Bob Ross

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A little late posting this. Finished the drawing a few weeks ago.

It took an immense amount of energy to create this drawing.

The colors in this drawing are similar to some of the drawings I have created in the past.

Attempted to use bright and vibrant colors.

I ended up using almost all of the paper corner to corner.

I use 18×24 inch paper when creating most of my drawings.

Whenever I begin the sketch of each drawing I have an uncertain feeling.

Thinking in my mind. “How will this go” In a doubtful but undoubtful voice.

Thinking of the future and manifesting doubtful thoughts.

Then retelling my subconscious mind anything is possible and to not doubt myself

You can never rush the process.

Especially the creative process.

You have to let the moment “be.”

Let it happen.

If you force the creative process.

The art your soul “intended” to create will not manifest itself into existence.

If you are creating your art for the validation of others.

The purpose of “creation/art” is destroyed.

The creative process should be meditative.

Not forced similar to a “duty.”

Use your heart and soul as tools when creating.

Ignore what others think.

“You” are the creator of your own art.

You have to desire the creative process to the point where you become lost in the process itself.

Create art that will make no sense to you at the moment.

Only in the future, will your creations make “sense” to you.

Let the moment be and accept what you have created.

Fix something if you need to fix something.

Do not get too carried away.

There are infinite mistakes and possible “corrections” or “errors.”

How do we know what is “correct” and “incorrect.”

Art is here for the individual to express themselves through their own reality.

The artist is sharing perspective through their subconscious mind.

Art holds infinite possibilities and ideas…

Harness your energy the best you can before beginning a piece of art.

Be delicate when arting.

Everything is art to a certain extent.

Here are a few quotes I would like to share by Bob Ross. I relate to what he says within each quote. I am sure many other individuals will as well.

– “I think there’s an artist hidden at the bottom of every single one of us.”

– “Look around. Look at what we have. Beauty is everywhere—you only have to look to see it.”

– “This is your world. You’re the creator. Find freedom on this canvas. Believe, that you can do it, ‘cuz you can do it.”

– “You can do anything here — the only prerequisite is that it makes you happy.”

– “Talent is a pursued interest. Anything that you’re willing to practice, you can do.”

– “I guess I’m a little weird. I like to talk to trees and animals. That’s okay though; I have more fun than most people.”

– “I can’t think of anything more rewarding than being able to express yourself to others through painting. Exercising the imagination, experimenting with talents, being creative; these things, to me, are truly the windows to your soul.”

– “The secret to doing anything is believing that you can do it. Anything that you believe you can do strong enough, you can do. Anything. As long as you believe.”

– “If we’re going to have animals around we all have to be concerned about them and take care of them.”

There are many more quotes I could post that I can relate to. I will stop before I get too carried away.

Late 20th Birthday to me! -(02/01/1998)- “Special” -[Question and Answer]- Ask me anything you wish….

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I’m an artist that lives in North America, in the United States. I live in a small town of not that many individuals. About 16,000 people so not a lot, but then again it’s a good amount. Each person is like a ghost walking throughout the streets, you never really know each individual, but can observe and feel the presence of their energy, each person having their own aura.

I’ve been creating art for the past year now, in a serious way. When people ask me “What do you do for a living.” Well first off, that really shouldn’t matter, should it? I could be a bitter soul and full of hatred and have all the money/ fame in this world and nothing would change. I would still be who I’m today.

So my answer to this question.

“What do you do for a living.”

Well I breathe, just like everyone else does and I eat/ go to the bathroom. Oh and I sleep sometimes too. My point is, I’m nothing but human. I happen to make art for happiness and I’m lucky enough that I can make it into a career in the future. The goal is a full-time career, well that’s the dream.

This dream lies within my hands and the same with all the people reading this. It’s all of the energy put towards the craft, every little bit matters as much as the last bit. If it wasn’t for each transcending moment, you wouldn’t be here at this very moment. Every second put into my art means that much more of an improvement. Even if I “fail” at a drawing. It’s still an improvement.

I look at my art as play and not work, you don’t get paid for something you enjoy. Then this is called “work.”

You only get paid for something you don’t enjoy because then there is no need to be doing it, if the only reason is for the money and nothing else. Then it’s nothing more than a duty.

No one pays the children to go have fun and run around outside. So, therefore everything I do is out of my imagination and nothing else. It’s all just for fun. All being an act of play at the end.

All of the money is extra, the thing I care most about. Is the energy people give me towards my artwork. The expressions as well, So I guess the new energy and the love that art creates in this world.

It brings a whole new energy to this world. We all have different energies to offer the world. Remember to not be so locked up and share your state of mind in this world. Even if hurts, in the end, it’s better to be a “real” you than a “fake” you.

