Late 21st Birthday to me! -(02/01/1998)- “Special” -[Question and Answer]- Ask me anything you wish….

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I am an artist/writer/philosopher that lives in North America, in the United States.

I live in a small town of about 40,000 people.

Each person is similar to a ghost walking throughout the streets. You never really know each individual, but can observe and feel the presence of their energy. Each person having their own aura.

I have been creating art for the past two years now, in a serious way.

When people ask me “What do you do for a living.”

I always question what that means. What I “do for a living” really should not matter, should it?

I could be a bitter soul full of hatred and have all the money/ fame in this world. Your labels do not define who you are.

The energy you emit to the world, as well as the energy you feel within yourself, is who you are.

Labels do not change who you truly are.

Be your true self instead of hiding behind different masks.

Loyalty and trust are important when using your soul.

If I were to have all the money in the world I would still be who I am today.

I would help the people in need. Spread as much love around as I can.

My answer to this question.

“What do you do for a living.”

Well, I breathe, just like everyone else. I eat/ go to the bathroom. Oh and I sleep sometimes too.

My point is, I am nothing but human. I happen to make art for happiness and I am lucky enough that I can make it into a “career” in the future. The goal is a full-time “career”, well that is the dream.

This dream lies in my hands. The people help the dream happen including all the people reading this. It is all of the energy put towards the craft, every little amount of energy matters as much as the last amount of energy.

If it was not for each transcending moment, you would not be here at this very moment. Every second put into the art means that much more of an improvement. Even if I “fail” at a drawing. It is still an improvement.

I look at my art as play and not work, you do not get paid for something you enjoy. You get paid for something that you do not enjoy.

Then again you can contradict what I just said. I am thinking most will understand what I am trying to explain.

You only get paid for something you do not enjoy because then there is no need to be doing what you are doing if the only reason is for the money and nothing else.

If you get paid for something, what you are doing is nothing more than a duty.

No one pays the children to go have fun and run around outside.

We live in a society that is ego driven and we automatically think we have to be “rewarded” something for everything we do.

Imagine if I told you that everything you did you would receive nothing in return.

All you would receive is the gift of life each and every day.

Material and money should not control your life.

Live your life through your soul and love instead of being controlled by the illusions of life.

Health is wealth.

Attempt “working” on your health.

A positive mindset also comes with a healthy body.

It is as if no matter what we are never happy enough as a collective.

Everyone is always waiting for the next thing or waiting for more of something.

If you think about it there is nothing that is next.

You can’t have everything at the moment.

There is only the now.

All you must do is be and live in the moment.

Patience is at an all-time low for most individuals

I recommend becoming more patient.

Everything I do is out of my imagination and nothing else. It is all just for fun. All being an act of play at the end.

All of the money is extra. What I care most about is the energy people give me towards the artwork. The expressions as well, So I guess the new energy created and the love that the art creates in this world.

By being yourself you bring a whole new energy to this world.

There is only one of you.

Start being “yourself” now.

If each day you are manifesting more positive energy into your life.

You are on the path to becoming your greatest version.

We all have different energies to offer the universe.

Remember to not be so locked up and do not fear to share your state of mind in this world. Even if it hurts, in the end, it is better to be a “real” you than a “fake” you.

Here I sit typing up this blog, aging every second that passes by. To never grasp any moments that pass by but only to live in each moment the best I can.

The imagination lets you “remember” past times. Everything is your imagination, all of these mind games I tell you.

Looking into the past or imagining what the future holds for you can be scary or pleasurable. It is always the moments with the most energy that you never forget in your lifetime. The happiest and the saddest moments, usually these moments are imprinted on the brain.

It is the way you stand back and observe each moment, there is yin and yang in all situations. The individual just needs to see a deeper message or meaning. We need more of this yang. The greater energy out of the two. Positive energy will force out the negative energy. It feels as if more negative energy is flowing around the world at the moment.

It is on each individual to create each moment.

