every law is illegal somewhere in this world.

We are all criminals, one way or another.

Let’s live in unity and love.

Instead of judging everyone for their labels and illusions that have zero value or meaning.

Your physical and mental health is more important than anything else.

How you treat others is more important than your “achievements” or “success.”

Your “soul” is who you are.

Energy is everything.

Do not fall for the “illusions” in this life.

Live through the soul.

Instead of the flesh.

Use that “feminine” energy.”

Stop ignoring your emotions.

Accept the moment and feel the energy.

What have you learned within each moment?

Stop victimizing yourself.

We all feel pain.

We all suffer.

We all this and that.

We are all one.

Live your best life.

By living through your greatest version you embrace others to live a life of positivity.

Much love to all.

Feel those emotions of yours.

Do not ignore the energy within.

Started adding color to the drawing! (Check it out)

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Having a lot of fun with the colors in this drawing.

This photo is from about 2 weeks ago.

The color scheme is a bit challenging.

Always pushing myself past my limits to increase my art skills.

You cannot challenge yourself with the same amount of energy every time.

If you never challenge yourself there will be no growth on thyself.

I apologize for the length of time between posts.

I have to experience everything at the moment or I overwhelm myself.

Never have a blog post planned they are all written and posted within the moment.

Last night, for example, I had high energies flowing throughout my body.

I was awake till 6 am last night and decided it was time for bed, hahaha.

In these moments I never stop to take a picture of the progress.

When the energy is at a high, time and space are forgotten.

All you do is create and create.

A feeling of infinite bliss expressing thyself through the soul.

I am an owl compared to most.

Sleeping when everyone is awake.

Awake when everyone is sleeping

True “artist” hours.

Quote #84

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In this very moment, you are living right now.

Let’s say you were to die.

That should not matter.

Do not fear death.

Death is an “illusion.”

When it is time for you to leave this world.

In the moment of when you leave.

It will be at that moment when you were “supposed” to leave this mother earth.

Life is death and death is life.

We are all experiencing something called “life.”

Life is a reflection of death.

You must live to die.

You must die to live.

You have to accept death as much as you accept life.

Without life and death, you could not exist in itself.

You would literally be nothing.

Nothingness within a space of darkness with zero light.

That would be a shame.

At least I would think so.

Imagine if we were all born within the darkness and all we experienced was the darkness.

That would manifest a dark life for most.

You have to look at the negatives and turn the negatives into positives.

I feel as if some individuals feel dead inside.

Even though they are “living.”

I look at this life as a gift.

The greatest gift I have received.

“I” mean “we.”

“We” is “I”

And “I” is “we”

There would be no individuals in this world without every other soul here as well.

Live your life through your soul instead of through the flesh.

Follow your intuition instead of following the dogma of others.

Ironically here I am “expressing” myself to tell people to not follow the “dogma” of others.

I am not sure if everyone “understands” me.

I am not here to be “understood.”

There is nothing to understand.

You are “it.”

We are all “it.”

Life itself.

We are all a part of this human experience manifesting consciousness.

Manifesting whatever reality we wish to be in.

Receiving the opportunity to live this life in this vehicle of a body.

How you decide to live this life is up to yourself and no one else.

To live through the soul or to live through the ego.

The soul is giving and caring.

Expecting nothing in return or a “reward.”

The soul has nothing but the intention of love.

The ego is stubborn and always has to be “correct.”

The ego often projects insecurities through itself.

Spreading negative energy to others on accident without being intended.

No one intends to hurt anyone or even themselves.

In negativity, you are blindly manifesting more negative energy into the world.

Some souls are suffering while some souls are in the process of healing themselves.

When you harm or hurt someone the ego is in use.

When you spread smiles and spread love to others.

You are using nothing but the soul.

The soul understands.

The ego is not understanding.

It takes self-realizations to accept you are hurting inside or harming others around you in this life.

No one wants to take “fault” for their “mistakes.”

So we live blindly instead of with clarity.

Everyone makes mistakes.

All you must do is learn from your mistakes.

We all “wake up” at a different moment in life.

However, you “wake up” is different for everyone.

It takes that one experience with an abundance of energy either positive or negative to have a life-changing moment in this life.

To enter a realm of darkness.

Or to enter a realm of light.

You can be in the “middle” and just exists if that is what you wish.

When you enter your “own realm” many will not understand what you are trying to express.

I believe we are all here for a “purpose” or “reason”

That “purpose” or “reason” is not for me to decide.