Here I sit typing up this blog, aging every second that passes by. To never grasp any moments that pass by but only to live in each moment the best I can. The imagination lets you “remember” past times. This is nothing but your imagination, all of these mind games I tell you.

Doing this can be scary or pleasurable. It’s always the moments with the most energy that you never forget in your lifetime. The happiest and the saddest moments, usually those moments are imprinted on the brain.

It’s the way you stand back and observe each moment, there is yin and yang in all situations. The individual just needs to see the deeper message or meaning. We need more of this yang. The greater energy out of the two. Positive energy will force out negative, it’s just more negative energy is flowing around this world at the moment.

It’s all on each individual to create each moment.

No one is perfect, I always attempt my best with my imagination. I don’t always create the piece of art I manifested within my mind, but I’m happy with it. The next time you can improve even more, learn to manifest even greater.

It’s best to live in the moment you physically are in, at this very moment and no other moment. If you live in a different moment of time and your mind isn’t even in the “now”, you can’t even appreciate what you see at this very moment. Destroying the purpose of life in a way. All of this is very ironic.

Don’t live in regret and choose to live in the “now.” To dwell on past moments is much of a bad idea. Nothing can be fixed or changed, just reflected upon.

As I stare into the distance, it has been a year and one week since I decided to become an “Artist.”

Yes, this is a picture of me, I don’t post pictures of myself quite often. Here is a glimpse of my backside, hahaha. 😉 You get a little picture of my side face.

Now here I’m at this very moment typing this. If it wasn’t for the moment in my mind, that I decided I wanted to go full out on this “art’ thing. I wouldn’t be here at this very moment typing this. It all would be nothing but a “dream.”

Here I’m happier than I was last year, many things positive and negative occurred within this year of my life.

I really don’t wish to speak of myself, I wouldn’t know what to tell you. I never really have anything to say, unless I’m talked to or if people ask me things.

Yes, I do talk a lot but most of the time to myself. As we all do, I probably just do it more often than most so, hahahaha.

With time and experience, the universe will create my future, all I have to do is play with the universe and not give up. Listen for the signs when they’re there and follow through. Don’t ignore my intuition, heart, and soul. For these things will truly guide me throughout my life. It’s all in the energy you’re feeling in the moment that creates the next moment.

“Chaotic Shapes” aka “Brandon Knoll” is signing off here, ask me anything you please. It can be something as simple as 1, 2, 3. Or possibly a question as complex as the creation of this universe. I don’t know the literal answer, hahaha. I just mean a question that’s very complex and mysterious. Love to have conversations with people who are interested in the same thought patterns as me.

I’m ready for all people and types of questions, don’t be too scared to ask anything. Nothing is too weird/strange or abnormal for me. I accept it all, hahaha.

I’m no greater than you, all of us are equal. All I happen to do is create some art and besides that, I’m a happy and humble soul.

All I wish for is peace, love, and positivity from each person.

Ask any question as you please.

Go……..

 

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If you were to strip every one of their things and clothes we would all just be naked.

Take all the colors away.

Black, white, brown, orange, purple, red, yellow, green. Whatever color it’s all the same in the end.

There’s only black and white. Colors happen because of vibrations and light. Without the sun, we wouldn’t be here. Photosynthesis is important to the production of life.

Everything just happens.

Do you do the things to show off or are you doing them for yourself?

At the end of the day, you’re within your body and no one else. You only feel you. No one else feels what you do.

Are you happy doing the things you do?

Or in the end is it just trophies of some sort. Is there a reason for doing this, or a purpose that holds this in your heart. An intention to create something to better your life.

The things I choose to do are for myself. I’m not a selfish person.

Just do things for yourself and not others to look good for a few moments.

It’s not about who is the top shot.

Be original and yourself, don’t mock someone else’s actions to become them.

Become what you seek within.

Be the one who walks away from the crowd. Originality is within us all, most fear to show their true selves to the world.

Take all your achievements away.

All living in the same place called “Earth”.

I see no borders when I look down. Borders were just created and agreed upon. I accept all people.

The fact Life exists is very crazy and hard to comprehend

All just a conscious manifestation of thought. Aware or not aware.

Think about it, imagine if there were only trees plants and animals. Maybe the world would never end like how it’s now.

People/humans are the worst inventions created, but not necessarily. Just the most destructive. Destroying mother earth without even thinking or to care at all.

In the end, we,

All look the same.

Same skin.

Mind.

Legs .

Arms.

We’re all the same. The ego places you where you think you belong. Lots of times playing games with your mind.

