Quote #102

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When I grab a cup.

Am “I” grabbing the cup

Or is the cup grabbing me?

I’d say if I was aware and unanxious.

I would be grabbing the cup.

In anxiety, the cup would be grabbing you.

When I am writing.

Am I writing the writing?

Or is the writing, writing me.

This might be confusing to explain in words.

When I draw.

Am I creating the art?

Or is the art creating me?

Which way is it going?

When someone eats food.

Is that person eating the food?

Or is the food eating them?

Life is quite mysterious and magical if you pay attention to your surroundings.

You might realize we don’t know as much as we think.

How is it that we “know” something.

We “know” what we know because of science and trial/error processes.

Some things happen/occur within this world that seems to be unexplainable.

Words give no clarity sometimes.

Words do nothing.

“You” have to be “there” to “understand” or “feel” what the other person has felt or experienced.

Whenever people begin to argue or debate on a subject.

Usually, I stay quiet and share no opinions of mine.

There is that saying.

Every person has an opinion, every person has an asshole.

We all might think we know what we know.

In all reality what we know is nothing

The “fact” that we are alive is a phenomenon.

To be honest it would have been easier for the universe to do nothing instead of something.

I look at a rock or a leaf.

Within that one rock or one leaf is millions of atoms.

Atoms create the world around us.

You are made of atoms.

Atoms are so small the naked eye can not register to see something so small.

To let this life overtake you.

Being a slave to your mind and body.

To never be the you that is you.

Unless you wish to live this life to your greatest potential.

There is a word called fate.

Another word for fate is destiny.

Do you believe to be in control of your fate/destiny?

Or do you give up on this life and never attempt to become anything or anyone.

Everything is nothing.

Nothing is everything.

Perspective plays a huge role in how you see your reality.

Karma is for sure real.

Some individuals do not understand their karma.

Yes, there is a correct way and an incorrect way to live this life.

Then again there is not a correct way or incorrect way to live this life.

There is no evil or good.

“It” is all a matter of perspective.

Let’s not live this life correcting each other all the time.

Let’s live a life were we uplift each other and inspire each other to become our greatest versions.

To tell another they are going to hell for this or that.

It is no better than you holding a belief you think is real to degrade others putting yourself in a hierarchy.

There is no pedestal.

We are all one species.

We are all one blood.

Blood is thicker than water.

That is unless you bleed gold.

If you bleed gold then maybe just maybe you are higher than others.

Kidding.

Gold is useless.

Life is worth more than gold itself.

“You” can’t take “it” to the grave with you.

Whatever “it” is.

This body isn’t even yours.

You are renting this body out similar to a car.

Attempt your best to not identify with “I.”

The more you begin to stop identifying with “I.”

You will begin to free multiple versions of yourself.

Entering a higher plane of existence.

An existence of freedom and laughter.

An existence of love and higher vibrations.

Instead of a life of rottenness and hatred.

Instead of a life of misery and despair.

Becoming entitled to everything.

Abusing your ego.

That is unless you wish to detach from the image of yourself and begin on the journey of freeing yourself.

Once you “die” in this body your soul transcends elsewhere.

Your body stays here on planet earth to decompose and turn into dirt.

Be in control of your fate/destiny.

Remember to never degrade others for who they are.

Do not tell someone you dislike/hate them.

If you have nothing constructive to say then say nothing.

Do not tell another they are going to hell.

If anything you are going to hell for telling another they are going to hell.

If you use the word hell you must know what it’s like to live in hell.

Are you in heaven or hell right now?

Happiness

Or hatred.

We are all in different pathways of life.

There is me, her, I, etc…

In the end “we” are all the same.

Human.

I suggest whoever is reading this goes within themselves.

If you are “here” right now it is possibly for a “reason.”

A reason that you cannot imagine right now in time.

Would you rather live this life in fear, depression, misery, despair, lonesomeness, etc…

Would you rather live a life of love, happiness, gratitude, appreciation, etc…

The “choice” is honestly on each individual.

