Octopus

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Finished up the drawing about an hour ago. I Always clean the image before spraying it. When doing that I check the paper for pencil shavings from the colors and fill in white areas that are easily noticeable.

Whenever a piece is done, I look at it and think it’s never done. Something can always be added or messed with.

I have to stop myself or I would work on one single piece my whole life, hahahaha.

You never know when you’re really done, I guess you’re done when your guts say. “Okay, I think we’re done here now.” hahahaha.

Throughout the process of drawing this, there were endless guesses. Like always, the guesses ranged from, the image I was thinking, things I never thought to be in the image and many more ideas. It’s always enjoyable and interesting when people look at my art.

Sometimes people see things that I never knew were in my art, and it’s just there. It just takes time for my mind to process others ideas and images. I don’t always see what everyone else sees. I try my best to use my imagination and see what the viewers see

I guess anything could be in my art. When there’s no color, the range of ideas is infinite throughout the mind. With color as, well, anything could be in the image too.

It’s all about what the viewer decides to see. They say what you see defines your emotions in a way. How you’re feeling at the moment.

Everyone will see the same exact image, but not necessarily. Depending on the individual the image will be transferred differently. Seeing the same image but in the end, we’ll all look at it differently creating a new story for each one of us.

Let your imagination take over and create a picture for you to see. Don’t hold on, let it be free. Think no thoughts and just focus on the colors and shapes to create a final image.

In this image, I see a colorful octopus.

When looking at this drawing the meaning of it will be different for everyone.

My first thought is freedom or a free-spirited soul. All the colors represent the journey happing within the octopus, crazy looking to most but happy and full of colors being the emotions on the inside. Feeling all emotion that can be felt. From the worst emotions to the best emotions. Every feeling that is possible. Notice how I say that this is the inside of the octopus. It’s the inside that only matters. Each person is like this octopus. All revealing different colors and such. Never to really show, but it’s all within. Being the emotions, creating each individual.

This octopus is on a mission and nothing is in its way, the colors also represent the strength and vitality of the spirit of the octopus.

Like I said before what you see is how you feel emotionally.

Each drawing in a way. After I complete it, I’m the drawing. I feel what the image looks like. The colors represent how I feel at the moment.

I feel like a colorful octopus on a mission and nothings stopping me. I’m riding on a wave at a certain frequency enjoying this journey of life day by day. For each day to bring new endeavors. All challenges accepted to create thyself into the greatest version that’s out there.

Life itself and the experiences you create are the greatest teachers that are out there. Learn and mess up, both are needed. Life’s not a clean and simple paved road, there will be many twists and turns.

Just never lose your balance or frequency, kinda like riding a bike and in the end, everything will be okay. Follow your gut and heart.

I’m this octopus and so are you, it’s just that we will all interpret It differently.

I shared my story. What’s your story? What do you see in this image? There’s no right or wrong, share as you please.

Color update (soon to be finished)

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Here’s how far I’m at the moment, worked on this for a few hours last night. Late into the night, it seems that I have more of a spark of imagination at night. When I’m supposed to be sleeping and in dreamland, I feel the most creative.

If sleep wasn’t important I would sacrifice a lot of sleep for art time. But If I don’t sleep a certain amount of hours I feel sluggish all day. Not working to my full potential. It’s in the small, focused intense moments where you build yourself. Not all the sloppy fast moments when you’re trying to hurry and finish something. Similar to try to run in front of a person in a race.

We’re all moving at a different pace/ frequency, move at what pace is comfortable for you. To move very fast without thought most likely you’ll go down the wrong path and become frustrated. The race never ends. Remember to take time to breathe

Remember how I said, sometimes I get in the ‘Zone”. This is the best analogy for me to explain. The race, we’re all running at different paces. Don’t try to be first or last. Just become what is within you. The greatest you.

When drawing I “warm up” for the short race. A mental warm up. Coloring in the shapes is jogging for me. Find a pace to follow on, be steady and you’ll conquer and destroy. I reached the “artist high” or “runners high” when coloring this time again. It’s probably the best sensation I can ever feel. This feeling is a feeling of bliss. The pencils move without thought, they just do. In such concentration.