Categorizing yourself into a group of people or persons. When I look at people, each person is my brother or sister.

Same with the animals and the plants, trees. Everyone is my best friend, I ask for love and no hatred.

Someone will probably judge me or mock me for saying that, within their mind. Whatever I could care less. An example of the ego at its best.

I Accept all for who they truly are, no matter the circumstances. Nothing is too weird for me, it’s just abnormal to most who judge off an instant thought. Without even thinking. Continue on being your so-called “weird” self.

That’s the real you, the one who has a smile all the time and is cheerful about life. Many people struggle with sharing emotions, it’s the hardest thing for people to do. Ignore it and the pain will continue to get worse. If you really think about it we’re all addicts of some sort. This world is a supply and demand world. Wanting things in seconds, just like an “addict”. There’s no such thing as an addict, we’re all addicts. Greed, anger, and hatred destroy peoples images, the ego.

Try to take time to work on yourself and don’t ignore all the problems right in front of you. The answer lies within your soul, it’s just many ignore it.

Be “yourself”.

Not the bitter angry you, that’s just a reflection of thoughts not transferred properly. Creating more hatred in the world and not producing more love.

Put this into perspective, it might sound ridiculous, but I’m 110% serious.

Imagine a bucket. We’re all this bucket.

It’s filled with 75% water

Whatever percent the rest. Organs, bones, skin, hair, and everything else.

Now we give this bucket a conscious.

It’s a talking bucket with a conscious.

Let’s give it googly eyes.

Now it’s a bucket with a conscious and can see what’s going on. Give the bucket arms and legs and it’s good to go.

Kinda similar to a Mr. potato head, hahaha. I remember playing with one. Very creative and interesting toy.

The person who came up with that idea probably had countless haters and was told endless negative things.

Everything around you is made up of the same stuff. Everything is made up of “atoms” (moving energy) it’s within us all. A live moving energy.

Expect somehow we were the ones to obtain a conscious of thought.

Not day to day objects like a broom or a blanket.

All things are the same in the end, (energy).

All the things we look at are the same, it’s just some are more improved or “better”

But in the end, it’s all the same.

All of our Graves will be the same size. No matter the life you lived and everything you have accomplished.

Live this life for yourself and not to achieve goals and visions that aren’t even yours in the first place. Just to show off for a few moments. It’s not worth it.

True happiness and love are worth a lot more than quick temporary satisfaction. Only thyself will know what attracts them towards what.

Live this life, how you please, I judge no one. The stuff you possess is all the same stuff in the end.

A car is a car.

A shirt is a shirt.

It’s all the same in the end.

Purchase as you please, Just be a loving and humble person and you’ll be respected. You’ll feel loved.

The possessions don’t define you. Yourself defines you.

To be humble, respecting and loving no matter the possessions you own. That soul is greater than any piece of gold.

I’m not saying people who possess expensive things are bad people. All I ask for is your respect. Respect for respect, it seems pretty fair to me.

Life itself is more priceless than the most “expensive” thing in the world.

Someone or yourself could take your life and there’s no going back. It’s done and official after it happens.

The moment life ends, is the moment it’s over. Appreciate the moments as they’re.

Think before you do something, don’t live life out of ignorant quick thoughts and actions.

Your personality means more than the possessions and self-worth you possess.

It creates you or destroys you.

Have a beautiful day everyone! 🙂

Much love and happiness to this world. I love all souls and beings and only hope for the best.

Goodluck on your journey of life.

 

 

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Mental and physical health is more important than any other aspect of life.

That’s either life or death.

to feel your soul or not.

Living or just here.

You’re what you are within and not what you show on the outside.

The outside shows and resembles who you partially are.

We all get assigned a body.

We all have a soul, creating energy throughout each being making the heartbeat.

Each soul looking for a purpose on this earth

A body as we all have a body.

The feelings you have are who you’re.

Not the things you possess or the images your mask shows to the world. The thing underneath the skin and bones. The soul of your being. The words and thoughts that pass and leave your mind. Some thoughts ignored others listened to.

It’s all a disguise.

Show yourself or don’t.

Everything here is before your eyes.

Everyday to put on the same clothes and do the same actions. Similar to a machine or robot.

Humans are more animal-like than anything else. It’s just in the “reality” we live in, its quite difficult to see that.

When you start doing things in the abnormality you’re considered dysfunctional to most. I agree with this as well. I consider myself very dysfunctional.

The life we live is supposed to be growing up, elementary school, middle school, high school, college. University then a job. Then marry and have children. Buy a house and settle down. Get old and die etc….

Anything else than that is considered dysfunction. Not accepted with the outside world.

Any form of art, film, creativity, expression, inventors, creators, dreamers…. etc.

