Late 21st Birthday to me! -(02/01/1998)- “Special” -[Question and Answer]- Ask me anything you wish….

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I am an artist/writer/philosopher that lives in North America, in the United States.

I live in a small town of about 40,000 people.

Each person is similar to a ghost walking throughout the streets. You never really know each individual, but can observe and feel the presence of their energy. Each person having their own aura.

I have been creating art for the past two years now, in a serious way.

When people ask me “What do you do for a living.”

I always question what that means. What I “do for a living” really should not matter, should it?

I could be a bitter soul full of hatred and have all the money/ fame in this world. Your labels do not define who you are.

The energy you emit to the world, as well as the energy you feel within yourself, is who you are.

Labels do not change who you truly are.

Be your true self instead of hiding behind different masks.

Loyalty and trust are important when using your soul.

If I were to have all the money in the world I would still be who I am today.

I would help the people in need. Spread as much love around as I can.

My answer to this question.

“What do you do for a living.”

Well, I breathe, just like everyone else. I eat/ go to the bathroom. Oh and I sleep sometimes too.

My point is, I am nothing but human. I happen to make art for happiness and I am lucky enough that I can make it into a “career” in the future. The goal is a full-time “career”, well that is the dream.

This dream lies in my hands. The people help the dream happen including all the people reading this. It is all of the energy put towards the craft, every little amount of energy matters as much as the last amount of energy.

If it was not for each transcending moment, you would not be here at this very moment. Every second put into the art means that much more of an improvement. Even if I “fail” at a drawing. It is still an improvement.

I look at my art as play and not work, you do not get paid for something you enjoy. You get paid for something that you do not enjoy.

Then again you can contradict what I just said. I am thinking most will understand what I am trying to explain.

You only get paid for something you do not enjoy because then there is no need to be doing what you are doing if the only reason is for the money and nothing else.

If you get paid for something, what you are doing is nothing more than a duty.

No one pays the children to go have fun and run around outside.

We live in a society that is ego driven and we automatically think we have to be “rewarded” something for everything we do.

Imagine if I told you that everything you did you would receive nothing in return.

All you would receive is the gift of life each and every day.

Material and money should not control your life.

Live your life through your soul and love instead of being controlled by the illusions of life.

Health is wealth.

Attempt “working” on your health.

A positive mindset also comes with a healthy body.

It is as if no matter what we are never happy enough as a collective.

Everyone is always waiting for the next thing or waiting for more of something.

If you think about it there is nothing that is next.

You can’t have everything at the moment.

There is only the now.

All you must do is be and live in the moment.

Patience is at an all-time low for most individuals

I recommend becoming more patient.

Everything I do is out of my imagination and nothing else. It is all just for fun. All being an act of play at the end.

All of the money is extra. What I care most about is the energy people give me towards the artwork. The expressions as well, So I guess the new energy created and the love that the art creates in this world.

By being yourself you bring a whole new energy to this world.

There is only one of you.

Start being “yourself” now.

If each day you are manifesting more positive energy into your life.

You are on the path to becoming your greatest version.

We all have different energies to offer the universe.

Remember to not be so locked up and do not fear to share your state of mind in this world. Even if it hurts, in the end, it is better to be a “real” you than a “fake” you.

Here I sit typing up this blog, aging every second that passes by. To never grasp any moments that pass by but only to live in each moment the best I can.

The imagination lets you “remember” past times. Everything is your imagination, all of these mind games I tell you.

Looking into the past or imagining what the future holds for you can be scary or pleasurable. It is always the moments with the most energy that you never forget in your lifetime. The happiest and the saddest moments, usually these moments are imprinted on the brain.

It is the way you stand back and observe each moment, there is yin and yang in all situations. The individual just needs to see a deeper message or meaning. We need more of this yang. The greater energy out of the two. Positive energy will force out the negative energy. It feels as if more negative energy is flowing around the world at the moment.

It is on each individual to create each moment.

No one is perfect, I always attempt my best with my imagination. I do not always create the piece of art I manifested within my mind, but I am happy with what is created.

The next time you get a chance to become your greatest version learn how to manifest a brighter future.

