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I am not sure what I know, but all I know is I know nothing.

Life is a subjective experience.

For one individual to tell you that you are “correct.”

Then for another individual to tell you that you are “incorrect.”

I am quite confused.

Is there only “1” way to live this life?

Everyone is telling each other how to live this life.

The individuals that are telling everyone what to do are never living through this life.

You must seek to create your own path manifesting your own destiny.

You cannot be catered your whole life.

If all you do is listen to others and follow what they say.

You will never truly know the “you” that is deep within “your” soul.

When you follow and listen to the voices of the naysayers.

Your true self will never reveal itself to the universe.

The one who chases the crowd becomes the crowd.

The one who creates and manifests their own path will encounter a reality similar to no other.

Infinite possibilities.

When you create your own reality and live within that reality.

Feeling no pressure or insecurities you are on the way to becoming your greatest version.

When you tune into your own frequency.

Ignoring others, but respecting everyone for who they are.

Nothing will bother you and no negative energy can interfere with you.

The positive life is the life to be lived.

Use nothing but love in each moment of life.

Think for yourself for once.

I feel as if very few individuals think for themselves.

Accepting everything and questioning nothing.

Living in this fairy tale of a life.

Manifesting a hell of a reality.

People ignore what is “important.”

While what is not “important” is at full attention.

Why is it we care about the illusions in life?

Possessions, ego, greed, labels, money, Etc…

While what is important is being ignored.

Life, health, body, soul, spirit, nature, Planet earth, etc…

We are living in this dystopia.

Which ironically should be a utopia.

Without perspective, you would know nothing.

Perception is everything.

Perception creates you into the you that is you.

Without your perceptions, there would be no you.

We are all just a brain/conscious stuck in a mind.

Hearing our own thoughts in our own heads.

How do you know you hear yourself?

For all, we know we are in this illusion. (life)

What we see outside of us is only a projection.

These words that we speak are text.

Words manifest into Sound.

Sound translates into vibration.

We are all just making animal noises at each other if you think about it.

We only know we are thinking words because we are told what words are.

Therefore everything is unknown, we only know what we are told to know.

Life is quite mysterious and I question my existence every day.

If you think about it.

Your mind is similar to a body of water.

Random flows of energy moving around.

We all have random energy flowing throughout us.

What you manifest the energy to be is up to you.

Actions speak louder than words.

Sometimes it is wiser to meditate than to obsess.

Gestures mean more than words in a way.

This life confuses me.

Nothing makes sense.

Everything is perception.

Evolve and go out into this world.

Experience something new every day.

Learn as much as you can.

Why do you think the way you think?

Question who you are and question your beliefs/self.

Remember to embrace your originality in this world.

You possibly might never get another chance to live this life.

As I live this life.

All I do is observe and watch what the people do.

With no direction in life, it is quite hard to decide what life to live.

Why is it that we are here on this planet earth.

I feel as if the purpose of life is “life itself.”

Most ignore the gift. (Life itself)

We are all too caught up in the “pleasures” of this life.

Forgetting to appreciate this life.

With zero breaks to catch your breath.

There is never a moment to be or to stay calm.

We are all ironically living this life in a rush.

To never fully appreciate the little things in life.

The little moments in life create the bigger picture.

We have all the time in the world, then again, there is no time at all.

Man has vanity within his possessions and self.

Man has forgotten the self.

Mans ego has gone too far.

Man has lost touch to reality.

Where has man gone?

It is as if there is no human and only machine.

Human has turned into a machine.

We are nature.

We exist in life and we are life itself.

We need to connect to nature more than false illusions.

We are becoming the possessions in life and we are ignoring life itself.

We live through screens and not life itself.

We are all losing our identities to never know who we “are.”

Ignoring the inner self.

life is becoming more of an illusion than the illusion itself. (Life itself)

People care more about their car, house, ego, etc…

As if the energy within the soul is completely ignored.

The soul is forgotten and the flesh is overly used.

Take care of your soul.

Take care of your health.

Live a life of quality and not quantity.

Live a life with an abundance of love.

Instead of an abundance of hatred.

When you stop taking life so seriously, you leave the matrix.

When you take life completely seriously with zero jokes you are chained to the matrix.

Free yourself from the matrix or be control by the matrix.

We are losing purpose and meaning to life itself.

Everything/Everyone is manifesting mostly everything into the opposite.

All you can do is become a better you today.

Do not dwell on the past.

Instead, learn what mistakes you have made and move on.

Appreciate the mistakes in life.

Without all the mistakes you would not have accidentally got yourself in this position.

“You.”

We are all here on “accident.”

Then again, everything is a miracle/blessing.

Manifest greatness and greatness will occur in your lifetime.

This life is a choice.

Choose wisely, my friends.

Choose wisely…

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There is nothing to be because you are it.

Be yourself.

Whatever ideologies or “truth” you happen to follow.

Do what makes you happiest.

To know the difference between the truth and what a lie is.

Can be quite confusing.

“They,” say never listen to strangers.

Then again, who is a stranger and who is not a stranger?

Why must I listen to one soul and not the other?

It is as if “strangers” are wrong and people who are “known” for being themselves know everything.

We will not all live the same life.

Therefore be yourself.

Listen to others, but do not believe what they tell you.

Unless you have experienced what they tell you yourself.

We are all living in a different reality.

Listen to others who experience life similar to the life you wish to experience.

This will help you create your own reality instead of accepting everything for “how it is.”

Usually, the word of mouth or the story changes every time someone shares something.

You will never please everyone so you might as well please yourself.

When you use love instead of fear you will feel the energy flowing throughout yourself.

Do not use others to your advantage.

Instead, use love and expand your horizons.

What your truth represents in your psyche is different in another’s psyche.

We will all see something for how it is.

“It is” only perceived as seen.

All of us humans are quite alike, then again very different.

We all have skin, bones, organs, and the usual

Some individuals do not have legs or arms.

Think about that.

Imagine if tomorrow you had to be in a wheelchair for the rest of your life.

Imagine if you had 1 arm or zero arms.

Appreciate the gift of life in itself.

Be happy that you have arms and legs.