Concludes with some sort of dysfunction. Anything that’s not In the average persons day to day life. Something only very few think of or do.

Dysfunction (Definition)

1 ” not operating normally or properly.”

2 “Deviating from the norms of social behavior in a way regarded as bad.”

The words that pass throughout your mind are you. The thoughts are the real you. The action help as well, some are false some are true.

But is everything real or fake?

The choice is yours.

I choose to show myself, not all will accept your true self. They’ll tell you it’s not you.

But only you will know who you’re.

It’s more important for you to accept yourself than any other thing in the world.

Accept yourself and everything will be aligned.

Accept yourself and you’ll accept everyone else.

Pure happiness and joy will be achieved.

Living life in gratitude.

Calm me as you please, this is only myself. The happiest I can be.

I feel every emotion there is.

I cry and smile and everything throughout.

We all face demons, face them and show them who you’re. Face your fears and don’t ignore them. Fight them like your worst enemy. It’s kinda like fighting a game against yourself. A battle of a bad you and a better you.

Fear is shown in actions and the words you say, we all live in fear. Few face their fears and choose to run away.

Fearful monsters lurk around the corners at all times and attacking at every moment they can.

Your challenge is to defend and fight it off. Become stronger than next time.

It’s like fighting a boss in a video game, try your hardest and kill the thing, hahaha.

Concur and destroy your fears.

Ignore the fear or numb yourself continuously. Face the fear and take every challenge on, till defeat. Don’t give up on yourself. The amount of time is infinite, don’t rush, but defeat and be sly like a fox. Strategy and mindset.

The pain can last for 1 second.

Pain can last for 1 minute.

Pain can last for 1 month.

Pain can last for 1 year.

Pain can last for 10 years.

Any amount of time is the same as the last, the feeling of fighting off a fear is worth more than any other. Or something you achieved through hard work. Something you cannot buy or purchase. But have to work for.

Be in pain forever or temporarily, the choice is yours.

Remember to never give up on yourself.

We all have fears, no person is 100% perfect.

We all have fears of some sort, but we choose to ignore them as if they’re not there. Scars, tears, and rips on the history of the brain. Never to be erased, the present moment not even being appreciated or lived in.

Living in the past or the future, but in reality in the now. Never to live now, but here or later.

The ugly helps you find and create the best you. Turning the dark energy into a greater/brighter energy than before. Learning from the dark and turning it into greatness

Don’t ignore the problem or it will continue to get worse, make a change.

I believe in you.

Choose to show the within you and not the outside you.

Never give up, life’s still here in the palm of your hands.

We all have the tools and things to survive. Well most do, some don’t and that’s unfortunate.

Goodluck to everyone.

The journey never ends until death.

Take every minute slowly and each second.

Appreciate the moment for what it is.

Then you’ll truly appreciate life.

Each reality is different. For each person in a different world and only the individual knows what they feel. Everyone else can think they know, but they don’t.

Only you do.

Don’t give up on yourself.

In the moments you feel like giving up are the moments you’re supposed to fail. When you get up you’re stronger than before. Damaged but stronger.

Get up and up and up, keep falling and falling and falling.

Just never be finished.

Within is who you’re not what’s on the outside of that mask of yours.

Be the shining star you’re, don’t drain yourself of your energy, use it at it’s best.

 

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The true endeavor is to never give up. Then change and occurrences will happen.

But to continue on every day facing the same actions is much of a nightmare. The adventures and places traveled to are never seen and ignored.

Not on purpose or on accident, but out of 100% fear. The mind playing games, creating anxiety messing with the imagination. Only to think something without knowing the true answer.

Go out there and do things people don’t normally do.

Things that you would never think you would have done.

You learn things about yourself when you change up the whole process.

Listen to the voices within and they will guide you where to go.

There will be multiple voices talking to you. We’ll know what voice is the correct voice.

But we don’t always choose that voice, mostly just ignore that voice and challenge it. But not on purpose, but on accident.

Unknown to what voice to pick, but deep down you know what voice is correct.

Follow the comforting voice and the moments will just pass

Follow the unsure voice and you’ll have a few ideas of where to go.

Follow the voice you know is correct and the adventure will be true love and happiness. Each day will bring something new to look forward too. Every day will be a blessing and lived in gratitude. The present moment will be appreciated. Anything will be possible,

But just never give up.

All of the voices are different each moment, they’re like creatures speaking to you on the corners. The voices will enter from all areas. You will follow creatures’ voices that are more interesting to you. In the moment.

Try to think before following each voice, but not too much.

nor too little.

Like I said don’t create anxiety in the mind. The imagination plays games with you.