Whenever this happens, it feels as if the colored pencils, take control of me. My fascination with colors is so intense, I get this childlike feeling when I have colors in my hand. I always appreciate these moments with intense love and gratitude. Only if this could happen every time. Trying to train my body to do this more often, if you understand what I’m saying.

With the colors that have been added, what do you see in the picture revealed in front of your eyes? Remember folks, anything is possible. Don’t have the colors throw you off. The imagination is infinite and so are you.

 

Quote #31

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Judging others for how you feel, it makes sense. Try to take it out in a positive way. Not aggressive.

The hurt have been hurt.

Some don’t know how to transfer the negating energy into positive. Creating more ignorance in the world.

Guns are better than love.

What an insane world we live in.

We’re beings made to create conflict. To forcefully have an opinion on everything.

The conscious was created to have conflict and to argue about things. Have an opinion.

The challenge is on us and the world is living proof that we’re failing as a world and nation. Anger and greed destroy the world.

There’s always time to improve things, we better start sooner than later.

People live their lives as if it’s their last in the depressing and sad way. Not beautiful and in love.

Try to appreciate the moments as they pass by, not be bitter and angry, complaining about every little thing, that your mind thinks about.

Just take a deep breath, look into the beautiful painted sunset in the sky and appreciate the moment for how it’s.

Right now you could just be in pure darkness and death and nothing could be happening

Life itself is a gift, maybe you think I’m wrong but like I said.

That’s the challenge, to accept others for their thoughts and ideas.

If not agreed upon, using rational talking and discussing. Problems can be figured out in a peaceful way.

But in the world, we live in today. To relieve one’s stress, we do the opposite of everything we should be doing.

Love is the answer in my eyes.

Love is the only thing that can heal this world.

An abundance of love and nothing else.

There’s no pill or secret weapon besides true, pure love.

Giving an individual the love and attention they need, most likely they won’t latch out.

The hurt have been hurt.

The hurt are reflections of others.

The “bad guy” Is confused and uncertain about what he is doing.

Moving without thought or idea.

Being ignorant. Attacking one’s side saying thyself is correct and the other is wrong.

To say someone is wrong and thyself is correct, is not a discussion of peace and love.

More like bullets and pulling on legs. Anger and greed, thinking of only thyself importance.

The other to be ignored and not cared about.

I don’t see any love in that.

Without receiving love you can’t give love, maybe you can but most can’t.

Love others and pass it on to everyone.

After we figure out nothing works, the worst situation happens.

Then we learn, but too bad it’ll be too late.

The actions already happened there’s no going back.

Be aware of what’s going on what you do to others. If they’re not words of love or actions of positivity, keep them to yourself.

All you’ll do is hurt yourself and all the ones around you.

I’m going to continue spreading love everywhere I go and maybe people will tag along with me.

Remember when someone is being ignorant, they’re just confused and a misunderstood person.

There’s no correct or incorrect.

A 6 can be a 9 and a 9 can be a 6.

It’s just the perspective you want to choose.

Whatever you choose to think, creates thyself.

Not thyself into everyone else.

Become you and don’t try to create others into something they’re not. We’ll all have different intentions and such in this world.

I send love and happiness to everyone, have a beautiful day! 🙂

Judge me as you want it won’t bother me, we’re just two different individual human beings.

Try the best to lose the ego, the self-worth of thyself. It’s more of the individual’s self to control it than anything else. We all have one. I’m in the process of losing my ego.

The ego destroys itself thinking it’s correct, but guiding into the opposite way intended.

Keep to yourself unless the intention is appropriate. The intention you have creates or destroys the moment. Reading people’s intentions are quite easy. Respects is the best thing to acquire from others. It’s rare these days.

The ego destroys the individual

To not have an ego. Is to have an ego. I thought to not have an ego, therefore to not think I don’t have an ego. I do have an ego and so do you. It’s just how we control it. It’s like a mask or cloak. At any given moment you can put it on and take it off. The actions and words each individual represents determines their ego. To create or destroy yourself.

Crazy color combination.

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When making art, you can’t think about real-life scenarios or anything in general. Besides art, If you think about anything else, you won’t enjoy making the art as much as you can.