It sounds like I am kidding around.

I am completely serious.

Perspective is the only thing that will change another perspective.

We are all different from each other through our originality.

Through your originality, you can represent yourself to the world.

“I” Brandon Knoll represent my originality through my expressions.

When I write I speak my truth that is held within my soul.

Fearing to show the “real world” who I really am.

In the end, writing from the soul with zero fear.

When I draw or paint.

This is my soul engraving its emotions onto canvas or paper.

A million stories or emotions can be felt in one image.

Whatever you imagine.

Sometimes images speak more than words.

Language can only be expressed to an extent.

Eventually, you must create an image of some sort.

In my moments where I am quiet and still.

I draw and paint.

In the moments I have high amounts of energy I write what I am feeling within the moment of the moment.

You must not force creativity.

Let creativity express itself through the soul instead of being forced through the ego.

Do not create to seek attention from others.

Instead, create using nothing but your heart and soul.

I am an introvert but also an extrovert.

In public, my energy drains itself.

Then again, I recharge my energy in front of others.

When alone, I have a feeling of complete bliss.

My energy recharges itself to the max.

When alone, you have to harness all of the energy you can.

Manifesting a positive future.

Do not come to conclusions.

There is never an answer.

There are infinite answers.

Your “answer” is different than everyone else’s answers.

If you think about it.

Possibly there are no “answers.”

There is nothing to figure out.

Nothing to do but just be.

Possibly we are already “here” at our greatest potential.

Life itself.

We are all too busy trying to figure out “answers.”

That we have lost the true purpose of life.

Life itself.

Life is here for us to live through the senses.

Each sense brings you connection to the soul.

Do not forget to breathe in that fresh air everyone!

The soul lives through the senses.

If you are too worked up trying to “figure” everything out you will forget to appreciate the nature and life itself.

We are all here within an organism called “mother earth” or “mother Gaia.”

Have you ever walked through a forest and have become the forest yourself?

When in nature you become nature itself.

You free yourself in nature.

Nature is meditation.

In nature, your frequency is higher than normal compared to any other location.

Connect to your higher self.

When you connect with your higher self.

“Your” truth will reveal itself to you.

The worst thing you can do is rob yourself from your own truth.

To live a lie of a life.

To never be your greatest version.

As if this illusion was more of an illusion than what this illusion already is.

You only know you are here because you are here now.

Now is all we possess.

Everything besides the “now” is the imagination.

It took the “imagination” to think of the “imagination.”

Mhhhhhhhhhhh……

What is real and what is false?

It took the imagination to create facts.

Without imagination, we would have nothing.

We had to “imagine” something before doing what we think of.

I question everything.

Even science itself.

How does science know that science is “correct.”

For all we know we are living within a theory of a theory.

Technically everything is a “theory”

Existence in itself is a “theory.”

The truth is a “theory.”

The “incorrect” idea of something is a theory.

All we can do is share and express ourselves as a collective and come together.

After we have united as one.

We can all discuss what we think is “correct” and “incorrect.”

I look at this world and I see most individuals living their lives in fear.

Propaganda from the government brainwashes us to be in a “lower frequency.”

Do not listen to everything the “government” tells you.

Think for yourself for “once.”

Imagine if there were no answers and you had to go out into this world and experience everything for yourself.

We live in the “internet” age.

From the tips of your fingers, you have access to everything imaginable.

Infinite truths and infinite “wrong truths.”

What you decide to “practice” or “follow” is up to yourself.

Remember to keep questioning the truth and to keep questioning the questions.

Why is this that?

That is this?

“Why, why, why?”

I have infinite questions with “zero answers.”

All I can do is live by my “truth.”

The way you decide to live this life is up to yourself.

Whatever you do to manifest peace and light keep on doing what brings you happiness.

If you feel alone in this world of “truths” and “lies.”

Remember to be “yourself.”

I am not sure what being yourself means.

That is up to you to manifest.

A tip I can share is this.

If each day you feel more distant from the soul than yesterday.

It is time to make a change.

A “change” within yourself.

If you are uncertain of what “light” and “darkness” are.

You have some soul searching to do.

People always ask me.

“How do you know if who I am is who I really am.”

I do not have any “answers.”

All I have is my experiences.

I would tell you this.

“The more pain and suffering you feel, this is not the you that is supposed to be you.”

Yes, we should not ignore pain.

Pain helps us evolve into our greatest versions.

Use pain to guide you to your greatest version.

What I mean is if you live each day and each day brings you hell.

It is time to manifest more light into your reality than darkness.

Use the negative moments in life to build your integrity.

Do not have the negative moments take you to your knees.

Instead, grow and learn from these moments of “failure” or “negativity.”

Life is a combination of yin and yang.

You must do what you must do.

Do what is best for youuuuuuu…..

Live the “truth” that fits you best.

Be your “original self.”

Listen to that intuition of yours instead of blindly accepting other people’s truths.

Life is a journey.

Never give up.

Change if you must change.

The caterpillar evolves into a butterfly.

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Every day you live is another opportunity to become a greater person.

There is an infinite amount of greater versions of yourself “hiding” in the future.

Never look at yourself and compare yourself to others.

This “person” you happen to be in this very moment is not who you will be your whole life.

Life is a journey.

“Journey” means your mind can change the way it thinks.

It seems to be impossible to be the same person each day of the year and so on.

It seems as if each day consists of the same duties and information.

Similar to a repetitive dream we call “life.”

Life is what you manifest it to be.

Manifest the light.

Or manifest the darkness.

The choice is yours, my friend.

You are you and only you.

There is no one single person in reality.

There are billions of souls here at this moment.

There is only one of you.

Be your true self.

Who knows where the rest of the billions of souls are.

All “I” know is energy never dies, hahaahah. 😉

I have seen people that have died that I used to know in my dreams.

In a physical form, but a lucid dream.

You are either a lucid dreamer or you are not a lucid dreamer.

Many individuals have probably never heard of the word” lucid” or the phrase “lucid dream.”

It is when your dreams feel physical but they do not “actually” happen.

Imagine if you could experience everything you are experiencing now at this moment.

