QUOTE #61 REPOST (NEW ADDITION)

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Do not let the darkness blind you.

Instead, use the energy within yourself to expand your horizons.

The more energy within your experiences.

The more you learn and expand the mind.

Look on the brighter side.

The way you think and react to a situation.

Is more important than how others will think and react.

Without much experience, there would be no experiences to be experiencing.

Live this life, how you wish to live.

If others judge you.

In the end, they are doing nothing but judging themselves.

When you become “negative” or “angry”.

No one has “won” the battle.

Both have lost in the end.

If you lose your inner peace, harmony, self, and love for others.

You have done nothing but manifested an “error” into this life.

When you mess up in your actions.

Failing instead of learning.

That is okay.

Both failing and learning are needed.

There was an error, but at the same time, there was no error.

Failing is learning.

Learning is failing.

Both are relative and completely the same.

Technically there is no learning or failing just the perception of oneself.

Ignore living life in negativity and despair.

If you live a pessimistic life.

Expect nothing but an emotional roller coaster of a ride.

There is one “rule” when living this life.

Ignore hurting others in this game of “life.”

If you love yourself there will be no reason to be hurting others.

Often at times, people lack love within themselves.

The reason in my eyes why individuals act out.

Deals with the individuals’ ego/soul.

There is a lack of self-love within the soul.

When the soul is confused the ego acts out.

Possibly this individual feels an envy towards another.

Some people become very jealous of others.

If you are jealous this you is not you.

All you have to do is be.

Be and you will find your soul.

There is no destination in life.

Be yourself and that is it.

We are never taught in school how to be “ourselves.”

In school, everyone was taught the same curriculum.

I was never taught how to be “myself” in school.

Brainwashing education.

To do nothing but make us fools.

I never learned about peace or love.

I never learned how to deal with my emotions.

I never learned how to look within myself to hear what my soul has to say.

Thyself is ignored most of the time in this world.

We live in the external world more than the internal world.

We need both the external and internal world.

Just how we need both learning and failing.

Everything is relative.

The closest thing to me that I learned.

Was “art.”

The perception of art to the average individual.

Seems to be ignorant and lacks emotions/empathy.

The stereotypical artist is “Starving.”

We live in a world of nothing but labels.

The labels mean more than the actual energy.

I am obviously joking.

The energy within matters more than anything.

Labels are not always “correct.”

What does “correct” even mean?

The fact there is a meaning and definition of every word.

Makes no sense in my eyes.

Nothing makes sense.

But everything makes sense at the same time.

Ever since birth, we have been “programmed” to think one way.

That one way is whatever way your upbringing raised you.

If you are being yourself and experience no connection to others.

Do not worry that does not mean you are in the wrong about who you are.

If your puzzle piece does not fit the world.

Create and manifest your own reality into existence.

It is wiser to be closer to thyself.

Then to have one hundred friends.

Lacking love within yourself.

If you lack love within yourself.

it is time to look within and hear what your soul has to say.

Anything is possible.

That is only if you believe.

Manifest nothing but beauty.

Will you be a believer within thyself or a nonbeliever?

Most live within the box they are living in.

Never experiencing other boxes beside their own box.

Recently I have decided to go on this journey of learning “thyself.”

This society will attempt to rob you of your identity.

Taking the you within yourself away from the you that is within you.

You need to become the you that is within you.

Instead of a you someone tells you to be.

Ignore becoming a you that is not you.

Do not live through your past.

Have an optimistic perception towards life.

Feel the energy flowing throughout thyself.

This journey will be fun and exciting if you are with thyself.

If you are not with thyself.

This journey will be quite a negative experience.

Nothing but a negative reality will be manifested into your life.

In the end, if you wish to be someone else besides the you that is you.

Look within your soul and listen to what your soul has to say.

Life is 10 percent here.

The other ninety percent is what you manifest into your reality.

All the pain and suffering helps you find yourself.

The real you.

Without a form of struggle, you have no room to grow and evolve into a stronger you.

There is this saying. It goes along the lines of this.

“Life isn’t rainbows and unicorns.”

Anyone can manifest something as beautiful or similar.

It just takes a bit of digging deep down within your soul.

Use the energy of love.

The darkness will manifest itself into the light if done correctly.

Do you ever sit in the darkness?

Listening to your own thoughts and soul.

The thoughts you normally run and hide from.

These thoughts you hear are either your thoughts.

Or thoughts of another from a past or future experience.

These are the thoughts you fear to let out of your mind and into reality.

All of these thoughts are you, but you just keep ignoring them.

The best way to release energy is with positive intentions.

Do not bring others down in the process.

If you bring others down to raise your ego for a moment.

I recommend looking within your own soul and hearing what your soul has to say.

Instead of that ego that is named “I.”

listen to your soul my friend.

Over time ignoring all the negative thoughts can have a huge impact on you.

Do not drain yourself of your energy.

Instead spread more love and ignore the hatred within this world.

Imagine sitting in a room all alone.

With every experience and thought hiding within the depths of your mind.

All it takes is a moment to think back and “remember” something.

Yes, all of what you are thinking has happened, but then again not.

All you possess is the now.

You are the now and all there is, is the now

Let’s all grow up and put our adult diapers on and start treating each other with respect.

The golden rule.

“Treat others how you want to be treated.”

I was taught this in kindergarten.

Then again everyone does not want to be treated the way you treat yourself.

This is basically the only thing I remember from school.

The rest was how to build an ego and how to sell your soul for the dollar.

As well as the history of how our people never made peace.

Or attempted to make peace.

Money is necessary but you should not sell your soul for a piece of gold.

Life itself is richer than gold.

You can die and your soul will drift off to wherever that is.

If you were to have one billion dollars you could never buy a soul back from the dead.

Once dead.

You are dead.

The only riches in life I see is life itself.

If every person in the world lived the same life as every “rich” person. We would need up to 7 worlds. Possibly 8.

Ignore following the crowd. Be yourself.

Be your own leader.

Be the real you. Instead of acting in your ego twenty-four hours a day.

You are better off keeping your opinions to yourself.

Unless you are spreading positive intentions.

People have told me art is “unrealistic” or is a “hobby.”

Well, I appreciate the respectful “answer.”

Maybe these people are “unrealistic.” Or maybe these people are a hobby of thyself, and cannot stop having an opinion about everything.

The ego is a burden.

There is a difference between constructive criticism and the projection of the ego.

The soul possesses nothing but respect and love.

It honestly breaks my heart that people and their opinions have created all of us to separate into groups of people.

In this society, we are quite diverse.

There seem to be endless “labels.”

We are all one.

Is the you that you think you are. The real you.

Look at yourself.

Literally.

Go to the mirror closest to you and look within the mirror.

You may have a few moments to walk up to a mirror.

Go ahead, are you scared of your own reflection?

What do you feel within?

What energy do you feel?

Is the energy false or real?

I will never know this and only you will.

We can all judge, but who really knows anything.

There must be a gatekeeper to all the answers of life.

With all the knowing going on, hahahaha.

The energy you put into this world can harm and impact others.

Mostly thyself.

Energy never dies.

Energy is only transferred.

If you spread negative energy to an individual.

This negative energy will have to transcend elsewhere.

Expanding your negativity within yourself.

As well as transcending negative energy into another soul that did not ask for your negative energy.

There are multiple ways an individual can respond to a “negative” situation.

One can expand the negativity and create more negative energy using nothing but ego.

Another way to handle negative energy.

Is to look within thyself, not the ego.

Think to yourself.

Why is this individual so angry and upset.

Possibly this individual lacks love within themselves.

All you have to do is spread more love in a negative situation.

Just smile and be yourself, hahahaha.

If someone is being negative towards you.

Act out in a positive way.

The individual that is full of negativity will have no idea how to respond.

When they are received with something they do not expect.

The energy you transfer to someone can end up with a life or death situation.

We are not all rocks and emotionless similar to some souls.

Some people are full of emotions others not so much.

All you have to do is face your emotions head-on.

If you ignore your emotions this you that they say is you is not you.

Mental illness is increasing lately.

I am thinking it is the egos of others.

Destroying others and bringing them down.

I do not say this with ignorance.

Bringing up awareness.

With no positive energy.

It seems as if nothing will turn out well.

You can turn the negative energy into positive energy. Improving the mindset
Some people decide to mix negative energy with negative energy multiplying the negativity.

Then people go to alternative energy sources.

Usually, people do not attract positive things when absorbing negativity.

In a very negative mindset, you could possibly be attracted towards things that drain and suck the pure energy out of your soul.

Self-harm.

Cutting.

Suicidal thoughts.

Depression.

Pills.

Bullying

Anger issues.

The list goes on forever.

Not sure if I am the only one seeing all of this negativity and everyone else is faking their life.

I feel as if most individuals are so caught up in their own life.

That the negativity that occurs is not acknowledged.

People live in their egos when they want attention.

The soul is at the heart center where everyone can connect and relate.

Do you ever think of the individuals that are in need of care?

People are starving, homeless, have no parents etcetera…….

While most people have a “world problem” of some sort.

There are actual world problems going on.

People who have everything are in more need of help than those who need help.

In this society, we are the “fast food” generation.

We want more and the faster we obtain something the better for the ego.