No one is perfect, I always attempt my best with my imagination. I do not always create the piece of art I manifested within my mind, but I am happy with what is created.

The next time you get a chance to become your greatest version learn how to manifest a brighter future.

It is best to live in the moment you physically are in, at this very moment and no other moment. If you live in a different moment of time then your mind is not even in the “now.”

It is hard to appreciate what you see at this very moment when you are not living in this very moment. Destroying the purpose of life in a way.

All of this is very ironic.

Stop living in regret, choose to live in the “now.”

To dwell on past moments is a bad idea. Nothing can be fixed or changed, just reflected upon.

Yes, this is a picture of me, I never post pictures of myself.

This photo was from about a year ago.

I am lazy and do not want to take a current photo, hahaah.

The only difference Is I have more of a beard and a lot more hair. My hair is getting quite long.

Now here I am at this very moment typing this. If it was not for the moment in my mind, that I decided I wanted to go full out on this “art’ thing. I would not be here at this very moment typing this. It all would be nothing but a “dream.”

Here I am happier than I was last year, many positive and negative situations occur to everyone within their lifetime.

I do not wish to speak of myself, I would have no idea what to tell you. I never really have anything to say, unless I am talked to or if people ask me things.

Yes, I do talk a lot but most of the time to myself. As we all do, I probably talk to myself more often than most do, hahahaha.

With time and experience, the universe will create my future, all I have to do is play with the universe and not give up. Listen for the signs when they are there and follow through.

Remember to not ignore the intuition, heart, and soul. The soul, heart, and intuition guide you throughout your life.

Trust the energy you are feeling at the moment. Each moment creates the next moment. Pay attention to the energy and do not ignore the energies you feel in your presence.

“Chaotic Shapes” aka “Brandon Knoll” is signing off, ask me anything you please. It can be something as simple as 1, 2, 3. Or possibly a question as complex as the creation of this universe. I do not know the literal answer, hahaha. I just mean a question that is very complex and mysterious. Love to have conversations with people who are interested in the same thought patterns as me.

I am ready for all people and types of questions, do not be too scared to ask anything.

Nothing is too weird/strange or abnormal for me. I accept it all, hahaha.

I am no greater than you, all of us are equal. All I happen to do is create some art and besides that, I am a happy and a humble soul.

All I wish for is peace, love, and positivity to vibrate throughout each soul.

Ask any question as you please.

Go………

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#56My best way of explaining this is with a phone or a router. Something that needs continuous energy to be running at all times.

WiFi for example. We have Bluetooth. The connection within the air.

We’re all connected to something of a higher power.

I observe and feel this human body.

There’s a connection of some sort that runs each and every individual.

Food helps maintain the weight and structure of the body. Something else powers the energy of our soul.

What makes your heart beat?

Every moment your heart beats you don’t tell it to beat.

The beating is similar to the “connection.” As our hearts beat a connection is connected to every other thing around us.

A field of energy.

This might be hard to create within your mind.

We’re just walking telephones with a signal.

I question where the source is. Or maybe I’m quite delusional.

My imagination could be getting to me. Or possibly I’m onto something.

The connection of us all. That saying you always here.

“We’re all one.”

Were all connected to this certain energy.

This energy could conclude to a god or higher energy/power you can say.

The mystery that separates us humans from this earth.

The energy within.

Where does this energy come from.

I was talking to a friend the other day.

I said something along the lines of this.

“What makes your body stay alive?”

It was quiet for a few moments and I was answered with “food.”

I’m eating something at this very moment while writing this.

Yes eating food and absorbing all the nutrients is what makes us live.

All the things you consume become transferred into your DNA.

The value of thyself matters all in the end as well.

The pH level of your blood matters. The lower the pH the higher risk of disease.

Heavy metals destroy your body/soul and pH levels.

Certain foods contain certain pH levels.

Certain waters and drinks hold certain pH levels as well.