Inside of a “dream.”

In a “lucid dream” you fall asleep.

Then you wake up in your “dreams” and have an adventure of a lifetime.

You can do anything you want in a lucid dream.

The person behind the thoughts is in control.

I experience lucid dreams myself here and there.

You have to learn how to control the mind/body/soul.

Lucid dreaming is similar to meditation.

Just be careful when you, lucid dream.

At times it is hard to tell the difference between reality and the “dream world.”

There is another reality held within your mind when sleeping.

The “dream world” is similar or more real than this “real world.”

Everything you think, taste, see, touch, smell and hear is within your imagination.

Past, present, and future experiences/thoughts are held within the imagination.

The mind is the craziest thing we acquired from mother earth.

We all look the same, we just create ideas and thoughts based on our imaginations.

If I look at you I will think something different than another person.

I try my best to not compare myself to people but at times I do compare myself to others.

When I do, I always correct myself and remind myself that comparing myself to others Is a bad habit.

Become the greatest version of yourself and do not become someone that is nothing of you.

Everyone is aspiring to become a person who is not even themselves.

Do not follow someone because of the way they look or the material possessions they own.

Be the leader in the pack of wolves.

Know what you want in this life.

Instead of “accepting” everything for how it is.

Be in control of your destiny and reality.

Be the person you wish to be.

Fear nothing but yourself.

There is nothing to fear besides the “imaginary” thoughts you manifest into this world.

Creating a “negative” reality of life.

Try to look at the heart and soul of the individual you are speaking to.

Look through the flesh and feel the aura/energy of the people.

Ignore what others look like and their “beauty.”

Beauty is shown through your soul and not the “material world.”

The richest souls are the poorest souls.

The poorest souls are the richest souls.

The rich want more and more.

Feeding their ego.

The poor accept where they are.

Becoming “poorer and poorer” each and every day.

As long as you have a rich heart that is what matters the most.

In all reality, we look at the illusions of life as the riches.

The soul, heart, energy, aura, the presence of thyself, and everything that “truly” matters is forgotten about.

Most rather live a short life of riches.

Than live a long life of beauty and infinite possibilities of love.

We live in an opposite world in my eyes.

It makes no sense in my eyes, how the people ignore to make peace with each other.

The skin is just an incognito mask to cover the real person within.

Everyone is hiding behind this mask.

Most never show their true selves to the universe.

Thyself does not even know thyself at the end of the day.

You can play and adjust with your mask, but doing so changes nothing.

All it does is change your appearance.

Your soul holds more of an appearance than your actual appearance.

I do not believe your appearance defines who you are.

Your appearance helps you create who you are as a person.

The way you express yourself to the world matters.

Just remember to not get too ahead of yourself.

Yes, expressing yourself helps create who you are.

Just remember, is what you express to the world truly you?

Often times “projection” is used as a cover-up.

Expression and projection of the self are two completely different logics.

When Expressing yourself, you use nothing but the heart/soul.

Projection is the pain of thyself expressed through the ego.

Demons of thyself thrown on to others.

The wisest thing to do is to love others.

Spread positive energy to others to inspire others to become their greatest versions.

The real you is when you speak or use actions.

You are your thoughts, but then again not.

If you think you are worth nothing you will be worth nothing in your reality.

If you are the universe in your reality you will be the universe in your reality.

Thoughts often mislead us down the incorrect pathways of thinking and living.

Words are a hidden voice.

No one gets the decision to create their voice.

We all have the same words, but different voices.

The energy you hold within yourself and the way you represent yourself to the world shows your “true value/energy.”

The emotions in your experiences create your pages in your book.

I could care less what car you drive.

Your house means nothing to me.

The clothes you are wearing never cross my thoughts when having a conversation with you.

All I can feel is the presence of peoples energy/auras when in conversation.

Often times I can see through people.

I wonder if people know they are lying and possibly the individual catches themselves in a lie.

Or possibly we all just accept the lies and illusions of life to be “real.”

When you look in the sky, you see a million different kinds of clouds and birds flying around.

When you see a random vase of flowers the flowers are beautiful.

All these scenes hold unique and different shapes/sized objects.

In the end, all of these scenarios are the same, but look different at the moment.

Each flower was once a seed.

We are all in the process of “growing” our flower.

All of the clouds are made of the same elements.

Somehow a cloud can shapeshift itself into infinite different clouds.

Everything is art/poetry in the end.

It just takes time and “infinite” patience to experience the life you wish to experience.

The sun and the moon look completely different.

The moon shows itself when it is dark out.

The sun shows itself when it is light out.

The sun and moon are relative.

We need positive energy to experience negative energy.

We need negative energy to experience positive energy.

If you compare the sun and moon.

There would be many differences, but then again, everything would be the same.

Compare yourself to the self you wish to be.

That is the most challenging thing to do.

Challenge yourself against yourself instead of against others.

In self-improvement, there is more improvement.

Instead of proving yourself against others.

Challenge thyself.

Are you doing better than where you were yesterday?

Each small step is that much closer to becoming greater.

There is no rush, ignore messing up and make wise choices.

We all have the ability to become what we want.

Stop comparing yourself to other people.

Become what you vision and seek.

Be the different one and do things no one has ever thought of.

If all you do is compare yourself to others, it will be hard to seek real and true happiness.

Do what is best for you and not others, know when to say yes and when to say no.

Do not let others use you or destroy you.

Take charge of yourself and compare yourself to where you were yesterday and improve the best you can.

Progression is progression, any amount is greater.

Stop comparing yourself to the past, instead learn from your “mess ups.”

There are no “mess ups.”

when you “mess up” you are learning and expanding the mind.

You cannot win without losing.

You need to lose to win.

There is always time for improvement.

Just remember to never give up on yourself.

Life has not given up on you so you should not give up on life.

Thank you for reading this Goodluck on becoming the greatest version of yourself.

I believe in all of you.

One last thing I would like to say.

As a collective of people.

We need to “free” ourselves more often.

We are a world of “doers” instead of “dreamers.”

We do and forget to dream.

When all you do is do.

There is no time for dreaming.