Just let the mind wander in thought and think what’s best for you in the end.

What will make you the happiest, little changes can occur and huge differences will occur. In a short period of time and you’ll be surprised by the change.

Find your true self and accept yourself for who you’re.

The voices are your teachers and guide you through life.

similar to the good and the bad. Ying and Yang.

All voices flying from everywhere.

The individual decides to follow one voice out of the 100’s surrounding him/her.

Only 1 is the true self. Don’t think much or think too little.

Your curiosity in this world will bring you down the correct paths.

Follow and listen to your curiosity, but be careful. This life is similar to a movie. Anything can happen at any moment.

Appreciate what you have at the moment. Do things you’ve never thought of and the paths will be easier to follow.

Life’s all about self-teaching and looking at the past. The old you helps create the person you’re today. Try your best to not look at your old self and compare in a bad way, but good. What can you do today, that will create you into a better you than yesterday? Don’t continue to dig the hole deeper. free yourself.

Don’t follow the old paths you hate, but learn from them. Everyday Is a new you, each day is something new to look forward to. It’s like a video game. Make the most fun out of it you can.

Don’t regret and hate this life. Appreciate and love this life.

I send love and happiness to all, thank you for being who you’re.

Your curiosity and imagination will pick and choose your paths.

Good luck everyone, I believe in each and everyone one of you.

There’s no reason you can’t achieve anything, as long as you set your mind and heart to it and never give up any sort of success is on the way.

Don’t do something just for the ending event, it’s more about the process and journey than the end result. There is no end in life it’s never-ending. Don’t fix your mind on success, but growth and your improvement each day.

Succes will just create a delusion in your mind. success is a misunderstood concept. This word is very confusing to me.

To live in the now there is no “success”, but to live in the future there is thought of success, but the present moment is ignored, not even to be focused on. we all succeed in our own ways. It’s just the way you look at it.

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Judging others for how you feel, it makes sense. Try to take it out in a positive way. Not aggressive.

The hurt have been hurt.

Some don’t know how to transfer the negating energy into positive. Creating more ignorance in the world.

Guns are better than love.

What an insane world we live in.

We’re beings made to create conflict. To forcefully have an opinion on everything.

The conscious was created to have conflict and to argue about things. Have an opinion.

The challenge is on us and the world is living proof that we’re failing as a world and nation. Anger and greed destroy the world.

There’s always time to improve things, we better start sooner than later.

People live their lives as if it’s their last in the depressing and sad way. Not beautiful and in love.

Try to appreciate the moments as they pass by, not be bitter and angry, complaining about every little thing, that your mind thinks about.

Just take a deep breath, look into the beautiful painted sunset in the sky and appreciate the moment for how it’s.

Right now you could just be in pure darkness and death and nothing could be happening

Life itself is a gift, maybe you think I’m wrong but like I said.

That’s the challenge, to accept others for their thoughts and ideas.

If not agreed upon, using rational talking and discussing. Problems can be figured out in a peaceful way.

But in the world, we live in today. To relieve one’s stress, we do the opposite of everything we should be doing.

Love is the answer in my eyes.

Love is the only thing that can heal this world.

An abundance of love and nothing else.

There’s no pill or secret weapon besides true, pure love.

Giving an individual the love and attention they need, most likely they won’t latch out.

The hurt have been hurt.

The hurt are reflections of others.

The “bad guy” Is confused and uncertain about what he is doing.

Moving without thought or idea.

Being ignorant. Attacking one’s side saying thyself is correct and the other is wrong.

To say someone is wrong and thyself is correct, is not a discussion of peace and love.

More like bullets and pulling on legs. Anger and greed, thinking of only thyself importance.

The other to be ignored and not cared about.

I don’t see any love in that.

Without receiving love you can’t give love, maybe you can but most can’t.

Love others and pass it on to everyone.

After we figure out nothing works, the worst situation happens.

Then we learn, but too bad it’ll be too late.

The actions already happened there’s no going back.

Be aware of what’s going on what you do to others. If they’re not words of love or actions of positivity, keep them to yourself.

All you’ll do is hurt yourself and all the ones around you.

I’m going to continue spreading love everywhere I go and maybe people will tag along with me.

Remember when someone is being ignorant, they’re just confused and a misunderstood person.

There’s no correct or incorrect.

A 6 can be a 9 and a 9 can be a 6.

It’s just the perspective you want to choose.

Whatever you choose to think, creates thyself.

Not thyself into everyone else.

Become you and don’t try to create others into something they’re not. We’ll all have different intentions and such in this world.

I send love and happiness to everyone, have a beautiful day! 🙂

Judge me as you want it won’t bother me, we’re just two different individual human beings.