It is best to live in the moment you physically are in, at this very moment and no other moment. If you live in a different moment of time then your mind is not even in the “now.”

It is hard to appreciate what you see at this very moment when you are not living in this very moment. Destroying the purpose of life in a way.

All of this is very ironic.

Stop living in regret, choose to live in the “now.”

To dwell on past moments is a bad idea. Nothing can be fixed or changed, just reflected upon.

Yes, this is a picture of me, I never post pictures of myself.

This photo was from about a year ago.

I am lazy and do not want to take a current photo, hahaah.

The only difference Is I have more of a beard and a lot more hair. My hair is getting quite long.

Now here I am at this very moment typing this. If it was not for the moment in my mind, that I decided I wanted to go full out on this “art’ thing. I would not be here at this very moment typing this. It all would be nothing but a “dream.”

Here I am happier than I was last year, many positive and negative situations occur to everyone within their lifetime.

I do not wish to speak of myself, I would have no idea what to tell you. I never really have anything to say, unless I am talked to or if people ask me things.

Yes, I do talk a lot but most of the time to myself. As we all do, I probably talk to myself more often than most do, hahahaha.

With time and experience, the universe will create my future, all I have to do is play with the universe and not give up. Listen for the signs when they are there and follow through.

Remember to not ignore the intuition, heart, and soul. The soul, heart, and intuition guide you throughout your life.

Trust the energy you are feeling at the moment. Each moment creates the next moment. Pay attention to the energy and do not ignore the energies you feel in your presence.

“Chaotic Shapes” aka “Brandon Knoll” is signing off, ask me anything you please. It can be something as simple as 1, 2, 3. Or possibly a question as complex as the creation of this universe. I do not know the literal answer, hahaha. I just mean a question that is very complex and mysterious. Love to have conversations with people who are interested in the same thought patterns as me.

I am ready for all people and types of questions, do not be too scared to ask anything.

Nothing is too weird/strange or abnormal for me. I accept it all, hahaha.

I am no greater than you, all of us are equal. All I happen to do is create some art and besides that, I am a happy and a humble soul.

All I wish for is peace, love, and positivity to vibrate throughout each soul.

Ask any question as you please.

Go………

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It is as if all these “famous” people are really not “famous.”

We are all “famous.”

Each individual is their own movie star to their own movie called “reality.”

Think about it, honestly, if you work hard at something.

You will have to succeed in some form.

If you fear yourself there is a 0% chance anything will happen.

There is “success” within us all.

I am not saying people who have succeeded are lazy, they are simply hard workers and are good at their career.

“Success” is different to us all.

Life is a never-ending journey.

Remember to never get comfortable.

Life throws infinite possibilities at you when least expected.

Use the negative moments to help you grow.

Instead of using the negative moments to create a negative reality.

Manifesting a negative thought pattern into your psyche.

At the end of the day, everything is your choice, you are your human form.

No one controls you beside yourself.

Each individual should achieve to be their greatest version.

How do you know what to do and what not to do?

How do you know if this person they call “I” is who “I” really am.

All I can say is the more love and positive energy you are feeling within your soul.

The more you are becoming your true authentic self.

Fear nothing besides fear itself.

The more you fear this life and the person called “I.”

You are absorbing and manifesting more negative energy than needed.

A negative reality will not be a fun reality.

Inspire yourself each moment to become your greatest version each and every day.

Or walk down the path of negative manifestations.

The choice is yours, my friend.

To decide a life full of despair and darkness.

Or to decide a life full of light and love

If you wish to be better than everyone else you have some reflection needed.

Wounds within yourself that have not been healed yet.

The smartest thing to do is to “be.”

When you are in the state of “being.”

Each moment comes to you with more clarity than before.

When you “do” or “force” everything life seems quite fast and hectic.

Life is lived the way you decide to live it.

To “be” or to be “doing” every moment without a break in between each moment.

Become greater than who you were yesterday.

If you attempt your best each and every day.

That is what matters the most.

Do not forget about that soul that is within the flesh body.

Often times the ego gets ahead of the soul “knowing” what to do.

The intuition is what you must listen to.

The soul “knows” best.

You have to tune into your own soul/frequency to hear your own intuition.

After you tune into your own intuition.