If all you do is take and take and take.

You will never learn how to give to others.

Or learn how to love others.

I always think of the individuals who have “nothing.”

When I say “nothing” I do not mean money.

I mean the lack of love some people possess in their soul.

Possibly everyone just accepts everything for how it is and we all continue living in this hell of a life.

To live in the constant cycle or to not live in the constant cycle.

With peace in the mind, life will not feel similar to hell.

We have everything but act as if we have nothing.

Money defines nothing.

Money holds the same value as words.

Words are the money to language.

There is a lot of beauty in the world as well.

The negativity is pointed out more than the positivity.

I do not mean to say this in a negative way.

Just a perspective to think about.

A negative life would be similar to living in hell.

Heaven would be something positive. Who knows if either one exists.

Let’s think of the “now” instead of thinking about where we go when we die after this.

Everyone looks forward to the future, but not even the now.

Life is priceless and all we possess is the now.

I really wish you were here man, and that you did not take your life.

I miss you and regret not “helping” you when you needed it.

I saw and felt the energy and did not bother to help you.

I am sorry my friend.

Wherever you are, I love you man.

I wish I could see you one last time, but never again…….

A really close friend of mine would have been twenty-one years of age this year.

He took his life in such a tragic way.

Thinking I better not explain any details.

The negative actions some manifest in this world.

Are not meant, but seem to be meant.

Sometimes the best “answer” is a big fuzzy warm hug.

Instead of war, ego and hatred.

We need love and empathy.

Ego is a not our best friend.

Ego is not our amigo, jahahaahahah. 😉

I am my dead friend and so are you.

We are all reflections of each other and that is it.

I do not know the root reason to why someone would take their life.

If you were to say you have never thought about dying or suicide.

Possibly you would be lying.

I feel as if we all have felt like leaving before.

Only a few have listened to the thoughts and have confessed to thinking about dying.

Become a greater you than who you were yesterday.

Do not compare thyself to anyone.

Do not have opinions destroy you.

Be your strongest version and everything will be okay in the end.

One love brother and I hope I can meet you one day again wherever you are.

Negative energy seems to be everyone’s main focus.

Everything is right in front of us, but we act as if the shades are on and nothing is happening.

In the end, your energy comes back to you one way or another.

All the energy you put into this world will manifest back to you one way or another.

Positive or negative.

Decide to be positive and do not use your ego to tell everyone what is up.

Let people live their lives and treat them with respect.

Unless someone is physically or mentally harming you there is no reason to create negative energy.

Possibly you feel envious, jealousy, resentment or an emotion of unfairness or insecurity.

If you feel any emotion that is not with your soul.

Ignore feeling that emotion.

Remember to be the you that is you.

If this you is not you.

Then you might attack others and feel insecure about thyself.

Spreading more negative energy in the world.

Correcting other for their actions.

Putting yourself in the spotlight, acting similar to a fool yelling over yourself.

Hearing all the vibrations and words of thyself.

You are the center of attention.

Take it easy and move on with the day.

We all understand your message.

You are full of hatred and everything is negative in your perception.

Imagine having nothing but the air you breathe and that is it.

A person who has nothing has everything.

Everything is nothing

Nothing is everything.

Be proud of thyself reflection.

If you are uncertain of your reflection.

Then it is possible that you might bring others down with you.

Your “opinion/voice” could ruin or create someone.

In the end, it is nothing but an opinion of thyself being said to another.

Do not have your opinions within yourself create thyself.

Instead, have your actual energy of a person create you.

The love and hatred aspect.

The energy you put into this world means more than anything else.

Not material, possessions or ego.

Show and represent yourself

The child within.

Embrace the real you.

Instead of hiding behind a mask and fake persona.

Attempt to ignore what others will think about you.

The fake you is here the real you is nowhere to be near.

Are you, the real you or fake you.

When you have nothing and sit with your own thoughts in the silence.

That is the real you.

Not the ego you are living within each and every day.

People have an opinion about everything besides themselves.

When it comes to thyself most run in fear and ignore what is directly in front of them.

You are within your brain or “consciousness.”

The mind

This body is your body, but you do not possess this body.

Then you have a soul.

Mind.

Body.

Soul.

The center of the world is you, but then again not.

You are in the center of your ego. There is no ego, just an illusion of one.

The ego is not a physical object.

The ego is an imaginary image put into someone’s mind defying who they are.

Most defend their ego.

I have learned in this journey to never use the ego.

The ego does not get you far into reality.

Besides everyone disliking you.

You see yourself right in front of thyself.

What your eyes see and interpret somehow create the person you are today.

We are mostly from the internal world than anything else. Our soul.

You cannot see your reflection unless you have a mirror or water.

A lot of souls walk around in an illusion of hierarchy.

Imagine a world where we had no money and we lived with our morals instead.

Our energy holds a greater value than our ego.

Would you be proud of who you are or be disappointed?

A proud moral or a disappointed moral.

No one is perfect and neither am I.

You have the choice to live in love or fear.

Live through your dreams or live comfortably and without challenge.

Do not fear to be yourself.

Fear that others will not attempt to be their greatest version.

Do not think you are the best.

No one is….

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Quote #67

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I often hear people saying that they sacrifice this for that.

What are they sacrificing?

Is this life living you or are you living it?

To sacrifice yourself is to be a slave to yourself.

Everything should be done with the intention of acting in love.

With love, there are no sacrifices in life.

Life itself sacrificed itself for you to be here.

Let’s have all the sacrificing stop.

From this day on.

Let’s use nothing but the power of peace, love, and unity.

Everything is within your mind.

Perception is everything.

All words have a different meaning or definition.

Each individual interprets or understands each definition differently than the person to the left or right of them.

We all think completely alike, but then again completely different.

Your surroundings and the energy attracted to each individual.

Creates thyself.

Without yourself, there is no self to find.

Is this “you” that they call you.

The actual you that you seek for?

If not.

It is time to start “sacrificing” each and every moment in life.

When I say this I don’t mean to “give up” each moment.

Instead, I mean it is time to attempt to become your greatest version.

Look within yourself and see who you truly are.

Use nothing but love in each moment.

After you know who you truly are.

Everything stops becoming a sacrifice.

Instead, each moment of life is lived in appreciation and gratitude.

Imagine if life itself was never here.

You can “sacrifice” all the time you want when you are dead.

Don’t have any excuses to not be at your full potential.

In the end, if you don’t become your greatest version.

The best that you can be.

You did nothing but “sacrifice” yourself.

This life was sacrificed.

And in the end, you did nothing to prove yourself to this world.

To prove yourself doesn’t mean to outperform other individuals.

Instead to live life in love and zero regrets.

To live the perfect life in “utopia.”

And to never regret a moment in life.

They say about 99.99% of people regret each moment in life.

Is this life lived in “sacrifice” or love?

To live in love is to never regret any moment that passes.

To sacrifice each moment in a negative way.

Is to never enjoy life at your greatest potential.

All of this might be quite confusing to some individuals.

At times I confuse myself with my own thoughts.

My thoughts are just as abstract as the art I create.

I didn’t decide to create all of these words or the art.

Life itself did.

I could say that I sacrificed each and every moment for my art.

But no I actually loved and enjoyed each and every moment.

There was no sacrifice.

Instead, there was 100% growth.

Every step matters, even if it is just a baby step. Remember there is no end to the universe.

In saying that. There is no end to you.

Become your greatest version you wish to be and live life in love.

Or toss in the towel and sacrifice life itself.

The term “sacrifice” is quite confusing.

Remember words are powerful.

All it takes is a few words of “energy” and someones life can manifest into a positive life or a negative life.

Use each word precisely

Language is an energy of itself.

Language is very advanced.

It is mind-blowing that we possess something this powerful.

Mindset is everything.

You manifest every amount of energy negative or positive.

Keep the mind clear.

Seek within.

Get lost, but not so lost you forget who you truly are.

I’m Brandon knoll.

But then again, not.

I’m the soul within.

All I wish to do is spread the love.

I am love.

I don’t define myself off labels or my ego.

I define myself with my soul and heart.

Labels separate people.

Love your neighbors and strangers just as much as the ones closest to you.

We are all nothing but a naked body in the end. With a brain of ideas. Usually forgetting about the heart and soul.

Don’t let the power get into your mind.

Take it easy my friend. There is no race besides the one you create.

Manifest everything that you dream.

Be in your own box and ignore the other individuals.

Let them be who they wish to be.

Be in the box you wish to be in.

Or be thrown into the same box as everyone else.

Be a rebel and be yourself.

To be yourself is to rebel against society and its expectations of “what” and “who” you should “be.”

Sacrifice your own ego and maybe love itself will enter your soul.

If anything I recommend sacrificing your ego.

If you do use your ego.

Use your ego for love.

Be wise with how you deal your energy into this world.

Mindset is everything and quite powerful.

Sacrifice nothing.

Life had To sacrifice itself for us to be here.

The plants/animals that aren’t “human” could have just been created and humans to be never created.

Think about that.

Each experience is a sacrifice of life itself.

QUOTE #1 REPOST (NEW ADDITION)

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Life is quite simple.

There are the trees and there is a sun.

The water flows down the stream.