When all you do is do.

There is no time for thyself “improvements.”

To obtain peace within the mind you have to free yourself here and there.

There are many different things you can do to “free” your soul.

When I say “free” your soul.

This might be confusing to explain in words.

Free as in “let go.”

Remember when you were a child and you had no idea what was going on?

Nothing was holding you back and everything felt possible.

When it was “recess time.”

You held your hands in the air screaming and yelling.

Playing tag, playing with the sand.

Observing bugs as if you have never seen bugs before.

Everything is thrilling and ecstatic when you are a “child.”

An infinite amount of energy emerges out of “young souls.”

As we grow up we forget to free our souls.

When you are a fresh soul you absorb everything more than the average individual.

At a young age, we become “programmed.”

In the early stages of life, we have no idea what is going on.

All of the “programming” has “programmed” us to not be ourselves.

I feel like I am living amongst robots and flesh bodies that drag their feet throughout this world.

I do not say this to harm anyone.

Just speaking my truth.

A simulation of people who have no idea who this “I” or “self” is.

All we think about is everything besides this very moment.

when you are in nature you think about nothing but nature.

The meaning of life is not “paying the bills or rent.”

Purposely lose yourself in a forest and after you become “lost.”

I recommend sitting down and meditating.

When you meditate there is nothing but pure darkness.

The energy of thyself cycles through your psyche when meditating.

A cycle of self-cleansing.

When you meditate think of nothing.

All of the thoughts you have in your mind you have to release.

It is impossible to run away from yourself.

You can run all you want, but there is nowhere to go.

Remember to take it easy and to breathe more than the average human being, hahahah.

We are all too busy manifesting all of this negative energy into our lives.

Listen to the thoughts of the thinker.

Instead of listening to the thoughts of others.

Your thoughts are faced head-on when you question your own thoughts.

Everyone seems to care about everything besides ourselves/themselves.

Practices you can do to “free” yourself from yourself.

Are drawing, painting, writing, music, dance, yoga, meditation, jujitsu, karate.

Mind over matter activities.

“art like practices” help you free yourself.

You are in control of yourself instead of another being in control of you.

In these practices, there is no race, color, rules, limits, expectations, duties.

The energy matters more than anything.

When you free yourself everything is infinite.

When I am drawing for example.

There is no one but myself telling me what to do.

There is no voice or person over my shoulder telling me what to do.

I can draw what I wish to draw.

There are “no rules” in art, hahahaha. 🙂

I am attempting my best to explain this “freeing yourself thing.”

Many do not know how to be free.

Instead, most of our people are “programmed” to be the way they are.

Free thinking is a practice you can practice.

Attempt to think thoughts you have never thought about.

Then question the thoughts you have never thought about.

Remember to question the thoughts, you think now.

When I write these words.

I have to “free” myself of thinking.

Let everything flow.

Thoughts branch off into other thoughts.

Some thoughts expand into greater thoughts.

Some thoughts are ignored never to be acknowledged.

The unconscious mind is where free thinking is manifested.

Think for yourself for once.

Who is this “I” that they say is “you.”

You only “think” you are “correct” in your thinking because all you hold is your perception.

Therefore we are all “incorrect” and “correct” every moment without even knowing what we are doing.

You have to experience negative moments to understand the positive moments.

You have to experience positive moments to understand the negative moments.

Everything is relative.

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I do not look for the answers.

All you can do is seek for the answers.

Because there are no answers.

Everything is a choice.

No one decides this life besides thyself.

Be forced by others to create your own life.

Or create the life you dream of into this reality.

Do you ever think your thoughts for yourself?

Or do you accept everything that everyone tells you?

Listening to the dogma of others.

Believing or not believing.

At the end of all these different belief systems.

It is difficult to believe anything.

You might as well believe in yourself if you decide to believe in anything.

Everything you say and know.

You only say and know because you were told what to say and know.

These words I am saying.

I only know what they mean because of what I am told.

Each letter holds a different vibration.

When multiple letters are combined.

A “word” is created.

All of the little vibrations from each letter creates a final word.

Each word holds a different vibration.

Giving the word meaning.

One word concludes to many words.

A definition holds many words of the word just said.

The sound of the vibrations creates each word/letter.

Everything is energy or a frequency of some sort.

Vibrating negatively or positively.

Whatever you manifest will manifest itself into something greater.

We may all be quite delusional.

Saying we know this and know that.

In all reality.

Does anyone know anything?

Or do we just act as if we know everything and all things?

I doubt we have figured out 10% of the “world/universe.”

This life is infinite and anything is possible.

What you see and believe.

Occurs to be true because you have been told what to see and believe your whole life

What is put in front of you is absorbed.

This is what you see because that is how you were raised in this world.

Imagine if everything you knew was just a lie.

Then everything you did not know was full of truth.

Life is quite confusing.

At the end of the day, you never know what to believe.

You might as well believe in yourself.

To believe in yourself is to love yourself.

Become your greatest version and realize your worth in this world.

Anything is possible as long as you believe.

Continue being labeled and accept the box you are put in.

Or attempt to leave the box you were put in since birth.

Create your own reality and destiny.

Instead of letting others control your belief system as well as yourself.

You know you.

Others do not know you.

The energy within can be used for positivity or negativity.

What you decide to manifest is up to thyself.

Be programmed or program yourself.

Question everything around you.

Even if that means questioning yourself.

Is the “you” you think you are the actual “you?”

Or is this “you” a person someone else told “you” to be?

You have to think for yourself in this world.

The people often act delusional and confuse me.

If life is what people say life is.

Then that is quite depressing.

Negativity seems to override this world.

If you think about it.

The negativity projected into the world.

Could manifest itself into something completely opposite.

Wars could be peace gatherings.

Arguments of the ego could be discussions about the heart and soul.

Everything is relative.

There are rainbows after storms.

We just have to unite and speak our peace without ego.

We need negativity for there to be positivity.

Positivity means there is negativity.

Everything is vice versa.

If you look into the abyss you can see the darkness as well as the light.

What you decide to manifest is up to thyself.

The light?

Or the darkness?

Everything is perspective in the end.