Only for you or this person, we call “I”

Do more people live a life in a pessimistic reality?

Or do more people live in an optimistic reality?

You need to have a relationship with yourself.

When you lack a relationship with yourself, you will most likely be headed down the “wrong path.”

It is quite important to have a relationship with yourself.

I talk of the “inner voice” your intuition.

There is a voice within us all.

If you decide to follow the intuition that is up to you.

When a soul is first brought into this world.

Everything is thrilling and ecstatic.

Children live in the moment completely with zero worries or fears.

Over time everyone seems to lose connection with their “inner child.”

It is now time to “grow up.”

That is what the “system” tells everyone.

It should be this instead.

“Now it is time to evolve into your greatest version. Become “yourself” instead of following others in unwanted footsteps.”

Everyone knows who they are.

Most just hide in “fear.”

Fear is not real.

False Evidence Appearing Real.

There are no monsters coming to get you.

All is good.

What matters the most is how you manifest everything into existence.

If you lack something within yourself this you that they say is you is not you.

When I was a little child, I made a pact with myself that I would never lose my originality.

“I” would be myself.

Instead of following the ways of others listening to dogma.

When I was a fresh soul, I felt like something was “wrong” with me.

Now I know I am completely “normal”

“I” am not similar to most people.

That is okay.

As long as I am myself that is all that matters.

“I” exist within a different realm than others.

I perceive everything different than most.

I always thought I was crazy or mad.

Now I know I am here for a reason.

To “question authority” and to “create/be me.”

You have to be curious about this life.

It is hard for me to “accept” anything.

How do we know what we know?

We only know what we know because we “think” we know what we know.

But how do we know that we actually know what we know?

Everything is perceived as seen through the eyes of the beholder.

Life is an illusion.

Everything is an illusion.

There is this quote by Charles Addams.

“Normal is an illusion. What is normal for the spider is chaos for the fly.”

Question yourself and question authority.

Is this “I” that they call “you.”

Who you are.

Is this really you?

Muahahaahahha

Or are you a false you?

Every day I question life and death.

For all, we know, maybe we are all dead at this moment.

Then when we “die” we are reborn.

In a sense, life is death and death is life.

Once you die you go where you go.

Once you are born you will be where you are.

Everything is a reflection of duality.

Without life, there would not be death.

Without death, there would not be life.

You have to appreciate both life and death to fully experience life to its fullest.

Death is life.

Life is death.

Finished sketch. (took 4 days to finish!)

DSC_0820Here is the finished sketch.

At the beginning of each drawing, I get this “uncertainty” feeling.

I believe in myself, but I never know where to lay the pencil first.

Creating in any form “makes” you enter a completely different state of mind.

You have to think outside of the box and create things no one has ever created before.

When sketching this I entered a “flow state.” During these times I get this feeling as if my body is not here and I am living fully through my soul.

To finish this sketch it took a while, but I entered the flow state faster than normal.

Sometimes when I create 7 hours feels like 7 minutes.

Sometimes when I create 4 hours feels like 8 hours.

“Time” will mess with your mind playing games with you all the “time.”

There is no time besides the “time” you create within your reality.

“Time” creates many problems that do not need to be manifested into this world.

When creating art I meditate for a bit and this helps me lose the idea of “time.”

When you follow “times” rules. You become a slave to time.

I am not saying to be lazy and be a couch potato.

Have a schedule, but have your schedule be in a flow state. Enjoy what you are doing each day.

Each day holds an experience that will assist you in becoming your greatest version.

I believe quality is more important than quantity.

Do not rush everything in this life. Take your time and quality will show itself.

Manifest everything in a hurry and the quality might not show itself.

Use nothing but love when living this life.

When you live life in fear you will start regretting most of your actions and decisions.

Trust the voice within. (intuition.)

Live through the soul instead of the body.

Added more to the drawing. (50-60% finished)

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I would say about fifty to sixty percent of the drawing is done in this picture.

This sketch is going quite smoothly.

The coloring always takes longer than the sketch of the picture.

Deciding the color takes more energy out of me than deciding the shapes.

Not sure how to explain this.

Thinking other individuals will relate to me.

Deciding the color is similar to a life or death situation.

The energy is at a high when using colors.

The smartest thing to do is to not overwhelm yourself.

Let everything happen and everything will come to you.

Do not tense up and if you feel frustrated. I recommend taking a 10-minute break or walking away for a moment.

Never force your art otherwise the art will be work instead of play.