I try to get in the “zone” that’s what I call it. It’s as if something is controlling me when I draw. It’s similar to a runners high.

I draw and it doesn’t stop, continuous until my hand cramps and I take a break. Fighting the cramps sometimes to finish the last pieces. A battle against the paper and the mind, hahaha. Only do I wish I could draw nonstop, sometimes it takes a lot of energy to motivate yourself.

Making art is a lot harder than people think, sure it might not make your hands dirty unless you’re using paint, hahaha. But the mind is worked out to the max.

I feel as if I get mind headaches from my art sometimes, it’s a lot to process. All the different colors and shapes.

An example you can see, I get bored in one area and end up all over the place on the drawing. Then there are times I’m slow and steady and stay in one area, it depends on the way I’m feeling that day.

I Always do my best to feel tension free when drawing. Don’t drag your hand across the paper, be light weighted.

With all the crazy colors you see, what’s in the image before your eyes?

 

Quote #30

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Making art and writing keeps me sane in this “insane” world

Albert Einstein “insane” To do something the same way over and over and expect different results.

I look at art and it’s completely sane.

Every time I create it’s a new experience and not boring or the same. Clicks some life into my soul.

I look at the world and this so-called government and I think “insane”

Albert Einstein was totally correct.

“Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.”

Albert Einstein has another quote talking about how the imagination is the only thing to set you free. I totally agree with him on this one, without it, I’d feel like a prisoner locked up in this world.

“Imagination is everything. It Is the preview of life’s coming attractions.”

The imagination is infinite and priceless remember to never lose your imagination in this “insane” world.

My imagination is the only thing keeping me alive and running.

Without It, I wouldn’t know what or who to be.

Thank you imagination for being there for me when no one else is.

You’re always there and never a nonsense.

We accept each other and make the most creative ideas you can think of.

Thank you imagination and have a great day!

When I sleep every night it’s rebooting my imagination for new ideas and thoughts.

Every moment and day is a new moment to create your life into a better one.

That “one” stupid or nonsensible idea you had, could possibly change the world to be insane to sane.

Don’t give up on your dreams and ideas, not everyone will understand you. The ones who do will come to you at the right moment.

But you and your imagination understand each other like no other.

I’ll never be breaking up with my imagination. I appreciate every moment my mind thinks and creates creative ideas.

If you were to enter my mind it would be full of fantasies, unrealistic thoughts, and adventures. It would be one crazy ride/adventure for you to enter.

I try my best to express what’s going on in my imagination. Many things are confusing within it. Like another language/dialect of some sort. So deep some don’t understand and will say I’m “insane” or judge.

But in reality, am I the insane one. Or are you the insane one for calling me insane.

It’s a game of pointing fingers and the talk of the ego.

We’re all insane. If you reckon, to not be insane. You’re probably are insane yourself.

Listen to the words you speak before you talk to others. You might hurt yourself and others similar to a war. The words you speak could be similar to gunshots and multiple injuries. Concluding to the same concept as war itself. In a different format.

Be aware of what you’re thinking before you think the first thought. Don’t just do unless you know what you’re doing.

Lose the self-worth and accept others for who they’re. All of our values end up to be equal at the end of the day. Sure, you might own a yacht or things people don’t, Or whatever you think is in your mind. But at the end of the day we all sleep, eat, and shit. The actions you do through the day create the life you choose and who you’re, not others peoples lives. Your life, the reality you live in.

The imagination is my best friend. I don’t feel sad or “depressed” saying this. I’m proud and happy we have the best relationship we can have.

I couldn’t imagine what I would do without you imagination

Not everything I think is released, but I try my best to explain the thoughts I have and continue to have.

I question why I have the thoughts I do or how I come up with them. What thoughts were I thinking to think these thoughts?

Life blows my mind it’s hard for me to understand anything. The simplest things. I look at a leaf or my finger and each has a “print” or identification.

But why, haha.

Why this, why what? I’m like a little kid, I have a question about everything.

After asking the question I’ll have another question after that question. It never ends, hahaha.

The infinite imagination, the ideas, and numbers never end.

