60,000 views, Thank you!

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This morning I saw my total views were almost past 60,000. In the past few hours, it passed 60k. I appreciate every single person who has looked at my art and writings.

It’s more about the time people spend reading and looking at my work that I appreciate the most.

Time is one of the most valuable things we have. Everyone gets 24 hours in a day. Depending what you spend your time on is your decision, not anyone else is in control of that besides yourself.

Just 5 minutes of your time is quite a lot to me. If you were to add up all the time people spent reading your blog posts. That would be interesting.

Thank you, each and every one of you. I appreciate the support and effort people put towards my art.

The good and the bad. Not everyone will like your art, but that is okay. Not everyone will, certain individuals are attracted toward certain things. It doesn’t mean you should give up. Peoples thoughts about you don’t have to become your reality. If something makes you happy continue doing it.

If I were to show you art from when I was 13 or 14. You’d probably laugh and make a joke of it. People actually did. Middle school is when I kinda really started. I found this style a little bit, started experimenting. In high school, I stopped for a bit. Then continued and then stopped again.

Now I’m here again and this time I’m not giving up. The change and Improvement show it just takes time. Don’t give up on yourself be patient. No matter the circumstance, even if it’s not art. Just be patient and it will come at the right moment in time. Will post some of my older drawings to show examples, most weren’t originals. All the ones I have posted now are originals.

In my every day to day life, I forget I make art. I’ve told this to people before. It’s weird, I don’t understand. Neither do I know how to explain it. I just kinda make it, have fun and don’t force anything. Forced art doesn’t make sense to me. I’m an artist and i have no idea why, hahaha. I Must sound very crazy. It’s just something I enjoy and picked up as a child. Now I’m here.

Thank you one more time. Peace, love, and happiness to everyone! 🙂

Remeber to not give up on yourself, it’s just words playing with your mind. Don’t listen to all the mind games. Live your life stress-free. You can obtain what’s within your heart, just don’t give up.

 

 

 

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In the 50,000 view post, I had 9 countries. Now I’m at 10.

1 is better than none, I’m happy about every little change.

The little changes create the big changes over time. Making the game of life much more exciting. When comparing stats side by side, you can see the improvements. In a way, it inspires you to create more. But I can’t have the numbers go to my head, It’s more about having quality art. The numbers will come over time.

Thank you from every country that has visited my website, even the ones not over 1,000. I’m not going to forget a single person. Everyone matters the same amount to me.

Thanks for letting me achieve all of this, have a great night everyone! 🙂

Much love to this world and the people in it. ❤

 

 

Quote #34

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If you were to strip every one of their things and clothes we would all just be naked.

Take all the colors away.

Black, white, brown, orange, purple, red, yellow, green. Whatever color it’s all the same in the end.

There’s only black and white. Colors happen because of vibrations and light. Without the sun, we wouldn’t be here. Photosynthesis is important to the production of life.

Everything just happens.

Do you do the things to show off or are you doing them for yourself?

At the end of the day, you’re within your body and no one else. You only feel you. No one else feels what you do.

Are you happy doing the things you do?

Or in the end is it just trophies of some sort. Is there a reason for doing this, or a purpose that holds this in your heart. An intention to create something to better your life.

The things I choose to do are for myself. I’m not a selfish person.

Just do things for yourself and not others to look good for a few moments.

It’s not about who is the top shot.

Be original and yourself, don’t mock someone else’s actions to become them.

Become what you seek within.

Be the one who walks away from the crowd. Originality is within us all, most fear to show their true selves to the world.

Take all your achievements away.

All living in the same place called “Earth”.

I see no borders when I look down. Borders were just created and agreed upon. I accept all people.

The fact Life exists is very crazy and hard to comprehend

All just a conscious manifestation of thought. Aware or not aware.

Think about it, imagine if there were only trees plants and animals. Maybe the world would never end like how it’s now.

People/humans are the worst inventions created, but not necessarily. Just the most destructive. Destroying mother earth without even thinking or to care at all.

In the end, we,

All look the same.

Same skin.

Mind.

Legs .

Arms.

We’re all the same. The ego places you where you think you belong. Lots of times playing games with your mind.

Categorizing yourself into a group of people or persons. When I look at people, each person is my brother or sister.

Same with the animals and the plants, trees. Everyone is my best friend, I ask for love and no hatred.

Someone will probably judge me or mock me for saying that, within their mind. Whatever I could care less. An example of the ego at its best.

I Accept all for who they truly are, no matter the circumstances. Nothing is too weird for me, it’s just abnormal to most who judge off an instant thought. Without even thinking. Continue on being your so-called “weird” self.