Try the best to lose the ego, the self-worth of thyself. It’s more of the individual’s self to control it than anything else. We all have one. I’m in the process of losing my ego.

The ego destroys itself thinking it’s correct, but guiding into the opposite way intended.

Keep to yourself unless the intention is appropriate. The intention you have creates or destroys the moment. Reading people’s intentions are quite easy. Respects is the best thing to acquire from others. It’s rare these days.

The ego destroys the individual

To not have an ego. Is to have an ego. I thought to not have an ego, therefore to not think I don’t have an ego. I do have an ego and so do you. It’s just how we control it. It’s like a mask or cloak. At any given moment you can put it on and take it off. The actions and words each individual represents determines their ego. To create or destroy yourself.

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Making art and writing keeps me sane in this “insane” world

Albert Einstein “insane” To do something the same way over and over and expect different results.

I look at art and it’s completely sane.

Every time I create it’s a new experience and not boring or the same. Clicks some life into my soul.

I look at the world and this so-called government and I think “insane”

Albert Einstein was totally correct.

“Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.”

Albert Einstein has another quote talking about how the imagination is the only thing to set you free. I totally agree with him on this one, without it, I’d feel like a prisoner locked up in this world.

“Imagination is everything. It Is the preview of life’s coming attractions.”

The imagination is infinite and priceless remember to never lose your imagination in this “insane” world.

My imagination is the only thing keeping me alive and running.

Without It, I wouldn’t know what or who to be.

Thank you imagination for being there for me when no one else is.

You’re always there and never a nonsense.

We accept each other and make the most creative ideas you can think of.

Thank you imagination and have a great day!

When I sleep every night it’s rebooting my imagination for new ideas and thoughts.

Every moment and day is a new moment to create your life into a better one.

That “one” stupid or nonsensible idea you had, could possibly change the world to be insane to sane.

Don’t give up on your dreams and ideas, not everyone will understand you. The ones who do will come to you at the right moment.

But you and your imagination understand each other like no other.

I’ll never be breaking up with my imagination. I appreciate every moment my mind thinks and creates creative ideas.

If you were to enter my mind it would be full of fantasies, unrealistic thoughts, and adventures. It would be one crazy ride/adventure for you to enter.

I try my best to express what’s going on in my imagination. Many things are confusing within it. Like another language/dialect of some sort. So deep some don’t understand and will say I’m “insane” or judge.

But in reality, am I the insane one. Or are you the insane one for calling me insane.

It’s a game of pointing fingers and the talk of the ego.

We’re all insane. If you reckon, to not be insane. You’re probably are insane yourself.

Listen to the words you speak before you talk to others. You might hurt yourself and others similar to a war. The words you speak could be similar to gunshots and multiple injuries. Concluding to the same concept as war itself. In a different format.

Be aware of what you’re thinking before you think the first thought. Don’t just do unless you know what you’re doing.

Lose the self-worth and accept others for who they’re. All of our values end up to be equal at the end of the day. Sure, you might own a yacht or things people don’t, Or whatever you think is in your mind. But at the end of the day we all sleep, eat, and shit. The actions you do through the day create the life you choose and who you’re, not others peoples lives. Your life, the reality you live in.

The imagination is my best friend. I don’t feel sad or “depressed” saying this. I’m proud and happy we have the best relationship we can have.

I couldn’t imagine what I would do without you imagination

Not everything I think is released, but I try my best to explain the thoughts I have and continue to have.

I question why I have the thoughts I do or how I come up with them. What thoughts were I thinking to think these thoughts?

Life blows my mind it’s hard for me to understand anything. The simplest things. I look at a leaf or my finger and each has a “print” or identification.

But why, haha.

Why this, why what? I’m like a little kid, I have a question about everything.

After asking the question I’ll have another question after that question. It never ends, hahaha.

The infinite imagination, the ideas, and numbers never end.

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Technically, we shouldn’t even be here in existence.

The fact there’s a moon and a sun blows my mind.

The trees, flowers, plants, animals, nature and such. It’s all here. But why, what’s the purpose of a tree’s life. Or a plant. An animal its purpose in this world.

Nature’s purpose in this world. We all live with nature. The world is nature. You’re nature. Life it’s one big game of nature.

The things you’re told are either lies, or the truth never to know the actual answer.

Everything in existence is just a theory.

These words I speak and you speak are downloaded into our brains and we all just know the words and the definitions.

Being told this is language. Each “race” has a different dialect.

The human being is made up for 75% water. The rest flesh and bones and such.

Having that thought in my mind, makes me think that we’re all the same actors of life. The king and the peasant are both at the same value. Life is nothing but a manifestation of thought. You think to be here and you are here. ba bam…. It’s that crazy.