Minor color update

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Not the greatest update, but it’s something. Been quite busy this week. Sorry for the lame excuse, haha.

A few new colors added to the image to ponder the mind.

When making a color or deciding what color to use. It takes quite a long time, a slower process than sketching it.

Sketches are easier and go with a flow. When I sketch I’m going and going and sketching.

But when I color I’m pausing and looking at the drawing every few seconds. To figure out if the color I want to use is “correct” in my eyes. Or maybe to use a different color.

Didn’t spend as much time as I wanted to this week on the drawing, but I got a decent amount.

I want to enjoy the process or I don’t even feel like making art. To force it and make it a duty of some sort. That just makes no sense to me. Not every single moment of life I want to create, but I wish I could.

It’s in the moments where I have the most inspiration that I can’t draw, it always works like that with everything, hahaha.

When you want to do something you can’t. But when trying to do something you don’t even have the energy to attempt. It’s all sucked out of you.

If you learn how to mess and play around with your mind you can try your best to fight the resistance in a fun way. Don’t force anything or your true potential won’t shine. Just let it happen.

With the little update I have here, what do you see in the image?

Remember the answer is not given until the end, only little hints. Sorry if my hints are not the best, I try to give riddles and puns. Or tell you if I see what you see. It’s a weird way, but fun way for me to join the process.

It might be confusing to some at times. I act as if I’m not the artist and just a viewer myself.

Living in my everyday life, I don’t even feel like an artist or anything. I look in the mirror and just see a person standing there.

Just like everyone else. The same, all just a person. Living and breathing and that’s it, nothing else. Everyone is the same to me no matter the situation. We’re all one to me, no one is worth less than me or more. Just the same as everyone else. I look around and see a bunch of different version of “me”

Just had this thought at the moment of writing this, thought I would share it.

Thank you.

Vibrant and bright colors. (Color added to sketch.)

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Here’s how far I got tonight. Not feeling the best, have a cold. But that’s not an excuse.

It’s making me lag in progress, but progress is progress. The hours add up.

The colors in this drawing are a little crazy as you can see. Very vibrant and bright. eye-popping.

Don’t have the colors confuse you, remember the imagination. Any color combination is possible. I don’t have to follow the rules and make the image the correct colors.

That’s the freedom of art. You can do whatever you want with zero rules.

Observe the colors and shapes. Squint your eyes. Turn your head sideways, whatever you have to do. To look at it.

As of right now, what do you see in the image?

Take your time and don’t rush it, anything could be here.

Thank you.

Finished sketch.

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Here’s the finished drawing. I’ve had it sketched out for a few days now. Also have a little color added in too. Took a picture before I added color.

Been lazy about posting the past few weeks or so. Sorry about that, have real life things to work on besides art. The dream is to work on art full time one day. Yes i wish for it tomorrow, but there’s no rush.

You never force the art or anything in general. It all just happens, let it happen without doing it and see what the result becomes. At moments you surprise yourself on what you can achieve. All you have to do is believe in yourself.

There’s the saying it’s all about the journey and not the end result. In the struggles and moments of creating yourself is the fun part. Don’t rush the “Success” but just let it happen.

It will all happen at the correct time, just be patient and trust the process. If you don’t trust or believe anything the negative energy might consume you. Do your best to not do that.

With what I have sketched out, what do you see in the Image?

The guesses vary from all over the place every time. It’s interesting to hear what people see and think of my art. Good luck guessing everyone. I’ll give little hints and such, but not the actual answer.

Thank you.

 

 

Quote #29

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Technically, we shouldn’t even be here in existence.

The fact there’s a moon and a sun blows my mind.

The trees, flowers, plants, animals, nature and such. It’s all here. But why, what’s the purpose of a tree’s life. Or a plant. An animal its purpose in this world.

Nature’s purpose in this world. We all live with nature. The world is nature. You’re nature. Life it’s one big game of nature.

The things you’re told are either lies, or the truth never to know the actual answer.

Everything in existence is just a theory.

These words I speak and you speak are downloaded into our brains and we all just know the words and the definitions.

Being told this is language. Each “race” has a different dialect.

The human being is made up for 75% water. The rest flesh and bones and such.