The sky possesses gusts of wind from time to time.

They say twenty-four hours are in a day.

Without the concept of time.

Twenty-four hours could be a lifetime or possibly 4 minutes.

We only know what we know because of what we are told.

What we “know” is it to be “true” or to be “false.”

Life’s outcome is in your control, but not 100%.

The universe is in more control than anything.

All you need to stay alive is the energy of love.

I might be just a kid.

With just a pencil.

But that kid.

With just a pencil.

Feels many emotions and has much to express to others.

I wish for the negativity to stop and the love to increase.

Being an artist you throw yourself into this world.

Everything from your inner self released to the outside world.

Your “true self” is 110% exposed.

Expressing all most everything I feel and everyone knows the “true” me.

Being my “real self.”

To create art.

You have to step outside your own boundaries and mind.

Step outside of the box you are already within.

When you step outside of the box you are in.

Growth is developed.

There is a lot out there. More than the world you live within.

Remember anything is possible just don’t give up on yourself.

Doubt and fear are your greatest challenges.

Facing your fears helps you grow into a greater you.

Ignoring your fears leads you down the depths of a never-ending tunnel.

To find the light or to live within the darkness forever.

You manifest everything one way or another.

Even if you think you don’t.

You are everything and all things at once.

But then again, not.

Everything is the perception of the mind.

Being an artist is quite imaginary and delusional.

Talking to yourself and creating never-ending ideas within your mind.

Expecting others to be interested.

Without knowing there lies a message and intention in everything.

Even if you don’t intend to create an intention or purpose. You do.

Within the roots of each human. Each individual shows their true self.

The inner self is never shown unless expressed.

I am the happiest kid alive.

All I need is a pencil and I can entertain myself for an infinite amount of lifetimes.

Life is quite simple and easy.

It is just the energy you put into the world.

You get the same energy back that you put into this world.

Negative attracts negative.

Positive attracts positive.

Then again.

Negative and positive are both needed to understand the difference between the two.

We need both negative and positive to live.

I recommend nothing but the power of love.

Be proud of the person you are. The value of thyself, and not the worth.

I rather save 1 billion souls than obtain 1 billion dollars.

Energy never dies.

Numbers are infinite and never end.

The numbers never end, so your happiness will never start.

If all you depend on is the numbers.

It will be similar to following a never-ending path.

Numbers can never make you happy.

Saying that your happiness with never start.

Or begin.

Begin your journey of happiness now or regret each and every moment of life.

I send positivity and love to each soul reading this.

Create nothing but positive energy. Ignore the hatred from others.

Attempt your best to resist joining the negative mindset of others.

Be the best you that you can be.

Much love!

Quote #43

43Few people reading this might not know what, “Manifestation” is. Reading this might be quite confusing. I’ll try my best to explain the difference between a goal and a manifestation.

In the end, this is only my perspective, maybe you’ll disagree, but it’s all within the individual.

Goal:

1. the result or achievement toward which effort is directed; aim; end.

2.The terminal point in a race.

3. a pole, line, or other markers by which such a point is indicated.

So in the end, the meaning of a goal is the “end result.” If you really think about it, there is no “end result.’ Nothing really ever ends.

There’s is this quote by Albert Einstein, that goes like this…..

“Energy cannot be created or destroyed, it can only be changed from one form to another.”

Therefore each day is a form of new energy, the day is neither destroyed or created. More like the day has just been carried on throughout to the next day. It would only be if time completely stopped all at once. Or the universe ended.

In my mind, a goal is much of a misleading word, life never ends till thyself ends.

The soul within your skin leaves and enters elsewhere. Then to another form of energy elsewhere.

As said before, energy can only be changed to one form to another. The sun rises and then the sun sets. The day is full of light and then turns to darkness. Then to reoccur again. Everything begins and then has to end. The cycle is very continuous, this works with most processes. I could list endless ideas running through my mind. I’ll stop before I get carried away, hahaha.

If nothing where to even begin or start, nothing would have even been created. The universe, to never be born and the life you live at this very moment, to never appear at this time in “now.”

Just sitting within pure darkness, to feel nothing of touch, taste, hear, smell, or sight. It’s very easy to imagine this within my mind, but quite disturbing. In a way, mediation is very similar to leaving your body.

Mediation is a 1 on 1 experience with yourself and soul. Pure darkness and a whole new realm entered for each individual.

The mind is one of the scariest things we possess in this world, much evil can be produced with the mind. Take a look for once, do you see more love or hatred? What energy is greater. What energy do you produce the most, Love or Hatred?

The world may end sooner than expected if we don’t change some things around, for the positive and not the negative.

Each day, we all go to bed and then wake up. But what actually wakes you up? What actually makes you go to sleep? This may be very confusing to some, I speak of the energy that cycles throughout your body.

The energy that makes you run and function each day. The energy that makes you breathe and your heart pump each moment. All of this happens without many to observe or spectate on the situation.

Saying this, were all our own realities. We’re all our own mirrors of ourselves, in the end, all it comes down to is love. The pure energy of love and nothing else. A pure energy of love runs throughout my body.

I breathe in the air, I become the air itself. Being the universe, I eat plants from the earth, that contain energies. The sun itself grew all of these plants. The power of the sun could be compared to a god of some sort. The sun is literally one of the greatest energy forms to ever to be created. We don’t even need fossil fuels, all we need is the solar energy. This earth holds everything within it that we need to survive.

Most just disrespect this world and drag their feet throughout this world. To never realize how mind-boggling existence is itself.

Without energy, nothing would be here. Neither would you be here, we’re all forms of energy itself. All humans acquire a different amount.

The “I” we speak of that controls this energy can do much good or bad in each moment. To focus on your “goals” or not.

In a way, goals deceive your reality of what you thought you were going to achieve. This “finish line” we speak of. There’s no finish line and there will never be a finish line. It’s nothing more, but a continuous process of energy. All moments happening at once, the universe is more in control of anything, then you’re in control of anything.

You don’t even make your own body grown and break down the food you eat. That all just kinda “happens” in the moment. The ego directs you, but won’t always “succeed” you.

Let the universe do its thing and all you have to do is play along and not be in control. If in control and the end result is not what you expected, then it’s much of a false game. You keep falling over and over an over and over.

The ego playing mind games with you, you’re not who you thought to become. Then that negativity will occur. Don’t get lost and fill your head up full of air.

Thyself can only control so much, the moments create themselves, all we do is react. Just let everything happen, how it’s. Go with your frequency and find what you love. Then true happiness will be on your way.

Yes, goals do help you learn in the end, but I believe manifestation is an easier process for all humans to do. Then to set “goals” of any sort.

You don’t know where you will be in 1 year from now, so don’t imagine where you will be. All you have to do is just do it and don’t think about it. Then it will all happen in the process aligning all things and object within your mind into one.

There’s this saying, “once you find your happiness, everything seems to fall into place.” This is a good way to explain what I just said here.

“All you have to do is just do it and don’t think about it. Then it will all happen in the process aligning all things and object within your mind into one.”

Manifest and don’t make hectic goals that will consume your mind. Failure is much of a building block, we all start somewhere within our lives.

Live in each day and improve each day. Then you’ll be that much closer to your “finish line” that we speak of in this “goal” process.

Don’t rush yourself too far ahead of the game, take a look at what is in front of you at this moment. Most likely, you could get lost and not pay attention to what you’ve missed.

My thoughts often are all over, but this is the best way for me to express my feelings in words, no format is followed. All I do is type what my mind thinks, it’s as if this mind, I possess isn’t my mind and someone else is whispering all of these thoughts into my mind.

Then I apply these thoughts down into paragraphs of some sort. I could be typing this up forever, at times I have to calm down and stop talking too much, hahaha.

Now I’ll try my best to explain how to create a manifestation within your mind.

manifestation:

1 A manifest indication of the existence or presence or nature of some person or thing.

2 A manifestation is the public display of emotion or feeling, or something theoretical made real.

3. A clear appearance, expression without words.

4. An appearance in bodily form (as of a disembodied spirit)

This all has to do a lot with your intuition/heart and soul. To trust everything or don’t that’s all up to you.

Remeber all energies, thoughts, and emotions will come back to bite you again one way or another. Like I said in the past paragraphs. Energy can only be transferred or carried on, that’s it. Never destroyed.

Think the emotion, then the emotion is put into play or ignored. Everything is a process of some sort. All leading to another process and never-ending. Energy in all forms, coming from all directions to barricade thyself.

I’ll try my best to explain the process of a manifestation.

1. You have to visualize it. Imagine all the possibilities that could happen.

2. Hold that thought you have for a while within your mind, process the thought and make sure you wish to continue with this thought.

3. Put some emotion towards this thought you hold within your mind. (Feelings/Energy).

4. Repeat this process, until you truly believe you can accomplish this thought. Remember to never give up, unless you truly wish for nothing to do with this thought. The holder will know correct from wrong.

In the process of this manifestation, you have to behave and act as if you already have achieved this thought.

After all of this, just let your mind be free and let everything go. Become the universe itself and achieve anything you wish.

It has taken a long time for me to truly understand this process. My best way of explaining all of this is through emotion itself.