People have soooooooooooooo many excuses that their excuses have excuses.

Most rather give up.

Than to strive to be their greatest versions.

Eat bonbons and sit on the couch.

Become fat and have no inspiration.

Climb a mountain barefoot with nothing but the intention of never giving up.

No matter what happens to you.

Never give up.

The challenges in this life are here for you to become your greatest version.

Sometimes bad shit happens.

You aren’t always in control of your surroundings.

One thing for a fact is.

You can control your reaction.

Go within yourself.

Dive deep.

Seek for your greatest version.

Meditate on what it means to be “you.”

Be your own alchemist.

Control the energy within yourself.

If you dont control the energy within yourself.

“Something” else will begin to control you.

Do not live in instinct similar to a wild animal.

Love and care for each other.

Instead of cheating and lying to one another.

Loyalty instead of cheating.

This is not survival of the fittest.

Love your brothers and sisters.

If “youuuuuu” have a problem with someone.

I recommend going within yourself.

Usually, when you have a problem with another there is a deeper problem occurring within yourself.

Bullies have been bullied and need validation.

Accepting oneself is possibly the most challenging thing to do.

Imagine sitting in a dark room all alone with nothing but your thoughts.

Would you fear this person they call “you.”

Would it drive you insane to sit within your psyche?

The voices never stopping only getting worse and worse as the moment passes.

You better begin becoming your greatest version sooner than later.

That is unless you want to give up similar to most individuals.

Give up.

Keep striving.

The choice is yours.

In the end “you” have no one to blame but yourself.

Point that finger at yourself and not another.

You are sick because of yourself.

You are overweight because of yourself.

You live in fear/hatred because of yourself.

All of your suffering is on yourself.

You make yourself suffer.

Stop making yourself suffer.

The truth hurts more than the lies.

Lies are easier to hear than the cold hard truth.

Wake up and see the “light.”

Unless you wish to keep living within the darkness.

Yin and yang.

Yes, there will be both negative and positive energies.

That is inevitable.

Do not have the negative energies overtake your psyche.

If there is a will there is a way.

What “im” trying to say is hard to put into words.

Here I am attempting my best to explain everything I observe.

Question the questions.

Question the “answers.”

All in the end.

“It” was on “you.”

Meditate my fellow brothers and sisters.

Find your higher purpose.

Nature doesn’t even try and look at the beauty that is manifested.

Trust the universe.

Before this life overtakes you and you become another “statistic.”

Live in fear.

Live in love.

The choice is yours.

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I have always thought the same thoughts that are within this photo.

Why do we only rest in peace when we die.

It would be a mistake to not live this life in peace while you are alive at this moment.

To live this whole life, possibly to never live another life after this.

Only to be at “peace” once you die.

That literally makes no sense to me.

To me, that’s like saying.

“Oh, I didn’t attempt my best in this life to become my greatest version. Once I die I can restart.”

what if there is no restart.

Then what?

Was that one life wasted?

I am in heaven right now at this moment.

You are either in a living heaven or a living hell.

Stop making excuses to stop becoming your greatest version

It is easier to be weak and to run away instead of facing adversity.

Life is about overcoming the challenges and not letting the challenges overcome you.

Are you in control of this life or is this life in control of you?

Are you a weak minded individual or a strong-minded individual.

Life is about the challenges and through the challenges you become your greatest version.

If you are handed things your whole life.

Life will be quite difficult.

I am not a “duty” person.

I do believe you need to be challenged every day though.

I am talking about “skill”, not a “job.”

What I mean is.

You need to enjoy what you are doing each and every day.

If you find no purpose or value in what you are doing.

I recommend you adjust your schedule and figure out what “fits” you the best.

Life is always on a constant wave of progress.

You can never be “succeeding” every moment of every day.

There will always be a constant wave of energy.

Moments of ups and downs at all moments.

It is just how you “respond” to each moment that matters the most.