Millions of souls dream of the life you possess.

In the most negative moments in life, there are people “suffering” a million times worse than ourselves.

I do not believe in anger. Anger gets you nowhere besides deeper into the hole you are already in.

It takes more energy to work yourself up and to get angry than to realize the only issue/problem is the problem you manifest into this reality.

The moment you become angry and act like a fool.

Is the same moment world war 2 occurred.

Many individuals are acting as if wars are going on within themselves.

To suffer in each moment or to not suffer.

To find peace within each moment.

Unless you choose to live an aggressive life.

I feel as if people enjoy getting angry.

All the dopamine and hormones going off in the body are making thyself feel ecstatic.

Many individuals get a power trip while angry.

As if the universe is centered around their thoughts and opinions.

Imagine all of this negative energy being used for the positive instead.

I rather die being myself and living the life I choose instead of being programmed to think a certain way.

I do not believe in religion.

My “religion” is love.

People act similar to wild animals more than the civilized human beings we are.

Sometimes I do not know what to think.

Is this life the life we all dream of?

People chasing after the same dreams.

Or are we all living in a reality we do not wish to be in.

Ego destroys this earth creating the separation of the people.

The soul/heart unites the people.

Remember to be your true self.

Whoever that happens to be.

I feel as if many individuals are fake without knowing they are fake.

That is just me though.

We are all flawed human beings.

Even if you do not think you are flawed you are flawed.

There are flaws within thyself that you are not aware of.

Hopefully after the moment of negativity releases itself.

You notice the flaws within yourself.

You realize your stupidity and attempt to become your greatest version.

Most of the time you have to ignore the negativity within people.

Many project their emotions without knowing they are projecting.

Negativity plus more negativity concludes to nothing.

It is wiser to “be” then to “win” the battle.

In the end, both people are foolishly yelling over each other.

The negative person is just confused and lost.

Bleeding their negativity on to others.

Unless the moment is life or death.

Then possibly I will act.

Remember to be yourself.

Instead of accepting what others tell you.

To be programmed.

Or to program yourself.

If you know how to constructively get your message across.

Then positivity gets your message across without using your ego.

Everything usually centers from the energy within thyself.

If you love others as well as yourself then there is no reason to hate.

Every experience in life helps you become your greatest version.

Use the negative experiences in life to expand your mind for the greater.

The reason I mention all of this is because of the boxes we are put in since birth.

The negativity separates us into more boxes.

People fear to be their true selves.

Never leaving the box they were put in by others.

When you are your true self.

You have left every box you were put in.

The positivity lets each individual be in their own box.

When you are in your own box instead of another’s.

Life is full of freedom and love.

The labels dissolve when you are your true self.

Sometimes you wish you could “fix” negativity.

All you can do is create and Express.

In expression itself there holds mass amounts of love and energy.

It takes different perspectives to change peoples minds about their reality.

Gratitude is a great practice.

Be Appreciative of everything around you.

Millions of souls dream of the life you are living.

Do not have society program you.

Think for yourself and appreciate everything.

Live in the constant cycle or live freely of zero burdens.

Manifest with beautiful intentions or let the demons override your brain manifesting nothing but negative thoughts.

The light is infinite.

Most just live life in pessimistic thinking.

A few more things to say before I am done expressing myself.

Everything is what we are told.

We are here but then again not.

“We” as in each individual or the “I” we all possess.

When you are at peace with your soul.

That is the true and real you.

Peace within thyself. (Nirvana)

New versions of myself were within me that I never knew could be within me.

Old parts of myself from the past have been erased and new parts of my greatest version have grown into this reality.

There is no self besides the self that is within you.

Ignore people who tell you who you are.

If another is not living a similar life to you.

Then their information they project towards you is probably not needed.

They are jealous of you or fear themselves.

A lot of individuals “tell you how it is.”

These people have wounded souls.

Thinking of past memories and not living in the “now.”

These people probably do not know themselves at the end of the day.

Then again I doubt anyone truly knows themselves fully.

Many individuals know who others are but do not even know themselves at the end of the day.

To know thyself or to not know thyself.

What shall you choose?

Be programmed into being you.

Or think freely and be who you truly wish to be.

Live in a box and stay in that box.

Or leave the box you are currently within and expand your horizons.

All I wish for is everyone to be their greatest version.

Is this “you” they say is “you.”

The actual you that is within you?

Or are you an imposter of yourself.

Living this life through these eyes that are not even yours.

Love or fear is the real question?

The ego guides us in the wrong direction.

We were all once a baby with zero beliefs.

Pure as can be.

Think about that.

We all come from the same source.

Our mothers birthed us into this world.

A smiling happy baby with zero cares in the world.

That was all of us at one point in time.

Ignore the box you are put in.

Be your true self and who you are will vibrate out of your soul.

Listen to that intuition of yours and you will know who you truly are.

Quote #55

55Take a look at yourself.

Before you look around judging others.

Take a look at thyself.

Change what you seek within and don’t change others.

The changes you wish to apply to others in all reality concludes back to thyself.

Let’s say you think a person’s belief or the way they represent their person in this world is quite strange.

It takes the strangest one out of them all to notice the strange ones.

We all have our weird lives.

Just let everyone be, don’t cause any harm and don’t destroy the time.

Appreciate this life many only wish to have the life you experience.

At the end of all these comparisons.

Thyself is in need of change.

Think about this for a moment.

We’re nothing but reflections of each other.

Everyone is my brother and everyone is my sister.

I wish and hope no harm happens to anyone.

All I wish is the best for all souls and for all of us to succeed.

Don’t let envy, greed, ego, and possessions destroy your life.

Many tell me this is very unrealistic and I’m only a dreamer. Join me on the dream of love or don’t.

Many of my beliefs and ideas are unrealistic, but like I always say everything is perspective.

If you know what life is worth living you’ll find that place on this earth.

Even if that means not accepting the ideologies that are thrown at you.

Being a rebel or rule breaker doesn’t always conclude to negative actions or energies.

The truth has lies within itself.

The lies are hidden within the truth.

In the end, it all comes down to thyself, and nothing of the others.