What I mean by this, is every moment that happens within your life. You’ll feel a certain emotion towards everything you experience. With all 5 senses, each person will feel something different. Interpreting that moment into a different moment than the person next to them. Maybe a thought/reaction similar or close, but nothing exactly the same.

We all think the same and look the same, it’s just the mind that separates all of us. Some put action towards their thoughts, others just ignore them like they never even happened.

What person do you wish you were, your thoughts are your greatest reality. In the end, your thoughts are nothing but a mirror of yourself.

The things you think about, are the things you’re. If you’re attracted towards one thing more than another, it’s more than likely about yourself. The person trapped within this body. The things that cannot leave without expression or action.

My art is a great example of a manifestation.

“I never know why I decided to draw or paint a certain image. In the end, it’s as if the image decided for me to draw it then I decided to draw it myself.”

I always imagine what the “final” picture will look like at the end. I always stop myself, though, the reason why is because there’s no reason to be doing that. You live in the moments of life, not the future of life. If you live the future, you don’t even live in the present moment at all. A very ironic idea.

I’ve learned this, from my manifestations and thoughts. I’m willing to share my thoughts without greed and only love. I only wish for more people to achieve what they “dream” of within their mind. Don’t let anyone stop you, remember if anyone does. In the end, it’s no one’s fault but your own. You’re the controller of this life and no one else.

In a way, each thought is a little form of a manifestation. It’s just most don’t seize to manifest anything beyond thought or belief.

Your mind can literally take you over, it’s the scariest thing to overcome. Each thought is a manifestation of some sort. If you think to be negative you will be negative. If you think to be positive you’ll be positive.

Manifest beautiful things in this world, not negative. I guess in the end the perspective of “negative or positive” is on each individual. We can not all agree on everything 100%. All I have to say is this.

“The only thing that will heal or “fix” any problem is love. Nothing but a pure connection of straight love energy. An energy of love to each human being would progress in not as much harm as there is now. It’s only when love is the last option we will choose to love. When love runs out, it’ll be too late, let’s not make it be too late. For love is the strongest energy we possess. It can “heal” anything. Love is the only option in my eyes.”

All of this corruption is not needed. Take a look at yourself before you ever say anything. That voice you hear, do you actually agree with what it says or do you just agree with it to go along.

Your voice can only get you so far, in a positive way or negative. Both are given credit. Choose what is better for you in the end. Manifest what you wish for and listen to within your mind. Don’t let it take over you, be the controller of your mind and achieve great things. You’ll be surprised at yourself with what you can do.

The moment you achieve “success” everyone applauds you, but in the end, only you know what is correct or not. Don’t follow the crowd, instead be yourself. Define yourself and don’t let others define you. Shine like a diamond and show all your faces, some will appreciate you and others won’t, It’ll be their loss in the end.

Follow and manifest those dreams you wish to be.

Good luck manifesting everyone! 🙂

Much love and I only hope the best for everyone.

 

 

Quote #42

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The other day this thought/ quote went through my head.

My mind is a very curious thing. At times I don’t understand or know where the thoughts or ideas come from. They just kinda happen.

My goal as an artist is to create ideas and art so crazy that even myself questions my own ideas. To be so creative it could bring the unknown and unthought of. The imagination can take you quite far. Much out of this reality.

When drawing or in deep thought, my mind will tell me or give me ideas. I write them down instantly or draw a little sketch out in my mind or on some paper. So I don’t forget them, the mind is moving so fast it is easy to forget something.

Subconscious thoughts are the creative inside thoughts, being you in the end. The things that interest you. The things that make you happy. Things you’re curious towards.

Then there’s the conscious mind that is in contact with you at all times. This thing we call “the real world.” This mind is here all the time. Some might not be familiar with the term “subconscious.” I’ll try my best to simplify an example of what this word means.

The “Subconscious mind” is the mind you enter when you’re out of your body. Thinking about the things you shouldn’t be thinking about. We all do it, it’s just many don’t notice. Take some time to take a journey through that crazy mind of yours. All through those thoughts and dreams that you see. Swimming throughout your mind, entering all parts.

We all use out ‘subconscious minds” in different amounts. I happen to be an “Artist” so my time is spent thinking about crazy unrealistic things. If someone tells me “That is not realistic.” Then that makes me want to do it even more.

Art isn’t supposed to be realistic. Nothing is realistic.

Certain individuals can enter the subconscious easier than others. I’m not saying certain people are “better” than others. It’s just some think a lot more than others.

In the end, we can all create art, you just have to apply yourself. An art of being yourself and being happy. Art can apply to anything in the end. Being yourself is a form of art, you have to act everything you do every day. Without action, we would all be nothing but puppets or sticks with strings.

There’s this voice I hear or the maker of these ideas, I came up with a name.

I’d like to call this voice/ idea maker in my mind. The “Higher Self.” The self that usually doesn’t think. Most are engaged in all different things in this world. The brain is very fair and works with you, it can let you do anything you wish. It’s all up to the user of the brain. The soul or “energy” powering each individual.

Few times I forget my thoughts and sketches, I hate when that happens hahaha.

Here’s an example of “color”, I can share within my mind to make you question the everyday colors you see.

Here I sit typing this at this very moment. The computer I’m using is the color black. The mouse I’m using is red. The sweatshirt I’m wearing is purple. The banana sitting next to me is yellow.

What I’m trying to say is each “item” or “individual thing” has its own color. A color, but also a shape as well. When I tell you a word, usually you’ll think of a shape for that word. Some expression or emotion of some sort.

Each color represents a different emotion, shapes do to I guess. I would assume so in a way.

When I think of all of the colors, I usually think of fruits and veggies. I’ll name the colors and a fruit for each.

Red- Apple, pepper, tomato, cherry, strawberry.

Yellow- Banana, pepper, lemon, pineapple

Blue- blueberry, grapes, pomegranate

Green- kale, cucumber, pear, kiwi, peas, avocado

Orange- Pepper, orange, carrot, sweet potato.

Purple- Grapes, fig, plum

I eat a lot of these fruits and veggies. The rainbow has all these colors, it’s very interesting because all the colors we see around us are the colors of the rainbow. Vibrations and light create each individual color. Tones and tints can be added to each color to lighten or darken the color. The light on earth can do that too, it’s that powerful. Hahahaha.

The universe is an artist itself. Creating all the colors and shapes we see now. That produces a lot of energy each day. I might sound crazy to most individuals but what’s new. I have heard many opinions and words of others.

It just amazes me that each item has its own color and shape. Why does each item have its own color and why that color. Why not a different color or shape. I don’t understand hahaha. Yes, I’m very crazy and I accept that.

The reason why I’m thinking of colors to this degree is that of fruits and vegetables.

Each fruit has a color and each vegetable has a color. The colors found in fruits and vegetables are found in the world. This makes sense in my mind, hopefully, it does in another. If not, this is an interesting story that I shared.

My last thought. This is quite confusing, but I’ll try.

Paint, each paint has its own color. When you mix paint it changes color. So in that moment of time, does the light in the atmosphere bend to that color at that perfect time? Aligning the colors to whatever it becomes. In a sense messing with time itself.

Art lets you create a past, present, and future all in one.

In a way, this is the creation of life you can say. Each day the sun shines down and paints a beautiful array of color all across this beautiful earth. It’s not”our” earth no on posses anything. We all just put labels and such on things. In the end, all we possess is this soul and not even this body.

Being an artist you can imagine things most don’t. Similar to a lot of these words I’ve just said. All individuals are an artist, its just only a few express themselves to this world and most stay locked up inside instead.

Remember anything is possible don’t give up on your “dreams” create your dreams into this reality one way or another.

Giving up is for a coward, giving up is always the easiest, giving up takes less energy than any energy used at all. If all you can do is drag yourself, you drag yourself across the floor. Each step adds to the last, to fall down the steps is not wished upon. It’s only the ones who get back up that make it in this life.

Believe in yourself and have faith in yourself, or don’t even attempt at all. Go 110% or don’t even try at all. There is no need in wasting time if you do something you might as well go all the way, then half way or part of the way.

Here’s one last thought to mess with your “subconscious mind.”

“Imagine if you could control the colors and shapes of your reality. Everything that you see, you can create within your own hands. Anything is possible and all ideas can happen. Art is a perfect example of this. I literally can draw whatever shape or color I want. Creating my own reality, in the end, all within my hands. Nothing is here to stop you, but yourself and the negative thoughts, destroying your self-image.”

1 Year Anniversary/Milestone. (Thank You)

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So it has been a year apparently, this is what WordPress is notifying me with. 1 year, that wasn’t that long ago. I remember the day making this blog, it felt like yesterday. Others have helped me get where I’m today.

Life is nothing much but a team effort, with just yourself it’s quite hard to accomplish anything. Someone will help you at least one way or another. Throughout this year, I have got a lot of help from many people. Without these people, I wouldn’t be here at this very moment typing this. Possibly doing something else and not even focusing a single amount of energy towards art.

I remember all the times I didn’t create art at all. Those were the worst times, things always had a negative energy towards them. I walked around angry and depressed at this world. More lost than I’m now. We’re all lost humans, all lost in our own ways.