You are your “true” self.

Many are lost in this world.

We are all lost.

No one has any idea what is going on or what they are doing.

We are all in this together, so we might as well lift each other up instead of putting each other down.

Follow your dreams no matter what anyone tells you.

It is only the “dreamers” that are “sane.”

The ones who have never dreamed before will think you are crazy.

Follow the system and be the system.

Unless you wish to create your own rules and system.

Would you rather be the “true” and “real” you?

Or the “false” and “fake” you.

The more you accept yourself, the more you are yourself.

Becoming your greatest version.

Good luck to everyone!

Remember to follow your dreams!!

They say the “graveyard” is the richest place on earth.

The graveyard is full of hopes and dreams that were never fulfilled and pursued.

Dream now before it is too late………..

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I do not look for the answers.

All you can do is seek for the answers.

Because there are no answers.

Everything is a choice.

No one decides this life besides thyself.

Be forced by others to create your own life.

Or create the life you dream of into this reality.

Do you ever think your thoughts for yourself?

Or do you accept everything that everyone tells you?

Listening to the dogma of others.

Believing or not believing.

At the end of all these different belief systems.

It is difficult to believe anything.

You might as well believe in yourself if you decide to believe in anything.

Everything you say and know.

You only say and know because you were told what to say and know.

These words I am saying.

I only know what they mean because of what I am told.

Each letter holds a different vibration.

When multiple letters are combined.

A “word” is created.

All of the little vibrations from each letter creates a final word.

Each word holds a different vibration.

Giving the word meaning.

One word concludes to many words.

A definition holds many words of the word just said.

The sound of the vibrations creates each word/letter.

Everything is energy or a frequency of some sort.

Vibrating negatively or positively.

Whatever you manifest will manifest itself into something greater.

We may all be quite delusional.

Saying we know this and know that.

In all reality.

Does anyone know anything?

Or do we just act as if we know everything and all things?

I doubt we have figured out 10% of the “world/universe.”

This life is infinite and anything is possible.

What you see and believe.

Occurs to be true because you have been told what to see and believe your whole life

What is put in front of you is absorbed.

This is what you see because that is how you were raised in this world.

Imagine if everything you knew was just a lie.

Then everything you did not know was full of truth.

Life is quite confusing.

At the end of the day, you never know what to believe.

You might as well believe in yourself.

To believe in yourself is to love yourself.

Become your greatest version and realize your worth in this world.

Anything is possible as long as you believe.

Continue being labeled and accept the box you are put in.

Or attempt to leave the box you were put in since birth.

Create your own reality and destiny.

Instead of letting others control your belief system as well as yourself.

You know you.

Others do not know you.

The energy within can be used for positivity or negativity.

What you decide to manifest is up to thyself.

Be programmed or program yourself.

Question everything around you.

Even if that means questioning yourself.

Is the “you” you think you are the actual “you?”

Or is this “you” a person someone else told “you” to be?

You have to think for yourself in this world.

The people often act delusional and confuse me.

If life is what people say life is.

Then that is quite depressing.

Negativity seems to override this world.

If you think about it.

The negativity projected into the world.

Could manifest itself into something completely opposite.

Wars could be peace gatherings.

Arguments of the ego could be discussions about the heart and soul.

Everything is relative.

There are rainbows after storms.

We just have to unite and speak our peace without ego.

We need negativity for there to be positivity.

Positivity means there is negativity.

Everything is vice versa.

If you look into the abyss you can see the darkness as well as the light.

What you decide to manifest is up to thyself.

The light?

Or the darkness?

Everything is perspective in the end.

Millions of souls dream of the life you possess.

In the most negative moments in life, there are people “suffering” a million times worse than ourselves.

I do not believe in anger. Anger gets you nowhere besides deeper into the hole you are already in.

It takes more energy to work yourself up and to get angry than to realize the only issue/problem is the problem you manifest into this reality.

The moment you become angry and act like a fool.

Is the same moment world war 2 occurred.

Many individuals are acting as if wars are going on within themselves.

To suffer in each moment or to not suffer.

To find peace within each moment.

Unless you choose to live an aggressive life.

I feel as if people enjoy getting angry.