Having that thought in my mind, makes me think that we’re all the same actors of life. The king and the peasant are both at the same value. Life is nothing but a manifestation of thought. You think to be here and you are here. ba bam…. It’s that crazy.

The moon is the moon, because we’re told it’s the moon. The Earth is the earth, because they tell us the earth is the earth. The sun is the sun, because they tell us it’s the sun.

3D images all over the place. 5 senses to life. Air, water, oxygen, food and everything we need it just here.

Like a game.

Everything we ever needed is here, somehow it all happened.

The universe should’nt have even been created or anything at all in general. It would have been much easier. But somehow here, are you and me both chilling on “earth”.

The sun and moon surround us.

I look at animals and I’m amazed they’re pieces of 3D art. True beauty.

Trees grow out of the ground. Birds fly in the sky. Bugs live in the ground. There are different climates around the world, with different animals located in each region.

Out of all the climates why these ones?

Colors are right in front of our eyes. We only know the name of each color because we’re told so. I’ll make a (orange/ blue)called blorange.

There’s pain and pleasure. If you were to chop your finger off you’d feel it, your mind would react in a way and probably couldn’t comprehend what just happened.

Depending on your reaction to pain, anything can happen. With pain there’s pleasure. You can abuse both. Make a pleasure numb, or neither pleasure yourself and go insane.

We all think different thoughts and ideas when one opinion is shared. Creating the 6th sense in a way, if you know of Napoleon Hill you’ll know what I’m talking about.

Thinking and seeing can be the same thing in a way.

To think something is to see it in your mind.

Words create pictures in the mind. Pictures create words in the mind.

Are tastes are all different but similar, each person craves or has favorite different foods. That can be adjusted with, or played around with. With slow and tedious effort you can change your taste buds over time. So are taste are all similar but not.

When hearing something we all hear it at different pitches. I hear something, maybe someone else hears something else. Or maybe nothing at all. Whenever I hear things I also see things. I’m not sure how to explain this maybe you’ll understand what I’m saying.

When smelling something we all smell something different. Some have super sonic smelling, hahaha. Others can’t smell anything at all and struggle to smell.

All of these senses create each person. I have all 5 of my senses still, maybe even a 6th one.

I appreciate every sense as of right now, some people only have a few. Others have none and are to never live again. I appreciate every senses as if it were a gift of some sort.

Imagine if tomorrow, I told you that you were to wake up with a black and white world. Where you can’t smell or taste anything. Pleasures are all gone.

So all food tastes like nothingness. There is no color or idea of color. All you can do is talk and hear each other. Nothing else. No form of pleasure.

Imagine how that could affect a person.

This might sound weird, but it’s interesting to me how we all feel are own feeling and live in our own realities. All the same, but we all feel different at the moment.

The moment I wrote this, is the same moment you decided to read this. Past, present and future all align into one.

As long as you keep the mindset positive, you can achieve whatever you put your mind to. Remember to not put false ideas or images in your mind.

They will destroy and eat you away, taking you down. Not creating you into the best you.

I have never been in your shoes before, but I believe in you and whatever you’re going through. You can make it. I believe in you don’t give up.

The struggles and moments in life where you fall and get back up are the times you build yourself into a stronger you.

The universe wakes up and goes to sleep everytime.

So can you.

I believe in you.

Remember to have a great day and keep a smile on that face of yours.

Have a happy and loving life forever and ever and ever.

I send love and happiness to all.

 

Progress on sketch

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I thought here would be a good stopping point to take a picture. Not completely done, but almost done.

There’s a little more I need to add before it’s done. I’d guess an hour or so left. Usually don’t pay attention to the time. On Monday I fit in 3 extra hours.

I sat down, forgot to look at the time and noticed I had to go eat something and sleep. If I had no schedule, I would just stay up every night and create.

Random drawing for an hour or two adds up over time. If you’re working on something and have a long time to work on it. Break it up into different days. I never have a set date to finish my art. Just make sure to work enough on it each week.

In the creative procces there’s no rush, take your time and create.

As of right now, what do you see in the Image?

Previous post for comparison :https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/11/06/start-of-new-drawing-2/

Thank you.