You want to have a high pH level in your body.

Be aware of what you put into your body.

The body is nothing but one huge chemical reaction.

Many cells. Each day you create or kill cells.

Depending on the cell count you’ll live or die.

What you decide to do either creates cells or kills cells.

Treat this temple with respect.

Be the best you that you can be.

I’m thinking on a deeper level than just “food.”

Sure this food sources and powers my body at this very moment. But what is that source or that power.

I’d say it’s the soul of each individual.

The soul, makes your heart beat and when death occurs, then your soul drifts apart from this world.

What is the source of the soul you may ask me.

Well, I don’t really know that. I’m not sure if anyone really knows.

I’ll try my best to explain this in a simpler form.

The highest energy is in nature.

Life is nature itself and we’re the life itself.

The thing in the middle is unknown.

The connection of all things aligning into one.

This is what makes us humans go so crazy.

All of this fussing and fighting.

That’s what I believe.

You have to just recognize your breath and everything will be okay.

Sex is the beginning and death is the end.

Pure darkness or to ask yourself is it time to be one with thyself.

Treat this life with respect.

Especially mother nature.

Nature is technically your mother.

Mother nature.

We’re mother natures creatures. I’m not sure if mother nature is happy or disappointed.

Take a look around and the answer will be answered with nothing but a glance and no words.

You’ll be able to feel the energy itself.

This life isn’t even my life. So there is no reason to take this life or to waste this life.

There’s a difference between suffering and pain.

Pain is a literal disease.

Suffering is a mental disease.

We’re all in pain and we’re all in suffering.

The one who is completely numb feels neither pain or suffering.

This life is quite the roller coaster of emotions.

But remember this.

If it wasn’t for all the bad things that have happened to you within this life you wouldn’t be here right “now.”

This human experience is the most beautiful thing you can ever imagine.

The only reason to receive is to give.

What is money worth if it doesn’t add up to any love.

It’s just really hard to keep a positive mindset 100% of the time.

It’s okay to feel sad and to cry.

It’s okay to feel what you want to feel.

It’s okay to be who you wish to be.

Just don’t hold back anything you will regret.

We live in a world full of woulda, coulda and shoulda people.

Wishes and dreams are thrown down the drain to never question or give an idea to.

Life is nothing as we see it. Only as something we can imagine or dream.

When death happens there will be no turning back.

Tomorrow isn’t promised and is only thought about.

Appreciate the now or you will never appreciate this life in true love.

All we possess is the now.

The rest is never really there, the imagination is messing with you.

The richest lives, usually are never shown to the world.

All of this is for you to answer and not me.

I believe we’re all spiritual children within. In the future, we will evolve with love.

The imagination is limitless and it can take you anywhere you wish to be.

Be as you wish and everything will be set free.

True happiness will start to enter your life and everything will happen.

“The way it’s supposed to be.”

Mindset is everything.

Goodluck with this daily battle.

Much love to all the beautiful people.

Late 20th Birthday to me! -(02/01/1998)- “Special” -[Question and Answer]- Ask me anything you wish….

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I’m an artist that lives in North America, in the United States. I live in a small town of not that many individuals. About 16,000 people so not a lot, but then again it’s a good amount. Each person is like a ghost walking throughout the streets, you never really know each individual, but can observe and feel the presence of their energy, each person having their own aura.

I’ve been creating art for the past year now, in a serious way. When people ask me “What do you do for a living.” Well first off, that really shouldn’t matter, should it? I could be a bitter soul and full of hatred and have all the money/ fame in this world and nothing would change. I would still be who I’m today.

So my answer to this question.

“What do you do for a living.”

Well I breathe, just like everyone else does and I eat/ go to the bathroom. Oh and I sleep sometimes too. My point is, I’m nothing but human. I happen to make art for happiness and I’m lucky enough that I can make it into a career in the future. The goal is a full-time career, well that’s the dream.