Have it be emotional problems, health issues, insecurities…… etc. I think most will understand what I’m saying. We’re all prisoners of our own minds. All sitting within a chair in the middle of a dark room to see nothing but pure darkness. Every thought and memory to creep up on you. As if nothing but words and visions are monsters attacking you while you defend them off.

Visions are played through your mind over and over to never forget. It’s only the things you wish to forget that you don’t forget, how Ironic. The mind is a tricky thing.

Throughout this year, I have learned quite a lot. In all different aspects of life, good and bad. That’s just how it’s. Moments will not always be great, but just attempt to make them greater than they seem to be.

Saying this, art has found me in life. or maybe I found the art, who knows. I guess either way works if you think about it.

Now I sit here, 1 year later from the day I typed up my first blog post. An individual who didn’t know what he was doing. This person was so dazed and confused they didn’t know what right from wrong was.

First Blog post: VVVVV

(Recommend reading this, will know me more as a person and understand more.)

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/02/02/first-blog-post/

The reason why I say this is this.

“Everything I have done in my life, each person has something to say about it. Each definition of their thought being their own. Then there are my thoughts, my ideas, and my emotions. Never two humans alike, it’s as if you caused an offense of some sort. By speaking your state of mind. Being your original self and not a copy, creating your own destiny and not following a path someone gives you. A map with an X marks the spot. If you happen to do anything that someone doesn’t like, the thought they will have towards you will be negative. If I’m happy doing what I’m doing, then there is no reason to stop, people often walk around and tell each other what’s up as if they know everything. If I’m happy doing what I do in the end. Then I’ll continue doing so, even if it means the whole world not accepting me. I rather accept myself than have a bunch of people accept me for who I’m not. Nothing much, but a false reality. happiness is different for everyone and no one will understand but yourself. If it means losing individuals and possessions, then I guess you do that. All I wish to be is happy and that’s it, that’s all I want and nothing else.”

This is the reason why I have changed so drastically in the past year or so. My mindset has changed a lot. It’s all about your mindset and you can accomplish anything you wish to do in this world.

Many will tell you that you can’t do something. With that mindset in your mind, that will just do nothing but destroy you. Take you down and make you feel like a nobody. I’ve learned to turn the negative energy into positive energy. Creating myself into who I’m today. This “Brandon Knoll” we speak of.

All I wish for is peace and love in this world, for the energy of love to spread like a virus of some sort. Nationwide love and nothing else. Peace with all humans. I’ve been told by many that all the thing I think are just “dreams” or “not possible.’ I’m pretty sure all the people that “succeeded” were told this too. So, in the end, it’s nothing but an ego of a person spewing words out of their mouth. Negative energy flowing from all areas. Some people just don’t understand I guess.

All I ask for is Love from each individual, no matter what they look like or sound like. None of that really matters in the end, it’s more about the soul of a human being.

A way I can find my happiness is through art and writing. Sharing my experiences with the world through art. Art is an energy form of itself in a way. A whole new creation brought into this world. Never seen before.

Not knowing what I was doing a year ago, I’ve learned a little bit. You always have more time for learning, no one knows too much or too little. This journey of life will be endless and it will never end, till you make it end.

“I’d like to thank everyone for following me on WordPress and all other people who support me as well. As an artist, you wouldn’t be where you’re if it wasn’t for the people. the people create the artist. So, in the end, my audience creates me. All of you are my “art family” I have good connections with a lot of individuals. Like I said, all I ask for is peace and love.

If it wasn’t for that one day I decided in my mind, “I’m going to be an artist.” Like I said at the begging of this post. I wouldn’t be here or have created a single piece of art.

All of this art I’m about to show you could have just been a “dream” or an “impossible idea” but somehow I sit here typing this.

It’s very hard to process life itself to me, every day I question everything and my existence. Being an artist my goal is to make you question your reality, but also question my reality as well. Be so creative that it takes me to a whole new level, every day I learn something new. I just can’t give up and the progress will keep on continuing.

I want everyone to remember don’t give up on yourself and seek for small improvements over time everything will add up. Just don’t rush the process and let it happen.

I’d like to share all of my analytics with everyone to show the progress and the improvements that have happened in the past year. Not doing this to shine my ego, but to show everyone that anyone can do anything. All you have to do is set your mind to it.

 

Quotes: (Shares) Facebook

On Facebook, I added up the shares on the Quotes. At a total of 516 shares on the quotes. That’s more than 365 so at least 1 share a day. Every share counts, just want to spread the message of love.

Thank you, everyone, for sharing the quotes with your loved ones. 🙂

 

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Country views:                    (10 Countries with over 1,000+ views)

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Thank you from ALL countries who have visited my blog! Even the ones not on the list. 🙂

 

Now to show the progress of the past year of artwork. Here are the drawings from the past year, I’ll put them in the best order I can.

I’m going to put a picture of each drawing. Then a link to each blog for the full details of each artwork.

If you have missed any drawings and wish to go back. You can do so by clicking on each link under each artwork. Throughout the time you can see the improvements. These are in order of creation.

 

 

 

External Beauty "The Horse"
External Beauty “The Horse”

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/02/14/the-horse-external-beauty/

 

 

Second-Chance
Second Chance

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/02/21/second-chance/

 

 

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The Heart

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/03/02/the-heart/

 

 

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Life is in your Hands

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/03/28/life-is-in-your-hands/

 

 

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Marilyn Manson

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/04/13/marilyn-manson/

 

 

 

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Iguana

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/05/15/complete-drawing-iguana/

 

 

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Fox

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/06/15/fox/

 

 

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Macaw

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/07/10/macaw/

 

 

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leopard

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/08/15/leopard/

 

 

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Lion

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/09/06/lion/

 

 

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Shark

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/09/24/shark/

 

 

zebra
Zebra

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/10/20/zebra/

 

 

Multi Dimensional Cactus Landscape
Multi-Dimensional Cactus Landscape

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/10/31/multi-dimensional-cactus-landscape/

 

 

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Octopus

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/12/01/octopus/

 

 

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Black widow spider

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/12/22/black-widow-spider/

 

 

Here are all the pieces of art from the year. The average drawing took a month or so, sometimes longer or shorter than a month.

I’d like to say thank you to everyone who has followed and who is following at the moment. wouldn’t be here without you. Thanks for letting me reach this milestone.

Much more to come this year……….

Let’s see what happens in 2018, the possibilities could be infinite. the future is unpredictable.

Quote #40

 

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Brandon Knoll, that’s what happens to be my name. Yes but that is nothing but a name, for the name means nothing in a sense. Besides for an Identification, usually, the last name will identify you more than the first.

There are many individuals called Brandon in this world, but not many named knoll.

Don’t forget the middle name. Why have a middle name? My guess is to identify each “family.” To know who’s in what family tree compared to the rest. Brothers, sisters, aunts, uncles etc……..

My answer for whom this Brandon happens to be can be summed up in one single word. That word is “Art.”

My purpose in this world is “Art.” This literally isn’t me, but more of a character in play in an act.

When making art, you only think to make the art. Otherwise, the art wouldn’t happen. But why does the mind ask thyself to create art? What purpose is art created for, why create this thing called art?

Well if you really think about it, there’s no answer for anything. Just an idea created in a sentence/structure and then agreed upon by some people. Creating the world and the “answers” we have now. The ideas and everything that is happening now.

There’s no real answer to anything or perfect ideal life to live. The map of life doesn’t hold an X marks the spot.

Life is happening to you, create yourself and explore what you desire. Create the destiny you vision to live. Don’t just be handed ideas and go with them, see what you truly love and desire.

I’ve finally found something that I truly enjoy and love. Each moment, creating art I cherish. A very spontaneous moment.

Most other things to me seem like a competition to everyone. In “life” I’ve always felt at a competition against everyone with everything. Lately not so much.

Each person racing against themselves, to never have an answer or time to relax. The race continues every moment and second. Whoever can advance to the top of the mountain first, is the “successful” one. The rest below the mountain, happen to be lower ranked than the top. This is much of a “monopoly life.”

As I look out across the whole world, each human to me looks the complete same but then again not. For me, the energy of each person is read and the vibe of your personality is vibrating off each individual. Similar to a temperature or frequency of some sort. A literal energy source.

I Could care less what you’re wearing, the color of your skin or the language you happen to speak. All I happen to care about is the soul within the skin. The internal you and not the external, for it’s only a designated character in play with some skin attached. Only “you” or “thyself” truly knows how this “I” feels, to enter my mind and think what I think would only be a nightmare to many.

The mind of an artist is quite horrifying. In a peaceful way and a dark evil way. When you look at art it’s both positive and negative in its ways. There’s “sad/dark art” and then all the other kinds. I feel as if all artists make “sad/dark art” at least one point in their lives.

A lot of artists are “crazy.” The brain of an artist is wired and designed is such a weird way. Things are thought and created that are unbelievable except out of 100% pure imagination. My mind has these ideas that I feel like only I have thought of. Things so crazy and ridiculous most wouldn’t understand them at all. Unless somehow I could transfer them into this “real world” of a matrix.

Art is nothing but pure creation and invention. A new birth or child into the world, each having their own uniqueness. I always tell people my art is similar to my “children.”

If my art were to be damaged it’s as if a part of me is damaged. Kinda like one of those voodoo dolls with the needles. The person feels the pain when jabbed. In a literal sense for me as an artist.