How you “respond” to certain situations shows who you truly are as a person.

Let me ask you again.

Are you a weak minded individual or a strong-minded individual?

To live in a living hell.

To live in a living heaven.

The choice is yours…

QUOTE #1 REPOST (NEW ADDITION)

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Life is quite simple.

There are the trees and there is a sun.

The water flows down the stream.

The sky possesses gusts of wind from time to time.

They say twenty-four hours are in a day.

Without the concept of time.

Twenty-four hours could be a lifetime or possibly 4 minutes.

We only know what we know because of what we are told.

What we “know” is it to be “true” or to be “false.”

Life’s outcome is in your control, but not 100%.

The universe is in more control than anything.

All you need to stay alive is the energy of love.

I might be just a kid.

With just a pencil.

But that kid.

With just a pencil.

Feels many emotions and has much to express to others.

I wish for the negativity to stop and the love to increase.

Being an artist you throw yourself into this world.

Everything from your inner self released to the outside world.

Your “true self” is 110% exposed.

Expressing all most everything I feel and everyone knows the “true” me.

Being my “real self.”

To create art.

You have to step outside your own boundaries and mind.

Step outside of the box you are already within.

When you step outside of the box you are in.

Growth is developed.

There is a lot out there. More than the world you live within.

Remember anything is possible just don’t give up on yourself.

Doubt and fear are your greatest challenges.

Facing your fears helps you grow into a greater you.

Ignoring your fears leads you down the depths of a never-ending tunnel.

To find the light or to live within the darkness forever.

You manifest everything one way or another.

Even if you think you don’t.

You are everything and all things at once.

But then again, not.

Everything is the perception of the mind.

Being an artist is quite imaginary and delusional.

Talking to yourself and creating never-ending ideas within your mind.

Expecting others to be interested.

Without knowing there lies a message and intention in everything.

Even if you don’t intend to create an intention or purpose. You do.

Within the roots of each human. Each individual shows their true self.

The inner self is never shown unless expressed.

I am the happiest kid alive.

All I need is a pencil and I can entertain myself for an infinite amount of lifetimes.

Life is quite simple and easy.

It is just the energy you put into the world.

You get the same energy back that you put into this world.

Negative attracts negative.

Positive attracts positive.

Then again.

Negative and positive are both needed to understand the difference between the two.

We need both negative and positive to live.

I recommend nothing but the power of love.

Be proud of the person you are. The value of thyself, and not the worth.

I rather save 1 billion souls than obtain 1 billion dollars.

Energy never dies.

Numbers are infinite and never end.

The numbers never end, so your happiness will never start.

If all you depend on is the numbers.

It will be similar to following a never-ending path.

Numbers can never make you happy.

Saying that your happiness with never start.

Or begin.

Begin your journey of happiness now or regret each and every moment of life.

I send positivity and love to each soul reading this.

Create nothing but positive energy. Ignore the hatred from others.

Attempt your best to resist joining the negative mindset of others.

Be the best you that you can be.

Much love!

Quote #53

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This quote came to me after I finished meditating.

I’ve been thinking about this thought for the longest time. It has been a week or two. Now is the time I’ll share what I’m thinking at the moment. I’ll attempt my best to explain this as clearly as I can.

Let’s say I have a mirror in my pocket.

With this mirror at any given moment, I can reflect this mirror on someone.

I mentioned this analogy with a few people I know.

With my own thinking and others thoughts as well. This is what we came up with. I’ll share a scenario of ideas.

Let’s say a person is being ignorant and full of hatred without understanding. This person is making a fool of themselves. What they are doing, they probably don’t wish to see. An embarrassing act you can say.

Imagine If they saw their own reflection.

If you were to hold a mirror towards the ignorant person. They would possibly do one of these actions.