This dream lies within my hands and the same with all the people reading this. It’s all of the energy put towards the craft, every little bit matters as much as the last bit. If it wasn’t for each transcending moment, you wouldn’t be here at this very moment. Every second put into my art means that much more of an improvement. Even if I “fail” at a drawing. It’s still an improvement.

I look at my art as play and not work, you don’t get paid for something you enjoy. Then this is called “work.”

You only get paid for something you don’t enjoy because then there is no need to be doing it, if the only reason is for the money and nothing else. Then it’s nothing more than a duty.

No one pays the children to go have fun and run around outside. So, therefore everything I do is out of my imagination and nothing else. It’s all just for fun. All being an act of play at the end.

All of the money is extra, the thing I care most about. Is the energy people give me towards my artwork. The expressions as well, So I guess the new energy and the love that art creates in this world.

It brings a whole new energy to this world. We all have different energies to offer the world. Remember to not be so locked up and share your state of mind in this world. Even if hurts, in the end, it’s better to be a “real” you than a “fake” you.

Here I sit typing up this blog, aging every second that passes by. To never grasp any moments that pass by but only to live in each moment the best I can. The imagination lets you “remember” past times. This is nothing but your imagination, all of these mind games I tell you.

Doing this can be scary or pleasurable. It’s always the moments with the most energy that you never forget in your lifetime. The happiest and the saddest moments, usually those moments are imprinted on the brain.

It’s the way you stand back and observe each moment, there is yin and yang in all situations. The individual just needs to see the deeper message or meaning. We need more of this yang. The greater energy out of the two. Positive energy will force out negative, it’s just more negative energy is flowing around this world at the moment.

It’s all on each individual to create each moment.

No one is perfect, I always attempt my best with my imagination. I don’t always create the piece of art I manifested within my mind, but I’m happy with it. The next time you can improve even more, learn to manifest even greater.

It’s best to live in the moment you physically are in, at this very moment and no other moment. If you live in a different moment of time and your mind isn’t even in the “now”, you can’t even appreciate what you see at this very moment. Destroying the purpose of life in a way. All of this is very ironic.

Don’t live in regret and choose to live in the “now.” To dwell on past moments is much of a bad idea. Nothing can be fixed or changed, just reflected upon.

As I stare into the distance, it has been a year and one week since I decided to become an “Artist.”

Yes, this is a picture of me, I don’t post pictures of myself quite often. Here is a glimpse of my backside, hahaha. 😉 You get a little picture of my side face.

Now here I’m at this very moment typing this. If it wasn’t for the moment in my mind, that I decided I wanted to go full out on this “art’ thing. I wouldn’t be here at this very moment typing this. It all would be nothing but a “dream.”

Here I’m happier than I was last year, many things positive and negative occurred within this year of my life.

I really don’t wish to speak of myself, I wouldn’t know what to tell you. I never really have anything to say, unless I’m talked to or if people ask me things.

Yes, I do talk a lot but most of the time to myself. As we all do, I probably just do it more often than most so, hahahaha.

With time and experience, the universe will create my future, all I have to do is play with the universe and not give up. Listen for the signs when they’re there and follow through. Don’t ignore my intuition, heart, and soul. For these things will truly guide me throughout my life. It’s all in the energy you’re feeling in the moment that creates the next moment.

“Chaotic Shapes” aka “Brandon Knoll” is signing off here, ask me anything you please. It can be something as simple as 1, 2, 3. Or possibly a question as complex as the creation of this universe. I don’t know the literal answer, hahaha. I just mean a question that’s very complex and mysterious. Love to have conversations with people who are interested in the same thought patterns as me.

I’m ready for all people and types of questions, don’t be too scared to ask anything. Nothing is too weird/strange or abnormal for me. I accept it all, hahaha.

I’m no greater than you, all of us are equal. All I happen to do is create some art and besides that, I’m a happy and humble soul.

All I wish for is peace, love, and positivity from each person.

Ask any question as you please.