Concentrate that energy on thyself and see how much you can accomplish.

Instead of walking around correcting others. Wasting that energy you could have used on yourself.

In the end, no one knows what they’re doing or saying.

We just think we do.

Like how I wrote all of this.

Some will think, what in the world is being written?

Others will be interested.

Many will just have no response and they won’t know what to say.

I never speak back, but just listen.

In the end, no one wins or loses an argument.

Both loose and both are stupid fools.

A manifestation of negative energy at it’s finest.

Ego at its finest.

Just chill out and take a look at thyself before you go around correcting others thinking you know what you’re doing.

We all have the freedom to do what we please.

Just don’t use negative energy in the process. It’s common sense, but many don’t have this applied within their consciousness.

I’m just here observing and watching everyone talk and I’m wondering this.

Why all the negativity.

The ego overrides the soul.

Be a happy soul and not a bitter ego.

This life isn’t that hard.

The people just get lost within the loop of this world.

Death is the only thing that changes people forever and it’s as if we’re all selfish human beings at the end of the day.

Imagine if you didn’t wake up tomorrow. Would you be proud of what you feel within and the reflection you see?

Few people walk around with a pure soul and the realist character you can meet and experience.

Be you and don’t become what others tell you to be.

This is a life of yours right?

Or are you willing to slave your life away and never live the life you dream of?

Stand up for your right.

Don’t give up.

Everything is a choice

Choose wisely, my friend.

Choose wisely……..

Love or hatred.

Uprising the thoughts into a happy perspective or turn everything into a negative perspective.

Love your soul and happiness will arise within.

There are 7.6 billion people and 7.6 billion words or universes.

Let me explain my best.

Each person posses their own universe and world.

Possessing everything that they’re and see.

All energies from everywhere absorbed in.

You’re the universe, but then again, you’re nothing of the universe.

Ego is your universe in a way.

You’re every emotion and energy you create from within.

So you’re your own universe, but also you’re nothing of the universe.

We’re specs of nothingness within this universe.

The universe compared to the average individual human being is a crazy difference.

It’s so crazy to explain this it’s only imaginable.

Dust atoms within dust atoms. Using a microscope.

All I have to say is the whole universe is out there and we’re all creating more problems than we need to.

Let’s just attempt to love each other.

The power of love could possibly change the world forever.

Changing the shift within this universe and earth.

A weird analogy to think of to expand the mind.

Energy will change this world.

The energy of love.

Love always wins.

Maybe I’m incorrect, I never said I was correct.

All I say is we should all attempt to live in the “Now” the best we can.

This may possibly never happen or maybe it will.

Personal choices shouldn’t really affect other people.

It’s quite sad and scary how some people are so programmed in their own thoughts that they aren’t willing to step outside of the box.

Instead, it’s only their way. Ignoring the other. Without doing research or attempting themselves. Continuing to live within the box they live in.

Accept what we all have to say as individuals and discuss after that.

Imagine being in the others shoes. Enter each other’s boxes. Your way is not the way for all.

Possibly you decide everything in this life or it all just happens for you.

Be the controller of your life and create your own destiny.

Or let others take control of your life. Creating every aspect of your future.

Don’t be comfortable in life, push yourself to do things you have never done.

At the end of the day, we all need to take it easy and relax about all the fussing and fighting.

Let’s all sit in a circle and talk things out.

Hug everything out and feel all the emotions we wish to share.

But the idea is to stay calm and to realize the breath you produce.

Thoughts to be shared and the people to stay calm.

We’re all nothing but people sharing ideas and thoughts and we turn it into killing and negative energy.

Man’s power has gotten way too far.

The energy is within the people.

The people create the future of this world.

All I imagine is a world free of hate and with an abundance of love. Things can still happen as they do. Just not all this fussing and drama.

It’s time to eliminate all of this corruption, creating all this destruction within our souls.

Goodluck everyone.

Remember to love thyself…………..

1 Year Anniversary/Milestone. (Thank You)

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So it has been a year apparently, this is what WordPress is notifying me with. 1 year, that wasn’t that long ago. I remember the day making this blog, it felt like yesterday. Others have helped me get where I’m today.

Life is nothing much but a team effort, with just yourself it’s quite hard to accomplish anything. Someone will help you at least one way or another. Throughout this year, I have got a lot of help from many people. Without these people, I wouldn’t be here at this very moment typing this. Possibly doing something else and not even focusing a single amount of energy towards art.

I remember all the times I didn’t create art at all. Those were the worst times, things always had a negative energy towards them. I walked around angry and depressed at this world. More lost than I’m now. We’re all lost humans, all lost in our own ways.

Have it be emotional problems, health issues, insecurities…… etc. I think most will understand what I’m saying. We’re all prisoners of our own minds. All sitting within a chair in the middle of a dark room to see nothing but pure darkness. Every thought and memory to creep up on you. As if nothing but words and visions are monsters attacking you while you defend them off.

Visions are played through your mind over and over to never forget. It’s only the things you wish to forget that you don’t forget, how Ironic. The mind is a tricky thing.

Throughout this year, I have learned quite a lot. In all different aspects of life, good and bad. That’s just how it’s. Moments will not always be great, but just attempt to make them greater than they seem to be.

Saying this, art has found me in life. or maybe I found the art, who knows. I guess either way works if you think about it.

Now I sit here, 1 year later from the day I typed up my first blog post. An individual who didn’t know what he was doing. This person was so dazed and confused they didn’t know what right from wrong was.

First Blog post: VVVVV

(Recommend reading this, will know me more as a person and understand more.)

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/02/02/first-blog-post/

The reason why I say this is this.

“Everything I have done in my life, each person has something to say about it. Each definition of their thought being their own. Then there are my thoughts, my ideas, and my emotions. Never two humans alike, it’s as if you caused an offense of some sort. By speaking your state of mind. Being your original self and not a copy, creating your own destiny and not following a path someone gives you. A map with an X marks the spot. If you happen to do anything that someone doesn’t like, the thought they will have towards you will be negative. If I’m happy doing what I’m doing, then there is no reason to stop, people often walk around and tell each other what’s up as if they know everything. If I’m happy doing what I do in the end. Then I’ll continue doing so, even if it means the whole world not accepting me. I rather accept myself than have a bunch of people accept me for who I’m not. Nothing much, but a false reality. happiness is different for everyone and no one will understand but yourself. If it means losing individuals and possessions, then I guess you do that. All I wish to be is happy and that’s it, that’s all I want and nothing else.”