1. The person will be so confused they will have no idea what is going on. They’ll just question what you’re doing.

2. This person would smash the mirror and come after you. Becoming angrier than before.

3. Possibly the person would look in the mirror and realize what thyself is doing.

4. The person would just keep doing what they’re doing. To ignore the mirror.

There are infinite possibilities that could happen. These 4 just seemed to fit best in my mind.

The reason why I bring this up, self-love.

Do you love yourself? Are you proud of thyself?

No one is perfect, we’re all on a different journey. It only matters if you have improved from yesterday. Are you happier today compared to yesterday? Pleasent with where you’re in life.

Don’t rush everything or life will become quite hectic or chaotic.

I’m no health or mind expert. This is nothing but my imagination talking to me. The things I say might not relate to you. Or possibly something I’ve said does relate to you.

Here are some things I have to say.

You can manifest anything you wish.

Everything comes from within.

You’re in control of your thoughts and energy. Everything you do will create this life of yours. Past. present and future.

It’s more of a challenge against thyself than a challenge against the world.

Humans are the ones creating the hatred and all the earth has to offer is love.

Love holds the strongest vibration out of all emotions.

A state of mind with love will be the happiest out of them all.

Thyself is more important and then the world comes second. Attempt at your best to keep a stable mind. Don’t lose your mind within this world.

Be the greatest version you wish to be and others will join you in the process,

The universe is always ready for new people to join in the journey of love.

It just takes thyself to come to this realization.

Invest your time and energy into things that will benefit you as a person. Instead of using negative energy towards things that will drain you as a person.

Fear is nothing but the doubt of thyself.

Only thyself knows this, no one else does.

In the end, when humans talk to each other it’s nothing but two reflections talking to each other.

A person and then another person. That’s all I see. Two people. Everyone is human to me and separation isn’t needed.

The things that separate us is our ways of thinking and the philosophies we believe.

Individuality is rare.

We can all get along with each other.

Anger just adds more flames to the Co-existing fire. Bad idea.

The way you make others feel about themselves tells a lot about you.

Have an ego, but don’t use it in hatred, but instead with love.

The definition of hatred and love is different for each person.

The definition of everything is different for everyone.

We all think alike, but we’re all completely different. Tricked into looking all the same.

We’re all vibrating at a different level. Some can be hurt more than others. All of us don’t possess a thick skin.

Emotion is okay to show, don’t hide from emotion. let every ounce out and express yourself in some form or way.

If you wish to change.

Doing the same thing over and, over but expecting different results is quite crazy and foolish.

It just won’t work.

You can force life and try everything you want, but remember to not stress life.

Life just happens and all time is the same.

The only constant is change.

Trial and error, see what works the best for thyself.

To succeed is to fail. You have to fail to know what you’re doing. There’s no failure it’s just a weird word for learning.

If you let thyself destroy thyself the world has taken you.

If you live the dream of the life you wish to manifest you beat the world.

The game of life

You didn’t “fail.”

So let the world take you down or have thyself stand up and take the world on.

The world isn’t after you. More like you’re after yourself.

Just be at peace and don’t harm others in the process of living this life.

Not all souls will agree with you, but that is okay. Become thyself, and not a self-programmed individual.

Express your ideas in this world and be the greatest you that you can be.

All you have to be is to be.

This might sound quite ridiculous.

Everything happens for a reason.

This reason might be unknown at the moment. With more time the answer will be found.

Don’t rush this process, but let it be.

Use nothing but the energy of love and only love.

If so, this life will be a great life.

To live life in hatred will attract a negative life.

Remember to never give up.

Keep on breathing and have a smile on that beautiful face of yours.

People will either drain you of your energy or inspire you and help you to create more positive energy.

Choose these people Wisely and with intent.

Life is beautiful and so are you.

Just take it one day at a time and you’ll make it in the end.

Keep things simple within that complex mind of yours and the mind will be calmer than you can imagine.

A simple life is a happy life full of love and greatness.

let the moment swift you of your feet. Let the moment strip you of your identify or use all the energy from within to push yourself to keep on going.