That’s the real you, the one who has a smile all the time and is cheerful about life. Many people struggle with sharing emotions, it’s the hardest thing for people to do. Ignore it and the pain will continue to get worse. If you really think about it we’re all addicts of some sort. This world is a supply and demand world. Wanting things in seconds, just like an “addict”. There’s no such thing as an addict, we’re all addicts. Greed, anger, and hatred destroy peoples images, the ego.

Try to take time to work on yourself and don’t ignore all the problems right in front of you. The answer lies within your soul, it’s just many ignore it.

Be “yourself”.

Not the bitter angry you, that’s just a reflection of thoughts not transferred properly. Creating more hatred in the world and not producing more love.

Put this into perspective, it might sound ridiculous, but I’m 110% serious.

Imagine a bucket. We’re all this bucket.

It’s filled with 75% water

Whatever percent the rest. Organs, bones, skin, hair, and everything else.

Now we give this bucket a conscious.

It’s a talking bucket with a conscious.

Let’s give it googly eyes.

Now it’s a bucket with a conscious and can see what’s going on. Give the bucket arms and legs and it’s good to go.

Kinda similar to a Mr. potato head, hahaha. I remember playing with one. Very creative and interesting toy.

The person who came up with that idea probably had countless haters and was told endless negative things.

Everything around you is made up of the same stuff. Everything is made up of “atoms” (moving energy) it’s within us all. A live moving energy.

Expect somehow we were the ones to obtain a conscious of thought.

Not day to day objects like a broom or a blanket.

All things are the same in the end, (energy).

All the things we look at are the same, it’s just some are more improved or “better”

But in the end, it’s all the same.

All of our Graves will be the same size. No matter the life you lived and everything you have accomplished.

Live this life for yourself and not to achieve goals and visions that aren’t even yours in the first place. Just to show off for a few moments. It’s not worth it.

True happiness and love are worth a lot more than quick temporary satisfaction. Only thyself will know what attracts them towards what.

Live this life, how you please, I judge no one. The stuff you possess is all the same stuff in the end.

A car is a car.

A shirt is a shirt.

It’s all the same in the end.

Purchase as you please, Just be a loving and humble person and you’ll be respected. You’ll feel loved.

The possessions don’t define you. Yourself defines you.

To be humble, respecting and loving no matter the possessions you own. That soul is greater than any piece of gold.

I’m not saying people who possess expensive things are bad people. All I ask for is your respect. Respect for respect, it seems pretty fair to me.

Life itself is more priceless than the most “expensive” thing in the world.

Someone or yourself could take your life and there’s no going back. It’s done and official after it happens.

The moment life ends, is the moment it’s over. Appreciate the moments as they’re.

Think before you do something, don’t live life out of ignorant quick thoughts and actions.

Your personality means more than the possessions and self-worth you possess.

It creates you or destroys you.

Have a beautiful day everyone! 🙂

Much love and happiness to this world. I love all souls and beings and only hope for the best.

Goodluck on your journey of life.

 

 

About half way done, you can say.

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Worked on this yesterday. Try to post the day off, when I draw. Got too late and had no time. Rather get extra sleep instead of frantically writing a blog post just because.

You can always do something tomorrow instead of today. If the second day, even happens, don’t promise yourself the second day. It’s only thought and wished upon.

To plan the future but never know the end results. Till acted upon at the exact moment.

I only thought to make this the next day and I did. One task achieved for the day! Try to accomplish the important things crossing throughout your mind. The ones that bring you happiness, not just out of force and hatred. Thoughts within you that are hiding, thoughts you fear to express to the world. Be yourself

Don’t acknowledge the ignorant thoughts or people. Whatever thoughts are most important to you and make you happy will turn out the best in the end. The chaotic thoughts and people will throw you off balance, taking you in the wrong direction.

When posting a color update turns into a philosophical story, hahahaha. Sorry. I’m just being me in this lonesome world that appears before my eyes.

That’s just the way my mind works, everything within it is very detailed. Similar to my art, the pieces of the pieces.

Each person interprets and sees the worlds differently, creating their own story.

Within words hides greater messages, just like in art there’s a message hidden within the picture. Messages are hidden within everything. Listen for them and you’ll hear it at the correct moment in time. You’ll be appreciated that you listened

 

More color added

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This is where I’m at the moment. Thought right now would be a good time to stop and take a picture.

Taking a short break to post, then drawing for a little bit longer.

Having fun with this one. The position of the drawing is interesting, trying my best to separate the colors and shades. To make the image as identifiable as possible.

If you look at each area of the image, your mind will create a picture over time.

 

First colors added

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Here’s the progress of the past day or so. Took a picture before I started working on it tonight.