All the dopamine and hormones going off in the body are making thyself feel ecstatic.

Many individuals get a power trip while angry.

As if the universe is centered around their thoughts and opinions.

Imagine all of this negative energy being used for the positive instead.

I rather die being myself and living the life I choose instead of being programmed to think a certain way.

I do not believe in religion.

My “religion” is love.

People act similar to wild animals more than the civilized human beings we are.

Sometimes I do not know what to think.

Is this life the life we all dream of?

People chasing after the same dreams.

Or are we all living in a reality we do not wish to be in.

Ego destroys this earth creating the separation of the people.

The soul/heart unites the people.

Remember to be your true self.

Whoever that happens to be.

I feel as if many individuals are fake without knowing they are fake.

That is just me though.

We are all flawed human beings.

Even if you do not think you are flawed you are flawed.

There are flaws within thyself that you are not aware of.

Hopefully after the moment of negativity releases itself.

You notice the flaws within yourself.

You realize your stupidity and attempt to become your greatest version.

Most of the time you have to ignore the negativity within people.

Many project their emotions without knowing they are projecting.

Negativity plus more negativity concludes to nothing.

It is wiser to “be” then to “win” the battle.

In the end, both people are foolishly yelling over each other.

The negative person is just confused and lost.

Bleeding their negativity on to others.

Unless the moment is life or death.

Then possibly I will act.

Remember to be yourself.

Instead of accepting what others tell you.

To be programmed.

Or to program yourself.

If you know how to constructively get your message across.

Then positivity gets your message across without using your ego.

Everything usually centers from the energy within thyself.

If you love others as well as yourself then there is no reason to hate.

Every experience in life helps you become your greatest version.

Use the negative experiences in life to expand your mind for the greater.

The reason I mention all of this is because of the boxes we are put in since birth.

The negativity separates us into more boxes.

People fear to be their true selves.

Never leaving the box they were put in by others.

When you are your true self.

You have left every box you were put in.

The positivity lets each individual be in their own box.

When you are in your own box instead of another’s.

Life is full of freedom and love.

The labels dissolve when you are your true self.

Sometimes you wish you could “fix” negativity.

All you can do is create and Express.

In expression itself there holds mass amounts of love and energy.

It takes different perspectives to change peoples minds about their reality.

Gratitude is a great practice.

Be Appreciative of everything around you.

Millions of souls dream of the life you are living.

Do not have society program you.

Think for yourself and appreciate everything.

Live in the constant cycle or live freely of zero burdens.

Manifest with beautiful intentions or let the demons override your brain manifesting nothing but negative thoughts.

The light is infinite.

Most just live life in pessimistic thinking.

A few more things to say before I am done expressing myself.

Everything is what we are told.

We are here but then again not.

“We” as in each individual or the “I” we all possess.

When you are at peace with your soul.

That is the true and real you.

Peace within thyself. (Nirvana)

New versions of myself were within me that I never knew could be within me.

Old parts of myself from the past have been erased and new parts of my greatest version have grown into this reality.

There is no self besides the self that is within you.

Ignore people who tell you who you are.

If another is not living a similar life to you.

Then their information they project towards you is probably not needed.

They are jealous of you or fear themselves.

A lot of individuals “tell you how it is.”

These people have wounded souls.

Thinking of past memories and not living in the “now.”

These people probably do not know themselves at the end of the day.

Then again I doubt anyone truly knows themselves fully.

Many individuals know who others are but do not even know themselves at the end of the day.

To know thyself or to not know thyself.

What shall you choose?

Be programmed into being you.

Or think freely and be who you truly wish to be.

Live in a box and stay in that box.

Or leave the box you are currently within and expand your horizons.

All I wish for is everyone to be their greatest version.

Is this “you” they say is “you.”

The actual you that is within you?

Or are you an imposter of yourself.

Living this life through these eyes that are not even yours.

Love or fear is the real question?

The ego guides us in the wrong direction.

We were all once a baby with zero beliefs.

Pure as can be.

Think about that.

We all come from the same source.

Our mothers birthed us into this world.

A smiling happy baby with zero cares in the world.

That was all of us at one point in time.

Ignore the box you are put in.

Be your true self and who you are will vibrate out of your soul.