Just keep on going, just keep on going………

If something happens it was supposed to happen. Will you let it defeat you, or will you let it build and create you?

Much love.

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Make the best of this life, that you can. You’ll never know when death takes you.

It could be any minute or moment.

Right this second you could possibly die, no one knows the future. Only ideas of the past create the present as in “Now”. Statistics are false in a way, it’s predicting a false reality of the future. Maybe close, but not 100% correct.

Most of everything is not 100% real, but like always we all continue like nothing is wrong.

This is my thought.

Everyone is a “Mercedes” within, its just there’s this thing called fear and laziness hiding within your soul.

In a cage and the key is nowhere to be found.

On the outside of the cage.

Your fearful self is looking for the key wishing you were out of this encaged mental slavery within your mind.

The things on the outside of the cage are who you truly are. The things within the cage, are all the things that are fake about you.

The things you regret about yourself. The thoughts you wish to tell the world, but most fear to speak. Reflections of yourself, you’re not proud of.

It’s like all the creatures and demons you wish to send away are hanging out with you all the time. Never to leave, a neverending mind destroyer.

True peace, love, and happiness are on the outside of this cage.

When the time is correct when you feel as if the time is right. Only you will know not anyone else.

The doors will open automatically, with energy. It will read your conscious state of mind.

When your conscious state of mind is set free, so are you.

All the worries disappear. Anxiety is throw out the window. You live in the “Now”.

Set yourself free, or continue to be locked up in your cage of emotions.

Break free of this cage and you will show your true potential to the world.

All it takes is a little effort and time, eventually, you’ll see the results and never give up.

Then it’s like a continuous video game every day. There’s something new to look forward to every day. Something new to learn.

It’s time to shed the old skin off and create the best version of yourself “now”.

Any time is better than later.

Free this cage, or let fear and laziness consume your soul from the inside out.

Your mind is a reflection of yourself.

Have a loving and peaceful intuition in this world.

Believe in destiny and fate. Believe that anything is possible at any moment. Believe what you’re doing is the best version of thyself.

Start to believe things that make no sense to you but you. Then you’ve reached a whole new level of consciousness. This freedom is very “different”.

No one else has to understand yourself. It’s only thyself who has to understand thyself.

The smart and intelligent ask questions, but the wise and patient just listen and ponder. Ironic for me to say that, as I’m speaking now.

Oops, it’s happening. Attack me now, something I said probably has offended you. We will not all agree on the same terms, it doesn’t mean we have to start a war of some sort.

I’m neither wise or intelligent, all I do is repeat things I’ve heard. Most things are copied. Many are confused when I say this. Look at life and think about that. Is everything, a copy? Nothing original.

With art, it gives you a freedom like no other. Originality is infinite. Art is in all different forms. Everything is art. There’s no reason to hate. Unless you’re a hater of thyself. Then hate arises at all different moments. Happiness lies within everyone, it just might be hard to find the beauty of their perception. We all look at life differently.

Only a hater hates something to hate. Be a lover and not a hater. With hate and hate, nothing more, but a forest fire will occur. If you keep your chill, and so does the other. Maybe something peaceful and beautiful will arise. Just kinda how art is created.

Is it that hard to move on and accept everyone for who they’re? Or does a war of some sort always have to happen? Seems to be, what a great example for the children. Mother earth would not be proud of where we’re at right now. Within evil, there’s a form of beauty, but an ugly form. Everyone is the devil and everyone is similar to the light. Ying and yang, darkness and lightness.

Beauty and torture lie within each soul. The outside is just an exterior. Not the interior, no one sees the interior. The inside matters more than this fake external world. Take care of yourself before anything else in this external world, the way of “taking care of yourself” is different for each individual

Your curiosity in this world will lead you to many places. Find what makes your heart and soul spark and stick with those things.

Don’t confuse yourself with something being a “pleasure” or “pain”. Good or bad. They’re both the same in the end. It’s just the perspective of the individual.

Harm or love.