This is the reason why I have changed so drastically in the past year or so. My mindset has changed a lot. It’s all about your mindset and you can accomplish anything you wish to do in this world.

Many will tell you that you can’t do something. With that mindset in your mind, that will just do nothing but destroy you. Take you down and make you feel like a nobody. I’ve learned to turn the negative energy into positive energy. Creating myself into who I’m today. This “Brandon Knoll” we speak of.

All I wish for is peace and love in this world, for the energy of love to spread like a virus of some sort. Nationwide love and nothing else. Peace with all humans. I’ve been told by many that all the thing I think are just “dreams” or “not possible.’ I’m pretty sure all the people that “succeeded” were told this too. So, in the end, it’s nothing but an ego of a person spewing words out of their mouth. Negative energy flowing from all areas. Some people just don’t understand I guess.

All I ask for is Love from each individual, no matter what they look like or sound like. None of that really matters in the end, it’s more about the soul of a human being.

A way I can find my happiness is through art and writing. Sharing my experiences with the world through art. Art is an energy form of itself in a way. A whole new creation brought into this world. Never seen before.

Not knowing what I was doing a year ago, I’ve learned a little bit. You always have more time for learning, no one knows too much or too little. This journey of life will be endless and it will never end, till you make it end.

“I’d like to thank everyone for following me on WordPress and all other people who support me as well. As an artist, you wouldn’t be where you’re if it wasn’t for the people. the people create the artist. So, in the end, my audience creates me. All of you are my “art family” I have good connections with a lot of individuals. Like I said, all I ask for is peace and love.

If it wasn’t for that one day I decided in my mind, “I’m going to be an artist.” Like I said at the begging of this post. I wouldn’t be here or have created a single piece of art.

All of this art I’m about to show you could have just been a “dream” or an “impossible idea” but somehow I sit here typing this.

It’s very hard to process life itself to me, every day I question everything and my existence. Being an artist my goal is to make you question your reality, but also question my reality as well. Be so creative that it takes me to a whole new level, every day I learn something new. I just can’t give up and the progress will keep on continuing.

I want everyone to remember don’t give up on yourself and seek for small improvements over time everything will add up. Just don’t rush the process and let it happen.

I’d like to share all of my analytics with everyone to show the progress and the improvements that have happened in the past year. Not doing this to shine my ego, but to show everyone that anyone can do anything. All you have to do is set your mind to it.

 

Quotes: (Shares) Facebook

On Facebook, I added up the shares on the Quotes. At a total of 516 shares on the quotes. That’s more than 365 so at least 1 share a day. Every share counts, just want to spread the message of love.

Thank you, everyone, for sharing the quotes with your loved ones. 🙂

 

(Views) on the blog.

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Country views:                    (10 Countries with over 1,000+ views)

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Thank you from ALL countries who have visited my blog! Even the ones not on the list. 🙂

 

Now to show the progress of the past year of artwork. Here are the drawings from the past year, I’ll put them in the best order I can.

I’m going to put a picture of each drawing. Then a link to each blog for the full details of each artwork.

If you have missed any drawings and wish to go back. You can do so by clicking on each link under each artwork. Throughout the time you can see the improvements. These are in order of creation.

 

 

 

External Beauty "The Horse"
External Beauty “The Horse”

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/02/14/the-horse-external-beauty/

 

 

Second-Chance
Second Chance

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/02/21/second-chance/

 

 

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The Heart

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/03/02/the-heart/

 

 

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Life is in your Hands

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/03/28/life-is-in-your-hands/

 

 

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Marilyn Manson

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/04/13/marilyn-manson/

 

 

 

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Iguana

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/05/15/complete-drawing-iguana/

 

 

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Fox

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/06/15/fox/

 

 

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Macaw

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/07/10/macaw/

 

 

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leopard

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/08/15/leopard/

 

 

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Lion

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/09/06/lion/

 

 

shark done
Shark

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/09/24/shark/

 

 

zebra
Zebra

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/10/20/zebra/

 

 

Multi Dimensional Cactus Landscape
Multi-Dimensional Cactus Landscape

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/10/31/multi-dimensional-cactus-landscape/

 

 

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Octopus

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/12/01/octopus/

 

 

black widow spider
Black widow spider

https://chaoticshapes.com/2017/12/22/black-widow-spider/

 

 

Here are all the pieces of art from the year. The average drawing took a month or so, sometimes longer or shorter than a month.

I’d like to say thank you to everyone who has followed and who is following at the moment. wouldn’t be here without you. Thanks for letting me reach this milestone.

Much more to come this year……….

Let’s see what happens in 2018, the possibilities could be infinite. the future is unpredictable.

Quote #36

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Make the best of this life, that you can. You’ll never know when death takes you.

It could be any minute or moment.

Right this second you could possibly die, no one knows the future. Only ideas of the past create the present as in “Now”. Statistics are false in a way, it’s predicting a false reality of the future. Maybe close, but not 100% correct.

Most of everything is not 100% real, but like always we all continue like nothing is wrong.

This is my thought.

Everyone is a “Mercedes” within, its just there’s this thing called fear and laziness hiding within your soul.

In a cage and the key is nowhere to be found.

On the outside of the cage.

Your fearful self is looking for the key wishing you were out of this encaged mental slavery within your mind.

The things on the outside of the cage are who you truly are. The things within the cage, are all the things that are fake about you.

The things you regret about yourself. The thoughts you wish to tell the world, but most fear to speak. Reflections of yourself, you’re not proud of.

It’s like all the creatures and demons you wish to send away are hanging out with you all the time. Never to leave, a neverending mind destroyer.

True peace, love, and happiness are on the outside of this cage.

When the time is correct when you feel as if the time is right. Only you will know not anyone else.