Go……..

 

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The raindrop fell and disappeared into thin air. Then arising eventually overtime to come back again.

Emotions come and go just like how the clouds shine and darkness comes to create chaos. It rains then thunders. Then a rainbow appears

Storms and thunder show there’s happiness within all souls, it’s just way, way, deep within their hearts.

Out of selfishness and bitterness, happiness is not shown to the world. Only to be locked up and never expressed to this beautiful world.

Nothings perfect that’s the way it’s, just attempt at your best.

Lessons and things learned. Messages within this beautiful rainbow. Ups and downs, just like a rainbow. The rainbow shows the beauty is within the stormy clouds.

The beauty that shines within this dark world.

It’s just the perspective you decide to follow, life is what you make out of it.

We’ll all cry and we’ll all feel sadness.

It’s not an abstract or weird thing to show emotions. Emotions are normal, you’re a being with a conscious. Not a puppet with strings attached to it, having another perform your life for you. It might seem like that, but you’re in full control.

Without expression what is within you will continue to be trapped.

Cry as often and as much as you need, but remember my friend cry to cry and don’t cry to be addicted to crying.

Cry when needed, not too much. Not too little and neither in between. But what is right for you.

As long as it’s not harming anyone continue to do so. The emotions cannot be locked up. They will continue to burst open like a bottle of water.

The emotions build up and the compression of the emotions force the bottle to explode.

Each emotion is a different color within the bottle. The final equation will define the outcome of the energy released. The burst of the bottle.

Whatever colors within the bottle are the things you need to work on within yourself.

The things that get you angry and hype you up for no apparent reason just because. These are the things to be worked on. The emotions that destroy, these need to be healed and not ignored.

Control your emotions and don’t neglect them in a bad way.

Express nothing but positive energy to the world and receive everything you gave it in return.

You attract what you give out in this world. The universe will pay you back one way or another. Just believe in destiny and don’t lose your faith. This life is similar to one big “mind game”.

If you set your mind to something and don’t give up. Put forth all your energy and dedicate yourself to something that you truly love. There’s no way of “Failure”. Just many lessons learned. We all “Fail”. You might as well fail at something you like performing at. Then to fail at something you hate performing at.

Ignore everyone else’s thoughts, most of them will be negative. They’re supposed to be. Life’s not easy. Every day will be a new challenge. Look forward to each day and you’ll appreciate life much more than you do now.

Don’t let your thoughts consume you.

Crying makes you stronger, you face the problem in that moment but in the end, in sense, the situation should be over.

You’re stronger than who you were before, a blossomed beautiful valley of flowers. True art and beauty were shown. Don’t resist emotions face them.

The water bottle is closed at all moments but somehow still being filled.

An illusion from within. Emotions fill the bottle with no way to enter. An empty area is somehow being filled with nothing but energy itself. Emotions are a 100% proof that everything is energy.

One moment you’re sad. One moment you’re happy. Another frightened. Next, you’re very confused. But then you happen to be embarrassed. Oh, no now you’re worried.

There is no exit or entry. Its flow builds as its frequency adapts.

Each individual will be in control of their own bottle. Or aka. The emotion tank within your soul. It can only be filled so much before something happens.

You can improve or decrease in this analogy. Releasing emotions in a negative way or positive way. Each person will interpret each situation into a different emotion.

It’s a game of balancing all the emotions from within thyself. It’s quite challenging at times, to be honest. But that’s what makes it so fun.

Like I said before cry when needed, not too much. Not too little and neither in between.

Whatever is correct for you and only you.

Don’t keep anything within you. The water bottle will overflow and be disrupted.

You’re the controller of this water bottle no one else.

Good luck on the frequency control of your water bottle.

Your emotions will build you or suck you down into the ground like stepping in quicksand or muck.

Over a long period of time, everything decays. Just be your strongest version you can perform at and You’ll love every moment of life.

To be set free or be locked up for an eternity.