The moon is the moon, because we’re told it’s the moon. The Earth is the earth, because they tell us the earth is the earth. The sun is the sun, because they tell us it’s the sun.

3D images all over the place. 5 senses to life. Air, water, oxygen, food and everything we need it just here.

Like a game.

Everything we ever needed is here, somehow it all happened.

The universe should’nt have even been created or anything at all in general. It would have been much easier. But somehow here, are you and me both chilling on “earth”.

The sun and moon surround us.

I look at animals and I’m amazed they’re pieces of 3D art. True beauty.

Trees grow out of the ground. Birds fly in the sky. Bugs live in the ground. There are different climates around the world, with different animals located in each region.

Out of all the climates why these ones?

Colors are right in front of our eyes. We only know the name of each color because we’re told so. I’ll make a (orange/ blue)called blorange.

There’s pain and pleasure. If you were to chop your finger off you’d feel it, your mind would react in a way and probably couldn’t comprehend what just happened.

Depending on your reaction to pain, anything can happen. With pain there’s pleasure. You can abuse both. Make a pleasure numb, or neither pleasure yourself and go insane.

We all think different thoughts and ideas when one opinion is shared. Creating the 6th sense in a way, if you know of Napoleon Hill you’ll know what I’m talking about.

Thinking and seeing can be the same thing in a way.

To think something is to see it in your mind.

Words create pictures in the mind. Pictures create words in the mind.

Are tastes are all different but similar, each person craves or has favorite different foods. That can be adjusted with, or played around with. With slow and tedious effort you can change your taste buds over time. So are taste are all similar but not.

When hearing something we all hear it at different pitches. I hear something, maybe someone else hears something else. Or maybe nothing at all. Whenever I hear things I also see things. I’m not sure how to explain this maybe you’ll understand what I’m saying.

When smelling something we all smell something different. Some have super sonic smelling, hahaha. Others can’t smell anything at all and struggle to smell.

All of these senses create each person. I have all 5 of my senses still, maybe even a 6th one.

I appreciate every sense as of right now, some people only have a few. Others have none and are to never live again. I appreciate every senses as if it were a gift of some sort.

Imagine if tomorrow, I told you that you were to wake up with a black and white world. Where you can’t smell or taste anything. Pleasures are all gone.

So all food tastes like nothingness. There is no color or idea of color. All you can do is talk and hear each other. Nothing else. No form of pleasure.

Imagine how that could affect a person.

This might sound weird, but it’s interesting to me how we all feel are own feeling and live in our own realities. All the same, but we all feel different at the moment.

The moment I wrote this, is the same moment you decided to read this. Past, present and future all align into one.

As long as you keep the mindset positive, you can achieve whatever you put your mind to. Remember to not put false ideas or images in your mind.

They will destroy and eat you away, taking you down. Not creating you into the best you.

I have never been in your shoes before, but I believe in you and whatever you’re going through. You can make it. I believe in you don’t give up.

The struggles and moments in life where you fall and get back up are the times you build yourself into a stronger you.

The universe wakes up and goes to sleep everytime.

So can you.

I believe in you.

Remember to have a great day and keep a smile on that face of yours.

Have a happy and loving life forever and ever and ever.

I send love and happiness to all.

 

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Don’t achieve to be the greatest or the best at something.

Only as best as you can perform.

If you’re better today than you were yesterday, that’s all that matters. Only compare things to yourself. If you compare your flaws and such to others you’ll never be happy. The past you isn’t you. The future you isn’t you. The Current you in this moment is you and nothing else. Learn from your mistakes and move on, don’t hold onto grudges.

I do this often with my art and tell myself it’s not the difference and do not compare, it’s thyself improvements that matter.

Over time you see the slow progress and change.

You’ll be surprised what a year of dedication and hard work can pay off.

Remember to not work yourself too hard or too less, be humble and patients. Things will fall into place.

Creating your reality. It takes time for all and different amounts. Just never give up on yourself.

Perfection is impossible, but you can always improve

The rose never gave up blooming or growing.

So neither should you.

I look at the world and I see endless roses of beauty. All humans have the potential to become anything they want. Anything you dream and wish for.

The rose dreamed of becoming a beautiful rose. So that means a person who’s in full control can achieve anything.

The flower is still and never moves, growing patiently. In the end, the outcome is beautiful. The full life is lived then the flower dies. Just how like us humans live.

We grow and then die. All a process, all growing at different speeds and lengths. Achieving different things.

All different, but looking the same in the end. All just one conscious. In the end all different kinds of beauty. Different flowers, and different beauties.