Few have asked me, “What would you do if I ripped one of your drawings or burned one?”

I know this isn’t in a disrespectful way. Just out of curiosity. But like I said before there’s no real answer to anything.

Just ideas or thoughts. Unless living in that very moment. No one would know at all, but could only make an assumption.

Well, I would probably have to take time to transfer the moment and then ponder on it. What if I just said, “You just killed one of my children?” Or maybe I would laugh in a satanic laughter of joy and appreciate you burned my artwork.

Everything is meant to be born then eventually end, one moment or another. So I guess I would have to just breathe and tell myself.

“I can always create another one.”

It’s more about the moments than the final product. The journey than the destination. Yes, the final piece is a beautiful sight, but without all the little moments the bigger picture wouldn’t be here. Creating the moment as of right “now.”

This “now” I speak of, is the moment you’re reading this “now.” All you have to do is cherish each moment and life won’t be that gruesome but yes it gets very hard at times. You just have to push through those times and become the greatest version of yourself.

Through this short life, I have lived so far, art has found me and I didn’t find the art. The art was destined to happen, so I can either give up. Or watch it all happen right in front of my eyes and possibly never see each moment ever again. Live this life of a dream and not live life in regret.

With all other things in life, it all feels like a competition besides art. Art gives you that freedom to do whatever you want and you can do it wherever too. There are no rules of any sort and the mind is free.

There’s no one answer to anything in art. Anything is correct and nothing is wrong, it’s just all in the perspective.

Art is for everyone, it’s just most don’t accept art, so if you don’t accept it then you can’t make it.

Just lose the fear of failure and you can accomplish anything in this world.

If you were to ask me, I’d say vision and create your own future. You don’t always have to listen to instructions from others.

The craziest adventures are always the ones people never tell you to go on. Sometimes this adventure of a life is quite lonely, but remember you always have yourself.

Not all people will understand your journey, but that’s okay it’s more for you to understand. It’s your life, isn’t it? Who posses and carries this soul through this body. The mover and guider of where you choose to go.

Each thought manifest on a short scale or long scale of some degree. It can be as simple as going to the store or brushing your teeth. It’s all a thinking process, you don’t just brush your teeth or go to the store you think to do these things.

Similar to all other things. You only think to do every other action and thing in this life. Think it and then do it. All being a small manifestation of some sort.

To manifest something huge and unbelievable takes a lot of time and energy, but it’s possible, anything is. If anyone tells you it’s not, well ignore the naysayer. They must be having a bad day or something.

Don’t let the negating energy consume the positive energy out of you. To control your energy is probably the hardest thing to do in the whole world.

Literally, you’re in control of this body and all of its actions. There’s no puppet behind this mask of yours.

Be good to yourself and you’ll be good to others.

To this day I still question why art decided to find me. Don’t know why I create, it kinda just happened. Now here “I’m” this very moment. Very happy for this blessing. Life’s experiences are priceless you can’t buy life it’s given to you. Internal feelings can never be bought, but only worked on. External things are purchased.

Everyone’s choices are different every day leading into a different journey for all. No one to ever be correct or wrong, all just here learning experiences together. Lived through thyself, and only thyself. Many will mislead you and misguide you into the wrong direction. Don’t let others opinions of you become your reality, create your own reality.

Art has helped save my soul from this world and art helps me heal when needed, not putting negative energy into this world.

All I wish for is love, peace, and positive vibes. Not war, hatred and negative souls.

Accept yourself and appreciate yourself. Hug yourself and feel the energy flow throughout your whole body. Appreciate each moment as it passes and you’ll realize the purpose of life is just to enjoy the short memories as they pass by. To never capture again. A living movie that you can’t rewind or fast forward.

Now as I leave you here reading this, here are the last words I have to say.

“Art is within my bones, imagination and creation flow throughout me. The energy within my bones is pure artistic energy and nothing else. If you were to see the colors of my bones/aura it would be similar to the rainbow. Every energy, color, and emotion you can vision. Snap my bones and creative juice will ooze out of them. There’s literally a created substance/juice flowing throughout my whole body.”

Quote #39

 

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Modern scientists are baffled by how the brain works. It’s the only organ that’s not understood by scientists. Councciounessiones itself is still a mystery, no answer to this day.

Scientists understand how every other organ works besides the brain. The organ that makes you survive and live today. There’s no idea why we’re here.

We’re all just here and it’s just happening, that’s the best way to explain it.

Your eyes are connected to your brain so in a way the eyes are part of your brain as well. They correspond. If you look at a blueprint of the brain it’s quite weird looking.

Not trying to scare anyone here but if you look at the shape of the brain. The blueprints of what It looks like. Here’s an example…..

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It looks just like the “Eye of Horus.” If you’re not sure what this is, do some research on the “Eye of Horus.” The “Eye of Horus” is located on King Tuts tombstone.

There’s a pyramid on the US dollar as well, with an eye right at the top of the pyramid. SO called being the “Eye of Horus.”1280px-United_States_one_dollar_bill,_reverse

 

Another crazy fact, The Great Pyramid is literally in the center of the world and all the pyramids are relative and are synchronized into a weird shape. Put together extremely well.

Fitting on the ” The Orion Belt.” It’s a set of stars. Known as the “Three Kings” and “Three Sisters.”

 

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All so, the (longitude-latitude) and the speed of light is the same coordinates as The Great Pyramid. The Great Pyramid is located in the direct center of the world. The numbers are 299,792,458.

The speed of light and the coordinates match up, both having the same exact numbers, 299,792,458. Numbers are infinite and the chances are impossible, but it happened. The word “Impossible” is literally “I’M-Possible.” Anything is possible at any time at any given moment.

This life happens to you and you don’t happen to life. This life controls you and you don’t, when I say this I mean the world moves and guides without your direction. The birds fly as they fly and the trees grow as they grow. Nature and the world combine and do its thing, all happening at once.

Yes, we all control and harness our own energy, so yes. We do control our own lives, this concept I speak of is confusing to most. Someone will understand me.

I’ll try to explain in a different way.

There’s a “tree” and a “human.” When asking the human “who are you?” This human will go into a ponder of thought, think of things to say. Similar to a story or plot of some sort, or someone reading a grocery list or a long receipt that never ends. All of these things add up creating this “I.”

When asking the tree, “Who are you?” The tree has nothing to say at all. It sits there, does nothing and looks beautiful. All doing this by just doing nothing. In a state of meditation. There’s just a tree and only a tree, it has nothing to say.

If you ask a human, “Who are you?” Usually, you’ll get hit with a name, then an age or what school this individual went to. Maybe a job of some sort. The typical conversation starters you can say, in this society. I Don’t usually ask people things like this. There’s more of a person behind this name than most think.

When people ask me who this “I” is. My answer is there’s no “I” or “Me” whatever you want to say. “I’m” nothing, similar to this tree. Just chilling enjoying life as it can be. I don’t say this in a bad way, but a good way.

My labels are thrown out the window. “I” have nothing to say about myself. Life controls itself. Rather just breathe and enjoy the fresh air, hahaha. The person put in charge usually abuses the power. Power put in the wrong hands can outcome in much evil.

The universe controls everything, but the individual only thinks they’re in control of everything. Your hair and nails grow just like how your food digests without you telling it to do so. Energy is all around at all times, creating this thing we call “life.”

There’s no me, just a passenger visiting earth and then another rebirth, we’re all the same and “I” have nothing to claim.

Most of the time the person behind this name is ignored and not taken care of. When I say this, I mean thyself is not taking care of thyself. This is much of a doing world and thyself is ignored.

Back to the pyramids, sorry thought I would share this analogy with you. I’m thinking select individuals will understand.

All of this corresponds. It’s quite weird.

Also, no one has any idea how the pyramids were built or how they all arrived on planet earth. They just did, a lot of myths are told. About how they were built. But in reality, no one knows anything or how everything has got here.

There’s an estimate of 2.3 million blocks of stone. Each block weights about 2.5 tons. This is The Great Pyramid. These are just all estimates of science, the numbers of anything are never 100% true. Perfection is impossible in any form, always time for more learning or adventures.

There are so many “theories” or stories that are within ancient history, but most sound so abnormal it’s not believable to most. Your mind has to be very, very, very, open. If not you’ll laugh and make fun of what you read.

All I say is do your research, the research they don’t teach you in school. All of that Hi-Story.

History. His story.

It’s all just mass produced, taught and nothing else can be taught. A curriculum is followed with no freedoms or very little.

It’s all a very big coincidence that all of this has happened. Then there’s the pineal gland. It’s an organ in the center of your brain. An organ within an organ. The size of a pea. They say it holds the “soul” of you within it. The “energy” creating who you’re.

Multiple things destroy and damage the pineal gland. Over time it can be destroyed or it can be cleaned.

At a certain length of time, it’s destroyed and there’s no way of going back. I think there’s a max till its destroyed. An organ can only take so much till its destroyed.

All of what I have said might have been very confusing to most, I might sound like some “madman” but I’m just sharing things I’ve read and know.

It might sound like I’m just babbling and talking nonsense. But just keep listening/ reading, it’s your choice.