Listen to that intuition of yours and you will know who you truly are.

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Fear is the ego telling you what to do or not to do.

It’s similar to a voice of expectation echoing throughout the back of your skull.

“You have to be this.”

“You have to do this.”

“Why aren’t you doing this?”

“That’s not you, this is.”

“You have to possess this.”

“You have to think like this.”

“What’s wrong with you, this isn’t you.”

Sickening the mind in comparison with the ego of others. In the end, making you feel more insecure about yourself compared to the first thought that came to mind.

The past words or phrases others have told you and now it’s stuck within your mind to never leave.

What someone tells you, doesn’t have to become your reality. All it’s is a reflection of themselves. In the end, they’re throwing the negative energy on themselves and everything around. Feeding into the game of negative energy.

All you have to be at the end of the day is yourself, thyself. No one else. There are no expectations to live up to besides your own.

Unless you want something much of a false reality.

Do what pleases you and not the others for a few seconds of attention.

Do what creates love from within and pure happiness. Something you can have a divine experience with. Get lost in the “moment.” Live in the “Now.”

Fulfillment in this life of thyself is quite hard.

Depression within the mind is similar to expectations.

The ego isn’t living up to “others” expectations.

In the end, you don’t even live up to your own thoughts or ideas.

But the thoughts and ideas of others.

Your perception of who you’re is based off others opinions in this society.

We care more about what others think about. Ignoring the thoughts of the inner voice. Not even caring about ourselves in the end. What an ironic world we live in.

Living to society’s expectations. Being scared. Not creating the life you have thoughts and dreams about. We all have a something within our lives that makes us live with excitement. All you have to do is find it.

Stuck within a thought and stuck within the thought of that thought. A cycle of thinking something over. One thought after another. Always thinking way too deep into things. It’s a constant loop hole.

To make peace within your own mind is greater than anything else.

Live your life for the journey and not the end result.

The pathway created and paved is more important compared to the golden treasure chest at the end.

Live in the moment and not with your ego, envy or greed.

All of these things destroy you in the end.

Be careful with what you think about yourself. You don’t have to live up to the expectations of others.

Live up to your expectations. Listen to that inner voice. Ignore the fear and listen to your intuition and love will start to bloom within your soul.

You’ll know what to do within each moment and your higher self will know what is correct.

Don’t follow the easy way out just to play a game of pity.

Explore things you have never explored. If you still haven’t found any interests. Change is the only constant.

Something has to be out there, or you just haven’t tried hard enough.

I’m no guru or monk. I’m saying that we’re all capable of impossible doings. Impossible. I’M-possible. It literally says I’m-Possible. Yes, you can do it. Go out there and follow what your heart desires.

The thoughts you think you can do.

I bet your current thoughts don’t match up to what you really can do.

Usually, we’re all underdogs of ourselves. Till we realize what is possible out there.

It’s only when you achieve something. After that, you can believe it. Otherwise, it’s just a thought.

Don’t make it a thought. Instead, create it into an action.

Ignore the negative voices that echo within and tell you what you “should” be doing. Instead follower your inner voices and not the ego. Negative voices. Things you might wish for but in the end, it doesn’t matter. Your intuition knows what is best.

Set it all aside and see what is within yourself.

There’s much more within yourself compared to what you realize at this moment right now.

Do you spend more time with yourself or with your face in other things? Ignoring the vehicle you drive every day of your life?

Fear is biting at your ankles when you continue doing things you are “comfortable” with doing.

Being “comfortable” doesn’t make you become a greater version of yourself.

It takes changes and hard work to become the greatest version of yourself.

With a constant life expect nothing different.

Change it up a little bit and expect mysterious adventures all the time.

Intuition is within us all.

It can guide you and will guide you to where you wish to go.

It’s just the matter of the fact if you listen or not.

Most don’t, many do. But few will follow through.

Your intuition is nothing but your inside you. The inner self within this body.

The one not doing all the things you’re doing right now.

Society’s expectations should be ignored and you should pay attention to your expectations of yourself.

To live within a world and you cannot even be yourself.

In the end, it’s only thyself who imprisons the mind.

Be original and one of a kind. Unique and different compared to the rest. Be your true self and nothing else.