Taking a break right now to post a picture of my past progress. As of right now, I’m a bit further than this.

Don’t let the colors throw you off. In art, any color can go anywhere. All the colors are the same in the end. If light were taken away or the sun. There would only be black and white. It’s more of the tone in the color than anything else. The pigment

Many are guessing the same thing, don’t second guess yourself, take a look at each detail closely.

The answer will not be given until the end, only hints and ideas will be given towards the answer.

Within your imagination what do you see?

Quote #33

 

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Mental and physical health is more important than any other aspect of life.

That’s either life or death.

to feel your soul or not.

Living or just here.

You’re what you are within and not what you show on the outside.

The outside shows and resembles who you partially are.

We all get assigned a body.

We all have a soul, creating energy throughout each being making the heartbeat.

Each soul looking for a purpose on this earth

A body as we all have a body.

The feelings you have are who you’re.

Not the things you possess or the images your mask shows to the world. The thing underneath the skin and bones. The soul of your being. The words and thoughts that pass and leave your mind. Some thoughts ignored others listened to.

It’s all a disguise.

Show yourself or don’t.

Everything here is before your eyes.

Everyday to put on the same clothes and do the same actions. Similar to a machine or robot.

Humans are more animal-like than anything else. It’s just in the “reality” we live in, its quite difficult to see that.

When you start doing things in the abnormality you’re considered dysfunctional to most. I agree with this as well. I consider myself very dysfunctional.

The life we live is supposed to be growing up, elementary school, middle school, high school, college. University then a job. Then marry and have children. Buy a house and settle down. Get old and die etc….

Anything else than that is considered dysfunction. Not accepted with the outside world.

Any form of art, film, creativity, expression, inventors, creators, dreamers…. etc.

Concludes with some sort of dysfunction. Anything that’s not In the average persons day to day life. Something only very few think of or do.

Dysfunction (Definition)

1 ” not operating normally or properly.”

2 “Deviating from the norms of social behavior in a way regarded as bad.”

The words that pass throughout your mind are you. The thoughts are the real you. The action help as well, some are false some are true.

But is everything real or fake?

The choice is yours.

I choose to show myself, not all will accept your true self. They’ll tell you it’s not you.

But only you will know who you’re.

It’s more important for you to accept yourself than any other thing in the world.

Accept yourself and everything will be aligned.

Accept yourself and you’ll accept everyone else.

Pure happiness and joy will be achieved.

Living life in gratitude.

Calm me as you please, this is only myself. The happiest I can be.

I feel every emotion there is.

I cry and smile and everything throughout.

We all face demons, face them and show them who you’re. Face your fears and don’t ignore them. Fight them like your worst enemy. It’s kinda like fighting a game against yourself. A battle of a bad you and a better you.

Fear is shown in actions and the words you say, we all live in fear. Few face their fears and choose to run away.

Fearful monsters lurk around the corners at all times and attacking at every moment they can.

Your challenge is to defend and fight it off. Become stronger than next time.

It’s like fighting a boss in a video game, try your hardest and kill the thing, hahaha.

Concur and destroy your fears.

Ignore the fear or numb yourself continuously. Face the fear and take every challenge on, till defeat. Don’t give up on yourself. The amount of time is infinite, don’t rush, but defeat and be sly like a fox. Strategy and mindset.

The pain can last for 1 second.

Pain can last for 1 minute.

Pain can last for 1 month.

Pain can last for 1 year.

Pain can last for 10 years.

Any amount of time is the same as the last, the feeling of fighting off a fear is worth more than any other. Or something you achieved through hard work. Something you cannot buy or purchase. But have to work for.

Be in pain forever or temporarily, the choice is yours.

Remember to never give up on yourself.

We all have fears, no person is 100% perfect.

We all have fears of some sort, but we choose to ignore them as if they’re not there. Scars, tears, and rips on the history of the brain. Never to be erased, the present moment not even being appreciated or lived in.

Living in the past or the future, but in reality in the now. Never to live now, but here or later.

The ugly helps you find and create the best you. Turning the dark energy into a greater/brighter energy than before. Learning from the dark and turning it into greatness

Don’t ignore the problem or it will continue to get worse, make a change.

I believe in you.

Choose to show the within you and not the outside you.

Never give up, life’s still here in the palm of your hands.

We all have the tools and things to survive. Well most do, some don’t and that’s unfortunate.

Goodluck to everyone.

The journey never ends until death.

Take every minute slowly and each second.

Appreciate the moment for what it is.

Then you’ll truly appreciate life.

Each reality is different. For each person in a different world and only the individual knows what they feel. Everyone else can think they know, but they don’t.