The doors will open automatically, with energy. It will read your conscious state of mind.

When your conscious state of mind is set free, so are you.

All the worries disappear. Anxiety is throw out the window. You live in the “Now”.

Set yourself free, or continue to be locked up in your cage of emotions.

Break free of this cage and you will show your true potential to the world.

All it takes is a little effort and time, eventually, you’ll see the results and never give up.

Then it’s like a continuous video game every day. There’s something new to look forward to every day. Something new to learn.

It’s time to shed the old skin off and create the best version of yourself “now”.

Any time is better than later.

Free this cage, or let fear and laziness consume your soul from the inside out.

Your mind is a reflection of yourself.

Have a loving and peaceful intuition in this world.

Believe in destiny and fate. Believe that anything is possible at any moment. Believe what you’re doing is the best version of thyself.

Start to believe things that make no sense to you but you. Then you’ve reached a whole new level of consciousness. This freedom is very “different”.

No one else has to understand yourself. It’s only thyself who has to understand thyself.

The smart and intelligent ask questions, but the wise and patient just listen and ponder. Ironic for me to say that, as I’m speaking now.

Oops, it’s happening. Attack me now, something I said probably has offended you. We will not all agree on the same terms, it doesn’t mean we have to start a war of some sort.

I’m neither wise or intelligent, all I do is repeat things I’ve heard. Most things are copied. Many are confused when I say this. Look at life and think about that. Is everything, a copy? Nothing original.

With art, it gives you a freedom like no other. Originality is infinite. Art is in all different forms. Everything is art. There’s no reason to hate. Unless you’re a hater of thyself. Then hate arises at all different moments. Happiness lies within everyone, it just might be hard to find the beauty of their perception. We all look at life differently.

Only a hater hates something to hate. Be a lover and not a hater. With hate and hate, nothing more, but a forest fire will occur. If you keep your chill, and so does the other. Maybe something peaceful and beautiful will arise. Just kinda how art is created.

Is it that hard to move on and accept everyone for who they’re? Or does a war of some sort always have to happen? Seems to be, what a great example for the children. Mother earth would not be proud of where we’re at right now. Within evil, there’s a form of beauty, but an ugly form. Everyone is the devil and everyone is similar to the light. Ying and yang, darkness and lightness.

Beauty and torture lie within each soul. The outside is just an exterior. Not the interior, no one sees the interior. The inside matters more than this fake external world. Take care of yourself before anything else in this external world, the way of “taking care of yourself” is different for each individual

Your curiosity in this world will lead you to many places. Find what makes your heart and soul spark and stick with those things.

Don’t confuse yourself with something being a “pleasure” or “pain”. Good or bad. They’re both the same in the end. It’s just the perspective of the individual.

Harm or love.

This very moment the world is ending, in all different aspects.

This is a never-ending question that goes through my mind. Who is this “I”. I’m not this label, I just use the word “I” to be clear with people. Otherwise, I don’t like the attention. Just used “I” a few times. Hope someone understands what “I” just said.

Sure you might explain who this “I” is we speak of. But I don’t know who this “I” we speak of is.

I use the word “I” all the time, but who really is this “I”?

Life is quite the illusion.

Life is how you vision it and how you imagine. This is your life and no others.

Go out in the world and accomplish crazy things.

Mess up and learn.

If you play this “game” of life comfortable and safe. You might regret the time you spent here.

It’s in the times where you’re struggling and keep failing. When you feel like giving up is when you become stronger. That’s the way it works. The universe is quite tricky.

Without bad things, you wouldn’t know what the good things are. Appreciate the crazy and the good.

Saying all that I have said, most decide to ignore problems or issues and this “game” lags in energy and emotion.

It’s as if we’re all “here” but in reality, no one is here.

Become the greatest version of yourself and you’ll be proud of the outcome.

Imagine if you put 1 year. 365 days and each day you do something to become a greater person.

It’s not that hard it’s just this thing called “fear” and “laziness”.

But in reality, everything we come up with is just another excuse for the excuse we already created upon that excuse.

This sounds quite crazy, but this is the way I look at freedom or insecurity.

Just be yourself in this world and nothing else and everything will be aligned.

If not and you’re unpleasant and unhappy, well you played the game the wrong way.

Living in regret and now the only thing you have is to look at the past and compare. This is probably the biggest mistake thyself could have ever decided.

Don’t be the person who looks back and regrets every action and moment of life.

Trust me it’s worth all the energy and suffering to accept yourself.

After you accept yourself and everyone else around you.

Then that’s the moment you’re set free from this matrix game. Some may call it being “Enlightened”. But that’s just a fancy word for another word called “happiness”.

There are so many words and definitions. All being the same in the end. A level 1 word than a level 10 word. Sure a definition might “define” something. But don’t let a definition create you. Create originality. It’s all the same in the end, don’t worry so much.

Just keep a smile on that beautiful face of yours. No one is perfect, but we can all only try our best.

Do what is best for you. Don’t do, just to do, but do to accomplish something and look forward to the end result. The future is here and “now” it’s just most don’t see it. Hence why I said “now”, because all time is ” now” It’s here thyself just gave up.

Don’t give up on yourself!!!

I believe in you, no soul is a perfect soul. Even the perfect souls don’t happen to be perfect. It might just look like it. Remeber, I said the internal is everything real and the external is much of a false reality.

Don’t confuse the two. One posses a greater energy force than the other. ((LOVE))

Excuse after excuse after excuse.

It’s time to start now……

Peace and love to this tragic but beautiful world. Much beauty lies within you, it’s just hard to see at the moment. Sorry for what all we have done. Maybe one day we can repay you.

Have a beautiful night, look up into the sky and look at the stars.

Tonight might be the last night to ever take sight. I won’t give up on you world, but please don’t give up on me. Hold on to us corrupted humans and maybe you’ll see the beauty within us. It’s just hiding within the future. Hopefully, we have something to show for our existence besides all of this corruption. Possibly the extinction of each life, each creation destroyed all the animals along with it. Everything possible and it’s all gone forever.

I send much love and happiness to everything and everyone.

And only wish for the best.