Are you true to yourself?

Or is it all just a lie?

You tell me. I would’nt know this. Only your intuition would.

Thyself knows and others have an idea of what you could know. In the end, you know what you want.

It’s just most don’t “believe” in themselves.

In the end, anything is possible.

Take a look around, that’s mind-blowing in itself.

You have to be able to accept things and others opinions without your ego getting in the way and getting “offended.”

A thought is a thought. We all have the right and the opportunity to say whatever we please to.

Freedom of speech.

Not everyone will like the light you have to shine.

Don’t let others feed off your energy and frequency. Live at your best and don’t let other consume your energy.

Stay balanced and become the happiest you can be.

Fear is a misconception. It’s you not being you.

But similar to you being a fake you.

Intuition is the real you. Fear is the disguised you.

The fake you and not the real you.

You’re all your fears and demons. All suppressed within, and there’s no way of escaping. Face them or let them destroy you. One by one by one.

Have fear continue eating you away at the ankles or face these fears and demons.

Your intuition will be easy to hear after thyself is faced and cleansed.

Not a perfect soul, but we’re all working on ourselves each day.

Don’t let the echoes of you mind eat you away and take you down to the ground.

Show these negative feelings what is up. Be greater compared to what you thought would happen.

Be the underdog of your life.

Get to the point in life where you say this.

“Wow, I never thought in a single moment I’d be where I’m right now. Somehow I’m full of peace and harmony.” Remember everyone to breathe.

This is when fear is thrown out the window.

Fear is just like your conscious mind. You let this fear in no one else does.

Similar to the movies/stories with all the monsters. Instead, this is 100% real.

Real monsters and real demons coming within your mind to whisper awful and horrid things to your mind.

You’re nothing but the reflection of your own mind and not the reflections of what others think.

We live in a world where everyone is trying to live up to someone’s expectations but their own.

To get lost within a world that you can’t even live your own terms in.

What a dream of a life.

Let the fears and demons enter each door and thought. Or ignore and fight off each moment that takes you.

Live a life of people telling you what to do. Or dig deep down within your own soul and listen to what you should do.

The intuition is rebirthed after you lose the fear and the ego.

Don’t have a number, letter or statistic define you. That’s for your moral and personality to show.

If you compare yourself to others and your “value” compared to their “value.”

This is much of an ego trip within your mind.

I’m better compared to this individual.

I have this and they don’t have this.

In the end, all you have is your soul and nothing else. The energy you feel and the vibration of your frequency.

Everything else is much of a blur. Just here and there.

When living in the moment, your intuition will come out of nowhere.

Speaking things to you out of nowhere.

For example, most of my art and writings come from my intuition. Each moment created in the next. Just let everything flow.

When the energy is read within the air your intuition will know. The reading of the energy is your intuition.

My guider is my higher self. The greater version within. This is who we wish to become.

When life becomes full of happiness and greatness the intuition may come back. (Your real voice).

The intuition will start speaking to you again.

Don’t let others mold and create your mind. Don’t fall into the system.

Be your own system and create greatness within. Don’t take part of things you don’t wish to do.

Or you’ll end up much more distance from your greatest version.

Thyself is the greatest teacher throughout trial and error.

Have your horizons open. Anything is possible in this world.

Don’t be brainwashed, but create your own brain. Or let it all continue. The choice shall be yours.

Take and create the form of this life or be formed by others.

Be yourself. (Intuition)

 

Late 20th Birthday to me! -(02/01/1998)- “Special” -[Question and Answer]- Ask me anything you wish….

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I’m an artist that lives in North America, in the United States. I live in a small town of not that many individuals. About 16,000 people so not a lot, but then again it’s a good amount. Each person is like a ghost walking throughout the streets, you never really know each individual, but can observe and feel the presence of their energy, each person having their own aura.

I’ve been creating art for the past year now, in a serious way. When people ask me “What do you do for a living.” Well first off, that really shouldn’t matter, should it? I could be a bitter soul and full of hatred and have all the money/ fame in this world and nothing would change. I would still be who I’m today.

So my answer to this question.

“What do you do for a living.”