Only you do.

Don’t give up on yourself.

In the moments you feel like giving up are the moments you’re supposed to fail. When you get up you’re stronger than before. Damaged but stronger.

Get up and up and up, keep falling and falling and falling.

Just never be finished.

Within is who you’re not what’s on the outside of that mask of yours.

Be the shining star you’re, don’t drain yourself of your energy, use it at it’s best.

 

Finished sketch.

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This is the finished sketch. Drawing this was quite sudden. It was a fast decision, the paper was put on the drawing table. The final product was produced in a long but short period. Only took me about 8 hours. But only took one day not a few as usual.

I’ve said this in my past posts. The speed I’m drawing at seems to be increasing slowly but surely. The ease and thoughts disappear and only art is the true focus. When all thoughts are canceled and the only focus is art. You get lost in your own work, finding a place to follow at and you get lost on an adventure.

My best way of explaining it is this. The chair is the beginning of the trail for each time I draw. Imagine a wooden hiking sign, without a name written on it. The name is blank and you create what happens. When the pencil is put on the paper I begin walking down the path, depending on how I feel in each moment determines the path of the route. Places that were seen and actions experienced upon. The actions and things that were seen create the adventure/trail

The whole idea or purpose is to focus like a child and have fun each time I draw, don’t force my legs dragging each step. Enjoy the steps taken and appreciate every scenery exposed to or seen on the trail. That’s the drawing process, the walking down the path, to enjoy it and not force or autopilot it.

Don’t like to boast about myself, but thought I would share this with you. If I can improve my art skills so can you. The results happen right in front of your eyes. This works with everything else as well. Not to say I’m better than you, but to show how anyone can improve at something. It just takes time and effort. In the end, things will slowly add up and make sense. If I were to force and rush each drawing the original beauty will be lost. The true potential won’t be shown. Take it easy but still make sure things are happening

Remember to never give up on yourself, then no progress will be shown. Even if it’s a little amount who cares 1% is greater than -1% any amount is greater. Make each day feel awesome.

With the image being where it’s, what do you see? look at all details and shapes. The possibilities could never end, use that imagination of yours.

 

 

 

New sketch (Almost complete)

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Here is how far I am at the moment. Probably should have stopped sooner to take a picture. Was to in the moments of making the drawing, didn’t want to take a picture till later.

Sorry about that, meant to take a picture sooner. If I could make a flip book of every segment you could watch the sketch build up over time. When I get a camera, maybe I can figure something out like that.

In the process of making this drawing, I’ve noticed my speed keeps increasing every time. My old self would have taken a few days or a while to sketch this. Instead, it took about 3 sessions for today. Still, have a little more time draw after I post. So about 6 plus hours as of right now.

My mind tells me when it’s time for a break, then a new session is started. Usually, last around 2 or so hours each. Unless it’s a day where time is completely lost and hours and hours go by and I forget to eat. Depends on the day.

With where the sketch is at so far, what do your eyes see in the image?

Remember only hints and clues will be given, good luck guessing. Use that imagination of yours to the fullest potential. Anything could be in the image, look closely.

This one is a bit different, having fun with it. Let’s see where this one goes.

 

Quote #32

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The true endeavor is to never give up. Then change and occurrences will happen.

But to continue on every day facing the same actions is much of a nightmare. The adventures and places traveled to are never seen and ignored.

Not on purpose or on accident, but out of 100% fear. The mind playing games, creating anxiety messing with the imagination. Only to think something without knowing the true answer.

Go out there and do things people don’t normally do.

Things that you would never think you would have done.

You learn things about yourself when you change up the whole process.

Listen to the voices within and they will guide you where to go.

There will be multiple voices talking to you. We’ll know what voice is the correct voice.

But we don’t always choose that voice, mostly just ignore that voice and challenge it. But not on purpose, but on accident.

Unknown to what voice to pick, but deep down you know what voice is correct.

Follow the comforting voice and the moments will just pass

Follow the unsure voice and you’ll have a few ideas of where to go.

Follow the voice you know is correct and the adventure will be true love and happiness. Each day will bring something new to look forward too. Every day will be a blessing and lived in gratitude. The present moment will be appreciated. Anything will be possible,

But just never give up.

All of the voices are different each moment, they’re like creatures speaking to you on the corners. The voices will enter from all areas. You will follow creatures’ voices that are more interesting to you. In the moment.

Try to think before following each voice, but not too much.

nor too little.

Like I said don’t create anxiety in the mind. The imagination plays games with you.

Just let the mind wander in thought and think what’s best for you in the end.