This very moment the world is ending, in all different aspects.

This is a never-ending question that goes through my mind. Who is this “I”. I’m not this label, I just use the word “I” to be clear with people. Otherwise, I don’t like the attention. Just used “I” a few times. Hope someone understands what “I” just said.

Sure you might explain who this “I” is we speak of. But I don’t know who this “I” we speak of is.

I use the word “I” all the time, but who really is this “I”?

Life is quite the illusion.

Life is how you vision it and how you imagine. This is your life and no others.

Go out in the world and accomplish crazy things.

Mess up and learn.

If you play this “game” of life comfortable and safe. You might regret the time you spent here.

It’s in the times where you’re struggling and keep failing. When you feel like giving up is when you become stronger. That’s the way it works. The universe is quite tricky.

Without bad things, you wouldn’t know what the good things are. Appreciate the crazy and the good.

Saying all that I have said, most decide to ignore problems or issues and this “game” lags in energy and emotion.

It’s as if we’re all “here” but in reality, no one is here.

Become the greatest version of yourself and you’ll be proud of the outcome.

Imagine if you put 1 year. 365 days and each day you do something to become a greater person.

It’s not that hard it’s just this thing called “fear” and “laziness”.

But in reality, everything we come up with is just another excuse for the excuse we already created upon that excuse.

This sounds quite crazy, but this is the way I look at freedom or insecurity.

Just be yourself in this world and nothing else and everything will be aligned.

If not and you’re unpleasant and unhappy, well you played the game the wrong way.

Living in regret and now the only thing you have is to look at the past and compare. This is probably the biggest mistake thyself could have ever decided.

Don’t be the person who looks back and regrets every action and moment of life.

Trust me it’s worth all the energy and suffering to accept yourself.

After you accept yourself and everyone else around you.

Then that’s the moment you’re set free from this matrix game. Some may call it being “Enlightened”. But that’s just a fancy word for another word called “happiness”.

There are so many words and definitions. All being the same in the end. A level 1 word than a level 10 word. Sure a definition might “define” something. But don’t let a definition create you. Create originality. It’s all the same in the end, don’t worry so much.

Just keep a smile on that beautiful face of yours. No one is perfect, but we can all only try our best.

Do what is best for you. Don’t do, just to do, but do to accomplish something and look forward to the end result. The future is here and “now” it’s just most don’t see it. Hence why I said “now”, because all time is ” now” It’s here thyself just gave up.

Don’t give up on yourself!!!

I believe in you, no soul is a perfect soul. Even the perfect souls don’t happen to be perfect. It might just look like it. Remeber, I said the internal is everything real and the external is much of a false reality.

Don’t confuse the two. One posses a greater energy force than the other. ((LOVE))

Excuse after excuse after excuse.

It’s time to start now……

Peace and love to this tragic but beautiful world. Much beauty lies within you, it’s just hard to see at the moment. Sorry for what all we have done. Maybe one day we can repay you.

Have a beautiful night, look up into the sky and look at the stars.

Tonight might be the last night to ever take sight. I won’t give up on you world, but please don’t give up on me. Hold on to us corrupted humans and maybe you’ll see the beauty within us. It’s just hiding within the future. Hopefully, we have something to show for our existence besides all of this corruption. Possibly the extinction of each life, each creation destroyed all the animals along with it. Everything possible and it’s all gone forever.

I send much love and happiness to everything and everyone.

And only wish for the best.

Multi Dimensional Cactus landscape.

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Here is the final and complete painting. I had a lot of fun creating this one.

The feel with paint is a lot different than colored pencils. More child like and less weight on the paper. More free you can say.

When thinking about popular or well known art pieces usually they are paintings. I think I know why, it makes sense in my mind. The canvas cost quite a lot. paint is expensive. Paintings just seem to value more in general. That could be why. Looking at paintings up close is very interesting. you can see every stroke and emotion put into the canvas.