If you read Egyptian history, the history they don’t teach you in school. You’ll learn all of this.

Also, a man named “Nikola Tesla.” He can explain all of this very well. Think I’m going to draw a picture of him one day. He’s very inspiring, doubt most know who this man is. He could have changed the world, just research a man by the name of “Nickola Tesla.”

There’s so much they don’t teach you that’s out there. All of this will sound very crazy to you if I keep talking. I feel like a few know what I’m talking about.

All of this is quite ignored, I feel as if it’s for a reason.

Research the “pineal gland” and “The Great Pyramid.”

Everyone have a beautiful loving weekend, remember to appreciate the moments as they pass by. For all, we know today could be your last day to live. Life’s a mysterious and crazy thing.

I Send love and happiness to everyone!

Have a beautiful weekend!

Quote #37

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Anger is nowhere to be found. It’s not in the room or area you’re within. Look all around and nothing is there. Anger doesn’t come to attack you. It’s not hiding around the corner. Anger is created within thyself.

You have to think to become angry, then anger arises. The doors to anger have the potential to lead to 1,000,000 doors. But so does happiness. All emotions do, but I doubt, anger creates the best future.

Anger is not here but thought upon. After thinking to be angry an action of some sort happens. Usually leading to something negative and not positive. Putting more negativity in this world and not creating a positive world. People pulling each other to the ground, with the pain they feel within themselves. Out of selfishness and lost feelings within. Only someone who is understanding doesn’t become angry. Someone, who can listen without judgment. An opened minded spirit and soul. Not someone who is instantly judgmental. Concluding to a final answer of their own. Other ignored.

First, you should think of the other person. What if you happened to be in their shoes. Would you like the way you’re treating this person? Imagine if a screen was put in front of you, and you watched what happened. This was a recording of yourself. Put directly in front of your eyes.

Would smiles or frowns come to your face? positive or negative thoughts? Would you be proud of this reflection? The actions and things this reflection were doing. Or would you question what’s happening?

Everything you see right now is a reflection of yourself. Every emotion or thought is a reflection of yourself. Creating you and no one else. All that you think and do is you. Actions speak much louder than words.

What you put out into this world you will achieve. If all you do is put negativity in this world you will be given negativity. If you’re positive expect a positive life. Yes, bad things will still occur in a positive life, everything has to end eventually. That’s an accepted rule. We all die and all live. Everything works one way and then another. Vice versa. It’s just better off to be happy in the end.

The universe deals all its player’s different cards at all times of the day. The way you decide to play the game and the moves you make. Conclude to the outcome of the game. Many pathways to lead down. Infinite adventures. We all win and all loose. Just don’t give up on yourself. The universe hasn’t given up so neither should you.

It’s better off being positive in a negative situation because, in the end, the outcome will be the greatest.

We’ll all become angry here and there, but don’t let anger consume your soul. Don’t be that angry, bitter person. Unless if that’s what you want, go for it.

Everything in this life is an act. An act leads to some sort of emotions or thought. Ending up in some sort of storyline or action you can say. Problems, thoughts, solution.

A problem occurs, then a thought happens. A single thought has to be created and then agreed within your mind. Then this thought is either acted or ignored. Creating the game of life.

See, think and do.

A moment, thought, action.

Present, past, and future all in one moment.

Not sure if I said that correct. Someone will understand.

But usually, in a situation, there is a problem. The problem has to be figured out. Then the figured out problem leads to another thing. A 3 step process. That’s what I see in my head.

Anger is a game you have to fight against. All emotions are created upon yourself. Without action or thought, we would all be similar to robots, rocks, puppets or cages with nothing put on the inside. Emptiness. You might feel empty or angry, but we all do. No need to take the frustration out on others.

If you feel negative get ride of the emotions in a positive way or you’ll just cause more destruction in the end. Easier said than done.

Attempt at your best to be the most positive you can, yes you’ll feel “anger” or some sort of emotions but don’t just act. Think of what you’re about to do. Think before you do something.

 

This is my last thought. School, in school we never really learned anything about emotion. Nothing, it was ignored.

I look at the world and see lots of unhappy and unloving people/souls. I always question what we really learned in school. It felt like more of a memory game than anything else.

Only one answer to each individual question. No individuality. #1 is answer A. #8 is answer D. Neverending. Art and emotion lost and forgotten.

Everything I have or posses just ignored, because you know it’s the “real world”. Art is just an act of play, that’s what school told me. Unless you’re artistic yourself it’s hard to understand. Most don’t. But in this life, I’m here to accept myself and not for others to accept me. Accept me or don’t I could rather careless. It’s more about what the individual visions and seeks not another person, not even within their soul.

This life is all about freedom, do what your heart desires. Seek and adventure for a happiness in this world.

All forms of art express emotion and love. The things ignored in normal school. A normal school is not for the artistic or different individuals. You can’t express yourself in any way, instead, you are given a bunch of books and tests and crazy nonsense. It all makes no sense in the end. I would be the kid to just put my name on the test and turn it in, maybe doodle on it. But no, the ignorance within I hated school with a passion.

It felt as if school hated me. I didn’t belong in that place.

But what do I have to say, I’m just a kid who draws pictures and then colors them in. At the end of the day, everything is just opinionated.

You control you and no other does. That’s your job.

It’s as if emotions were purposely ignored. No one likes to speak of emotions or things they fear. Those are the things we hide behind are reflections for. The things we don’t accept ourselves for. The mirror is scary to look in for some, it shouldn’t be like that.

Love and appreciate yourself. You can always become greater in life, just don’t give up or you won’t see the results. The results are within your hands it’s just you gave up quite easily.

Love and all emotions were never taught in school. The things people feel within. I had a few art classes not many as I should have taken. My “subject” if that’s what you want to call it was ignored. Most other things were more important, and that’s kinda how it works in most schools.

Recently read an article about where some places, don’t even have art classes in school. Politicians were saying it was a “Waste of time.” “Have better things to do.”

If I were to attend at one of those schools in the past, I wouldn’t be here talking at this very moment. Very sad to say this, but it’s very true.

Many other artists never showed their true potential within.

Art and emotion are always forgotten.

It was just a matching game of some sort. Memory and then the memory was applied, to never remember again. Emotions and soul forgot, but test scores and numbers only worried about. Act and GPA. Labels of “smartness.”

If there was an ACT of art, well I would want the whole world to take a test. I’ll grade it, then we’ll see what the outcome is. You have 40-80 hours and 2-4 weeks.

Go………

Emotions create individuality. Art lets you express that, nothing else does. If it wasn’t for the art I probably wouldn’t be here. It’s the only thing I have in this world. Most don’t understand that and it’s okay. No one has to understand anything.

The grass is green because the grass is green. If you asked the creator I bet something similar between these lines would be said “There is no answer, that’s just the way it’s supposed to be. Don’t look for an answer, accept it and move on.”

We all went to school, or most have. If you haven’t it doesn’t mean you aren’t worth anything. You can do this thing called “succeeding” too. Maybe not in other peoples eyes but in your eyes you have succeeded.

It’s more about the way you look at “succeeding” compared to what others think. All of our lives are different. There is no one correct or one wrong. Just your perspective.

What did we ever learn in school? I don’t remember much, my subject was ignored. Every other subject had some sort of attention. Art is frowned upon to most “school” people. Some rather call it a “hobby” or “another interest.” For me, it’s a career. Call it what you want, the negativity is just an insecurity you pulled out of yourself.

 

Why can’t some just accept that art is a real thing? If I were to be saying my opinions about everyone else’s lives. First I would be abusing my ego to the max, second wars would just start and third I have no reason to make a fuss with anyone. I could go on listing why I shouldn’t be up in anyone’s business for countless hours. Just don’t create drama, be a positive, humble being.

I’m loving and humble, that’s all I’m.

Most negative emotions or actions are just an insecurity brought out of yourself throw on to another person to deal with. Insecurity at it’s best. Not dealt with and thrown at someone else.

In the end, we’re all lost human beings. No one is better than another. All the same in the end, the ego-destroying thyself. Every time, this egotistic world is killing me.

All people do is care for themselves and no one else. It’s a receive and take world. No loving and giving. Just greed/take and unhappiness.

Maybe one day we will “learn” something. School mislead me and guided me into a path or “career” I never wanted but almost accepted upon. Art wasn’t a thought in my mind because every single person and I’m not kidding, every single person, but 1 or 2 told me I could do it.

So about 2 secure people. I believe anything is possible, it just takes time and effort. Most probably look at me as a fool of some sort. I preach happiness, love, and all this crazy nonsense. But I do these things because of the same reasons why you do your daily things. We’re all different and just imagine a different reality of life. Not all will accept each other’s thoughts, that’s just the way it’s.

No reason why we can’t talk peacefully and with love and figure things out. Guess that is too hard to do in this day and age. You’ll end up dying even though we all technically have “freedom of speech” hahaha. There are limits or you get arrested or judged. kinda how I’m taking right now. Talking to myself, but other hearing me in the moment.

My “freedom of speech” will more than likely have people hate me or love me. So I might as well do what I love and what makes me happy. Or I could just fake my happiness and stay quite my whole life. Just like how many living in this reality do. Speak up and create your originality, express yourself. Have faith in yourself and don’t give up. Greatness lies within you.