Well I breathe, just like everyone else does and I eat/ go to the bathroom. Oh and I sleep sometimes too. My point is, I’m nothing but human. I happen to make art for happiness and I’m lucky enough that I can make it into a career in the future. The goal is a full-time career, well that’s the dream.

This dream lies within my hands and the same with all the people reading this. It’s all of the energy put towards the craft, every little bit matters as much as the last bit. If it wasn’t for each transcending moment, you wouldn’t be here at this very moment. Every second put into my art means that much more of an improvement. Even if I “fail” at a drawing. It’s still an improvement.

I look at my art as play and not work, you don’t get paid for something you enjoy. Then this is called “work.”

You only get paid for something you don’t enjoy because then there is no need to be doing it, if the only reason is for the money and nothing else. Then it’s nothing more than a duty.

No one pays the children to go have fun and run around outside. So, therefore everything I do is out of my imagination and nothing else. It’s all just for fun. All being an act of play at the end.

All of the money is extra, the thing I care most about. Is the energy people give me towards my artwork. The expressions as well, So I guess the new energy and the love that art creates in this world.

It brings a whole new energy to this world. We all have different energies to offer the world. Remember to not be so locked up and share your state of mind in this world. Even if hurts, in the end, it’s better to be a “real” you than a “fake” you.

Here I sit typing up this blog, aging every second that passes by. To never grasp any moments that pass by but only to live in each moment the best I can. The imagination lets you “remember” past times. This is nothing but your imagination, all of these mind games I tell you.

Doing this can be scary or pleasurable. It’s always the moments with the most energy that you never forget in your lifetime. The happiest and the saddest moments, usually those moments are imprinted on the brain.

It’s the way you stand back and observe each moment, there is yin and yang in all situations. The individual just needs to see the deeper message or meaning. We need more of this yang. The greater energy out of the two. Positive energy will force out negative, it’s just more negative energy is flowing around this world at the moment.

It’s all on each individual to create each moment.

No one is perfect, I always attempt my best with my imagination. I don’t always create the piece of art I manifested within my mind, but I’m happy with it. The next time you can improve even more, learn to manifest even greater.

It’s best to live in the moment you physically are in, at this very moment and no other moment. If you live in a different moment of time and your mind isn’t even in the “now”, you can’t even appreciate what you see at this very moment. Destroying the purpose of life in a way. All of this is very ironic.

Don’t live in regret and choose to live in the “now.” To dwell on past moments is much of a bad idea. Nothing can be fixed or changed, just reflected upon.

As I stare into the distance, it has been a year and one week since I decided to become an “Artist.”

Yes, this is a picture of me, I don’t post pictures of myself quite often. Here is a glimpse of my backside, hahaha. 😉 You get a little picture of my side face.

Now here I’m at this very moment typing this. If it wasn’t for the moment in my mind, that I decided I wanted to go full out on this “art’ thing. I wouldn’t be here at this very moment typing this. It all would be nothing but a “dream.”

Here I’m happier than I was last year, many things positive and negative occurred within this year of my life.

I really don’t wish to speak of myself, I wouldn’t know what to tell you. I never really have anything to say, unless I’m talked to or if people ask me things.

Yes, I do talk a lot but most of the time to myself. As we all do, I probably just do it more often than most so, hahahaha.

With time and experience, the universe will create my future, all I have to do is play with the universe and not give up. Listen for the signs when they’re there and follow through. Don’t ignore my intuition, heart, and soul. For these things will truly guide me throughout my life. It’s all in the energy you’re feeling in the moment that creates the next moment.

“Chaotic Shapes” aka “Brandon Knoll” is signing off here, ask me anything you please. It can be something as simple as 1, 2, 3. Or possibly a question as complex as the creation of this universe. I don’t know the literal answer, hahaha. I just mean a question that’s very complex and mysterious. Love to have conversations with people who are interested in the same thought patterns as me.

I’m ready for all people and types of questions, don’t be too scared to ask anything. Nothing is too weird/strange or abnormal for me. I accept it all, hahaha.

I’m no greater than you, all of us are equal. All I happen to do is create some art and besides that, I’m a happy and humble soul.

All I wish for is peace, love, and positivity from each person.

Ask any question as you please.

Go……..