This life is for you to create and grow into whatever your heart desires. Just remember, never give up.

Resistance will pull you to the floor like quicksand but it’s your mission to fight and battle the resistance.

Goodluck to everyone on their journey of growing and blooming into the most beautiful rose/flower you can.
Don’t sweat things or rush them, remember to be patient and humble about all situations going on in front of you.

Good or bad, they all will create you into the flower you wish to be. Some grow without even knowing others are in control. We’re all different

Have fun creating your flower of life, don’t regret things and live in the moment. You’ll appreciate all the work and time at the end. It’s only when the person is rewarded that they keep going.

But when failing it’s easier to not even try at all. It’s easier to not even grow at all, when not thinking to grow.

When you start to think about your surroundings and what’s in it. You blossom with love within.

Feed your flower with love and not hatred.

Everyone have fun growing your flower!

 

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“Teach”  (Show or explain to do something to someone.)

“Teacher” (a person who teaches, especially in a School)

I learned to write my name on the right hand corner and the history of my area I live in. All the mistakes we made and they just continue to happen. You look at everything. All material possessions are improving. If you look at now and 100 or so years ago.

Everything has improved a crazy amount. Depending on what you believe technology either is dumbing down or improving. If you ask me, I’d say it’s dumbing us down.

Don’t let the technology take you over. Have the ability to control the technology instead.

When you look at a school 100 years ago than to now. I see the exact same thing. children in lines, raising their hands to speak as if they have no right of anything.

Then I finished with school, not knowing what to do. So I applied for a job. See how I said applied. Everything has to be dated or stamped or noted somehow.

You’re nothing more than a number or a statics to the government. If you look at your social security card there is a number. Your identity is this number.

There’s a number and a stamp. All you’re is this number to the government. If you die whatever there are plenty more humans to continue their process.

A product of the government.

Most jobs are usually like a school.

You talk when talked to. You raise your hand to speak. You’re told what to do, if you question anything or say no you’re fired or told no. You’re put in a line. Just like the desk. Told to work on these sheets of paper. To question nothing and just accept it. Just like when working.

You shut up and just do it. Everyone told everything without talking or asking questions.

If I were to tell you school taught me very little, but I also learned a lot. It’s the way I processed everything in front of me. The experiences turned into knowledge. Maybe you’d think I’m a little crazy. I believe school teaches you things about life in a whole new way. Ways that only make sense to you, if you look at it in all different ways. We all hear and think differently, therefore the individual creates thyself with thoughts and ideas. Creating personality. Defining where you think you belong in this world. Confused or focused thoughts. Ideas of neither great or good. Just what you decide to create your reality, no others.

I’m not saying school isn’t the answer. I understand everyone’s situation. We all live different lives in different positions. On different frequency levels.

That’s just my opinion you don’t have to accept it. We all have opinions and thoughts. All of these thoughts and opinions create us into are person.

If you’re not open minded you only think one thing. Try to accept everyone for who they are and listen.

I learned things in school a whole different way, I was a lower than average kid. All they looked at was the numbers and grades and your performance. Imagine getting a computer plug and plugging it into someone’s brain. The things you could see would be out of this world. Only to be within the individual’s mind. Never to share with the outside world, but to stay within forever an never share an appearance with the outside world.

Your emotions, thoughts, ideas, creations, opions, imagination and many more were just ignored. Never to learn anything about yourself. People teach you a lot about many things, but in solitude you learn much about yourself. Things you never planned on but somehow they happened. Self knowledge seems to be ignored.

Just about the machines in front of you. Living in a world unaware of the self living in the human experience

You’re a being living within another being. The world is much more than you think, the artist pays attention to every little detail in life.

Life itself is a form of art. One big movie directed by you and only you. You live within your eyes. You’re the controller and project what you want.

They improved every classroom and every subject besides art. Art was ignored. We hardly got money for anything. I read a lot about art related things and I came across something.

Poloticicans were talking about how art is a waste of time and unproductive. That it should be eliminated from the school schedules. You don’t learn anything in art. All the other subjects are more important.

I looked more into it and it’s true. They don’t have art in a lot of places anymore. It’s sad, maybe one day it will be changed. Anything is possible. Single people change this world, why can’t you?

School taught me things in different ways. School guided me to follow the examples around me. The way the world influences us is horrible they put us in fear on purpose.

Look at the world and tell me you don’t question anything. It all feels pretty weird to me. Somethings going on.

Maybe in the far future I’ll actually say what I think about certain things on here. I’m just getting started. I’m starting to open up as a person and want people to accept me. If you don’t you don’t. That’s up to you.

The children and animals are much happier beings.