This is selfish in a way, but self-love is something great to possess. It’s worth more than anything. Every day is another day to work and love yourself.

My art, for example, someone could ask why I put a certain shape or color somewhere. Let’s say that happens.

This person is wearing a white plain t-shirt. I ask them this “Why do you wear that white t-shirt. Why not a red one or a blue one?”

This person says “I don’t know, just happened to grab it out of my closet.”

I would say nothing but a single word.

“same.”

There doesn’t have to be a reason for everything. But in a way, yes there’s a reason for everything. I guess it’s from the perspective of the person.

I create art, write and live quite a different life than most. Not the typical everyday person. That’s the individuality in me. Always try my best to be myself and not fear others reactions or opinions. Not everyone will accept your way of life, but it’s better to accept yourself than a fake version of yourself that’s not even here.

Acceptance in this world is hard to achieve, but I’m slowly doing it. I hope others can join me in the process. When each person has accepted themselves, then the ego disappears. The thing in-between your mind that isn’t there.

We’re all made up of nothing but this flesh body with a skeleton structure. Given organs and a conscious walking around. That’s all I see, nothing more than that.

The world gets ahead of everyone so fast. We all need to slow down a little bit, time will only give you an answer.

Ignorance is mans best friend, anger can lead you to 1,000,000 doors, but so can any other emotion. Anger probably isn’t the best emotion to decide in the moment. Pick a different emotion to feel. Think about the other besides yourself, enter their shoes. Imagine being them for one day. Be a loving and humble person, not ignorant and unloving.

Your emotions and thoughts create who you’re as a person, the soul within. This body is nothing but a mere reflection. Within is who you truly are, the emotions and feelings.

Not numbers and statistics. Or the possessions you possess. The awards you have won. Or anything in that vicinity. The things that build your ego. It’s all a game of who’s higher ranked. The more the better, or possibly the opposite. The more, the more lost. That’s just my opinion, not yours or anyone else.

But the personality and loving person you’re is what creates thyself and the soul.

I send love and happiness to everyone and everything!

Much love world! ❤

 

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Make the best of this life, that you can. You’ll never know when death takes you.

It could be any minute or moment.

Right this second you could possibly die, no one knows the future. Only ideas of the past create the present as in “Now”. Statistics are false in a way, it’s predicting a false reality of the future. Maybe close, but not 100% correct.

Most of everything is not 100% real, but like always we all continue like nothing is wrong.

This is my thought.

Everyone is a “Mercedes” within, its just there’s this thing called fear and laziness hiding within your soul.

In a cage and the key is nowhere to be found.

On the outside of the cage.

Your fearful self is looking for the key wishing you were out of this encaged mental slavery within your mind.

The things on the outside of the cage are who you truly are. The things within the cage, are all the things that are fake about you.

The things you regret about yourself. The thoughts you wish to tell the world, but most fear to speak. Reflections of yourself, you’re not proud of.

It’s like all the creatures and demons you wish to send away are hanging out with you all the time. Never to leave, a neverending mind destroyer.

True peace, love, and happiness are on the outside of this cage.

When the time is correct when you feel as if the time is right. Only you will know not anyone else.

The doors will open automatically, with energy. It will read your conscious state of mind.

When your conscious state of mind is set free, so are you.

All the worries disappear. Anxiety is throw out the window. You live in the “Now”.

Set yourself free, or continue to be locked up in your cage of emotions.

Break free of this cage and you will show your true potential to the world.

All it takes is a little effort and time, eventually, you’ll see the results and never give up.

Then it’s like a continuous video game every day. There’s something new to look forward to every day. Something new to learn.

It’s time to shed the old skin off and create the best version of yourself “now”.

Any time is better than later.

Free this cage, or let fear and laziness consume your soul from the inside out.

Your mind is a reflection of yourself.

Have a loving and peaceful intuition in this world.

Believe in destiny and fate. Believe that anything is possible at any moment. Believe what you’re doing is the best version of thyself.

Start to believe things that make no sense to you but you. Then you’ve reached a whole new level of consciousness. This freedom is very “different”.

No one else has to understand yourself. It’s only thyself who has to understand thyself.

The smart and intelligent ask questions, but the wise and patient just listen and ponder. Ironic for me to say that, as I’m speaking now.

Oops, it’s happening. Attack me now, something I said probably has offended you. We will not all agree on the same terms, it doesn’t mean we have to start a war of some sort.

I’m neither wise or intelligent, all I do is repeat things I’ve heard. Most things are copied. Many are confused when I say this. Look at life and think about that. Is everything, a copy? Nothing original.

With art, it gives you a freedom like no other. Originality is infinite. Art is in all different forms. Everything is art. There’s no reason to hate. Unless you’re a hater of thyself. Then hate arises at all different moments. Happiness lies within everyone, it just might be hard to find the beauty of their perception. We all look at life differently.

Only a hater hates something to hate. Be a lover and not a hater. With hate and hate, nothing more, but a forest fire will occur. If you keep your chill, and so does the other. Maybe something peaceful and beautiful will arise. Just kinda how art is created.

Is it that hard to move on and accept everyone for who they’re? Or does a war of some sort always have to happen? Seems to be, what a great example for the children. Mother earth would not be proud of where we’re at right now. Within evil, there’s a form of beauty, but an ugly form. Everyone is the devil and everyone is similar to the light. Ying and yang, darkness and lightness.

Beauty and torture lie within each soul. The outside is just an exterior. Not the interior, no one sees the interior. The inside matters more than this fake external world. Take care of yourself before anything else in this external world, the way of “taking care of yourself” is different for each individual

Your curiosity in this world will lead you to many places. Find what makes your heart and soul spark and stick with those things.

Don’t confuse yourself with something being a “pleasure” or “pain”. Good or bad. They’re both the same in the end. It’s just the perspective of the individual.

Harm or love.

This very moment the world is ending, in all different aspects.

This is a never-ending question that goes through my mind. Who is this “I”. I’m not this label, I just use the word “I” to be clear with people. Otherwise, I don’t like the attention. Just used “I” a few times. Hope someone understands what “I” just said.

Sure you might explain who this “I” is we speak of. But I don’t know who this “I” we speak of is.

I use the word “I” all the time, but who really is this “I”?

Life is quite the illusion.

Life is how you vision it and how you imagine. This is your life and no others.

Go out in the world and accomplish crazy things.

Mess up and learn.

If you play this “game” of life comfortable and safe. You might regret the time you spent here.

It’s in the times where you’re struggling and keep failing. When you feel like giving up is when you become stronger. That’s the way it works. The universe is quite tricky.

Without bad things, you wouldn’t know what the good things are. Appreciate the crazy and the good.

Saying all that I have said, most decide to ignore problems or issues and this “game” lags in energy and emotion.

It’s as if we’re all “here” but in reality, no one is here.

Become the greatest version of yourself and you’ll be proud of the outcome.

Imagine if you put 1 year. 365 days and each day you do something to become a greater person.

It’s not that hard it’s just this thing called “fear” and “laziness”.

But in reality, everything we come up with is just another excuse for the excuse we already created upon that excuse.

This sounds quite crazy, but this is the way I look at freedom or insecurity.

Just be yourself in this world and nothing else and everything will be aligned.

If not and you’re unpleasant and unhappy, well you played the game the wrong way.

Living in regret and now the only thing you have is to look at the past and compare. This is probably the biggest mistake thyself could have ever decided.

Don’t be the person who looks back and regrets every action and moment of life.

Trust me it’s worth all the energy and suffering to accept yourself.

After you accept yourself and everyone else around you.

Then that’s the moment you’re set free from this matrix game. Some may call it being “Enlightened”. But that’s just a fancy word for another word called “happiness”.

There are so many words and definitions. All being the same in the end. A level 1 word than a level 10 word. Sure a definition might “define” something. But don’t let a definition create you. Create originality. It’s all the same in the end, don’t worry so much.

Just keep a smile on that beautiful face of yours. No one is perfect, but we can all only try our best.

Do what is best for you. Don’t do, just to do, but do to accomplish something and look forward to the end result. The future is here and “now” it’s just most don’t see it. Hence why I said “now”, because all time is ” now” It’s here thyself just gave up.

Don’t give up on yourself!!!

I believe in you, no soul is a perfect soul. Even the perfect souls don’t happen to be perfect. It might just look like it. Remeber, I said the internal is everything real and the external is much of a false reality.

Don’t confuse the two. One posses a greater energy force than the other. ((LOVE))

Excuse after excuse after excuse.

It’s time to start now……

Peace and love to this tragic but beautiful world. Much beauty lies within you, it’s just hard to see at the moment. Sorry for what all we have done. Maybe one day we can repay you.

Have a beautiful night, look up into the sky and look at the stars.

Tonight might be the last night to ever take sight. I won’t give up on you world, but please don’t give up on me. Hold on to us corrupted humans and maybe you’ll see the beauty within us. It’s just hiding within the future. Hopefully, we have something to show for our existence besides all of this corruption. Possibly the extinction of each life, each creation destroyed all the animals along with it. Everything possible and it’s all gone forever.

I send much love and happiness to everything and everyone.

And only wish for the best.