What will make you the happiest, little changes can occur and huge differences will occur. In a short period of time and you’ll be surprised by the change.

Find your true self and accept yourself for who you’re.

The voices are your teachers and guide you through life.

similar to the good and the bad. Ying and Yang.

All voices flying from everywhere.

The individual decides to follow one voice out of the 100’s surrounding him/her.

Only 1 is the true self. Don’t think much or think too little.

Your curiosity in this world will bring you down the correct paths.

Follow and listen to your curiosity, but be careful. This life is similar to a movie. Anything can happen at any moment.

Appreciate what you have at the moment. Do things you’ve never thought of and the paths will be easier to follow.

Life’s all about self-teaching and looking at the past. The old you helps create the person you’re today. Try your best to not look at your old self and compare in a bad way, but good. What can you do today, that will create you into a better you than yesterday? Don’t continue to dig the hole deeper. free yourself.

Don’t follow the old paths you hate, but learn from them. Everyday Is a new you, each day is something new to look forward to. It’s like a video game. Make the most fun out of it you can.

Don’t regret and hate this life. Appreciate and love this life.

I send love and happiness to all, thank you for being who you’re.

Your curiosity and imagination will pick and choose your paths.

Good luck everyone, I believe in each and everyone one of you.

There’s no reason you can’t achieve anything, as long as you set your mind and heart to it and never give up any sort of success is on the way.

Don’t do something just for the ending event, it’s more about the process and journey than the end result. There is no end in life it’s never-ending. Don’t fix your mind on success, but growth and your improvement each day.

Succes will just create a delusion in your mind. success is a misunderstood concept. This word is very confusing to me.

To live in the now there is no “success”, but to live in the future there is thought of success, but the present moment is ignored, not even to be focused on. we all succeed in our own ways. It’s just the way you look at it.

Octopus

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Finished up the drawing about an hour ago. I Always clean the image before spraying it. When doing that I check the paper for pencil shavings from the colors and fill in white areas that are easily noticeable.

Whenever a piece is done, I look at it and think it’s never done. Something can always be added or messed with.

I have to stop myself or I would work on one single piece my whole life, hahahaha.

You never know when you’re really done, I guess you’re done when your guts say. “Okay, I think we’re done here now.” hahahaha.

Throughout the process of drawing this, there were endless guesses. Like always, the guesses ranged from, the image I was thinking, things I never thought to be in the image and many more ideas. It’s always enjoyable and interesting when people look at my art.

Sometimes people see things that I never knew were in my art, and it’s just there. It just takes time for my mind to process others ideas and images. I don’t always see what everyone else sees. I try my best to use my imagination and see what the viewers see

I guess anything could be in my art. When there’s no color, the range of ideas is infinite throughout the mind. With color as, well, anything could be in the image too.

It’s all about what the viewer decides to see. They say what you see defines your emotions in a way. How you’re feeling at the moment.

Everyone will see the same exact image, but not necessarily. Depending on the individual the image will be transferred differently. Seeing the same image but in the end, we’ll all look at it differently creating a new story for each one of us.

Let your imagination take over and create a picture for you to see. Don’t hold on, let it be free. Think no thoughts and just focus on the colors and shapes to create a final image.

In this image, I see a colorful octopus.

When looking at this drawing the meaning of it will be different for everyone.

My first thought is freedom or a free-spirited soul. All the colors represent the journey happing within the octopus, crazy looking to most but happy and full of colors being the emotions on the inside. Feeling all emotion that can be felt. From the worst emotions to the best emotions. Every feeling that is possible. Notice how I say that this is the inside of the octopus. It’s the inside that only matters. Each person is like this octopus. All revealing different colors and such. Never to really show, but it’s all within. Being the emotions, creating each individual.

This octopus is on a mission and nothing is in its way, the colors also represent the strength and vitality of the spirit of the octopus.

Like I said before what you see is how you feel emotionally.

Each drawing in a way. After I complete it, I’m the drawing. I feel what the image looks like. The colors represent how I feel at the moment.

I feel like a colorful octopus on a mission and nothings stopping me. I’m riding on a wave at a certain frequency enjoying this journey of life day by day. For each day to bring new endeavors. All challenges accepted to create thyself into the greatest version that’s out there.

Life itself and the experiences you create are the greatest teachers that are out there. Learn and mess up, both are needed. Life’s not a clean and simple paved road, there will be many twists and turns.

Just never lose your balance or frequency, kinda like riding a bike and in the end, everything will be okay. Follow your gut and heart.

I’m this octopus and so are you, it’s just that we will all interpret It differently.

I shared my story. What’s your story? What do you see in this image? There’s no right or wrong, share as you please.