With a drawing you can’t really see where the person started or the strokes, but still as interesting. Don’t get me wrong.

I wish I could paint more after making this, in the painting mood now. Only if I could not care and paint on canvas after canvas. I’ll start painting on things besides canvas, it’s a thought hahaha.

This is a painting of a few cacti, in a field. If you look closely at all the details and colors, using your imagination. You can create a solid picture. I will not tell you what I have painted in the background. That’s for you to create within your mind. What would the purpose of art be if you were given the answer every time.

The guesses for this painting were all over the place Like usual. A few people had a very intricate description of what they saw. On the previous posts. Very good eyes you have, artists see alike.

Your assignment is to look at this painting and create whatever picture you want in your mind.

If you don’t see a cactus at all or anything else. That’s okay, all I ask for is for you to enjoy my work.

If all you happen to see is a bunch of crumpled up colors so be it. Anything is possible. like I always say, my art is neither correct or incorrect. It’s whatever the viewer imagines.

I can say everything I want, but it won’t matter in the end. because you won’t see what I see. You only see what you see. We’ll all see different colors, shapes and figures.

Goodluck.

 

An array of colors.

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Right here seemed to be a good spot to stop and take a picture.

There’s just enough left to paint where I think I’ll have it done next time I post. Not going to rush this, as normal. Taking my time.

With the style I have, the figures and shapes might be difficult to make up. That’s where your imagination kicks in and you stand back and take a look for yourself.

What do you see? The way I paint this isn’t really correct or incorrect, not sure how to explain it. Thinking everyone will understand.

Look closely at the colors and think of objects that happen to be those colors. After that the colors turn into solid shapes. Creating the picture you see in front of your eyes.

But then again, if I draw something not its original color. You’ll never know. The ideas and answers can go on forever. Find one that fits best with you, and stick with it.

The colors and shapes are different for all of us. It’s just how you interpret the picture.

I could explain every little detail in this painting, but if I were to do that it would take a century.

There’s no answer in art, so don’t look for one. Paint as you please and the picture will start making itself in the moment. Be anxiety free and breath. Eveything will be okay in the end.

At times I feel like I’m racing myself to finish the painting, but when I think of an answer, there’s none. Put this into perspective. The moment you create the picture, is the same moment you completed the picture. All moments are the same. So in reality there’s no rush it’s all created in the imagination. To confuse the mind is quite easy, be careful.

Just relax and paint, out of rushing and greed. I’ll ruin the true potential of each piece I make. To never show what I truly have hidden within me.

Enjoy the picture how you please, use that imagination of yours and start bending it around in all different positions.

 

Paint added to the canvas.

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When I applied the first stroke of paint to the canvas, I was feeling iffy on how this will turn out.

Like I said before It has been around 1.5-2 years. Haven’t painted something since I’ve been in high school. Don’t have random canvases and paints laying everywhere. I wish I did, maybe one day.

For art being such an expensive subject. Materials can be costly. Which is very ironic in a way, the starving artist saying. No money, but still somehow can afford expensive art supplies over food.

Never really understood why art materials cost so much, but then again, it makes total sense in the end.

Whenever making art I try my best to apply the rule of no anxiety and just Create. I can’t have a second voice in my mind while painting. The painting just needs to be painted without second and third guessing.

Paint, breath and hope for the best outcome. Never give up, but don’t put too much work into your work. Just the perfect amount where you can go at a constant jog and feel comfortable.

Saying that, here I continue painting this and the future will give us an answer.

As of right now I’m feeling decent about where I’m at. It takes a while of filling in the colors and pieces till everything makes sense. using the style I use under certain moments my eyes get very strained with all the lines and colors.

When that happens, I have to take a moment to breath and realize everything is okay. To paint under pressure isn’t to even paint at all, but similar to forcing a job/duty that you don’t even enjoy. Destoying the purpose of true art.

Use love when creating art not tension and anxiety.

As of right now, what do you see in the image above?

Thank you everyone, have a great evening!